The room fell silent for a few seconds.
Suzuran bit her lip.374Please respect copyright.PENANAPyRrX6WB4M
She knew she shouldn’t say it.374Please respect copyright.PENANAnytqdaCFSn
But still, in a voice barely above a whisper, she asked:
“Then… can I touch your arm muscles?”
She said it quietly, not quite a joke, not quite a confession—374Please respect copyright.PENANAi2y7NSOX9e
just a small nudge to see how close she was allowed to get.
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Kouichi turned slightly, his gaze landing on her.374Please respect copyright.PENANAV5YXvlgnWu
For just a moment, something flickered in his eyes—374Please respect copyright.PENANAgL76rq48Uy
but he didn’t reply right away.
Seeing his silence, she hurried on, her voice picking up speed and pitch like she was afraid he’d misunderstand… or worse, say no.
“It’s for the exam! Really! Everyone’s practicing palpation in class—biceps, deltoids, triceps… I have to pass too!”
Her face was already red, but she held her ground,374Please respect copyright.PENANALnLaYLpVfN
trying her best to look confident.
Kouichi stared at her—stubborn, flustered, determined.
Finally, his gaze softened.374Please respect copyright.PENANAEh8fBSZfCb
A breath escaped his lips, almost a sigh.
“…Fine. Left arm.”
The words were quiet, calm. But they were permission.
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He rolled up his left sleeve, exposing the clean lines of his forearm and biceps—374Please respect copyright.PENANAkMvhgYDQHq
firm, defined, composed—just like him.
“Ten minutes. Palpation only.”
His tone was as cool as ever, as he added:
“No laughing. No daydreaming. No weird thoughts.”
Suzuran's eyes lit up.374Please respect copyright.PENANAG3F6OjvhVB
She nodded furiously, like a kid who just got permission to pet a very fancy dog.
“I swear—study mode only!”
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She carefully reached out, her fingertips brushing his arm.
The moment her fingers touched skin, she froze.
“…Ugh.”
A breathy, involuntary sound escaped her.
This wasn’t like anything in the textbook!
No one ever said muscles could feel like this—so springy, so firm, so…374Please respect copyright.PENANAVXyOWdYCUn
temptingly real.
She had expected something hard and static.374Please respect copyright.PENANAf8JaC5T2qG
But instead—there was warmth. Depth.374Please respect copyright.PENANA8axzStFuAs
A weight that made her want to touch again.
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Her eyes focused, hands trembling slightly,374Please respect copyright.PENANAZKnOwktTuh
trying desperately to maintain her “I’m being professional” façade.
Kouichi said nothing.374Please respect copyright.PENANAunNEEBZYql
He just lowered his gaze and watched—without pulling away.
He let her touch him.
But it was as if he were silently saying—
You can touch me like this.374Please respect copyright.PENANA2davNDa151
But only like this.374Please respect copyright.PENANA2xCehicYK9
Only from this distance.
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She glanced at him again.374Please respect copyright.PENANAW4kA0w9VU1
Still calmly seated beside her, editing her report without so much as a blink.
As if nothing had happened.374Please respect copyright.PENANAf3QurW1njm
As if her little emotional derailment was part of the routine.
He didn’t scold her.374Please respect copyright.PENANA0oW7nfWPsl
Didn’t dodge her.
He simply… carried on.
And somehow, that made her feel—
Maybe it was because he was always so steady…374Please respect copyright.PENANAgSkIyPdMAD
that she could inch a little closer each time.

She took a breath.
Then, carefully, she cradled his hand in both of hers.
That hand.
The one that had shot across her chest that day when he hit the brakes.374Please respect copyright.PENANA3DtnG1aodN
The one that had thrown her whole heart into chaos.
Her fingers trembled slightly as they slid slowly over each of his knuckles—374Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9Cy5V2I9F
like she was holding something precious, too fragile to grip tightly.
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It was a very quiet hand.
The joints defined, calluses soft at the creases,374Please respect copyright.PENANApZ87mYIGT2
fingertips warm and calm.
As her fingertips brushed his index finger,374Please respect copyright.PENANAMhiaIirQG2
she felt the veins beneath his skin—subtle, winding, like strands of strength coiled under a surface of warmth.
So cool…374Please respect copyright.PENANA0jQA9Q8nTQ
She thought, and immediately her cheeks flushed hotter.
Her heart stumbled up into her throat.374Please respect copyright.PENANA5tJwXjxmGr
Her gaze followed the path of her own fingers—374Please respect copyright.PENANAPiTl4o6aBt
from the web between thumb and forefinger,374Please respect copyright.PENANAdWEB1u4lZr
to the back of his hand,374Please respect copyright.PENANAHjmEtAPsu0
down to the long, slender bones of his wrist.
There was something addictive in the quiet complexity of it all.374Please respect copyright.PENANAAnmvz0FUq1
Something that pulled at her, soft and slow and impossible to stop.
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And then—374Please respect copyright.PENANARwwYFNy1pu
her fingers moved again.
Not consciously.374Please respect copyright.PENANA3DB3vcEPrn
As if her body had decided on its own.
She slowly, almost soundlessly—
interlaced her fingers with his.
One finger.374Please respect copyright.PENANAYPtoftqajk
Then another.374Please respect copyright.PENANAWODze1pUEJ
And another.
Until their hands fit together—perfectly.
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Ten fingers. Intertwined.
She froze.
She hadn’t said a word.374Please respect copyright.PENANAMbch6x4ugY
But her body had confessed everything.
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This wasn’t about anatomy.374Please respect copyright.PENANAypJspeSpmp
This was… the way lovers hold hands.
She stared down at their joined fingers,374Please respect copyright.PENANAAKg6hTCvQM
her palm burning from his warmth.
And somewhere in her heart, a soft voice whispered:
If only I could stay like this.374Please respect copyright.PENANApoMLKXYxNz
Not just for palpation.374Please respect copyright.PENANAmUsmRLe14w
Not just for ten minutes.374Please respect copyright.PENANAFZEpAchfNU
But forever.
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She bit her lower lip.374Please respect copyright.PENANAGa3eBaNoqS
Too afraid to look up.
Because what she feared most…374Please respect copyright.PENANAO9heCEu7gi
wasn’t rejection.
It was the possibility—
that in his eyes,374Please respect copyright.PENANAoMGPYjISqa
she might see a tiny flicker of indulgent gentleness.
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lose all ability to pull away.
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that would make her fall even deeper.
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“…My lady,”374Please respect copyright.PENANAODHzYxyXoH
His voice was low, the calm she always knew.
But this time—374Please respect copyright.PENANA5cXSlzU6g8
there was a faint huskiness to it, like he’d just pushed something down.
“Are you sure this part… is covered in the textbook?”
Suzuran snapped back to reality.
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She looked down—
Her right hand, still holding his left.374Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ1Qx7Ui7C
Their fingers laced tight.
Like lovers.
Like a secret promise in the middle of an ordinary afternoon.
Her heart dropped.
“I—I…”374Please respect copyright.PENANAI7LHekza12
She couldn’t even finish.
Her face had turned red to the roots of her hair.
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What. Just. Happened?!
She meant to feel his tendons. Just the hand. Just for class!
But somehow—her fingers had just slipped into his without her noticing?!
She yanked her hand back in a panic—374Please respect copyright.PENANAxz54iXMnO9
but fumbled halfway, making it seem more like she didn’t want to let go.
Kouichi didn’t release her immediately.
He simply watched her.374Please respect copyright.PENANAtdKHPYgkCX
Quietly.374Please respect copyright.PENANAkf5zO47S5y
As she panicked like a kid caught sneaking cookies before dinner.
Her lips moved, but no words came out.
And then—finally, he spoke.
“…Time’s up.”
His voice was calm as ever. Composed.374Please respect copyright.PENANAQTKp7mutPd
As if absolutely nothing had happened.
But only he knew—
That for one second,374Please respect copyright.PENANAV9TlinnJZr
his fingers had gently squeezed back.
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“I-I was just checking your muscle tone! That’s all!”
“Mm. Got it.”
He calmly pulled his hand away—unhurried, smooth.374Please respect copyright.PENANAUCc8wf2uIA
But there was still a faint warmth left behind in her palm.
He paused for a second.
Then added, as if it were a matter-of-fact follow-up:
“So… would you like to check any other muscle groups?”
“…What?”
“For example—pectoralis major, biceps brachii, wrist flexors…”
“Wait a second.”374Please respect copyright.PENANA1ILkytepsN
Her eyes suddenly lit up.
Her brain raced through the names he just listed:374Please respect copyright.PENANAg3NwvvGwXA
Pectoralis major, biceps, wrist flexors…
Every one of them…
were the muscles you use when you hold someone close.
“Wait—are you saying… I should test them by having you hug me? For accuracy?”
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Kouichi didn’t reply.
He just turned and gave her a look—expression neutral, eyes steady.
Suzuran, meanwhile, lit up like a Christmas tree.
“Yes! Yes yes yes!! Obviously!!”
“….”
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Without a word, he slowly raised a hand…374Please respect copyright.PENANAWxvYq1FLhA
and pressed it flat against her face.
“Idiot.”
Tone completely deadpan.374Please respect copyright.PENANAX7BF6y1v26
As if stating “Your book is upside down.”
Suzuran’s face exploded red.374Please respect copyright.PENANABAhDud7yfi
“Wh—Hey!!”
“I was kidding,”374Please respect copyright.PENANAxu5FVB8gwc
Kouichi muttered, calmly returning to her report.374Please respect copyright.PENANAC4RXzpKIRG
His voice dry as ever.
“I didn’t think you’d actually take it seriously.”
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“No wonder your etiquette grades are so borderline…374Please respect copyright.PENANAOwRcPiWxxL
You’ve probably been reading shoujo manga under the desk instead.”
“Hey—!”374Please respect copyright.PENANALBq83avkRv
She exploded, grabbing a pillow and rolling back and forth in outrage.
“You can’t say stuff like that in that tone!!374Please respect copyright.PENANAAPfNgRKjbb
Don’t forget who your master is!”
Kouichi shot her a glance and deadpanned:374Please respect copyright.PENANAVQjsMkV0kj
“You were the one who took it the wrong way.”
“I did not! It’s called hands-on learning, thank you very much.”
“Mm. Real dedication. I’m impressed.”
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He nodded with mock sincerity, then looked back down to continue writing comments, like he was grading some kind of midterm paper.
But in that moment—
facing away from her—
his lips twitched374Please respect copyright.PENANANRKyFqmDzw
into a small, unmistakable smile.374Please respect copyright.PENANAK1a6E9Xwf7
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You made it this far—you're seriously the sweetest! 🥹💗374Please respect copyright.PENANAJ079focS84
If you liked it, don’t forget to like 👍, bookmark ⭐, and drop a little comment 📝~374Please respect copyright.PENANAnihKnJ23nO
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