Poems for you. - When Holding On Feels Like Letting Go

I still clutch at the memories in my head.

Still swim in the swirling sea of conflicting emotions.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6qwVcfFp1

Still feel the pressure in my chest to cry.

Still regret everything I told you.

Still hate I let it happen again.

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I know logically,

You moved on.

You don’t care anymore.

You are happy.

You don’t miss us.

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I know that sometimes,

I’m happy.

I’m drowning.

I’m crying.

I’m smiling.

I forget you.

I still miss you.

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I wish,

I could forget you.

You were still here.

You were still mine.

You still cared.

I didn’t let you in.

I didn’t care anymore.

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I wish I could erase,

Everything.

Every memory.

Ever note.

Every nickname.

Every moment.

Every dance.

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So, goodbye dear,

I hope you’re doing well,

I hope I move on fully,

And I hope we never try to be an us again.

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