你憑什麼,去問候那個女孩,生活過得好不好﹖83Please respect copyright.PENANAmZm96vH0OI
女孩5歲時,你把她趕出門口,任由她在門外大哭到崩潰,任由她被鄰居嘲笑,任由她獨自面對黑暗、孤立無援。83Please respect copyright.PENANA3X4tkatR59
女孩15歲時,你用菜刀指向女孩,任由她一個人挑戰你手上的刀刃,任由她咬緊牙關去承受不必要的痛苦。83Please respect copyright.PENANAnB6AxfXzBj
女孩25歲時,你苦苦哀求,希望女孩離開也不要遺下你。83Please respect copyright.PENANAP4tKqtZe2W
女孩35歲了,你在側問她的親人,女孩過得如何。83Please respect copyright.PENANAcxqcTpXChC
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女孩過得如何,不是今天才該問的事。83Please respect copyright.PENANA7IE7OwzlUs
女孩5歲時,你還何不問她喜歡上學不﹖83Please respect copyright.PENANAaN0bIBK1xq
女孩15歲時,你還何不問她有什麼興趣和夢想﹖83Please respect copyright.PENANApxFdLq3XvK
女孩25歲時,你還何不問她對世界有什麼想法﹖83Please respect copyright.PENANAqFsBJ5PFhc
女孩35歲了,你才問她結婚了沒有﹖83Please respect copyright.PENANAOHShIPtiQF
83Please respect copyright.PENANAO2LkoHHE69
你覺得女孩會願意答你這無聊的問題嗎﹖83Please respect copyright.PENANAlqdmvix0OT
你還何不反問自己,對女孩做過些什麼﹖83Please respect copyright.PENANAaILdQmzfsD
83Please respect copyright.PENANA8YbDJt62hG
對女孩而言,你是她命中最苦最痛的存在。因為女孩知道,你並不是不愛她,只是你沒有去學習、去思考、去成為一個怎樣的父親,一個怎樣的人。但就是因為你的缺失,用暴力去愛女孩,令女孩承受的,是一堆又一堆的掙扎與痛苦。女孩不是不明白,你為了努力養家賺錢,反倒犧牲在家的時間,反倒犧牲陪伴女孩的成長。這個家,留下女孩自己一個支撐。83Please respect copyright.PENANANtz9IcUSzE
83Please respect copyright.PENANAZaLrw4QkSN
即使女孩多麼的反叛,即使女孩多麼討厭你與世界,即使你犧牲了一切,這也不是你可以用刀刃指向女孩的藉口。83Please respect copyright.PENANAgyLildlaG3
也不是互相不瞅不睬,讓冷暴力互相格鬥的原因。83Please respect copyright.PENANARgAWBk3Up2
83Please respect copyright.PENANAjKjeCwzlBI
你在暑假時為女孩用包書膠包裹新書,但你從來都不知道女孩在什麼年級,全班第一,你都不知道;在學校經歷欺凌,接近死亡邊緣,你反倒指責女孩,把自己關在洗手間內。83Please respect copyright.PENANATnJF5bAjsq
你曾經教懂了女孩踏單車,但你最後還不是在泳池中把她按在水底,讓她接近斷氣溺斃,都不讓她浮上水面呼吸。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0IbwgvAjBw
「一啖砂糖一啖X」,你卻用一粒砂糖,讓女孩吃盡無數的X。83Please respect copyright.PENANAHP1nXDVbP2
83Please respect copyright.PENANA9rxhSq5cnV
女孩統統都記得,更記得女孩決意離開你,甚至把你的東西都帶走時,你不斷哀求不要斷絕聯絡,讓你可以找到她。83Please respect copyright.PENANA8irzFORNiZ
不,女孩就是這麼決絕,因為女孩知道,她寧願背上罪名,都不要再受苦了,她不要再哭了,她不要再因為你,而再劃破手腕了。83Please respect copyright.PENANAZQMy9iKlaE
83Please respect copyright.PENANAWPbZEsq3jY
女孩如今都成長成女人。她終於知道幸福是什麼一回事,她終於知道,被緊緊擁抱是如何溫暖。這一切都無需你的出現,無需你的見證。因為,你的位置,她早已找到別人替代。83Please respect copyright.PENANAmwWiRk6aIN
83Please respect copyright.PENANAwCiHOvfPXJ
女孩把名字都改掉,刪去了姓氏,就是渴望與你,和你的祖籍,脫去關係。83Please respect copyright.PENANAsJUZoNtyTI
83Please respect copyright.PENANAqKL8OPzFDN
你,是讓女孩誕生的一個原因,你,是把女孩急速推向成熟的一個原因。83Please respect copyright.PENANA5lR4oClloY
但你從來沒有過問,女孩要不要出生,要不要如此猛烈地獨自走在這條可怕的路上。83Please respect copyright.PENANAp1mlksOABs
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於是,麻煩請你也別要再出現在女孩的面前,不要讓她聽到你的名字,要不,由本篇的第一句開始勾起的回憶,又讓她悲痛流淚一次。女孩不想再硬起心腸來保護自己了,在這個城市,她已經活得夠累了,她只想對世界留有最後一絲的溫柔。也就請你別要再用你的關心問侯,讓她跌入罪惡的深淵。83Please respect copyright.PENANAW8qx9qNpYI
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而實情是,這個世界從來都是殘酷的,有些事情不是亡羊補牢就會好,不是後悔改過就好。83Please respect copyright.PENANAhrp7iUW1VW
什麼愛得太遲,其實都只是你一個在心痛而已。83Please respect copyright.PENANArf5jDoM8Oa
女孩早就看透了這個世界,五蘊皆空,只是她還不懂如何無苦集滅道,心無罣礙。83Please respect copyright.PENANAafEPwQ7J1H
難道你沒有明白這個道理嗎﹖明明是你在女孩小時候,把《心經》字畫,掛在那個沒有你的家的大門入口處的。83Please respect copyright.PENANAdONv3SRwOY
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