What is a letter/note you've always wanted to give to a loved one but never had the courage to? - “A Love That Was Never Mine to Keep”

There’s something I’ve carried for years.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHSbqx36IY
Something I never had the courage to say — not even when I sat beside you every single day, not even when your voice was the only comfort I knew.

We were best friends.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkr0VKSouu
You let me in, shared your secrets, laughed with me, cried with me, made memories that stretched across years.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFhVN4lTRc
And I held them all like tiny treasures.

But somewhere along the way…571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8F17Lqi2q
I fell in love with you.

Not in a loud, dramatic way.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvx7Tzh5r4
Not in a way that ever asked for anything back.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fbMVCCygY
I just… loved you.

In the quietest, deepest corners of my soul.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0YfQciDlC
In the spaces between your words.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXMh167Obc
In the silence after your voice.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcllWKsWlp
In the warmth of every “pagal” you called me.

I listened when you spoke about her — the girl you liked.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyOns280w0
I helped you find the words, plan the replies, understand your feelings.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7KYeW7XBg
And with each sentence I gave to help you be closer to her…571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoo3ludNRg
I lost a little piece of myself.

Because I wasn’t just your friend.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T2aDrvkx7
I was the one who stayed up late, not to talk — but to overthink every conversation we had.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETgpMjUgb6
I was the one who replayed your voice in my mind when everything felt heavy.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc5XLbU1RC
I was the one who watched you choose others — and still smiled, like it didn’t hurt.

But Zuni, it did.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrjenqOFcv
It hurt more than you’ll ever know.

The world saw you as the strong one. The admired one.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnynjjMVrFc
But I saw something softer — something only I got to know.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjQMvAoJFK
Your laughter that came after anger.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBD5Qfbg0M
The way you forgot things but remembered how to make people feel loved.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUayr9B39ZT
The way you chose me, again and again, when others wanted your time — and I thought, just maybe, that meant something.

I remember the night I sent you that video…571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWFWTArg2j
That baby crying, and the words:571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiXNtPQeeM
“No one ever says they miss me…”

And you replied —571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyai9P3UhO
“Pagal… you are always missed. Always remembered.”

Zuni…571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji4Zwh2dLi
You didn’t know, but I broke that night.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02pn2IZq70
Because that was the closest I ever came to hearing what I had waited years to hear.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzcNfT267N
And it still wasn’t what I needed.

The truth is, you never knew what I carried inside.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYMw6mUzVE
How every word I said was soaked in feelings I buried.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX6azJ9xou
How every smile I gave hid the pain of being almost everything to you…571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqxpstXvii
But never the one thing I wanted to be.

We still talk.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lm0FCIOpB
Every day.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG7nMSV2gS
Like everything is fine.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK5EU6OvR3
Like there’s no storm behind the screen.

But every message I send is a love letter written in disguise.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas3JO5gxhC
Every reply is me pretending that “friend” was ever enough.

And you’ll never know.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1hNDrwFb7
Because I will never tell you.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNb1PMszwx
Not because I’m afraid —571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3ZrMCApjP
But because I love you too much to ruin the only place I exist in your life.

Maybe Allah never wrote your heart for me.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVxkySeqoX
Maybe I was just meant to love you from the edge of your world… and pray for you from a distance.

So I do.

I pray that you are always happy.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9T9X1ga1w
That your heart is always full.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7Ex2hbpdo
That the person you choose gives you every joy I once dreamed of giving you.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHWQQwTZtP
And I pray — selfishly, quietly — that if you ever wonder if someone truly loved you without asking for anything…571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzcg3CuF08
You’ll think of me.

Not as the friend who stayed.571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ3s9QNOG8
But as the heart that broke —571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj1jkXc979
And still kept loving.

Always,571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPHj8gItsp
your friend...................571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSyiT5bL6t
—The girl who never told you. But always meant it.

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