17 爭執164Please respect copyright.PENANAyOWvo1XiHF
164Please respect copyright.PENANA4bS7Frlg8S
子辰回到家,苦惱地躺在梳化上。他查看曉彤的IG,努力想找回他們的親密回憶。164Please respect copyright.PENANA90vngOMSkK
164Please respect copyright.PENANA7nf6BZ4JlS
不過,這年來已經愈來愈少他倆的合照,再查看他們的訊息內容,兩人的對話,已不再像以前那麼甜蜜。現只是停留在說說早晨、上下班的報備。很多時候,曉彤甚至會因為學業太繁重,沒有回覆子辰。164Please respect copyright.PENANAUzoeJGs3Fs
164Please respect copyright.PENANA8uYsqYpKmJ
疏遠,證明兩人的感情,已響起了警號。164Please respect copyright.PENANAFYe9GD78M2
164Please respect copyright.PENANAal0ZmEo2EK
他不希望因為大家因為生活頻率不相同,而變得疏遠。如果在這個時候有其他人介入他們的關係中,很大機會因為新鮮感而分手。新鮮感是戀愛的最大敵人,他看過太多情侶,確實如此。164Please respect copyright.PENANAm7FUBGEtoI
164Please respect copyright.PENANAzLmJc6JwUN
尤其是他留意到最近曉彤的IG story,開始有新的興趣,就算功課再繁忙都會抽空去健身。而且發了很多健身做運動的片段,當中包括頻繁出現的健身教練。164Please respect copyright.PENANAqO2SaCzxvY
164Please respect copyright.PENANAByY5k3WvC9
子辰開始質疑自己的感情,為何一點醋意也沒有?是對曉彤完全信任?還是他們已經到達了親人的關係?不敢妄下定論。164Please respect copyright.PENANA6nr0w6dlRN
164Please respect copyright.PENANAUymYsAcLXe
他只知道,不想放棄這段三年的感情,不想讓人乘虛而入,他不能讓巧君進佔他的內心。164Please respect copyright.PENANAvfj1hzJbiA
164Please respect copyright.PENANARIx3sRcpJ3
他雙手搓搓臉,抖擻精神回覆曉彤的電話。164Please respect copyright.PENANADQuKwcIWPt
164Please respect copyright.PENANAqowPzkcKwt
「為什麼不接我電話?你不是放工了嗎?」聽到曉彤有點生氣的聲音,讓子辰的心定下來。164Please respect copyright.PENANAQpHM1LIE4U
164Please respect copyright.PENANA4bvGDtTZsr
「剛巧聽不到。」子辰掩蓋住撒謊的不安,拉開話題,裝作輕鬆地分享學校的事:「今天課外活動主任,竟然說要我們全體老師在學校同樂日穿正裝,真的傻了啊。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAj67YdQKNn3
164Please respect copyright.PENANATod9QUTLTx
「為什麼?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA1pmcIrvkOF
164Please respect copyright.PENANAyHeAkcnr7f
「他說老師要保持形象。但太多老師反對,同樂日有攤位活動嘛,又要在學校裡走來走去。」子辰的手玩著旁邊的枱燈,慢慢地一下關、一下開,不知為何自己會帶有一份緊張的心情。164Please respect copyright.PENANAb0oabBfKZT
164Please respect copyright.PENANA0MYHPpBmNh
「是嗎?」曉彤一如既往的冷淡。164Please respect copyright.PENANALRmBasGRMt
164Please respect copyright.PENANArapM4lAb7w
「最後你知不知道,只有他一個投票給正裝,便服取勝。他舉手時的樣子實在太好笑了。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA2xqFEbWAEP
164Please respect copyright.PENANASvA742roLL
「是啊?」曉彤翻開一本厚厚的參考書,翻查病例,沒有正面回應子辰。164Please respect copyright.PENANAZp58KB6uZc
164Please respect copyright.PENANAs1gJAZ0mSM
他們的沉默,讓子辰確認他們之間的問題。164Please respect copyright.PENANAvADfufSpbH
164Please respect copyright.PENANAVb5Q2rxTKw
曉彤的冷淡,其實已顯示她對他的生活沒興趣。他倆之間就剩下例行公事般的通話。164Please respect copyright.PENANATAdk7WnAfb
164Please respect copyright.PENANA2MHzzr51PF
不過,他仍不想放棄,仍想讓他倆再次親近,誠意提出邀請:「你會想來嗎?同樂日歡迎所有人去的啊,學校很多老師都會帶家人、小朋友出席。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ekxf6qZqj
164Please respect copyright.PENANAJdEwAzyVMd
「最近很忙呢。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAwcv5IxsZUL
164Please respect copyright.PENANAXEs1OqaZgx
子辰的心沉了一下,曉彤還未知道日子便已經拒絕他:「我們很久都沒有去約會了,你會抽到時間嗎?同樂日在下星期日。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA8XHq3PdJKd
164Please respect copyright.PENANA6TarDNo77V
「星期日不行。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAZWcWUwxpzz
164Please respect copyright.PENANAXwnHJd3S91
曉彤沒有解釋原因,子辰其實也猜到曉彤不會出席。他繼續玩著枱燈,燈光一閃一閃地照著日程簿上的同樂日:「要溫習嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAAqQhrfuFxP
164Please respect copyright.PENANAo3iMkoXSlL
「當然,今次一定不能出錯。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA8mLoj3p6nF
164Please respect copyright.PENANA36ZCimTR4z
「你這樣會太大壓力,適時要休息啊。」子辰依舊擔心曉彤的功課壓力。164Please respect copyright.PENANAVXphA7pMEe
164Please respect copyright.PENANACfWicjzSHA
「我知啊,不要煩了。我有到gym room做運動的呀。」曉彤明顯不需要子辰的關心。164Please respect copyright.PENANAt83UM2ptf0
164Please respect copyright.PENANAHP5vkGCR2c
子辰的手停下來,看著關了的枱燈,試探地問:「有教練在嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8MrwtOXGg
164Please respect copyright.PENANAUmusnQROwJ
「當然。」曉彤不以為然:「那些器材不能自己亂玩的嘛。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAnNhLKcrr26
164Please respect copyright.PENANAAk0gEiI2jF
「嗯,也是。」子辰沉默下來,搔著頭。喜歡胡思亂想的他,努力用理性壓住感性,隨即跟自己做了一場輔導:她會分享這些,證明沒有移情別戀。教練不是男便是女,沒問題的。而且,那個gym room都是正當的地方。164Please respect copyright.PENANAukAJID7KR6
164Please respect copyright.PENANAbq4t1wAAuA
「教練真的很厲害,那些15kg的啞鈴隨手也可以舉起。」曉彤提起教練,聲線也開朗起來。164Please respect copyright.PENANAql6zvprjni
164Please respect copyright.PENANAMvzEo8DkQV
子辰想起上星期,曉彤在IG即時動態大讚教練的力量和身型,還說很喜歡教練的課堂。他深呼吸,沉住氣,彷彿生氣便是自己小氣。164Please respect copyright.PENANACpkDvPc12t
164Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4nlRt40kM
「還有呢,他昨日竟然跟我說疊字!加上他穿了背心,那個反差萌實在太好笑了!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAeWXeCykyX1
164Please respect copyright.PENANAZV7GfiLvPd
子辰察覺到曉彤的注意力,已經不在自己身上。而且,曉彤並沒有理會自己的感受,他不明白為什麼要在男朋友面前高度稱讚教練?剛才接電話時,完全沒有這種興奮的心情。164Please respect copyright.PENANA0HA6f1kr6I
164Please respect copyright.PENANA7beufr6TeV
「教練想約我明天上課後去下午茶。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA7XdyA19zTr
164Please respect copyright.PENANAUfILbaj65P
「不要去。」子辰吐露了真實的心情,手握拳頭,語氣也不怎麼溫柔:「不能去。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAybUDpjQ27X
164Please respect copyright.PENANAhm8FZ4fSTs
子辰的突然認真,讓曉彤頓了一下,她輕輕笑:「妒忌嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA26C7oCexHe
164Please respect copyright.PENANAud9GVxgsj6
「沒有。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAcKUmBUEAl8
164Please respect copyright.PENANAvHaE86n4TM
「真的沒有?」曉彤其實也默默地確認著子辰的反應。她興奮地分享教練的事,作為男朋友怎可以不生氣?若他沒有生氣,即是他已經不著緊我了。164Please respect copyright.PENANAKkKT2p5ZBq
164Please respect copyright.PENANA4CVqAVKInS
「我都說沒有了。」子辰不耐煩地回答。164Please respect copyright.PENANAu1yvLnjXiL
164Please respect copyright.PENANAdUWhgYZl1P
「是你說沒有妒忌啊,那我去赴會。」曉彤的心情也不太好,開始發脾氣:「你不要阻我。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAV44n4HmBQi
164Please respect copyright.PENANAYlwBU8rHdY
「為什麼跟教練就有空去下午茶?但我約你就沒空?」子辰帶點質問的語氣,情緒也變得激動起來。164Please respect copyright.PENANAFcgvHJcSn7
164Please respect copyright.PENANA2lIjNwkO2T
「下課後,就是順便嘛。」子辰的反應令曉彤更生氣:「你又不來gym room接我,跟你約又要特意出去,你知道這樣很浪費時間嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAHqRXYUL6jN
164Please respect copyright.PENANAXI0UTwuwQS
「浪費時間」一詞,讓子辰頓時語塞。原本想將責任攬到自己身上,是自己沒有去接送,沒有盡男朋友的責任。可是細心一想,兩個人相愛的話,見個面怎麼會是浪費時間?164Please respect copyright.PENANABX3L8a2LHi
164Please respect copyright.PENANAf21sG2trwF
子辰不忿地回應:「我有說過我放學過來醫院接你,但你說要趕回家溫習,不想乾等。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA62PvRat7R5
164Please respect copyright.PENANAck9pJoAtYG
「你不懂準時放學嗎?你準時放學便可以準時接我。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA4hqcaxz0mr
164Please respect copyright.PENANAgo4glM4LHf
「放學後也有很多學生的事務要跟進,不能夠一到放學時間拍拍屁股便走。」子辰明顯覺得曉彤難以溝通。164Please respect copyright.PENANATtwMxG22IK
164Please respect copyright.PENANAXUJ9WDuhhY
「你只是個支援老師罷了,有什麼要做?」曉彤埋怨子辰只顧工作,沒有放時間在自己身上:「我真的不明白為什麼晚晚都六、七時才放學,又不是正式老師,如果是正式老師才合理。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAocqv1N9E08
164Please respect copyright.PENANArwQLn7axKs
「支援老師」、「正式老師」,原來在曉彤的眼中,自己只是個打雜。跟她分享過自己的工作範圍,也跟她分享過學校的生活,她全部也沒有聽進去。164Please respect copyright.PENANAzjBCBwvwsm
164Please respect copyright.PENANA1VORVjcF1r
這一刻,子辰的心真的碎了,坐直了身子:「對啊,如果我是正式老師,你跟你爸爸便不會看不起我。」164Please respect copyright.PENANASK3uRTPA0M
164Please respect copyright.PENANATkVyq5jmGB
曉彤頓覺說錯話,知道這是子辰的底線,但並沒有道歉,聲線仍然倔強:「我哪有看不起你?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAjzz7zLwx66
164Please respect copyright.PENANAZRxA3j3Vhk
「沒有嗎?」子辰動真氣:「沒有看不起我的話,為何每次都提起這個話題?跟你爸一起迫我去做正式老師?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA5IMk3cawVr
164Please respect copyright.PENANAGWzZ0xGwxm
「迫什麼迫?那麼難聽!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAEsT8FwWYs1
164Please respect copyright.PENANAX4yaJ64tDW
「不是嗎?每次見面也要說一次!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3vvo5yXGc
164Please respect copyright.PENANAxSJtGibSRV
「眾所周知,正式老師的出路較好,你又不是不知道我爸很看重這些。」曉彤仍然堅持自己的論點:「人工高點,生活不就好點嗎?你不想前途一片光明嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAP2dpgh2tpP
164Please respect copyright.PENANAleVmVh7Toa
「夠了,我們不要談論這個好嗎?我不想吵。」子辰實在忍不住,覺得很煩躁。164Please respect copyright.PENANAnYLThblzEQ
164Please respect copyright.PENANAmZOS6h4kfG
「你說呀,為什麼不寄電郵去盧世伯的學校?你有顧及我爸的面子嗎?替你說了好話,你卻不領情。」曉彤咄咄迫人,不肯退讓。164Please respect copyright.PENANAVvckc9befI
164Please respect copyright.PENANA1IiaeRjp5y
「我看過他學校的網頁,辦學理念很新穎,也有很多教學資源。但教學並不是我想做的事情。」子辰表達了自己的想法。164Please respect copyright.PENANAwZwE3c1tyV
164Please respect copyright.PENANAdjg28RV5cx
可是曉彤卻不理解:「你實在太短視了!完全沒有想過將來嗎。你想十年後還是拿那丁點薪水嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANA2DRBvgQz00
164Please respect copyright.PENANAq3nj23Rpap
「人工低點又如何?夠生活便好。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAbSDOI0r0NO
164Please respect copyright.PENANAI4qlrCAnjC
「我真的不明白你為什麼那麼喜歡教那些問題兒童?又麻煩又沒錢!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAt3kgAlTpqS
164Please respect copyright.PENANA2qKeOjrw3o
「在你眼中只有錢,我的理想不重要嗎?」164Please respect copyright.PENANAGYDXovwT4o
164Please respect copyright.PENANAmb74WIFMSV
「我看的不是錢,是將來!沒將來談什麼理想?」164Please respect copyright.PENANACKla4MEYHN
164Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1FoXIFN8S
子辰冷笑一下,真的無話可說,亦不想跟曉彤爭執:「好了好了,不要再說了,我要去睡。我只是一個底層員工,明天還要早起。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAto5kT2qlNd
164Please respect copyright.PENANAAiCbJZxnkK
曉彤聽到子辰話中有話,不是平常的溫柔:「李子辰!你不滿現在便說出來,不要單單打打。」164Please respect copyright.PENANA6cUeHUJ6Wp
164Please respect copyright.PENANAbHTvMy0ZT0
「我們明天再說,好嗎?」子辰只想停止爭執,沒有回應曉彤的話。因為再爭執下去,也不會有結果。164Please respect copyright.PENANAwYUG0Kjxwd
164Please respect copyright.PENANAgwTbzspMRV
可是在曉彤的眼中,子辰是在發脾氣所以拒絕溝通:「你現在收線的話,以後也不要找我!」164Please respect copyright.PENANAv1j3CBHxS3
164Please respect copyright.PENANAwaWrpfOKkM
子辰實在不喜歡吵架:「我覺得我們都需要先冷靜,明天再打電話給你。」164Please respect copyright.PENANAXXqivwyB7N
164Please respect copyright.PENANAfoZu1wUUob
「那就以後也不要說了!分手吧!」曉彤說畢,便生氣地掛上電話。164Please respect copyright.PENANAqoU3mS6cNP
164Please respect copyright.PENANALKUIpkFj1w
子辰聽到電話的嘟嘟長響,確認電話的螢幕後,洩氣地放下電話,搓著眉心,嘗試減輕初現的頭痛。164Please respect copyright.PENANA2zxjmsVkhI
164Please respect copyright.PENANA1MH0zhoLGh
164Please respect copyright.PENANAdwPqTYYsoG
—-
arrow_back
《裂縫中的光》
more_vert
-
info_outline Info
-
toc Table of Contents
-
share Share
-
format_color_text Display Settings
-
exposure_plus_1 Recommend
-
Sponsor
-
report_problem Report
-
account_circle Login
Search stories, writers or societies
Continue ReadingClear All
What Others Are ReadingRefresh
X
Never miss what's happening on Penana!
《裂縫中的光》
Author:
詩澄
ISSUE #17
17 爭執
LIKES 1
READS 160
BOOKMARKS 8
campaign
Request update 0
Sponsor
Suggest Edits
Login with Facebook
or Sign up/Login to comment or bookmark! Click to load the next chapter
X
After each update request, the author will receive a notification!
smartphone100
→ Request update
X
Sponsor again
Click to login
Login first to show your name as a sponsor.
Thank you for supporting the story! :)
Please Login first.
×
Write down what you like about the story
×
Reading Theme:
Font Size:
Line Spacing:
Paragraph Spacing:
Load the next issue automatically
Reset to default
×
People Who Like This
x
Before You Publish
Please ensure your story does not contain illegal, hateful, inciting, or violence-promoting content, or any infringing, plagiarized, or spam material, and that it complies with Penana’s Terms of Use.
Penana reserves the right to remove any content that violates these rules or causes legal or community risk, and to suspend or terminate related accounts.

