最近很沉迷在寫,若我放不下,還是喜歡任何,那些我無法控制的私慾。198Please respect copyright.PENANA52ihBFgE2f
可能是習慣去想念了,越來越把一個完整的狀態切進在旁邊,我看著盒子裡的事物。198Please respect copyright.PENANAMo85gUdIGF
在寫自己外圍的,任何的,都是一種排出。會越來越穩定。198Please respect copyright.PENANAHlZ11Uj6d8
會想我是怎樣的,去「確定」我在說的事情。這可能是一種錨定及功能。或是方法、確定。198Please respect copyright.PENANAzm9jK1EpXG
盒子裡的東西,我沒辦法碰他們,我也就放在旁邊。因為也無法有所動作。198Please respect copyright.PENANAdKNvkq5If0
原本的自己是極端的靠近的,塞在裡面的。198Please respect copyright.PENANA09dwroy9xk
這或許是我在面臨那些我暫時不能處理,我在還沒真正穩定前,的所謂穩定時。我寫我的思考。198Please respect copyright.PENANAwJYJTSYHJq
我想念時,會將那些拿去寫創作方法的日記。198Please respect copyright.PENANAcAzvIN3ncO
我認為我的理性,乾淨之於我的,是我安全的。在我慾望,我想念,我那些夢裡不被控制的,我不能讓他們發生的。(因為我自己認為的很多原因)去停止。理性可以區分分離他們。198Please respect copyright.PENANAwG8ws7N4gp
在那些瞬間,慾望指向的我和區分下的我不同,寫的下來,意味著我能夠控制,我看得到,我知道,而我明白。198Please respect copyright.PENANAFGwe3dYEDw
**我可以放在旁邊。**198Please respect copyright.PENANAvetnLegxY3
可以繼續持續的**觀察**。198Please respect copyright.PENANAk53MBJGnhX
寫自然也可以描寫更多我認為我的矛盾,還有面臨的困境。198Please respect copyright.PENANAGdKjUJJiJb
而怎麼寫的好看,就變成了另一件事情。198Please respect copyright.PENANAnzS0kdG1JC
說真的以前沒有想過,寫對我的協助這麼的大,我覺得好很多。比過往面對的那些任何創傷,形成的這種療癒是最舒服的。198Please respect copyright.PENANAXC5HjmNayh
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