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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJDoporjSg
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkiqGvLWEH
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDSmHMtAL6
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3nMO2UXGs
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Why are you never proud of me?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4hiJLoSaM
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUScsvQPQi
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBRXT1ESeh
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQgXDKCDxC
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvWSWBoVE6
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVraqSeFFyx
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LQqyDoceZ
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFJyQXXEeU
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ207dXK3teF
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshvuEremH0
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3bZ4LlpAU
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HRuQaiAWU
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCQLhjPqUH
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJI6ntvK3g
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinOwE241Op
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXUfrNdBCd
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2Qw8897zF
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n3DoblDfz
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvH58P5g4Z
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QkUlcPyCK
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCe5mgttPg
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKc1VJlvfy
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I tried to save you.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG2x9caRsV
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I told everyone what really happened.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu5SZFImod
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQnpMz6dlH
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Was it painful?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVckddbm7mz
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I should never have left you.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33Lxn5kwmZ
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They told me about your death 15 days later.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6XvJCQ2cx
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNkp6uMY3e
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Was poison really that brutal?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm9z1WgHca
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHPSaNS6Zk
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I thought I’d see you again.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs4UUcJ22c
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ3i7jT6yv
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But not my pain?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f58LggNnU
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVItJAMZNtw
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTvZYCnJLJ
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJI8DWc9i1
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The only memory I have is scolding you.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVWH1k2kTf
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUmaV6LJKW
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP4uaiqvZJ
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One month later, I attempted suicide.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZTiQWCRmf
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwRFWZowFy
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Why?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSNFDvn9BY
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzxheHHy4W
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XTam7SUPY
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Why am I falling apart like this?11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpyE1u1d4a
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEICD1AOpBR
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1SK8nMEEi
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People move on.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl7WBNBdGL
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Family is not the same for everyone.11Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjex3MDsSeY
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
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