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我身為一隻小小的壁虎,每天在黯淡的屋樑上抓蒼蠅、蚊子果腹,唯一讓我感到驕傲的事,那就是我的尾巴,它之於壁虎就如鞋子之於人類,是身份的象徵,能讓我體面的活著。103Please respect copyright.PENANAmMCJnOTruh
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其實我的尾巴,自己是看不到全貌的,只能用餘光看到尾巴後端的一小截,除非我的頭可以像貓頭鷹轉一百八十度以上,儘管我看不到,但基於我英俊的相貌,雄壯的體格,想當然爾,我的尾巴肯定是威風凜凜。103Please respect copyright.PENANAQdaCz5xk3B
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希望如此……103Please respect copyright.PENANAHpRrdkh2LX
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它是不是很長,很粗,很強壯,我好想知道。不過我才不會為了看自己的尾巴,故意弄斷,有聽說重新長出的尾巴會變短,我才不願意冒險,變細變短那是所有雄性動物最害怕的事。103Please respect copyright.PENANAUzxcwUkw6G
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但意外還是發生了。103Please respect copyright.PENANAr0jNYRi04H
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某日我如往常在廚房追殺一隻蟑螂,好死不死,被可怕的怪物盯上了,那是隻會發出可怕的叫聲,喜歡用爪子凌虐獵物,狼心狗肺的怪物,牠們捕殺獵物不是為了吃飽肚子,純屬是以虐殺為樂,牠是人類的幫凶,是萬惡的淵藪,是一隻巨大的賓士貓。103Please respect copyright.PENANAx8yPjv1zu9
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牠用那噁心的肉掌按住我的身體,我的心跳不斷加速,感覺到死亡的氣息將要籠罩頭頂,幾乎是下意識,啪啦!尾巴從身體脫落。103Please respect copyright.PENANAsQMifItypD
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我連回頭看一眼都不敢,撒腳逃命去也。103Please respect copyright.PENANAcfqdRxKZgl
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再見了我的尾巴。103Please respect copyright.PENANAwD9ATdeOaR
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我拼命往牆壁上爬,爬上安全的位置。爬到屋樑上,牠就傷害不到我,看那頭毛毛的怪物平常養尊處優,只會在人類面前撒嬌賣萌,不可能有本事爬上來啦!103Please respect copyright.PENANAxR6lJhT9no
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果然那隻毛怪追著我的斷尾團團轉,像極了笨蛋。我尾巴還真厲害,看牠一溜煙的功夫,從廚房逃進廁所,那隻毛怪被牠帶著鼻子走,害牠撞到桌角,打翻了茶杯,人類一回家,牠就有得受罪了。103Please respect copyright.PENANAokkk7hSCk6
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原本以為事情到此就結束,沒想到之後會發生我始料未及的災難。103Please respect copyright.PENANAzYuKuburR5
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在我的尾巴長回來的那天,我得意的向朋友炫耀103Please respect copyright.PENANABpWF6tJPaW
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「你們看我的尾巴又長回來,看看多長,多粗,多大。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAyasMI2jFol
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沒想那群壁虎竟然說那種話。103Please respect copyright.PENANABRiye3J41h
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「好啦!我們都知道你很行,是要炫耀幾次啊!前幾天我們要你出來喝酒,你都不願意出來,原來是躲起來長尾巴啊!」說完,那群壁虎朋友個個都笑得東倒西歪。103Please respect copyright.PENANAmTDuYIb4oj
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我的自尊心被朋友這樣狠狠地傷害,心裡一點也不好受,我沉下臉,轉頭離開那群損友。即使牠們會在背後罵我沒肚量,我也不想浪費時間在牠們身上。103Please respect copyright.PENANAgPRUDDT3Ly
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說句真心話,我也想當合群的壁虎,想跟牠們一起去酒吧喝啤酒,吃碳烤蒼蠅、鹽酥蟑螂,泡妞做愛……103Please respect copyright.PENANAEUel1vc5Nv
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不過,總有一種隔閡,把我跟他們區別開來,我知道他們的口頭禪,他們總愛說「那太鹹啊!」「你這閒人當什麼閒人。」其實那些話根本沒有意義,他們就是愛說,將無聊空洞當有趣,我一直配合他們,心裡反而更寂寞。103Please respect copyright.PENANAHSdZ5GH2fF
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如果有一隻壁虎懂我就好。103Please respect copyright.PENANA8pMwfF2juF
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我有一個小小的怪癖,我喜歡吸廁所裡芳香劑,這是其他壁虎沒有的興趣。我覺得廁所的芳香劑太好聞,那股芬芳就跟人類喜歡聞咖啡香,是同樣的高雅,芳香劑的香味,更勝詩人的千言萬語。103Please respect copyright.PENANAKMlE7mDQYq
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古有雲想衣裳花想容,今有我想廁所芳香劑。103Please respect copyright.PENANAhPfMgR26dt
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只有真正懂得生活品味的壁虎,才懂得芳香劑的美好。103Please respect copyright.PENANA1F7pZ98d67
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我以為不會有壁虎懂得芳香劑,沒想到等我爬進浴廁,便瞧見一頭壁虎霸佔著芳香劑,鼻子猛力地聞著,看牠迷離的眼神,看來這瓶很純。103Please respect copyright.PENANA8SqQWju1yU
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我仔細地觀察,牠的尾巴怎麼那麼地熟悉,尤其是後端彎出來的一截,跟我的尾巴簡直是一模一樣。或許別人看不出來,但我一眼就能辨識出那條尾巴原本屬於我的。103Please respect copyright.PENANAac8dlHBMc6
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那頭趴在芳香劑上的壁虎終於注意到我,牠開頭一句,將我徹底的嚇傻。103Please respect copyright.PENANALiOrGnSdgU
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「哈囉!你好,我是你的複製二號,我一看到你,我就明白,事實是這樣,希望你可以接受,我是你從斷掉的尾巴重新長出來的壁虎,我知道這麼說不科學,不過事情就是這麼發生了,你可以用基因突變解釋,還是用上帝的神蹟,管你用什麼理由說服自己,反正你就是要接受,我就是第二個你。」複製二號用一副理所當然的口吻說。103Please respect copyright.PENANAy1qf2PTDwC
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我愣了不知多久,才能消化他說的話。103Please respect copyright.PENANAS5CaP5WtHl
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「你說你是從我斷掉的尾巴長出來的壁虎,你的意思是這樣嗎?」103Please respect copyright.PENANADu4p1piMHO
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「正確,你理解的一點都沒錯。」牠點點頭。103Please respect copyright.PENANAHV5O5yLMfV
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我好想殺了他。我看他越久,這股念頭便越強烈,牠長得一點都不協調,頭頂光溜溜,皮膚一點也不水嫩細緻,粗糙醜陋,手腳腫脹,凸眼睛小鼻孔,長得多麼令人失望,多麼難以忍受,一股厭惡的感覺油然而生。103Please respect copyright.PENANAky6HzKsXTL
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「你真的是從我斷掉的尾巴長出來的嗎?」103Please respect copyright.PENANAFZPpuK9ms9
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複製二號點點頭,「千真萬確,毋庸置疑。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAwIMYzfVGda
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「可是你長得好討厭,你可以去死嗎?跳進馬桶裡,然後被水沖走,不要讓我看到你。」我沒好氣地說。103Please respect copyright.PENANAc5pQDcJ2KJ
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複製二號哈哈大笑。103Please respect copyright.PENANA0XjY3S1j2n
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「那是你的價值判斷,不是事實。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAaBoJrYCvlH
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「那你說什麼才是事實。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3k43MVsCj
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「你厭惡你自己,這才是事實。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAoHcqjOZ5x6
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「複製二號,你不要說得很懂我。」我大聲地叫。103Please respect copyright.PENANASz6zz8R2qy
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「如果你真的喜歡自己,你應該會擁抱我,不會叫我去死啊!畢竟我跟你長得一模一樣。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAV2DUNTyStt
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我搖搖頭,我認為事情不是如此,真正的我應該是頭雄壯威武的壁虎,不是像這一尊長得四肢不協調。103Please respect copyright.PENANApyrUDYqiwd
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但我從來沒有看過自己,壁虎不會照鏡子,我對自己的形象都是在腦海裡想像的,沒想到有一天會看見另一個自己,複製二號。103Please respect copyright.PENANA5jNPgtB6IY
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他的手腳看起來好無能為力,他的頭腦看起來禁不起現實的考驗,他的肩膀承受不了壓力,他一副脆弱可憐的模樣,是多麼讓我想要發火。103Please respect copyright.PENANArHSEtzjMIE
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複製二號似乎感覺到我兇狠的眼光,牠說:「我也不想這樣,是尾巴把我長出來,也沒經過我同意,莫名其妙地來到這個世界上,你也不能怪我。說句真話,某種程度,我也算得上是你的兒子。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAVdXcn6bkPX
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「我才沒有你這個兒子,你根本不應該來到這個世界上,你是個怪物。」我幾乎是失去理智的大吼。103Please respect copyright.PENANAYYNGm2HQY3
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錯不了,我從來沒有聽過斷掉的尾巴會再長出一隻壁虎,所以牠肯定不是另一個我,肯定是人類用巫術造出來的怪物。103Please respect copyright.PENANAZJMYjWduDC
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基於這個理由,我必須殺掉這頭怪物,不然壁虎的生存會遭受嚴重的危害。103Please respect copyright.PENANAI84V6SFmts
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「今天不是你死便是我活,在我眼裡你是無法容忍的存在,我不能接受你。」說完,我跳起來,撲向他。103Please respect copyright.PENANADXYTOUVUIG
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我們扭打在一起,連抓帶扒,咬得彼此渾身是血。103Please respect copyright.PENANAOldjRI1QRN
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複製二號掙脫我,大聲地吼:「我們打起來,只會兩敗俱傷,接受我才是對你最有利的選擇。與其殺死我,為什麼你不願意認識我?」103Please respect copyright.PENANA0P1PjcZkS4
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我喘著氣,真的打不死他,心裡明明知道,打到最後只會出現最壞的結果,但我還是很難接受事實。103Please respect copyright.PENANArrAbkmO5CD
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他說:「你眼裡看到的都是別人,你會覺得我很討厭,大概是跟別人的距離太近,跟自己的距離卻很遙遠吧!不要再用別人的眼睛看自己。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAO5uMTpwFgE
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他說完話,便將芳香劑捏了一塊,放進煙斗,拿出打火機,大口吸起芳香劑。103Please respect copyright.PENANAMn7aL29iOo
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「你要來一口嗎?這很純喔。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAwmb2wSVmnS
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我心裡還是有所不情願,但這一口真的很純,我無法拒絕,我也拿出手裡的煙斗,他將芳香劑塞進我的煙斗,點起火。103Please respect copyright.PENANAag8k6FqoEv
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於是我們在廁所裡快樂地吸芳香劑。103Please respect copyright.PENANAD56XcQsZhh
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香氣四溢,關於壁虎一生的煩惱,一股腦兒都被吸芳香劑的快樂淹沒。103Please respect copyright.PENANAT6evxKtS0J
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當廁所芳香劑被我們吸光,迎來的又是龐大的睏意和疲憊。103Please respect copyright.PENANAAHrIxozow1
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「每次吸芳香劑,我都很快樂,因為這會暫時忘記自己的存在,在這段時間,我與這個世界融為一體,我是世界,世界全是我,沒有任何的區別。」我躺在廁所冰涼的磁磚上說。103Please respect copyright.PENANAgm5OuDiCaL
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「我懂,我喜歡這種沒有區別的感覺,不論是大,是小,是長,是短,是強,是弱,都沒有區別,對於芳香劑而言,眾生平等。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAvDkSLkcypF
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「沒有差別,就沒有痛苦。」我說,「我第一眼看到你,就感受到痛苦,我看到想像與真實的落差。我以為那種痛只有把你殺死,才能平息。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAPIqFndPnNY
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他笑了笑,推了我的肩膀。「那現在呢?你還想殺死我嗎?」103Please respect copyright.PENANAtlVPbSVNno
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「我不想殺死你,我跟你早就沒有差別。你不醜,也不帥,你只是誠實的長出我的模樣。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAFkKVEWJpL5
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「如果是這樣,剛剛為什麼對我下的那麼重的手,你看看,都皮開肉綻了,這樣要花好幾天照顧,傷口才會復原。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAmflDmQ2dZH
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我看著他懊惱的樣子,忍不出笑出來。103Please respect copyright.PENANAimXGRSTSCt
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「好啦!好啦!我請你喝酒,我們去吃碳烤蒼蠅。」103Please respect copyright.PENANAQL0NMvoQ6J
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「你說的,這單你要請客喔!」103Please respect copyright.PENANAAfseHx0v6o
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我們走出了浴廁,前往酒吧的路上。103Please respect copyright.PENANAmBg1Z9l9k3
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現在,我們約好晚上要喝個爛醉。
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