There’s something I’ve carried for years.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmomelZ11DN
Something I never had the courage to say — not even when I sat beside you every single day, not even when your voice was the only comfort I knew.
We were best friends.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdYwsEdsfN
You let me in, shared your secrets, laughed with me, cried with me, made memories that stretched across years.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8yUdtwEAw
And I held them all like tiny treasures.
But somewhere along the way…18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLI8ZtDfpH
I fell in love with you.
Not in a loud, dramatic way.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2hbk19GEa
Not in a way that ever asked for anything back.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanBdFyn5Jm
I just… loved you.
In the quietest, deepest corners of my soul.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER1sTmROe0
In the spaces between your words.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY6CmXbuBY
In the silence after your voice.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLgqaOpUwr
In the warmth of every “pagal” you called me.
I listened when you spoke about her — the girl you liked.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o1Wsv4siu
I helped you find the words, plan the replies, understand your feelings.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNUQiHVfgJ
And with each sentence I gave to help you be closer to her…18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAHhEE3DR0
I lost a little piece of myself.
Because I wasn’t just your friend.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlKJfvIFw8
I was the one who stayed up late, not to talk — but to overthink every conversation we had.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOntBp8Lauf
I was the one who replayed your voice in my mind when everything felt heavy.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKyZTLxKRn
I was the one who watched you choose others — and still smiled, like it didn’t hurt.
But Zuni, it did.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Kd1c599L2
It hurt more than you’ll ever know.
The world saw you as the strong one. The admired one.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1mPBrKEGn
But I saw something softer — something only I got to know.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG17iOQGfB
Your laughter that came after anger.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDfBQx2fao
The way you forgot things but remembered how to make people feel loved.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0Fou0OQ6r
The way you chose me, again and again, when others wanted your time — and I thought, just maybe, that meant something.
I remember the night I sent you that video…18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYiFZuT7CI
That baby crying, and the words:18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvokAsj5YnF
“No one ever says they miss me…”
And you replied —18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB1L9hwXy4
“Pagal… you are always missed. Always remembered.”
Zuni…18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKlafBWhP9
You didn’t know, but I broke that night.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9e8S39B92
Because that was the closest I ever came to hearing what I had waited years to hear.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyLr8Wv91n
And it still wasn’t what I needed.
The truth is, you never knew what I carried inside.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BSq0PQOuz
How every word I said was soaked in feelings I buried.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jmUGgdouc
How every smile I gave hid the pain of being almost everything to you…18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHpFexjyb9
But never the one thing I wanted to be.
We still talk.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pZhCLWcAx
Every day.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjUxeIIOth
Like everything is fine.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY2meh22mW
Like there’s no storm behind the screen.
But every message I send is a love letter written in disguise.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuc9xnnsCP
Every reply is me pretending that “friend” was ever enough.
And you’ll never know.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcZYpOyHio
Because I will never tell you.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6BMj7hm2c
Not because I’m afraid —18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmh8zn0lN3
But because I love you too much to ruin the only place I exist in your life.
Maybe Allah never wrote your heart for me.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE25yeI6RZy
Maybe I was just meant to love you from the edge of your world… and pray for you from a distance.
So I do.
I pray that you are always happy.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo05Ist4Ll
That your heart is always full.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTIIb7Qnyk
That the person you choose gives you every joy I once dreamed of giving you.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyaVuUd7Hc
And I pray — selfishly, quietly — that if you ever wonder if someone truly loved you without asking for anything…18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiKjVdaa4F
You’ll think of me.
Not as the friend who stayed.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfiqPGDYGR
But as the heart that broke —18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSVahhuaLh
And still kept loving.
Always,18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTDG42868I
your friend...................18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTJiBb5YW6
—The girl who never told you. But always meant it.
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