那天我講話的時候，他沒回我。不是擺臭臉，也不是故意無視，就是——好像根本沒在聽。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhkvI8X92N
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我也不確定他是真的沒聽到，還是根本當耳邊風。後來我也沒再講了，懶得講。反正他那麼安靜，應該也不會在意吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTmIsczgX1
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這一兩天我都在找直播題材，也沒特別去找他講話。但他還是照常幫我準備晚餐——一天也沒漏過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaOUEcJIp6
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不知道他是真的沒事，還是有事裝沒事。我也沒問，問了好像我很在意一樣，才不要。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjNrOEYrr4
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我最近連後台都不太敢開，一打開就是死氣沉沉的畫面。訂閱卡在那，聊天室也只剩幾個熟面孔在撐場。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb6fTmcHCT
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzinFDiGKHs
我每天想標題、寫開場、盯聊天室數字，該做的全都做了，結果還是沒人在乎。不是我不好，是他們懶得看吧。到底要怎樣，才會有人點進來？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjPULvGyzq
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMfI4UoiA0
我現在用的東西——腳架、收音的小麥克風，還有那個很難卡住的平板架，全都是我哥送的。說是禮物，當時我還笑著收下，但心裡其實很不是滋味。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMEzK1pVkz
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03Jf8bdn3L
他又沒在打工，那這些錢是哪來的……我心裡不是沒底。我不想靠別人過生活，尤其是——那個人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLVvc7bEQh
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G8YJic0C9
我又把那支影片點開來看了一次。本來刷過了，但那晚真的沒東西靈感，腦袋裡就突然跳出它來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXlPKWCSwA
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RHoV6Lw5D
畫面超爛，鏡頭晃得跟喝醉一樣，但越看越覺得……這種東西怎麼會沒人講？兩個女生打成那樣，不是開玩笑的，是真的——會出事的那種。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UaFxbKoU8
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我查了一圈新聞，也看遍其他實況主的頻道，竟然沒人提這件事。如果我先去現場開直播，搞不好會爆紅，訂閱直接衝上萬也說不定。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEqF07ET3n
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqNTBoUytB
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJQZFiGve0
吃飯吃到一半，我真的忍不住了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MfdauqSFW
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本來想等他吃完再說，但平板還停在那個影片畫面，我整個人悶得像要炸了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnGZcACgeJ
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl7IrNLau1
「欸，我最近想到一個超猛的直播企劃，你一定沒聽過。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YwHCGK9V2
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbYkf5jifD
他夾了口菜，沒什麼表情地看了我一眼，「什麼企劃？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51henj5Dhl
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGf6oiP8DO
「你還記得之前那支影片嗎？就是那支——兩個女生打架的，超詭異那支。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YapbAeIhX
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdWavoRB2f
他的筷子停了一下。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxizNb8riMP
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pN0BpmaLv
我一下子有點興奮起來，語速不自覺加快。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJSoRJtOFL
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9I1xQ3f2e
「我查過了，新聞沒報，論壇沒人提，連YouTuber都完全沒碰欸！這種還沒人發現的題材，我只要去現場直播，搞不好直接上熱搜！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNQQygI6BM
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwVVFiStDK
「妳打算去現場……直播？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrXvRnfzfP
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQeF3B8AIC
「不然咧？那地點我大概知道在哪，平日晚上人又少，我帶設備直接衝就好了——這種流量根本在等人撿欸！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSnk53LmAI
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffTSFmydCq
他沒立刻回，慢慢放下筷子。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIi0eSEBJE
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeirPZekQ6
「不行。」語氣不重，卻很明確。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoxZGxjSvi
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto4dV1z0Yq
我停了一下。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCwIc8bVVK
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「為什麼？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjRCZYNBXY
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1kJ05QHFw
「那地方……妳不知道影片裡那兩個人是誰，也不知道為什麼有人拍那種東西。」他聲音低了下來，不再只是簡單回應了。「不是妳拍不拍的問題，是那地方本身就不對。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhP2uDQSO04
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「你怎麼知道不對？你又沒去過。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPY8NbG9gN
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiOpuppweI
他沒有接話，只是看了我一眼，像是在猶豫什麼。但最後他只是搖了搖頭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWqEMGySEn
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp10Dd4gkG
「妳不能去。」他語氣很低，聽不出情緒，但沒有一絲空間。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnQRpZv72p
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsKtAictJq
那瞬間，我整個人都煩了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1tuPpxZuE
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIBMvC5p3u
「所以咧？你是希望我一直靠你，不對，是靠那個人過生活，靠別人施捨給我的這些東西活下去嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5SYo2uP0j
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuAcw2bKF4
他沒說話，也沒有退讓。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasuB5dYGyi
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLFby9b1Hu
我看著他那副死樣子，心裡整個炸開。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDibf0KQA4w
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI73QClHmjx
就算我真的做到了，他大概也只會這樣搖搖頭，然後一句話都不講。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAHKJpCIF4
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJJyG09Qw6
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M4Gf6Aeq6
吃完飯，我沒再講話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXInTl4M1v
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9MvfGDpVh
他也沒再看我一眼，就那樣默默把碗筷收去洗。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL4FH42Ehr
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZAu2IBWFo
我回房間，關門，把平板立起來，對著鏡頭發呆。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroncPifKsj
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeaXNNiAJ4
聊天室沒人。我其實也沒開播。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMCaKlunK3
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsCVDnHAVk
就只是在調角度、測收音、看看畫面會不會卡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOSCcCam1m
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說是測試，其實根本不敢開。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4nWYsAB73
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開了，畫面就會定格在那幾個熟面孔，然後什麼事都不會發生。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYLaufBP7b
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOMuxwY6IP
如果我真的去現場直播呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4UAuDLGEY
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCE1wm2vOo
如果畫面拍到什麼，觀眾直接破萬呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdtROa6ihK
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsrXexMu8T
如果我這次，真的可以靠自己把一切翻起來呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBFCybSySv
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBd8sDzGXd
我盯著畫面上的自己看。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJWStMH19u
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXkPJFA2Re
臉有點圓，鼻子角度也怪怪的，眼睛還會反光——17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0q2EbO7gf
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUJPWZyLHJ
我不是那種一看就會紅的長相，但也沒到不行。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUOuqabdsL
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w9dnVhtUr
我拿起剪刀，把劉海修了一點，又把後面那些太可愛的布偶通通推到牆角。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFGMHHCBCy
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfToWeT93vx
那一瞬間，聊天室跳出一則訊息。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYYtjvjkjE
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkPQB5yjIP
【妳會改變一切。】17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQJFXcJQ21
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我愣了一下。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NUJFECdwY
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帳號叫「Obsession」，頭貼黑得像是什麼都沒上傳過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9xAd9sKGv
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD7AOG7oI0
我點進去，整個頁面空空的，什麼都沒有，連一行字都看不到。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7JjTCObY3
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超怪。但我又不是沒看過這種帳號，大概又是哪個神經病亂留言吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAwbGIOoPw
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……只是那句話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HVBA2sNXw
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讓腦袋持續運轉。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXXNUiXWdJ
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQL2DHJRp2
好像在說——如果我現在不做，就沒人知道，我也可以。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrDqLIJfuj
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哥永遠只會搖頭，說「不行」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujno4q7xXv
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可我不是小孩了，我可以靠自己一次。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF4hWA06Bz
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就這一次，不要管我，好不好？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNeWbqRtzN
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我轉頭看了一眼門縫外的走廊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjHeXm2j32
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1FyAUve81
他還在廚房，應該聽不到。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIhlRnv6WG
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFEKJSKANI
我沒多想，把平板收進包包，行動電源也塞進去，再抓了三腳架和那顆小麥克風。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAwBrIaaKg
17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmcQb25BSx
要是太早動身，聲音太大，我哥肯定又會問東問西。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S1VWahA6T
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但如果是——凌晨，就不一樣了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ghZwrqxB2
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明天還要上學，我又不是沒熬過夜，深夜出門也不算什麼大不了的事。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtbaRwZHj0
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我先把黑色連帽外套準備好，塞進包包最上層。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2lXldTdGf
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這次我不想再錯過。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0imJ22cxu3
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不管會發生什麼，不管那地方到底有多「不對」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOISCu7Ay0
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等時機一到，我就要證明給他看。
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