第四段:感官之外的夜
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夜裡,84Please respect copyright.PENANANhA88lsLa2
Leo 用棉被蒙住整個頭,84Please respect copyright.PENANA04o8wutsAd
將自己包裹成一個沉默的繭。
他試圖隔絕世界。84Please respect copyright.PENANA19Snia562J
隔絕光、聲音,84Please respect copyright.PENANAdWCHujx5wh
隔絕一切正在他體內發生的變化。
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但沒有用。
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身體的異變如同顯微鏡下的觀測,84Please respect copyright.PENANApoem2aPCVx
即使閉著眼睛、刻意不去「看」,84Please respect copyright.PENANA0JHlmEE6B3
所有轉變的細節仍然清晰得殘酷,84Please respect copyright.PENANAyTy2GqIAHj
像一串串無法關閉的電子訊號,84Please respect copyright.PENANAqJqUDsixCx
持續在神經中刷新。
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他終於確認自己已經不是用眼睛在感知世界了。84Please respect copyright.PENANAfJHRVXzqRB
他是在用類似電子訊號的方式接收世界。
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光線穿過厚重的醫療窗簾,84Please respect copyright.PENANAgYSGiubCgp
再穿過被單的纖維,84Please respect copyright.PENANAqOr2sSKQhm
被層層削弱、折射、延遲。84Please respect copyright.PENANAcEmK01Covs
但即便如此,84Please respect copyright.PENANAZPzMzR8X71
它們仍像刀片一樣,84Please respect copyright.PENANAqfcQE27G8r
精準地切入他腦後的視覺皮質。
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那是一種被動開啟感受的通道,84Please respect copyright.PENANADbxfG0iDDC
訊息會用各式的方式進到腦子裡面。
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他甚至能感覺到——84Please respect copyright.PENANA2VVw8TCbmT
月光與病房內熒光燈在空間中交會時,84Please respect copyright.PENANACgktlU1kYB
產生的那一絲極微弱的干擾。84Please respect copyright.PENANAmqaclLEIEn
頻率不一致,84Please respect copyright.PENANAwy1HhntUq0
節律互相抵銷,84Please respect copyright.PENANA1I6TqeAAww
在他的感知裡留下細小卻清楚的雜訊。
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那不是幻覺。84Please respect copyright.PENANAA3gXdDg37k
而是世界在未經允許的情況下,84Please respect copyright.PENANAzJuEZJdOnW
直接進入了他。
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在這個感官之外的夜裡,84Please respect copyright.PENANAX7wJlZHKLp
Leo 第一次真正意識到——84Please respect copyright.PENANA7ibQGsK9L9
「閉上眼睛」,84Please respect copyright.PENANAZblX95O9W4
已經不再意味著黑暗。
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Leo 聽見了第一聲尖叫。
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來自走廊深處,84Please respect copyright.PENANA1zxkFZ3G2U
穿過牆體、管線與空氣,84Please respect copyright.PENANAIZfwWUi7Ev
像一根被猛然拉斷的神經。
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接著,是連鎖反應。
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金屬傾倒的重擊聲,84Please respect copyright.PENANAUjDGb0VSfM
推車翻覆、器械撞擊地面;84Please respect copyright.PENANAIcj76iJzNV
玻璃破裂,84Please respect copyright.PENANAlTsD9HfO9n
碎裂的聲響短促而尖銳;84Please respect copyright.PENANA0OZ8Ju0bfr
還有某種聲音——84Please respect copyright.PENANAN8P5iLyh2w
低沉、濕黏,84Please respect copyright.PENANA5MP6QAhdtF
像骨頭在錯誤的角度被強行扭碎。
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Leo 蜷縮在被窩裡。84Please respect copyright.PENANAUbeaXdcq6z
即使死死閉著眼睛,84Please respect copyright.PENANAlQCOtbBzMw
即使用被子隔絕一切,84Please respect copyright.PENANAxVPCXZXpJG
那些聲音仍然清楚得殘忍。
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不只是聲音。
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畫面直接浮現。84Please respect copyright.PENANAfAlnZwaYWD
不是經由視線,84Please respect copyright.PENANAbiPTbyuOzJ
而是像電子訊號一樣,84Please respect copyright.PENANA6KnXCWjqK1
被強制寫入腦海。
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他「看見」——84Please respect copyright.PENANAnt839wVxF7
有人撲倒護士,84Please respect copyright.PENANAAUoYcGwiYE
血濺上牆面,84Please respect copyright.PENANA86Yn1EtI7C
一滴、一滴,84Please respect copyright.PENANAWFxw8lknN6
沿著瓷磚縫隙滲入下水道;
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他「感覺到」——84Please respect copyright.PENANAGwKATuxGH9
某個病人的身體忽然拉長,84Please respect copyright.PENANAZTGjZfjUNZ
骨骼在皮膚下迅速增生、錯位,84Please respect copyright.PENANA0zL9kmbcZ5
痛苦的尖叫在臨界點斷裂,84Please respect copyright.PENANAB0WcEI29bj
轉為非人的咆哮。
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這不是幻覺。
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這是他的新感官。
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一種超越五感的第六知覺,84Please respect copyright.PENANAtMsVyAQjs8
像是被動接入了整座醫療中心的神經網絡——84Please respect copyright.PENANALS9tKBPl5t
恐懼、疼痛、混亂,84Please respect copyright.PENANAKFJfNNv12a
全數同步。
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Leo 把自己縮得更小。84Please respect copyright.PENANABKq6G3Pv3p
心跳失控,84Please respect copyright.PENANAo9SDMZwYT6
節律狂亂到幾乎要震破耳膜。
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畫面卻沒有停下。
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更多影像湧入——84Please respect copyright.PENANAL0rZDLRDqr
不是現在,84Please respect copyright.PENANAg4eMbtGv1N
而是某種被時間反覆覆寫的殘片:
巨大的影子從森林中走出,84Please respect copyright.PENANAX2CdAPFjLR
嘶吼劃破原野,84Please respect copyright.PENANAf7TpMOaTiS
大地隨之顫動;
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玻璃艙外,84Please respect copyright.PENANAA9mGuzQYf1
科學家失聲驚呼,84Please respect copyright.PENANAPqAOLa0hVa
看著爬蟲類細胞在培養皿中自動聚合、成形;
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有人歇斯底里地哭喊——84Please respect copyright.PENANAByJuty1B4x
「這是錯的!84Please respect copyright.PENANAzAm0So3cdz
這是褻瀆——!」
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聲音在他腦中層層回響,84Please respect copyright.PENANAnN1tpb0Law
彼此重疊,84Please respect copyright.PENANAho9cxgoz1L
無法區分先後。
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Leo 想哭,84Please respect copyright.PENANATFrfdm64zx
卻發現眼淚根本流不出來。
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恐懼太滿了。84Please respect copyright.PENANAfPaon78h4S
滿到連宣洩的空間都不存在。
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他只能死死咬住嘴唇,84Please respect copyright.PENANAcieF0ZPqb2
讓疼痛成為唯一還屬於自己的感覺。
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直到尖叫變成殘響,84Please respect copyright.PENANA4SJTcSSfzt
殘響沉入背景,84Please respect copyright.PENANAe4OsYKDSnD
直到夜色逐漸褪去。
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天光,84Please respect copyright.PENANAqmgn74vvZY
終於露白。
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而 Leo 知道——84Please respect copyright.PENANAkE5v0lPfwg
這一夜留下的東西,84Please respect copyright.PENANAMVgeZRhdeA
不會隨著白晝消失。
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*****
「Leo?你醒著嗎?」Mira推門進來,手中拿著一杯溫牛奶。
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Leo坐在床上,背靠牆,臉色蒼白。84Please respect copyright.PENANAJECB5WnN3l
他下意識地拉緊被單,但他的黑眼圈早已出賣他。
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「Leo?」84Please respect copyright.PENANA34R6yZpnxR
Mira 推門進來,聲音刻意放得很輕。84Please respect copyright.PENANAEkRaJVT8La
她手中端著一杯溫牛奶,杯壁還殘留著熱氣。
「你醒著嗎?」
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Leo 坐在病床上,背靠著牆。84Please respect copyright.PENANAEAugg5l1E0
被單拉得很高,幾乎遮到下巴。84Please respect copyright.PENANAOgbDJmGFIF
臉色蒼白得不像只是沒睡好。
他下意識地又拉緊了一點被單。84Please respect copyright.PENANANW6ZYGbJBC
這個動作本身,就已經出賣了他。
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Mira 的目光停在他臉上。84Please respect copyright.PENANA3ddUo7Q9l0
黑眼圈很深,84Please respect copyright.PENANAiFA52JFYpz
不是疲倦,84Please respect copyright.PENANAvNSwG72tJb
而是徹夜警醒後留下的痕跡。
「你整晚沒睡?」84Please respect copyright.PENANAxpZsiawaCP
她皺起眉頭。
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「沒事。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAVxItBWUP4r
Leo 低聲說。84Please respect copyright.PENANAyFz4undXgV
語氣過於平穩,84Please respect copyright.PENANAIb1gEhuwXB
眼神卻飄向窗外,84Please respect copyright.PENANAVGz32Ado0u
刻意避開她的視線。
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Mira 沒有立刻反駁。84Please respect copyright.PENANAdQkuqLtZyJ
她只是把牛奶放到床邊,84Please respect copyright.PENANAYYlDgsm5Z8
然後才開口。
「你這不像沒事。」84Please respect copyright.PENANALLQ7Bmfvcf
她的聲音很冷靜,84Please respect copyright.PENANAig1LDkkreQ
像在讀一份她早已看過的報告。84Please respect copyright.PENANAzRZtu0WyTs
「你的心率偏高,眼壓異常,還有——」
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她停了一下。
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「你聽見了吧?」84Please respect copyright.PENANA0ef8UuQA7u
她抬起頭,看著他。84Please respect copyright.PENANAsAcNjsgKE0
「昨晚的事。」
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Leo 的下顎微微繃緊。84Please respect copyright.PENANA1BqN1Ial63
牙齒咬合的聲音很輕,84Please respect copyright.PENANAWRB8TxLU8Q
卻清楚。
他沒有否認。84Please respect copyright.PENANADwZLjQ6vSU
也沒有承認。
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沉默,在兩人之間展開。84Please respect copyright.PENANABkraI1wxxJ
不像牆,84Please respect copyright.PENANAflGBCR3KNz
更像一道尚未決定是否要跨過的界線。
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Mira 把牛奶放在床頭。84Please respect copyright.PENANAIdnWWKO74s
杯底與桌面接觸時發出一聲輕響。
「有兩名改造病人暴走。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAhpWTK2gM68
她的語氣刻意保持冷靜。84Please respect copyright.PENANAbxA4c55nYZ
「殺了一個警衛。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAbMU3qUwOl1
她停了一下。84Please respect copyright.PENANAdHvVaRIxqr
「這不該是你面對的事。」
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「你覺得我不知道發生了什麼事嗎?」
Leo 忽然抬起頭。
那一瞬間,他眼中的情緒不再是混亂,84Please respect copyright.PENANAwkpJfuMrkf
而是一種被長時間壓抑後終於撐不住的確定。
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「一個移植恐龍器官失敗的軍人失控殺了人。」84Please respect copyright.PENANA9K39tSPiMP
他的聲音在顫抖,84Please respect copyright.PENANAg2EWVW6ayp
不是因為害怕,84Please respect copyright.PENANA4zCvvj96mw
而是因為強行壓制的怒意與痛覺。84Please respect copyright.PENANA10qQ65zqwG
「最後,他發狂了。」84Please respect copyright.PENANA3zlz2CVzLM
「他把自己……撕碎了。」
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房間裡的空氣彷彿瞬間凝固。
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「我看見了!」84Please respect copyright.PENANAY7L7gsBgvS
Leo 幾乎是吼出來的。
他的呼吸變得急促,84Please respect copyright.PENANAYIQL2m5Uwg
胸口起伏得過快,84Please respect copyright.PENANAIkjmMBTuko
像是還沒從那段感知中脫身。
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「他們在尖叫。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAtD2gzJFB1Y
他的聲音低了下來,卻更加清晰。84Please respect copyright.PENANAe0HaAKkncY
「我感覺到身體在斷裂——」84Please respect copyright.PENANAh4zEoveCqh
「我感覺得到他們死的那一刻!」
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Mira 的眼神驟然一變。
那不是單純的震驚,84Please respect copyright.PENANAWkqIbUrNlf
而是一種被直接擊中的警覺。
「你……」84Please respect copyright.PENANAERfyydYnlP
她的聲音不自覺地放低了,84Please respect copyright.PENANACaSyqMEFib
像是怕驚動某個看不見的東西。84Please respect copyright.PENANAid8vK4gkpB
「你怎麼會知道發生了什麼事?」
84Please respect copyright.PENANAxQIJ9XWJNs
她盯著 Leo,84Please respect copyright.PENANAIRkVQqMoWT
視線第一次帶上了難以掩飾的不安。
因為她比任何人都清楚——84Please respect copyright.PENANAu5GOYX20ZY
這起事件已被軍方全面封鎖。84Please respect copyright.PENANAubzBukz29d
發生地點在 GENETREC 的地底實驗室,84Please respect copyright.PENANAsyhtgp2y7U
資訊層層加密,84Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9pCiwxWT9
連內部人員都只接收到經過修剪的版本。
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理論上,84Please respect copyright.PENANAzs8NIV8aJj
不可能有人知道。
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而 Leo 不只是知道。84Please respect copyright.PENANAI7a1L8qjWf
他說出的,84Please respect copyright.PENANAbn1yTbyiwX
正是那些從未被寫進報告裡的細節。
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對於Mira的問題,Leo 搖頭。84Please respect copyright.PENANA5G3MPH4W1a
手指不受控制地顫抖。
「我不知道。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAwjyqoZggyb
他幾乎是在否認自己。84Please respect copyright.PENANADjBTClc8dB
「但我就是知道。」
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「Leo——」Mira試圖安撫。
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「我是什麼?!」
Leo猛地站起來。84Please respect copyright.PENANAAnMbmT7K3v
床頭的杯子被撞翻,84Please respect copyright.PENANAp7Unt2ETHp
牛奶濺在地上,84Please respect copyright.PENANAnQdOIPkSwR
像一灘失控的白色。
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「你把我送進這個計畫——」84Please respect copyright.PENANAVInEonZh67
他的聲音提高,84Please respect copyright.PENANArm6iwZHRkC
卻在尾端破裂。84Please respect copyright.PENANA3po88OEGvA
「但你到底改變了我什麼?!」
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「夠了!」84Please respect copyright.PENANAbel2or2Kdt
Mira 也失控了。84Please respect copyright.PENANA5pvfyda98w
那一聲喊,比她自己預期的還要大。84Please respect copyright.PENANAw8uh2CzAIP
「我做這一切,都是為了救你!」
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「那你救回來的是我嗎?!」
Leo 低吼。84Please respect copyright.PENANAg3Xx5muWpF
眼眶泛紅,84Please respect copyright.PENANA8MtX6KS7g5
卻沒有掉下淚來。
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「我還是你兒子嗎?」84Please respect copyright.PENANAM9cWDbwo5w
他的聲音幾乎要碎開。84Please respect copyright.PENANARAMQNJxxk1
「還是——84Please respect copyright.PENANACsjCQTKktl
你只在乎你的理想?」
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話音落下的瞬間,84Please respect copyright.PENANAin3zxVfYl4
整個房間像被抽空了空氣。
只有牛奶在地板上慢慢擴散,84Please respect copyright.PENANADAwuUC340v
無聲地滲進縫隙。
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沉默,84Please respect copyright.PENANA4o29EkjjZH
終於落下。
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Mira 的呼吸有些急促。84Please respect copyright.PENANAViAiIn5r1o
她閉了閉眼,終究還是壓低了聲音。
「你是我兒子。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAuUZns3T4OE
她一字一句地說,像是在對自己確認。84Please respect copyright.PENANAmqyUdNReTU
「不管你怎麼變,你都是。」
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Leo 沒有回頭。
他只是轉過身,84Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6nCDeGnuk
聲音低得幾乎被夜色吞沒,84Please respect copyright.PENANA81dBknNeBR
像一陣貼著地面的風。
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「那就不要問我為什麼哭了……」84Please respect copyright.PENANAlXdTv4rjs3
他停了一下。84Please respect copyright.PENANABVTKbkDheP
「因為我不知道,84Please respect copyright.PENANAGiDQ7Jt6m5
我還是不是一個能哭的人。」
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話音落下,他走進洗手間。84Please respect copyright.PENANAiFuDKBZZtJ
門關上,84Please respect copyright.PENANAeLwbBMX5SO
反鎖的聲音很輕,84Please respect copyright.PENANAr8mHwr3COt
卻清楚得無法忽視。
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Mira 站在原地,沒有動。
她沒有打算離開,84Please respect copyright.PENANAKHlUlmt3SQ
卻也找不到任何理由留下。
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這一刻的 Leo,84Please respect copyright.PENANAIimLTHWsL1
她既熟悉,又陌生。84Please respect copyright.PENANANffzo1VbXS
那不是叛逆,也不是指責,84Please respect copyright.PENANAVptI0scJSV
而是一個她無法替他承受的邊界。
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她看向洗手間緊閉的門。84Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lu2aI5ARi
目光停留了幾秒,84Please respect copyright.PENANApnkkHM3JlC
卻什麼也沒說。
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最後,她轉過身。84Please respect copyright.PENANAElIFmYWC4E
腳步很輕,84Please respect copyright.PENANAwf4PpR0uRn
像是不想打擾那道門後的沉默。
病房的門滑上。84Please respect copyright.PENANABhqF860aJs
夜色重新合攏。
84Please respect copyright.PENANAQiIGOuBk8A
留下的,84Please respect copyright.PENANA6gjAOlNreA
不是結論,84Please respect copyright.PENANACRXBn4W0YO
而是一個暫時無法被跨越的距離。


