副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。94Please respect copyright.PENANA37sS6b5ewt
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAnMAN5ac03h
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。94Please respect copyright.PENANAln9hnhODB8
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAMaAf8PJ3M8
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。94Please respect copyright.PENANAOsBl4J6efS
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。94Please respect copyright.PENANARzURPhSvR3
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。94Please respect copyright.PENANAU0uVW2wDNa
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。94Please respect copyright.PENANAcT9Ytsbm2c
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。94Please respect copyright.PENANAkLfRailaYy
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。94Please respect copyright.PENANA29BycTrtgH
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。94Please respect copyright.PENANAZuBlHp3PXf
不真實,卻讓人記住。94Please respect copyright.PENANA6bBKsgMwJS
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。94Please respect copyright.PENANArSS6o7IvG0
#兩組劇組撞景#94Please respect copyright.PENANAQY3mxLkB8R
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#94Please respect copyright.PENANAm0Q2IvqUz1
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。94Please respect copyright.PENANAOrTvkPTX73
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」94Please respect copyright.PENANAQTjOM12ZVS
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAo0O2ypE6sR
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但那一夜,我失眠。94Please respect copyright.PENANAWH88KXqgxl
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。94Please respect copyright.PENANAhMHau0mgij
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】94Please respect copyright.PENANAe2wuvAAe3c
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。94Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6jAYPYuYE
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。94Please respect copyright.PENANAsOQmThzas2
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】94Please respect copyright.PENANApKyAF2Qt9Q
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】94Please respect copyright.PENANAhd2MWIcKzL
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】94Please respect copyright.PENANAuAOOLVFUJu
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。94Please respect copyright.PENANAvngogHcRZX
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2FZTmM2Fg6
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAqCx7iZdIL5
我往前一步,他也往前一步。94Please respect copyright.PENANAcyrP5ik2m6
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。94Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ9y6lCTVB
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」94Please respect copyright.PENANA5j4ae9ffHm
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」94Please respect copyright.PENANATsmFLonaGR
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAUpF8c6KbOJ
那句話,我記了很久。94Please respect copyright.PENANAL8WD03qCba
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。94Please respect copyright.PENANAAopwaCaVrk
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。94Please respect copyright.PENANAai1gY557AB
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。94Please respect copyright.PENANATzZVguGtRT
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。94Please respect copyright.PENANAKoNgZ04A8s
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然後,那件事發生了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAmWkLXlStTy
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。94Please respect copyright.PENANA2xfnelG7w6
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】94Please respect copyright.PENANAUUHzg0Oqo2
新聞底下全是評論:94Please respect copyright.PENANAfWTqNlBLOV
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」94Please respect copyright.PENANA6Rhe71Ayy8
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。94Please respect copyright.PENANA0KN6Jrm28x
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。94Please respect copyright.PENANArlRyv45UTR
他傳來訊息。94Please respect copyright.PENANAH0E8efuxLq
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】94Please respect copyright.PENANA6eqNfJl7GW
【我只是送她一程。】94Please respect copyright.PENANATxwHhzuF7Z
【別多想。】94Please respect copyright.PENANAesdJAShPnV
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。94Please respect copyright.PENANA7pzNyXUyBM
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。94Please respect copyright.PENANAeG5qcLwMfT
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後來,他真的來找我。94Please respect copyright.PENANA3dCa1DYoVv
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。94Please respect copyright.PENANAtSMhjbkltq
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。94Please respect copyright.PENANAGMGVebem8C
「妳辛苦了。」他說。94Please respect copyright.PENANAsNcSGtSWO9
我笑:「你也是。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAyPmH0KvmJI
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。94Please respect copyright.PENANABaVtZwT0mw
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。94Please respect copyright.PENANAJGwC8ixZRL
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。94Please respect copyright.PENANAEbs9brjSMm
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。94Please respect copyright.PENANAgi2zb16Fpo
「你怎麼在這?」我問。94Please respect copyright.PENANAhfSE58GIyn
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。94Please respect copyright.PENANAp5DluTUwZ8
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAvaw9w8t57M
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」94Please respect copyright.PENANAWvcgF38Kfc
「為什麼?」94Please respect copyright.PENANAjnR4JHE80j
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」94Please respect copyright.PENANA7ojVACT0pR
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。94Please respect copyright.PENANAsHOvqZDjDD
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」94Please respect copyright.PENANASNW7HXTFGc
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。94Please respect copyright.PENANABstIkOGNIA
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。94Please respect copyright.PENANA3e8WU2AjVt
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。94Please respect copyright.PENANAUfrwNTkUt7
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。94Please respect copyright.PENANAqcRYzTMEhZ
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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