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子辰回到家,苦惱地躺在梳化上。他查看曉彤的IG,努力想找回他們的親密回憶。165Please respect copyright.PENANAPeCDvNN6Fp
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不過,這年來已經愈來愈少他倆的合照,再查看他們的訊息內容,兩人的對話,已不再像以前那麼甜蜜。現只是停留在說說早晨、上下班的報備。很多時候,曉彤甚至會因為學業太繁重,沒有回覆子辰。165Please respect copyright.PENANAjyPlPELaB9
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疏遠,證明兩人的感情,已響起了警號。165Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ2Hun1uTL
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他不希望因為大家因為生活頻率不相同,而變得疏遠。如果在這個時候有其他人介入他們的關係中,很大機會因為新鮮感而分手。新鮮感是戀愛的最大敵人,他看過太多情侶,確實如此。165Please respect copyright.PENANAfr8mSG2oZR
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尤其是他留意到最近曉彤的IG story,開始有新的興趣,就算功課再繁忙都會抽空去健身。而且發了很多健身做運動的片段,當中包括頻繁出現的健身教練。165Please respect copyright.PENANAlOl2UULx1w
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子辰開始質疑自己的感情,為何一點醋意也沒有?是對曉彤完全信任?還是他們已經到達了親人的關係?不敢妄下定論。165Please respect copyright.PENANAwYyXS5LonQ
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他只知道,不想放棄這段三年的感情,不想讓人乘虛而入,他不能讓巧君進佔他的內心。165Please respect copyright.PENANAkjbHVM8TXX
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他雙手搓搓臉,抖擻精神回覆曉彤的電話。165Please respect copyright.PENANAOB5dCMZ3fa
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「為什麼不接我電話?你不是放工了嗎?」聽到曉彤有點生氣的聲音,讓子辰的心定下來。165Please respect copyright.PENANA4bAYFRUguY
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「剛巧聽不到。」子辰掩蓋住撒謊的不安,拉開話題,裝作輕鬆地分享學校的事:「今天課外活動主任,竟然說要我們全體老師在學校同樂日穿正裝,真的傻了啊。」165Please respect copyright.PENANANgh9fA2FUm
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「為什麼?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAQQMvOBjXxc
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「他說老師要保持形象。但太多老師反對,同樂日有攤位活動嘛,又要在學校裡走來走去。」子辰的手玩著旁邊的枱燈,慢慢地一下關、一下開,不知為何自己會帶有一份緊張的心情。165Please respect copyright.PENANAfjT1E0D2pT
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「是嗎?」曉彤一如既往的冷淡。165Please respect copyright.PENANAY6EVKB1y5v
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「最後你知不知道,只有他一個投票給正裝,便服取勝。他舉手時的樣子實在太好笑了。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAEVDFJWqjI6
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「是啊?」曉彤翻開一本厚厚的參考書,翻查病例,沒有正面回應子辰。165Please respect copyright.PENANAmcIjOUiOcO
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他們的沉默,讓子辰確認他們之間的問題。165Please respect copyright.PENANAqOQhqiCLHU
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曉彤的冷淡,其實已顯示她對他的生活沒興趣。他倆之間就剩下例行公事般的通話。165Please respect copyright.PENANAcli18bWdD9
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不過,他仍不想放棄,仍想讓他倆再次親近,誠意提出邀請:「你會想來嗎?同樂日歡迎所有人去的啊,學校很多老師都會帶家人、小朋友出席。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAuG4H5ivdr0
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「最近很忙呢。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAYv6CfhPFQD
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子辰的心沉了一下,曉彤還未知道日子便已經拒絕他:「我們很久都沒有去約會了,你會抽到時間嗎?同樂日在下星期日。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAB1aAUNuoD5
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「星期日不行。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAdVrQKTpsp3
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曉彤沒有解釋原因,子辰其實也猜到曉彤不會出席。他繼續玩著枱燈,燈光一閃一閃地照著日程簿上的同樂日:「要溫習嗎?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAAv1h2KQZmo
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「當然,今次一定不能出錯。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAtmeVqAiblC
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「你這樣會太大壓力,適時要休息啊。」子辰依舊擔心曉彤的功課壓力。165Please respect copyright.PENANAvPrxYC9jXO
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「我知啊,不要煩了。我有到gym room做運動的呀。」曉彤明顯不需要子辰的關心。165Please respect copyright.PENANAwpOWQxkJPo
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子辰的手停下來,看著關了的枱燈,試探地問:「有教練在嗎?」165Please respect copyright.PENANA2b0RQIHUlu
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「當然。」曉彤不以為然:「那些器材不能自己亂玩的嘛。」165Please respect copyright.PENANABb50Z8suFL
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「嗯,也是。」子辰沉默下來,搔著頭。喜歡胡思亂想的他,努力用理性壓住感性,隨即跟自己做了一場輔導:她會分享這些,證明沒有移情別戀。教練不是男便是女,沒問題的。而且,那個gym room都是正當的地方。165Please respect copyright.PENANAR9q429dkCM
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「教練真的很厲害,那些15kg的啞鈴隨手也可以舉起。」曉彤提起教練,聲線也開朗起來。165Please respect copyright.PENANAhviRVUQuPm
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子辰想起上星期,曉彤在IG即時動態大讚教練的力量和身型,還說很喜歡教練的課堂。他深呼吸,沉住氣,彷彿生氣便是自己小氣。165Please respect copyright.PENANAAYoaZASqGC
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「還有呢,他昨日竟然跟我說疊字!加上他穿了背心,那個反差萌實在太好笑了!」165Please respect copyright.PENANANawsrDU0xJ
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子辰察覺到曉彤的注意力,已經不在自己身上。而且,曉彤並沒有理會自己的感受,他不明白為什麼要在男朋友面前高度稱讚教練?剛才接電話時,完全沒有這種興奮的心情。165Please respect copyright.PENANA5PN0RJnvEH
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「教練想約我明天上課後去下午茶。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAQLblhQRgfW
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「不要去。」子辰吐露了真實的心情,手握拳頭,語氣也不怎麼溫柔:「不能去。」165Please respect copyright.PENANA2SP8L4Lixv
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子辰的突然認真,讓曉彤頓了一下,她輕輕笑:「妒忌嗎?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAQFJJ1AbdZW
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「沒有。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAQMWqMDrFFU
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「真的沒有?」曉彤其實也默默地確認著子辰的反應。她興奮地分享教練的事,作為男朋友怎可以不生氣?若他沒有生氣,即是他已經不著緊我了。165Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9Yz1Yr0EG
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「我都說沒有了。」子辰不耐煩地回答。165Please respect copyright.PENANAQFQ4C0rapT
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「是你說沒有妒忌啊,那我去赴會。」曉彤的心情也不太好,開始發脾氣:「你不要阻我。」165Please respect copyright.PENANA6T7Ikej59k
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「為什麼跟教練就有空去下午茶?但我約你就沒空?」子辰帶點質問的語氣,情緒也變得激動起來。165Please respect copyright.PENANArA0RgtN4Bn
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「下課後,就是順便嘛。」子辰的反應令曉彤更生氣:「你又不來gym room接我,跟你約又要特意出去,你知道這樣很浪費時間嗎?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAM4p9TvsxAd
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「浪費時間」一詞,讓子辰頓時語塞。原本想將責任攬到自己身上,是自己沒有去接送,沒有盡男朋友的責任。可是細心一想,兩個人相愛的話,見個面怎麼會是浪費時間?165Please respect copyright.PENANATHr0Aoe6UZ
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子辰不忿地回應:「我有說過我放學過來醫院接你,但你說要趕回家溫習,不想乾等。」165Please respect copyright.PENANA8GX2vuJIz4
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「你不懂準時放學嗎?你準時放學便可以準時接我。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAaA0fMi4uo0
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「放學後也有很多學生的事務要跟進,不能夠一到放學時間拍拍屁股便走。」子辰明顯覺得曉彤難以溝通。165Please respect copyright.PENANAECEDSG01VV
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「你只是個支援老師罷了,有什麼要做?」曉彤埋怨子辰只顧工作,沒有放時間在自己身上:「我真的不明白為什麼晚晚都六、七時才放學,又不是正式老師,如果是正式老師才合理。」165Please respect copyright.PENANA1i72psirzX
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「支援老師」、「正式老師」,原來在曉彤的眼中,自己只是個打雜。跟她分享過自己的工作範圍,也跟她分享過學校的生活,她全部也沒有聽進去。165Please respect copyright.PENANAN2dI9V6qzk
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這一刻,子辰的心真的碎了,坐直了身子:「對啊,如果我是正式老師,你跟你爸爸便不會看不起我。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAhyYzTC61Ms
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曉彤頓覺說錯話,知道這是子辰的底線,但並沒有道歉,聲線仍然倔強:「我哪有看不起你?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAh4CwCTp1EX
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「沒有嗎?」子辰動真氣:「沒有看不起我的話,為何每次都提起這個話題?跟你爸一起迫我去做正式老師?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAxdtR2KBFc9
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「迫什麼迫?那麼難聽!」165Please respect copyright.PENANABvnw37J5Wv
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「不是嗎?每次見面也要說一次!」165Please respect copyright.PENANAQVu0B5MTih
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「眾所周知,正式老師的出路較好,你又不是不知道我爸很看重這些。」曉彤仍然堅持自己的論點:「人工高點,生活不就好點嗎?你不想前途一片光明嗎?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAgotIdlECkD
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「夠了,我們不要談論這個好嗎?我不想吵。」子辰實在忍不住,覺得很煩躁。165Please respect copyright.PENANA4PB8Y4R0rC
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「你說呀,為什麼不寄電郵去盧世伯的學校?你有顧及我爸的面子嗎?替你說了好話,你卻不領情。」曉彤咄咄迫人,不肯退讓。165Please respect copyright.PENANACdDUh5U7Sa
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「我看過他學校的網頁,辦學理念很新穎,也有很多教學資源。但教學並不是我想做的事情。」子辰表達了自己的想法。165Please respect copyright.PENANATpby7NbaNB
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可是曉彤卻不理解:「你實在太短視了!完全沒有想過將來嗎。你想十年後還是拿那丁點薪水嗎?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAhmXHzVRi7r
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「人工低點又如何?夠生活便好。」165Please respect copyright.PENANA9r58VO0c41
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「我真的不明白你為什麼那麼喜歡教那些問題兒童?又麻煩又沒錢!」165Please respect copyright.PENANAKAuNMBGFGg
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「在你眼中只有錢,我的理想不重要嗎?」165Please respect copyright.PENANA1LOjPtAtzm
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「我看的不是錢,是將來!沒將來談什麼理想?」165Please respect copyright.PENANAoRfEDxDqW7
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子辰冷笑一下,真的無話可說,亦不想跟曉彤爭執:「好了好了,不要再說了,我要去睡。我只是一個底層員工,明天還要早起。」165Please respect copyright.PENANAhQhQmY3zKl
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曉彤聽到子辰話中有話,不是平常的溫柔:「李子辰!你不滿現在便說出來,不要單單打打。」165Please respect copyright.PENANACUy5KxyVTD
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「我們明天再說,好嗎?」子辰只想停止爭執,沒有回應曉彤的話。因為再爭執下去,也不會有結果。165Please respect copyright.PENANA16x9LOYHw4
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可是在曉彤的眼中,子辰是在發脾氣所以拒絕溝通:「你現在收線的話,以後也不要找我!」165Please respect copyright.PENANAcG1YtiQnGy
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子辰實在不喜歡吵架:「我覺得我們都需要先冷靜,明天再打電話給你。」165Please respect copyright.PENANABIJ2Qwerr3
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「那就以後也不要說了!分手吧!」曉彤說畢,便生氣地掛上電話。165Please respect copyright.PENANA92lseUycI2
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子辰聽到電話的嘟嘟長響,確認電話的螢幕後,洩氣地放下電話,搓著眉心,嘗試減輕初現的頭痛。165Please respect copyright.PENANA23xIxz7f4U
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