There’s something I’ve carried for years.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvpherGzNy
Something I never had the courage to say — not even when I sat beside you every single day, not even when your voice was the only comfort I knew.
We were best friends.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H8LY7bbTm
You let me in, shared your secrets, laughed with me, cried with me, made memories that stretched across years.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDHidrmFpo
And I held them all like tiny treasures.
But somewhere along the way…7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TQZD8Y1Uc
I fell in love with you.
Not in a loud, dramatic way.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxrsA3y9TV
Not in a way that ever asked for anything back.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvY7UUINJD
I just… loved you.
In the quietest, deepest corners of my soul.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2hA7Wvguo
In the spaces between your words.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpYA59pTdK
In the silence after your voice.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp5DirkYls
In the warmth of every “pagal” you called me.
I listened when you spoke about her — the girl you liked.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HoqS5L9lT
I helped you find the words, plan the replies, understand your feelings.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeBAqpXfP1
And with each sentence I gave to help you be closer to her…7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF04UkpGX7T
I lost a little piece of myself.
Because I wasn’t just your friend.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkktJ00dehe
I was the one who stayed up late, not to talk — but to overthink every conversation we had.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhnhKfAQjO
I was the one who replayed your voice in my mind when everything felt heavy.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWBMW4cGJO
I was the one who watched you choose others — and still smiled, like it didn’t hurt.
But Zuni, it did.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji3uxo5gDY
It hurt more than you’ll ever know.
The world saw you as the strong one. The admired one.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODY8J8JK3l
But I saw something softer — something only I got to know.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6qx9vTC2U
Your laughter that came after anger.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFLzuFHd8m
The way you forgot things but remembered how to make people feel loved.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0634VxDlLe
The way you chose me, again and again, when others wanted your time — and I thought, just maybe, that meant something.
I remember the night I sent you that video…7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Ydelf8fA
That baby crying, and the words:7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sk5UzOvq5
“No one ever says they miss me…”
And you replied —7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sJNbuPMPM
“Pagal… you are always missed. Always remembered.”
Zuni…7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKQB5xQRJP
You didn’t know, but I broke that night.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfEuNWkG6w
Because that was the closest I ever came to hearing what I had waited years to hear.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvIacBpG9G
And it still wasn’t what I needed.
The truth is, you never knew what I carried inside.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0AlAyw1d0
How every word I said was soaked in feelings I buried.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y1Ea7dWY6
How every smile I gave hid the pain of being almost everything to you…7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkevKynQOi
But never the one thing I wanted to be.
We still talk.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8vjrVnLv5
Every day.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhi2QnM6RV
Like everything is fine.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel6S3GTtQx
Like there’s no storm behind the screen.
But every message I send is a love letter written in disguise.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnw8t4ZsDf
Every reply is me pretending that “friend” was ever enough.
And you’ll never know.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m9nRqECJM
Because I will never tell you.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQejV5oJqwS
Not because I’m afraid —7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKjfhYaKz7
But because I love you too much to ruin the only place I exist in your life.
Maybe Allah never wrote your heart for me.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ALns36PF4
Maybe I was just meant to love you from the edge of your world… and pray for you from a distance.
So I do.
I pray that you are always happy.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpScclVE4c
That your heart is always full.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW6lfPEBpa
That the person you choose gives you every joy I once dreamed of giving you.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nX1jDu286
And I pray — selfishly, quietly — that if you ever wonder if someone truly loved you without asking for anything…7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki9MT0lvB1
You’ll think of me.
Not as the friend who stayed.7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEHvzTjqia
But as the heart that broke —7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd96nMYIdd
And still kept loving.
Always,7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PqISTejHJ
your friend...................7Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHOO1yycq0
—The girl who never told you. But always meant it.
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