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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0vJnNoCac
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ51GzENOh
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwszJ9kPdjm
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLkWOEilD3
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Why are you never proud of me?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuZxvpWDda
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtT9PH3q0y
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9xfc296fa
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8gacqF4yV
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GENYLyhLx
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tQOtn4dOI
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsMCMhJzqE
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHwiTVjHg5
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqhI8kva4m
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhafVhIVfQY
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8R7MCWgHL
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oMmOiPzmL
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUTR8QqQgC
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv6hhifbA0
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wzefCvhDZ
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J7Dtj5lMi
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGcCKTCGpm
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HMMry1eeS
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhTppqunvM
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCgLWsZhSj
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRGVTpUZ1C
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPsuMFcTs0
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I tried to save you.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGWcBbGQ0i
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I told everyone what really happened.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavtk8zUbDB
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1QGCiM65c
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Was it painful?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk98ateme4a
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I should never have left you.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LuJSWHlgb
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They told me about your death 15 days later.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5okAesVxeY
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTtIwD0Gjf
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Was poison really that brutal?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJprIQns83i
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxMy1qgntH
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I thought I’d see you again.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72vKQA9vYW
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EatNNMJV6
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But not my pain?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BTCFCg8m6
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeyZ2PKC7O
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrX1hhjEp6
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF2uLyxwug
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The only memory I have is scolding you.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr2o75LgMO
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW1NelCXbL
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf8HBrVGoe
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One month later, I attempted suicide.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQNMdegZMl
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsGhzrUf8c
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Why?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU25vhYPv7u
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuiLvc73Kf
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkOM8M5e8Z
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Why am I falling apart like this?21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR66I9OpQ8y
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrN7MjbzRPH
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFNIGbFnXw
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People move on.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJlFyZQksM
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Family is not the same for everyone.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tqxbn9Vi7
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
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