It's been years since we met,
I know.
I guess I had just hoped you would understand my words and actions.
That's the difference between us;
I move subtly and you do not.
When I asked if you were going to the senior party, you didn't seem to understand.
You said you would not go.
When I asked if you would consider someone who asked you to the dance, somehow it flew over your head that it was me asking.
You said you'd tell them you needed time to think.
You seemed to forget or something.
Do you even get my texts?
They're few and far between, sure, but you never respond anymore.
Maybe this time you'll read it.
I hope this time you'll respond.
When I said I admired the way the boys followed you in your goofy ways, you told me they would not follow you without the character you created for yourself.
Did you understand what I meant when I told you I would follow you regardless?
I suppose not.
Maybe you'll understand now.
I'll follow you to the ends of the earth if you'll let me.
Though we've grown distant from circumstances beyond our control, I hope we can stay connected.
You were the only one I felt relieved speaking to, even when we spoke of nothing meaningful.
You brightened the worst days and when you weren't there, my heart ached.
I've known you near a decade, but I only truly began to know you in the last 3 years.
Would you say the same for me?
Would you stay by my side or push me away?
Please don't push me away.
Even if you don't wish for a deeper connection, I need you as a friend. I need you to speak to; to laugh with; to comfort me, even when you don't realize you are.
Tell me I mean something to you, even if it's only as a friend.
I need that much at least.
And maybe, over time, we can become something more.
How can these emotions fester and bloom so spontaneously that I never would have predicted it before? How did I come to need you? Your goofy, unpredictable, kind, and random self... I miss it.
I felt the urge to do away with caution in that grand hall as we stood beside each other. Others threw hats, doing away with the law of the morning. I wished to throw my arms around you and take you by surprise.
But I resisted.
Will you respect me for that?
Can you see how much I care for you?
Can you see my respect and understanding for you?
I can't keep it secret much longer, so I'll say it here: I'll be yours if you'll have me. I'll wait as long as it takes. I'll give you any space you need of you promise to answer me eventually, no matter what that answer may be.
Daisuki.
Forever Daisuki.
But if you have to let me down, don't let me go. I can't lose what we already have. I can't lose another friend, not one as wonderful as you.
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