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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eG3gIJ1yu
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB5l9wx8HA
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVnotiQi6r
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpAEDU50ag
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Why are you never proud of me?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg9sARgVPM
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOjAO8MwBE
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUevWLhhEg
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzQ1W2k9kH
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4bMmbZDSK
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw3Rj75WyG
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSybHhH1aFo
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXcHLNQm88
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FJdsSCUY7
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrZZUM1Tfx
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzl4L9QLvX
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIZ3PS7TSk
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXXnkWYe4Z
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDNEmiy1zi
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tjc0GmcMa
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77mWQeQ0NW
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu70y1oQDa
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww60EHrgvG
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbJ49LBy53
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAyvvGAvFo
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPmDG7lski
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv5CdoO3N8
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I tried to save you.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWD9NcagHU
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I told everyone what really happened.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy2vDozKtp
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJATGMJ83tR
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Was it painful?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdDf3EtgNJ
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I should never have left you.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW09515EHw
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They told me about your death 15 days later.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EJC2rwenC
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2szOJr4XQ
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Was poison really that brutal?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4Q9G791Sb
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTQCi6JDSu
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I thought I’d see you again.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyaqu4K9I0
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRjiU68tKg
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But not my pain?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz8gHJ3rq6
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB8eSzTmsP
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwzyNuTDZI
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU8iydRi8B
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The only memory I have is scolding you.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyVrlWIdlc
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68vVW6Ae3A
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpajtysi5IE
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One month later, I attempted suicide.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVXrwxL3py
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAWR4aAvSP
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Why?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG71WX0wzCV
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmW9v1VHBv
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0ClrxfXsY
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Why am I falling apart like this?67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPW1zaqVnU
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBc7PW6oEe
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8MVHlOvdS
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People move on.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9CllylAgW
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Family is not the same for everyone.67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTwpfBA6fY
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
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