There’s something I’ve carried for years.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBt9jNlyDKh
Something I never had the courage to say — not even when I sat beside you every single day, not even when your voice was the only comfort I knew.
We were best friends.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRvPm0JdmK
You let me in, shared your secrets, laughed with me, cried with me, made memories that stretched across years.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW3KENxwZJ
And I held them all like tiny treasures.
But somewhere along the way…17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4cFQoqyhY
I fell in love with you.
Not in a loud, dramatic way.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo6sSRCue0
Not in a way that ever asked for anything back.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTau56OvPk
I just… loved you.
In the quietest, deepest corners of my soul.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczhAw0sdFZ
In the spaces between your words.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiuLhXjYlU
In the silence after your voice.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQru7gID6U
In the warmth of every “pagal” you called me.
I listened when you spoke about her — the girl you liked.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhkObF3vq8
I helped you find the words, plan the replies, understand your feelings.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVPobBsuoP
And with each sentence I gave to help you be closer to her…17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO55VC212LQ
I lost a little piece of myself.
Because I wasn’t just your friend.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXjuJmUwH1
I was the one who stayed up late, not to talk — but to overthink every conversation we had.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYroVFsSxyv
I was the one who replayed your voice in my mind when everything felt heavy.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvWrlOLlh1
I was the one who watched you choose others — and still smiled, like it didn’t hurt.
But Zuni, it did.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RSuMQDW2s
It hurt more than you’ll ever know.
The world saw you as the strong one. The admired one.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMNUbWk42A
But I saw something softer — something only I got to know.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKle6BL6jXQ
Your laughter that came after anger.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBS85143Ey
The way you forgot things but remembered how to make people feel loved.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFS8MVCskI
The way you chose me, again and again, when others wanted your time — and I thought, just maybe, that meant something.
I remember the night I sent you that video…17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPzgRbuXjv
That baby crying, and the words:17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRho7tkYnOL
“No one ever says they miss me…”
And you replied —17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9vMSksoQb
“Pagal… you are always missed. Always remembered.”
Zuni…17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG1tYzhAaN
You didn’t know, but I broke that night.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItBO3P6Mrq
Because that was the closest I ever came to hearing what I had waited years to hear.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruKPJSoO0V
And it still wasn’t what I needed.
The truth is, you never knew what I carried inside.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPYKlVVf29
How every word I said was soaked in feelings I buried.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg4Kxre1WR
How every smile I gave hid the pain of being almost everything to you…17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwB8YDaEqO
But never the one thing I wanted to be.
We still talk.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvNMFOOU0n
Every day.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7UpqEKGuq
Like everything is fine.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoryadfBSI
Like there’s no storm behind the screen.
But every message I send is a love letter written in disguise.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fny4KwO0E
Every reply is me pretending that “friend” was ever enough.
And you’ll never know.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjxBLRwe5M
Because I will never tell you.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XHVQ6GpDk
Not because I’m afraid —17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ920fuES4i1
But because I love you too much to ruin the only place I exist in your life.
Maybe Allah never wrote your heart for me.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90xenXnZ8a
Maybe I was just meant to love you from the edge of your world… and pray for you from a distance.
So I do.
I pray that you are always happy.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMGSBoO6lk
That your heart is always full.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqnxSwQipY
That the person you choose gives you every joy I once dreamed of giving you.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEHDMpcbCL
And I pray — selfishly, quietly — that if you ever wonder if someone truly loved you without asking for anything…17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMicGPR1G9Y
You’ll think of me.
Not as the friend who stayed.17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4D61Klzce
But as the heart that broke —17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZKhx2TzcD
And still kept loving.
Always,17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJYr92sSE1
your friend...................17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbj4mtNI1O
—The girl who never told you. But always meant it.
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