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至18歲的自己
ISSUE #1
Author: Water
至18歲的自己
Author: Water
ISSUE #1
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我好想同你講聲對唔住 我做唔到你想成為嘅自己

如果再努力少少或者就可以直入大學讀Psy 但因為你嘅任性成日係到玩生命 令到我冇咗好多機會 雖然我知人生唔淨只係得DSE

但我作為一個香港人冇體驗過公開試 努力咗12年

最後咩都冇 得返啲病係到 

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我知你好努力 但冇人睇到呢 啲人淨係見到你不停

自殺入院 出院 就連學校都唔信你唔比你返學 

我成日同人或自己講「過咗去就算啦」但事實唔係我過唔到 DSE吖 點過吖 所有人都放喺磅 我呢？

全部ABS 真係好想死架

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18歲la 曾經我一直以為我一定活唔過1 6歲 但而家我已經18係一個成年人la

但我並不開心。生日一定要快樂嗎 講到生日我有兩個生日願望 第一個係可以死 第二個係關於自己屋企 唔記得咗幾時開始我生日願望係可以死 

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我仲記得瞓係ICU嘅時候

我恨我自己點解唔O多啲 點解唔遲多少少 

遲少少結局就唔一樣 但我賭唔起 

我覺得我會落去地獄

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到而家嘅我 我其實都唔想過生日

因為代表我已經唔再係一個小朋友 

唔再可以任性 想做咩就做 而家冇可能了

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18歲 唔知而家睇緊嘅你係咪過得好好呢已經成為咗一個社工定係過得唔好

但你已經好叻又生存多一日la 真係好叻 唔好再任性去玩自己條命 一下真係就冇架la 我希望咩年紀嘅XXX（water）都返黎睇下呢個 post

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希望可以繼續寫落去 直到我離開個一日

無論你9月讀咩都好我希望你真係開心 

以後嘅生日我希望每年都可以同你一齊過生日呀！

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最後la我祝18歲嘅自己 

「永遠開心快樂 」生日快樂XXX

睇到呢到嘅你 我都祝你開心快樂過每一日

3:29 AM 18/7/25

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其實 我並沒有對自己很好 

生日願望都是 希望有一場意外帶走我

而不是自殺

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而家嘅我好想嘔 好唔舒服

想喊 咁就18歲．．．． 承諾嘅嘢 ．．

見往一個個friend 同我講生日快樂 話大個女

其實我唔想 大個 吖 

我真係好討厭生日 點解一定要生日快樂 

……………..

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生日一定開心架咩

講真我真係唔夠膽再自殺 唔想再經歷多一次 

我有一刻 我真係以為自己上咗天堂 見到天父

係ICU 一醒 原來我仲係度 我 我 我 

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我唔想再醒返吖

好la 人都係要向前行 唔可以因為少少野就放棄自己條命 

21/7/25 2:23 Am 

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至18歲的自己
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