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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGrOrbm2Ej
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP3eonX4dg
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7c2jYRUM8
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdgnr3EQ4d
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Why are you never proud of me?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouegEAhvcP
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45CSYpRZIC
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOOf1SpYxa
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z5RcHQFuh
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMDrVyJ8VN
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5HnyQ7yb8
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36A3orJMOB
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiskRfSeijB
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VyndlLhLQ
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQHd0a1CV7
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJenGjVBUG
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFOrt9runS
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aHZPbU1U3
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjeXf73IfU
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDHtFVUSpw
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF0V4L7PiG
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbYT2Nr8Lf
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VjDbcXeFl
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGVe8C4Jfo
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4VaBRRLj8
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG3gIXbZFD
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg18Pr6YF6r
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I tried to save you.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWZIkzfFLr
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I told everyone what really happened.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrYJnvi1et
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ56i31hoif
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Was it painful?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds1ZyTaqUr
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I should never have left you.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGBoLyrjew
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They told me about your death 15 days later.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxP0IOFmze
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1eSGEChct
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Was poison really that brutal?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa2MkyzWza
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNE7g2VT5C
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I thought I’d see you again.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Nc3fekaM
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqzQ7qUMUv
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But not my pain?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5g7IaIrfi
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWn4EWlAXE
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOYaJXuwKk
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYsoCpZhEg
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The only memory I have is scolding you.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm0ngrQnZJ
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP44tpEr4nQ
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gT2oEqnSa
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One month later, I attempted suicide.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSJgW9pdQN
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNSFVfOMRQ
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Why?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4JGvKu3X8
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhXJ8t6Dfg
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqdwVdAhqb
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Why am I falling apart like this?389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskX4kV1XQ8
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p6bpH5RRF
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf2mXm8eeV
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People move on.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EHJpUlbiB
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Family is not the same for everyone.389Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdxzbDto9d
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
and then Add to home screen.