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創挑文章資料夾
ISSUE #4
Author: 彗星
創挑文章資料夾
Author: 彗星
ISSUE #4
safe haven？
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好軟。好舒服。

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似羽絨般輕柔溫暖，這是......什麼？

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是夢嗎？

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一個巴掌證明了我的猜測。

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臉上火辣辣的疼痛，向我飛來的酒瓶刮過臉龐，砸到我身後的牆壁，碎成一塊塊的玻璃。

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順便砸碎了我的人生。

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中年失業、酗酒、菸癮、車手、犯罪......

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我什麼都沒有。唯一剩下的，是對他的蔑視。

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我根本看不起他。

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於是我跟他槓上。

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一次次在充斥著煙霧與酒氣的空間裡，氣氛已經變得像是一根脆弱的火柴，只要輕輕一碰，就會引爆。

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學校口口聲聲說什麼：「家庭是你永遠的避風港。」

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笑死人了，就憑那個每天沒工作、晚上喝的爛醉、隨手抄起酒瓶就朝人猛砸的家庭？這裡，只有醉酒的父親、滿地的酒瓶、爭吵和冷眼相向。

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我看著同學下課後，家人騎車開車來把他們接回家。

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好好喔。上次坐媽媽的摩托車不知道過了多久。

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那台早就被拿去賣掉換錢了。

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我真的在我們班完全沒有地位：要成績沒成績、要運動神經沒運動神經、要錢沒錢。

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連家庭和溫暖都沒有。

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於是我把自己隱藏起來，把自己最脆弱的心靈用刺包裹，這樣就不會有人知道、也不會有人會拿這個欺負我。真聰明。

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然後再用針刺其他人脆弱的點，唯有如此，我才能短暫的誤以為自己最強大。我把我爸在家裡對我的那一套搬來學校。

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終於，我沒有朋友了。

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周圍的一切對我來說都變得模糊不清。我能夠聽見同學們的訕笑聲、我能夠看到他們不屑的眼神，感受不到別於家裡的一絲溫暖。

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我不期望被接納，也不渴望被理解。每個眼神、每個嘲笑，都是我就不該存在於這個世界上的證明。

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「家庭是你永遠的避風港！」那個該死的聲音在我腦海裡不斷回響，嘲弄著我。

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家？那是什麼？我根本從來沒有過一個溫暖的家。每天面對的是酒瓶和拳頭，還有那不斷增長的空虛感和無助感。

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那些冰冷的夜晚，酒精的味道充斥著每個角落，吞噬了我對世界的憧憬。

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我只能隱隱約約，從小時候的記憶中，挑撿出一些沒那麼痛苦的片段。

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忽然。

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我想起夢裡經常出現的那個，羽絨般輕柔、溫暖誘人的東西是什麼了。

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擁抱。十年前媽媽的擁抱。

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好軟。好舒服。

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頓時，我終於抓到了一些「避風港」的影子，不再這麼遙不可及。

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又收獲了一個巴掌。

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Last updated: Jun 28, 2026
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