
The room fell silent for a few seconds.
Suzuran bit her lip.61Please respect copyright.PENANAzyAEAH85sc
She knew she shouldn’t say it.61Please respect copyright.PENANANgEGIymCRL
But still, in a voice barely above a whisper, she asked:
“Then… can I touch your arm muscles?”
She said it quietly, not quite a joke, not quite a confession—61Please respect copyright.PENANA3xSOZxqspu
just a small nudge to see how close she was allowed to get.
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Kouichi turned slightly, his gaze landing on her.61Please respect copyright.PENANAe1CJPiE14U
For just a moment, something flickered in his eyes—61Please respect copyright.PENANAUxwjsgz1F2
but he didn’t reply right away.
Seeing his silence, she hurried on, her voice picking up speed and pitch like she was afraid he’d misunderstand… or worse, say no.
“It’s for the exam! Really! Everyone’s practicing palpation in class—biceps, deltoids, triceps… I have to pass too!”
Her face was already red, but she held her ground,61Please respect copyright.PENANAVPPf0Ct3xx
trying her best to look confident.
Kouichi stared at her—stubborn, flustered, determined.
Finally, his gaze softened.61Please respect copyright.PENANAMj2t54SWG7
A breath escaped his lips, almost a sigh.
“…Fine. Left arm.”
The words were quiet, calm. But they were permission.
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He rolled up his left sleeve, exposing the clean lines of his forearm and biceps—61Please respect copyright.PENANAveWppCk1mx
firm, defined, composed—just like him.
“Ten minutes. Palpation only.”
His tone was as cool as ever, as he added:
“No laughing. No daydreaming. No weird thoughts.”
Suzuran's eyes lit up.61Please respect copyright.PENANAWbjSLUpT3l
She nodded furiously, like a kid who just got permission to pet a very fancy dog.
“I swear—study mode only!”
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She carefully reached out, her fingertips brushing his arm.
The moment her fingers touched skin, she froze.
“…Ugh.”
A breathy, involuntary sound escaped her.
This wasn’t like anything in the textbook!
No one ever said muscles could feel like this—so springy, so firm, so…61Please respect copyright.PENANA3mJBEjJXIW
temptingly real.
She had expected something hard and static.61Please respect copyright.PENANATCmV20hleJ
But instead—there was warmth. Depth.61Please respect copyright.PENANAUG5xUYUEBT
A weight that made her want to touch again.
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Her eyes focused, hands trembling slightly,61Please respect copyright.PENANA9wT549qzh5
trying desperately to maintain her “I’m being professional” façade.
Kouichi said nothing.61Please respect copyright.PENANAjzc8iFSju9
He just lowered his gaze and watched—without pulling away.
He let her touch him.
But it was as if he were silently saying—
You can touch me like this.61Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ghy7HnRWY
But only like this.61Please respect copyright.PENANATR9yxeG6Wk
Only from this distance.
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She glanced at him again.61Please respect copyright.PENANAdJo37GJDnr
Still calmly seated beside her, editing her report without so much as a blink.
As if nothing had happened.61Please respect copyright.PENANAENdhyYhiT8
As if her little emotional derailment was part of the routine.
He didn’t scold her.61Please respect copyright.PENANAXVOWlcfRlL
Didn’t dodge her.
He simply… carried on.
And somehow, that made her feel—
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that she could inch a little closer each time.
She took a breath.
Then, carefully, she cradled his hand in both of hers.
That hand.
The one that had shot across her chest that day when he hit the brakes.61Please respect copyright.PENANA9IQ1c1j43T
The one that had thrown her whole heart into chaos.
Her fingers trembled slightly as they slid slowly over each of his knuckles—61Please respect copyright.PENANAW3aKOpVzB9
like she was holding something precious, too fragile to grip tightly.
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It was a very quiet hand.
The joints defined, calluses soft at the creases,61Please respect copyright.PENANA7c2ulB6Zhw
fingertips warm and calm.
As her fingertips brushed his index finger,61Please respect copyright.PENANAwq0tLYIbkC
she felt the veins beneath his skin—subtle, winding, like strands of strength coiled under a surface of warmth.
So cool…61Please respect copyright.PENANAGI2rLXZYLL
She thought, and immediately her cheeks flushed hotter.
Her heart stumbled up into her throat.61Please respect copyright.PENANAd1iefoNUdP
Her gaze followed the path of her own fingers—61Please respect copyright.PENANAOwNKv70FwW
from the web between thumb and forefinger,61Please respect copyright.PENANA4nqyPnccHA
to the back of his hand,61Please respect copyright.PENANA54vg02I4ad
down to the long, slender bones of his wrist.
There was something addictive in the quiet complexity of it all.61Please respect copyright.PENANA0FlP2SqYda
Something that pulled at her, soft and slow and impossible to stop.
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And then—61Please respect copyright.PENANAV7JVwQJKWO
her fingers moved again.
Not consciously.61Please respect copyright.PENANAKe9tJbdXCI
As if her body had decided on its own.
She slowly, almost soundlessly—
interlaced her fingers with his.
One finger.61Please respect copyright.PENANAWe1iUj6cpm
Then another.61Please respect copyright.PENANAV7wPxvprs9
And another.
Until their hands fit together—perfectly.
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Ten fingers. Intertwined.
She froze.
She hadn’t said a word.61Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z8trzdUwf
But her body had confessed everything.
There was no way to explain this as "studying."61Please respect copyright.PENANAJIqFzkKR1J
This wasn’t about anatomy.61Please respect copyright.PENANAjYUvtarAUP
This was… the way lovers hold hands.
She stared down at their joined fingers,61Please respect copyright.PENANAgPm32xphoO
her palm burning from his warmth.
And somewhere in her heart, a soft voice whispered:
If only I could stay like this.61Please respect copyright.PENANAvxMMjvkEe1
Not just for palpation.61Please respect copyright.PENANAAZ6vIIwjon
Not just for ten minutes.61Please respect copyright.PENANABH0NdmwTtq
But forever.
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She bit her lower lip.61Please respect copyright.PENANAWaRrRZhWfa
Too afraid to look up.
Because what she feared most…61Please respect copyright.PENANAtWPYdaHaXj
wasn’t rejection.
It was the possibility—
that in his eyes,61Please respect copyright.PENANAs6bmFoiGTW
she might see a tiny flicker of indulgent gentleness.
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lose all ability to pull away.
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that would make her fall even deeper.
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“…My lady,”61Please respect copyright.PENANAb5fxdwbpt8
His voice was low, the calm she always knew.
But this time—61Please respect copyright.PENANA9hdXwkQefb
there was a faint huskiness to it, like he’d just pushed something down.
“Are you sure this part… is covered in the textbook?”
Suzuran snapped back to reality.
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She looked down—
Her right hand, still holding his left.61Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ1ggXTzvC
Their fingers laced tight.
Like lovers.
Like a secret promise in the middle of an ordinary afternoon.
Her heart dropped.
“I—I…”61Please respect copyright.PENANAhAjKed1R6F
She couldn’t even finish.
Her face had turned red to the roots of her hair.
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What. Just. Happened?!
She meant to feel his tendons. Just the hand. Just for class!
But somehow—her fingers had just slipped into his without her noticing?!
She yanked her hand back in a panic—61Please respect copyright.PENANAGJlEy6UZYz
but fumbled halfway, making it seem more like she didn’t want to let go.
Kouichi didn’t release her immediately.
He simply watched her.61Please respect copyright.PENANAcikFb2p0Id
Quietly.61Please respect copyright.PENANAJd777tHKGQ
As she panicked like a kid caught sneaking cookies before dinner.
Her lips moved, but no words came out.
And then—finally, he spoke.
“…Time’s up.”
His voice was calm as ever. Composed.61Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2F5L0f12w
As if absolutely nothing had happened.
But only he knew—
That for one second,61Please respect copyright.PENANAuSTq1D9o4A
his fingers had gently squeezed back.
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“I-I was just checking your muscle tone! That’s all!”
“Mm. Got it.”
He calmly pulled his hand away—unhurried, smooth.61Please respect copyright.PENANAhkd67u8Mte
But there was still a faint warmth left behind in her palm.
He paused for a second.
Then added, as if it were a matter-of-fact follow-up:
“So… would you like to check any other muscle groups?”
“…What?”
“For example—pectoralis major, biceps brachii, wrist flexors…”
“Wait a second.”61Please respect copyright.PENANAowdW1Nlfzc
Her eyes suddenly lit up.
Her brain raced through the names he just listed:61Please respect copyright.PENANA9gTtZXj8El
Pectoralis major, biceps, wrist flexors…
Every one of them…
were the muscles you use when you hold someone close.
“Wait—are you saying… I should test them by having you hug me? For accuracy?”
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Kouichi didn’t reply.
He just turned and gave her a look—expression neutral, eyes steady.
Suzuran, meanwhile, lit up like a Christmas tree.
“Yes! Yes yes yes!! Obviously!!”
“….”
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Without a word, he slowly raised a hand…61Please respect copyright.PENANAOIvBTI77Ki
and pressed it flat against her face.
“Idiot.”
Tone completely deadpan.61Please respect copyright.PENANATSKpmszpfm
As if stating “Your book is upside down.”
Suzuran’s face exploded red.61Please respect copyright.PENANAsrCK0FV9Yn
“Wh—Hey!!”
“I was kidding,”61Please respect copyright.PENANA8cPz7M9eoC
Kouichi muttered, calmly returning to her report.61Please respect copyright.PENANAw1lkhSeNb7
His voice dry as ever.
“I didn’t think you’d actually take it seriously.”
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“No wonder your etiquette grades are so borderline…61Please respect copyright.PENANAYwp3iaDRQO
You’ve probably been reading shoujo manga under the desk instead.”
“Hey—!”61Please respect copyright.PENANAgR3YvACX8H
She exploded, grabbing a pillow and rolling back and forth in outrage.
“You can’t say stuff like that in that tone!!61Please respect copyright.PENANA0q97hgC9ld
Don’t forget who your master is!”
Kouichi shot her a glance and deadpanned:61Please respect copyright.PENANABkh2wOgdN2
“You were the one who took it the wrong way.”
“I did not! It’s called hands-on learning, thank you very much.”
“Mm. Real dedication. I’m impressed.”
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He nodded with mock sincerity, then looked back down to continue writing comments, like he was grading some kind of midterm paper.
But in that moment—
facing away from her—
his lips twitched61Please respect copyright.PENANA5eFg7synOE
into a small, unmistakable smile.61Please respect copyright.PENANAk3IvqG1pl3
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