你憑什麼,去問候那個女孩,生活過得好不好﹖96Please respect copyright.PENANAcDHf082Naq
女孩5歲時,你把她趕出門口,任由她在門外大哭到崩潰,任由她被鄰居嘲笑,任由她獨自面對黑暗、孤立無援。96Please respect copyright.PENANAynCpfefmvt
女孩15歲時,你用菜刀指向女孩,任由她一個人挑戰你手上的刀刃,任由她咬緊牙關去承受不必要的痛苦。96Please respect copyright.PENANAN3mQ5ABFbD
女孩25歲時,你苦苦哀求,希望女孩離開也不要遺下你。96Please respect copyright.PENANAA4Ph473y2J
女孩35歲了,你在側問她的親人,女孩過得如何。96Please respect copyright.PENANASepT3DlR6v
96Please respect copyright.PENANAzu9ohvIZoU
女孩過得如何,不是今天才該問的事。96Please respect copyright.PENANAEkZ6MT57AA
女孩5歲時,你還何不問她喜歡上學不﹖96Please respect copyright.PENANAW3sULRCsbt
女孩15歲時,你還何不問她有什麼興趣和夢想﹖96Please respect copyright.PENANATDCH6p0Moh
女孩25歲時,你還何不問她對世界有什麼想法﹖96Please respect copyright.PENANAavYOVW6J87
女孩35歲了,你才問她結婚了沒有﹖96Please respect copyright.PENANAdesUasi78Z
96Please respect copyright.PENANAWuFfPWaH0z
你覺得女孩會願意答你這無聊的問題嗎﹖96Please respect copyright.PENANAZQPeaFP1Rz
你還何不反問自己,對女孩做過些什麼﹖96Please respect copyright.PENANA7dAar1CLYf
96Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZJ7Y3k3fC
對女孩而言,你是她命中最苦最痛的存在。因為女孩知道,你並不是不愛她,只是你沒有去學習、去思考、去成為一個怎樣的父親,一個怎樣的人。但就是因為你的缺失,用暴力去愛女孩,令女孩承受的,是一堆又一堆的掙扎與痛苦。女孩不是不明白,你為了努力養家賺錢,反倒犧牲在家的時間,反倒犧牲陪伴女孩的成長。這個家,留下女孩自己一個支撐。96Please respect copyright.PENANAwyF5JHB1vR
96Please respect copyright.PENANAkn0ve95R51
即使女孩多麼的反叛,即使女孩多麼討厭你與世界,即使你犧牲了一切,這也不是你可以用刀刃指向女孩的藉口。96Please respect copyright.PENANAKLHf3ZUmrN
也不是互相不瞅不睬,讓冷暴力互相格鬥的原因。96Please respect copyright.PENANABDx1meOlbF
96Please respect copyright.PENANAALohAjAZPD
你在暑假時為女孩用包書膠包裹新書,但你從來都不知道女孩在什麼年級,全班第一,你都不知道;在學校經歷欺凌,接近死亡邊緣,你反倒指責女孩,把自己關在洗手間內。96Please respect copyright.PENANAotKRobrI73
你曾經教懂了女孩踏單車,但你最後還不是在泳池中把她按在水底,讓她接近斷氣溺斃,都不讓她浮上水面呼吸。96Please respect copyright.PENANAPHopgQPdrr
「一啖砂糖一啖X」,你卻用一粒砂糖,讓女孩吃盡無數的X。96Please respect copyright.PENANAnLunRHm6tn
96Please respect copyright.PENANA1IBOCsm2DF
女孩統統都記得,更記得女孩決意離開你,甚至把你的東西都帶走時,你不斷哀求不要斷絕聯絡,讓你可以找到她。96Please respect copyright.PENANAW1pu4dRvjk
不,女孩就是這麼決絕,因為女孩知道,她寧願背上罪名,都不要再受苦了,她不要再哭了,她不要再因為你,而再劃破手腕了。96Please respect copyright.PENANAV5uCGA8WG4
96Please respect copyright.PENANAFkCPK2F98h
女孩如今都成長成女人。她終於知道幸福是什麼一回事,她終於知道,被緊緊擁抱是如何溫暖。這一切都無需你的出現,無需你的見證。因為,你的位置,她早已找到別人替代。96Please respect copyright.PENANAp3w1CVKN20
96Please respect copyright.PENANAVpgJJ4fLEi
女孩把名字都改掉,刪去了姓氏,就是渴望與你,和你的祖籍,脫去關係。96Please respect copyright.PENANA4TVlrFvN7b
96Please respect copyright.PENANAdwxJsShTeh
你,是讓女孩誕生的一個原因,你,是把女孩急速推向成熟的一個原因。96Please respect copyright.PENANAvisPQ8YeJi
但你從來沒有過問,女孩要不要出生,要不要如此猛烈地獨自走在這條可怕的路上。96Please respect copyright.PENANAI9RuDzuVHE
96Please respect copyright.PENANAEdZs2pJHzf
於是,麻煩請你也別要再出現在女孩的面前,不要讓她聽到你的名字,要不,由本篇的第一句開始勾起的回憶,又讓她悲痛流淚一次。女孩不想再硬起心腸來保護自己了,在這個城市,她已經活得夠累了,她只想對世界留有最後一絲的溫柔。也就請你別要再用你的關心問侯,讓她跌入罪惡的深淵。96Please respect copyright.PENANAsrVbUK7W61
96Please respect copyright.PENANAc6G5DVU7Zy
而實情是,這個世界從來都是殘酷的,有些事情不是亡羊補牢就會好,不是後悔改過就好。96Please respect copyright.PENANAVUwKnSkIo8
什麼愛得太遲,其實都只是你一個在心痛而已。96Please respect copyright.PENANAbFAc98XrXt
女孩早就看透了這個世界,五蘊皆空,只是她還不懂如何無苦集滅道,心無罣礙。96Please respect copyright.PENANA0uLfUkFaFo
難道你沒有明白這個道理嗎﹖明明是你在女孩小時候,把《心經》字畫,掛在那個沒有你的家的大門入口處的。96Please respect copyright.PENANAMNx7B83JVB
arrow_back
我所思念的全是
more_vert
-
info_outline Info
-
toc Table of Contents
-
share Share
-
format_color_text Display Settings
-
exposure_plus_1 Recommend
-
Sponsor
-
report_problem Report
-
account_circle Login
Search stories, writers or societies
Continue ReadingClear All
What Others Are ReadingRefresh
X
Never miss what's happening on Penana!
我所思念的全是
Author:
青藍
ISSUE #25
問候
LIKES 0
READS 92
BOOKMARKS 0
campaign
Request update 0
Sponsor
Suggest Edits
Login with Facebook
or Sign up/Login to comment or bookmark! Click to load the next chapter
X
After each update request, the author will receive a notification!
smartphone100
→ Request update
X
Sponsor again
Click to login
Login first to show your name as a sponsor.
Thank you for supporting the story! :)
Please Login first.
×
Write down what you like about the story
×
Reading Theme:
Font Size:
Line Spacing:
Paragraph Spacing:
Load the next issue automatically
Reset to default
×
People Who Like This
x
Before You Publish
Please ensure your story does not contain illegal, hateful, inciting, or violence-promoting content, or any infringing, plagiarized, or spam material, and that it complies with Penana’s Terms of Use.
Penana reserves the right to remove any content that violates these rules or causes legal or community risk, and to suspend or terminate related accounts.

