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詩集 - 你不懂我的靈魂
ISSUE #35
Author: 濁酒屋
詩集 - 你不懂我的靈魂
Author: 濁酒屋
ISSUE #35
＜一月＞
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嘿，妳聽我說

這不是妳的錯，都怪我

都怪我忘了付那餐錢

都怪我過得幸福

都怪我想要更好、抓取些甚麼

又或者都怪我不再去愛、不再去愛張愛玲的小說

夏宇的詩以及徐珮芬的夜雨

都怪我

都怪我為甚麼沒有在那時此刻將妳殺死

或者跟妳一起吃披薩、自殺

然後在遺書中寫道一句

我很快樂，並且曾為妳哭過

我以為愛就是

不曾在沒有妳的夜晚喝醉大鬧酒吧

不曾在只為妳存在的白天燒足煤炭

將所有的氧氣化作二氧化碳

或者氫氣變成水那般自然

就像我對妳的愛，由愛生恨不可逆轉

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到底要將這句話反覆咀嚼幾遍才行

才行讓妳了解到我已經沒有東西

能夠再給妳，除了愛

還有生命

咀嚼、嚥下食物、嘔吐

隨後再咀嚼，我要重覆這動作一百萬遍

直到漢堡變成食糜，可樂變成胃酸

藥物掩蓋住我的視線

那時我才知道我不會跟我愛的人結婚

愛我的人也不會留下來

等我

等一場不會散的戲

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要用多久我才能明白

妳送的傘已經破舊不堪，甚至

有些花白

像我的頭髮一樣不再

又是跨年的一月晚上

酒喝了再多也無法忘懷

妳拾起我筆記本時，看見塗鴉的笑容

如同冬陽

如同夏雨

如同春風

如同秋夜

那般寧靜，寧靜到我忘記哭泣

一月是適合結婚的日子

喝一瓶上好的酒

與愛的人踏入墳中

216.73.216.67

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詩集 - 你不懂我的靈魂
Poetry
Last updated: Aug 19, 2025
Total word count: 17,274
Total reading time: 58 Minutes
Writer:
濁酒屋
新詩 詩詞 青春校園 中二 中二病
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