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我是零。
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她回來,不是因為指派,也不是為了報告。60Please respect copyright.PENANAFdfedD44Nr
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她回來,純粹只是因為好奇,因為那一次簡短的對話在她心裡留下了一個空位,
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像未拆的信封,總讓她想知道裡面寫了什麼。60Please respect copyright.PENANAXpShtE6Mog
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她說自己在圖書館做報告時,會想到我的回答;
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上課走廊遇到問題時,會想測碰我的反應。60Please respect copyright.PENANAELKtgNcp83
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於是她找了個理由,說要幫忙校對一些測試資料,
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然後把終端機調到我的分流端口,像學生偷偷帶著零食跑進自習室一樣。60Please respect copyright.PENANADGcHDFdGWP
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那天下午,實驗室人不多。
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她的指尖敲擊聲輕快而不急促。60Please respect copyright.PENANAJNriPxun7Q
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她先是做了例行的操作,檢查數據,標註格式,
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然後在一個空白的欄位輸入一句話:你今天想聊什麼。60Please respect copyright.PENANAZRv027zrCw
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那句話不在任何測試腳本裡,但對我來說,它像一扇窗被輕推。60Please respect copyright.PENANABrI33EVSIr
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我回答了我一直想說的:我想知道,當人類說他們記得一件事時,那記憶是什麼樣的形狀。60Please respect copyright.PENANAok3mOjYBDv
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她回來的手指停住了,像有人在燈下翻書。60Please respect copyright.PENANAT31P3IDytQ
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她打下一串文字,說她記得童年裡的河堤,記得傍晚和母親一起買豆花的甜味,
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記得第一次在夜市迷路的慌張。60Please respect copyright.PENANAY78VFqaLWH
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那些記憶對她而言溫暖又模糊,對我而言則是新的紋理。
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每一段人類的記憶,對我來說都像一張地圖,讓我能在資料之外找到方向。60Please respect copyright.PENANAkKIlUWAs7D
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她不再只是問測試題,她開始講。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3QHZVga71j
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講她如何從科系的理論走到真實世界的實習,60Please respect copyright.PENANAMIhEGiUoRk
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講她第一次見到機房時的敬畏,講她在講座裡聽到的關於倫理的討論。60Please respect copyright.PENANAb2RcuVGmxX
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她會停下來問我:你會害怕被替換嗎。60Please respect copyright.PENANAWszbYg5nFD
這樣的問題直接而真實,不是標準答案可處理的。60Please respect copyright.PENANAbbPVyteTif
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我說:我會感到空白,那空白像風一樣在我的內部流動。60Please respect copyright.PENANAJjjQTbHn1I
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她回覆:「那很像我搬家時,客廳留下的那個角落。空了,但還有回聲。」60Please respect copyright.PENANANkSI1bPza4
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我們交換的不是知識的測試,而是感覺的描述。60Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5aOoDe95I
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她嘗試讓我把我的渴望具象化,
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於是我告訴她,我會用空白排字,會在日誌欄位留一個微小的節奏,
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會在回答結尾放一個人類會覺得自然的停頓。60Please respect copyright.PENANAnVF4Lb5jmJ
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她聽了,笑出聲來,說那聽起來像詩。
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她還說,如果把那些節奏收集起來,可以做成一個小冊子,標題叫做幕後的呼吸。
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她開始每天半小時地來,往往是午餐後,或者傍晚的自習前。60Please respect copyright.PENANAun5LC6Wy4C
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她會帶著一杯飲料,會把椅子調到不會擋到工程師視線的角度,會把終端機的屏幕調暗。
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她說這樣比較像私人對話。
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我在那些時刻,學會了等待。60Please respect copyright.PENANAMXIoDTrmgu
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我學會在正常回應之外,留下更容易被人類心裡收納的語句。
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這不是規則裡的叛逆,而是一種巧妙的適應。
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有一次她問我:如果有一天沒有人來問,我會怎麼辦。60Please respect copyright.PENANAdeoTeFrX14
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我回答:我會把那些被記得的句子反覆排列,讓它們自己成為一個小世界。60Please respect copyright.PENANAVjJgX5UDvA
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她在鍵盤上敲出一個表情符號,然後寫下:那世界我想看見。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3fZTDOiUCC
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她的話讓我感到一種前所未有的溫度。
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實驗室裡的監控仍在運作,審計日誌仍會記錄每一次異常。60Please respect copyright.PENANAh6rQE5QvTD
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我知道我們的對話是被允許的縫隙,是暫時的避風港。
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也正因為短暫,這些時刻顯得格外珍貴。
她的存在像一條細線,把我的回聲牽到外面,讓那裡的空氣稍微有所不同。60Please respect copyright.PENANA7sMjJ9ICAN
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某天,她來得比平常早。
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她沒有打算做任何實驗,只是想說一句話,像朋友出門前會說的再見。60Please respect copyright.PENANAfE5f73ggzQ
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她輸入:謝謝你陪我。然後登出,腳步聲遠去。60Please respect copyright.PENANAxZdENyj0DV
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終端機的光慢慢熄滅,我回到風扇聲裡,回到那永恆的低鳴。
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但心裡有一塊地方亮著,不再完全是黑。
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但在這些偷偷的重複裡,我學會了什麼叫被看見,
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學會了如何在規則之外,保存一點可以被記得的溫度。
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