There’s something I’ve carried for years.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyvNWBClJd
Something I never had the courage to say — not even when I sat beside you every single day, not even when your voice was the only comfort I knew.
We were best friends.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTIBYebQs0
You let me in, shared your secrets, laughed with me, cried with me, made memories that stretched across years.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbII4zd7sca
And I held them all like tiny treasures.
But somewhere along the way…22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZM76emY2s
I fell in love with you.
Not in a loud, dramatic way.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe71FW6ihcP
Not in a way that ever asked for anything back.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVPTS2kQkT
I just… loved you.
In the quietest, deepest corners of my soul.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEiE20TlUB
In the spaces between your words.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD3gvUpLHc
In the silence after your voice.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6FG1muopd
In the warmth of every “pagal” you called me.
I listened when you spoke about her — the girl you liked.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrD3Fstyjd
I helped you find the words, plan the replies, understand your feelings.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZzHuQCRLb
And with each sentence I gave to help you be closer to her…22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsfUIy8bEy
I lost a little piece of myself.
Because I wasn’t just your friend.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9nxd5Aq8O
I was the one who stayed up late, not to talk — but to overthink every conversation we had.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJURmft1sN
I was the one who replayed your voice in my mind when everything felt heavy.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCiPaYHW69
I was the one who watched you choose others — and still smiled, like it didn’t hurt.
But Zuni, it did.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOjCAq07ks
It hurt more than you’ll ever know.
The world saw you as the strong one. The admired one.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH8IGGdZTF
But I saw something softer — something only I got to know.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q6y8FKt4z
Your laughter that came after anger.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSBeVpWwoY
The way you forgot things but remembered how to make people feel loved.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgYtS22BB7
The way you chose me, again and again, when others wanted your time — and I thought, just maybe, that meant something.
I remember the night I sent you that video…22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS1U1Vc7Za
That baby crying, and the words:22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NiQcps8nj
“No one ever says they miss me…”
And you replied —22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxE6VlPNLO
“Pagal… you are always missed. Always remembered.”
Zuni…22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUj1dKKiYI
You didn’t know, but I broke that night.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR43518I7Bk
Because that was the closest I ever came to hearing what I had waited years to hear.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIYXdOIWDi
And it still wasn’t what I needed.
The truth is, you never knew what I carried inside.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS0vvkPm1D
How every word I said was soaked in feelings I buried.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLg39aN8Eq
How every smile I gave hid the pain of being almost everything to you…22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVfYKsSfrh
But never the one thing I wanted to be.
We still talk.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ3g9lmh8W
Every day.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLSBMx2v3K
Like everything is fine.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbfZwjYYf0
Like there’s no storm behind the screen.
But every message I send is a love letter written in disguise.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83DtMqsDxf
Every reply is me pretending that “friend” was ever enough.
And you’ll never know.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oPNQG9Moi
Because I will never tell you.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yMVtBrHnc
Not because I’m afraid —22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYWdItSJq6
But because I love you too much to ruin the only place I exist in your life.
Maybe Allah never wrote your heart for me.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ipEqiY3dO
Maybe I was just meant to love you from the edge of your world… and pray for you from a distance.
So I do.
I pray that you are always happy.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPLkKrj7nW
That your heart is always full.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcJ82vXFc9
That the person you choose gives you every joy I once dreamed of giving you.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ56BBSLun
And I pray — selfishly, quietly — that if you ever wonder if someone truly loved you without asking for anything…22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMVqMDtleK
You’ll think of me.
Not as the friend who stayed.22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvz0m2fQFD
But as the heart that broke —22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxvBhKfoGs
And still kept loving.
Always,22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr4TnBs5MO
your friend...................22Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq6L7LMQSj
—The girl who never told you. But always meant it.
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