【ABO】辣個小孩 - 12、贈禮背後的含義

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打開開口處，取出裡頭的方形紙盒。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2CnkvaSoq
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紙盒外觀相當素雅，四個邊角各一隅畫有粗長L形邊框壓紋，紙面中央印刷上一行幾何圖形構成的文字。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7AMBRZukv
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粉色字體向左傾斜帶點潦草，有種仿照手寫般的韻味，彷彿收下的不是一份禮物，而是一封夾藏心意的信封。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHQtaBJ7xm
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毛以軒看著盒裝設計，嘴角含笑。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdzgloA0xu
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喜悅感讓他不知不覺墜入回憶中，時光飛快倒轉，畫面停格在最後一次生日派對。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zXH4JyAki
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還記得當日下午，剛滿二十七歲的他，結束一早的忙碌回到艙房休息，突然，繫在腰間的無線電對講機響起，被隊長催促到廚房集合。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s0CEtdbcg
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——到底有什麼緊急通知，非要他趕去？183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrrgCJK7cb
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腦中盤旋一堆疑惑，匆匆踏進廚房時，看到隊友們笑嘻嘻站在桌前，雙手拍打出節奏唱起生日快樂歌。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1BXitb2i9
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李怡惠小心端著手作蛋糕，從人群中走出來，笑說：「恭喜你又老一歲了。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH8kFhdNAp
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在大夥們的吆喝和鼓掌聲中，收到一張張親筆手寫的卡片，毛以軒感動到眼眶微紅，有點想擤下鼻涕。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP2o70QdNt
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事後，又被大夥們調侃說「你真的很愛哭耶」，紛紛圍過來，伸手揉揉他的頭安撫。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV5vN9f8bK
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艙房內的歡笑聲，持續到就寢才停止。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmLLO5QikS
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沉浸在美好過往的毛以軒，一時湧上太多情緒，眼眶泛熱、鼻尖酸楚、嘴角微微抽動差點發出哽咽聲，卻怕露出醜態，急忙摀住嘴巴深呼吸。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxbqbd69cs
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「你還好嗎？」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAiVSB01W6
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卡魯那.瓦德驚覺不對勁，慌張問著。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc60uqAWWh
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毛以軒不說半句話，搖搖頭，故作堅強的說：「我沒事。只是，想到以前的事，心裡有點難過。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpQxW2QdaO
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深吸口氣，調適一下情緒。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sqpfzTDwi
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十分鐘後，心底深處的暴風雨逐漸平息，一縷陽光從雲層透出，驅趕走散不去的哀傷感，沉澱幾秒才找回平靜，指尖緩緩摳起圓形封口貼紙，掀開看下，一條頸圈靜靜躺在厚紙板上。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriY45Q7GCf
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頸圈兩端的繫繩——純白帶點珠光，乍看之下蠻神似珍珠項鍊。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCHv62XijX
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他眉頭微微蹙起，一副不太喜歡，卻又不能表現太過明顯。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mgQN2Q4YW
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臉上笑意越來越僵，猶豫真的要收下嗎？183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXhHEbJWDt
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心裡的顧慮像是污垢越積越多，怕不小心說錯話，恐怕會傷及......183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCSmhoZFpy
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——不行！這可是小可愛的心意。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT3Z02wZbf
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「你喜歡嗎？」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoS6aw984l
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一句話，打斷他腦中的猶豫。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu0ab4UO2O
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深褐色眸子緩緩瞄睨一眼身旁，綠色眼眸泛著亮光對視，頓時，有種壓力好大。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYj99pbYTw
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「你喜歡嗎？」卡魯那.瓦德滿懷期待，追問著，緩緩將手搭在毛以軒的腿上：「在我的故鄉——薩爾瓦多，白色是象徵幸運的顏色，就像我遇見了你，還有，那一束桃紅色花束......」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY1J2WpCiI
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提起那一束花，毛以軒心思漸漸恍惚，耳旁的話語越來越模糊，一眨眼，彷彿被抽離般進入另一個空間。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV0FxG5mCH
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恍惚剎那，有種回到前幾天，在太空艙內四處翻箱倒櫃。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAts68F8fNY
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地板上散落一堆鍋碗瓢盆，非常凌亂。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu84fyrQiH7
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櫥櫃內可以承裝的容器通通拿出來，一樣樣測試，可惜，口徑不是太大、太窄就是太小，完全無法將花束全部裝進去。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUONgnTlmrK
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「都沒有適合的嗎？」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRM5kzusil
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失望感沉沉落在胸口上，對著鍋子自言自語，左思右想，靈光像流星般劃過腦中，碰出一個好點子。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVs0iPq6kK
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他匆匆跑向許雅志生前使用的艙房。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQuMWXfMkB
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「不好意思，我不是故意要拿走，是想借用一下，拜託、拜託。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK42deIxbl
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雙手合掌對著空氣說話，謹慎膜拜一下木製櫃子，拿出藏在枕頭底下的鑰匙，解開銅鎖，慢慢將木門給打開。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSdQbEuPnO
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『哇！好多茶壺。』183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzZgjPin7h
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木製櫃子一打開，兩層架子上擺滿各種奇形怪狀的茶壺。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qr25Lh0lq
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——買這麼多，是要開茶會嗎？183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWfTdSxgxW
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大致看下那一堆茶壺，突然，視線像是沾上磁粉被吸過去。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoclfpEwF5
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「......就是這個！終於找到了。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbb30pbpx9
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情緒激昂，小心翼翼拿取。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlbzSQJnjA
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白色釉彩漆在陶器上，沒有過多裝飾卻十分閃亮，耗時捏塑的線條栩栩如生，彷彿一隻天鵝活生生在眼前。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPiPQJNlEI
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它豆子般的眼珠炯炯有神，細長頸子仰首貼合圓潤的身軀，兩旁羽翅向內收折，臀部的尾翼像一把扇子展開，看起來十分雍容華貴。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtaZV5TTRK
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「這個，拿來當花瓶有點可惜。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz194s5XZHD
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瞧見這一壺如此精美，有點捨不得。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02uvh2NlYx
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他翻開茶壺的底部，發現刻有一行文字——山川和美，是母艦上名氣響亮的陶藝大師。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD9V8D0U6k
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據傳，她的作品多以動物為主軸，單憑一樣就能賣出一棟豪宅的價錢，是不少富商名流爭相收藏的夢幻逸品。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkzikvE4cr
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「長相尖酸刻薄、嘴巴又毒，沒想到他的嗜好這麼——好不搭嘎。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEVQowJNZV
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離開艙房，他快步來到水槽前，轉開水龍頭，看著傾斜而下的水流緩緩注滿，小心翼翼將天鵝茶壺放在桌面上，神情專注，拿起一旁的剪刀，修去過長的花梗......183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zTae3lrck
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「那一束克莉西雅。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfq87QBND9
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話語像是一根針穿破耳膜，喚醒在記憶迴廊中的毛以軒，背後彷彿被人用力推一把回到現實。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvvdRjhQhu
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猛然回過神來，他一臉錯愕睜愣著眸子。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpBgpL3qk0
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「它的花語，是美好。」卡魯那.瓦德雙頰微微泛紅，傾斜身軀、頭輕輕一靠，緩緩地說：「當初離開家時，我從沒認真想過這一件事，因為這樣才遲遲沒有蛻變，但是，現在不一樣了，我想跟你攜手共度人生，想跟你一起創造美好的未來，你願意嗎？」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctFaRKGoKG
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落落長的對話停歇下來，他滿心期待著回覆，心臟噗通跳個不停。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvxX2yzI0u
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「蛤？你說什麼？」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtqWi4hFH4
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毛以軒似乎沒聽進去，疑惑問著。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2xYT2LbAL
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卡魯那.瓦德抬起頭來，看著那一張困惑的表情，重整害臊的情緒，大聲喊說：「我，想跟你結婚。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphvZgcKhAW
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話剛說完，毛以軒臉色逐漸陰沉。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh1LqJEAHA
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「......怎麼了？」卡魯那.瓦德擔憂問著，「又讓你壓力大了嗎？」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbDJEgO45D
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毛以軒腦袋嗡嗡作響，好像一顆未爆彈驀然炸開，轟得思緒頓下來，撇過頭，避開卡魯那.瓦德的視線。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDdHjJLxoo
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『這孩子的玩笑開太大了。』183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZGPnUT2as
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肩頸莫名一沉，他神情嚴肅，反覆消化突如其來的錯愕感。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBkni0cJNx
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「瓦德，婚姻對你來說，還太遙遠了。」毛以軒嘴角一抿，口氣變得嚴肅：「我年紀比你大，沒辦法陪你度過餘生，你還是另找吧。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEHoGEaUqF
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話一說完，視線偷偷瞟過去。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn4OToMR6E
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卡魯那.瓦德一副惦惦不說話。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJCCmfVZft
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「瓦德，人生是很漫長的。」毛以軒嚴肅深吸口氣，「等你長大後，我的身體早已經不堪使用了，說不定有陽痿和攝護腺肥大的問題，更嚴重的話，還要你費心照顧，恐怕只會拖累你，當你的累贅而已。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMypTS2WvR6
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氣氛驀然沉重起來——好窒息！183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXLVGUJIGq
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明明坐得那麼近，卻又覺得好遙遠，彷彿兩人之間隔了一道厚重的牆，遙遙相望。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0SsnkP4nC
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「唉！別說了，吃早餐吧。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eyKCba4h0
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毛以軒側個身，把紙盒擱置在一旁，再拿起咬到剩一半的餐食......183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpSbzAO704
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「沒問題的，不會有問題的。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXKqbssK9A
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卡魯那.瓦德低聲說著，無預警撲過來。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRFRQaxSqs
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毛以軒當場嚇一跳，不小心捏緊餐食，害餡料醬汁爆出，掉出少許，弄髒防水抗污的墊子。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC63VvkbdZ0
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「不會有問題。」卡魯那.瓦德重複說著，撒嬌似貼在灰色上衣，嗅聞那一股微辣的香氣：「還需要點時間，但是，不會太久，我們一定會結婚。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4bklZ0G7g
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看到那一張小臉充滿期待，眼神中燃著鬥志，讓人捨不得去反駁或潑冷水。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NhhZsaS4p
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毛以軒一臉沉默吃起餐食。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoedSWbmda
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烤得酥脆的麵包，夾著一層爽脆生菜和沾裹厚重醬汁的魚肉，慢慢咀嚼，有種五味雜陳。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30cpIUCN3G
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——好難以想像，跟外星人小孩談戀愛。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMwJMoBCha
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年紀差距是不可逆，或許，等到小可愛長大後，慢慢會去瞭解。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hZMjIwKCh
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『等那天來時，我又會是一個人。』毛以軒嚼著餡料，神情逐漸呆滯，『能活到現在已經不錯了，孤獨死又算什麼，反正，這裡也沒半個人類。』183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkdkQYYSJQ
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正當這麼想時，消極的念頭在心裡遊走。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYl0NQpETS0
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落難那一天，他的命運大概已然註定，卻又很開心能遇到一群友善的外星人，沒有被大卸八塊，也沒被綁起當實驗小白鼠。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27lPMzYqsX
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——是呀！他已經很幸運了。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8TYyIp6CZ
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換個角度想想，消極感霎時淡了。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaesh3Bqma
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他低下頭來，看著依偎在懷中的卡魯那.瓦德，像是洋娃娃般可愛，嘴角微微上揚，不自覺釋放出比平常濃度較高的香氣。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5usjWA8o6I
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雖然比不上Alpha強烈，卻跟平常不太一樣，辛辣驀然被去除，只剩下一股令人沉醉的清香。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DutIP6YHK
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不到十分鐘，香氣已經溢滿主控室。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNIF9wMLwR
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卡魯那.瓦德聞得十分陶醉，小手不自覺攥緊，像是一塊黏tt的軟糖，側著臉，貼靠在毛以軒的胸口上，賴皮似不願意起身離開。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFqFNGf6gz
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兩人體溫隔著衣料傳遞，十分暖和。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhEc5hDaKg
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「瓦德。」毛以軒緩緩開口，「你可以移動下你的屁股嘛，這樣我腳不太舒服。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxvTbECV8J
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賴在懷中不肯動的卡魯那.瓦德，扭頭將臉埋進灰色制服裡，說：「我不要離開你。」183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tryVWv4JJ
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話一落下，長嘆聲接著來。183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoasbbKGyZ
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毛以軒露出無奈的表情，挺直背部，惦惦維持盤腿坐姿。ns216.73.216.253da2

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