接下來的兩天,晏初沒有在哭泣,而是遵守了自己的承諾。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3OzMu1ZJka
凌晨時分她會在家裡先熱好早餐,寫上加油打氣的字條,帶著保溫袋來到實驗室的公共休息區。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9ERrp3PobG
她總會把袋子放在最顯眼的位置,像是一盞替他亮著的小燈。78Please respect copyright.PENANAODOZlVn8Eu
她從未踏進實驗室,甚至連手機都保持靜音,以免打擾到正在衝刺的將軍。78Please respect copyright.PENANARyn5rt6fuP
簡亦書的回應同樣簡短而克制。他的回覆永遠只有兩三句話,通常是「收到了,謝謝」或是「還順利」。他們的對話寥寥無幾,卻在無聲中慢慢靠近。78Please respect copyright.PENANAcuZJ9S5akQ
第三天的深夜,晏初忐忑的坐在公共區域的沙發上,她在等待的期間裡思考了無數個可能會發生的情況。78Please respect copyright.PENANASWDM9uGKQ7
時鐘的滴答聲,讓她的心臟劇烈跳動著,她知道,一切都將會在今晚結束。78Please respect copyright.PENANABrsLDRxw8u
凌晨三點,零號實驗室的門被推開,發出輕微的氣壓聲。78Please respect copyright.PENANArYXczTznU8
走出來的人臉色蒼白,但眼中卻帶著一種燃燒殆盡後,浴火重生的堅定。78Please respect copyright.PENANA6uyflMteb6
簡亦書的視線立刻捕捉到了坐在角落的晏初。她放下手中的筆,將最終完稿的劇本收進背包裡。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJDyfJFsuX9
兩人的視線在空中交匯,他們沒有說話,卻勝過了千言萬語。裡面有太多複雜的情緒了,是愧疚,是心疼,也是坦然。78Please respect copyright.PENANAHRPV2YPj33
晏初緩緩站起身,她看著他,眼中沒有責備,只有心疼與愛意。78Please respect copyright.PENANATvvrLlR0Ff
簡亦書跨過桌子,走到她面前,伸出了手臂。他沒有像平時那樣輕柔地擁抱,而是用盡了渾身的力氣,將晏初緊緊地鎖進懷裡。78Please respect copyright.PENANABKc3ZYyKqW
這是這場戰役結束後,他最希望做的一件事。他想要觸碰眼前不見幾日,卻讓他朝思暮想的人。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQXc1jJRQ5W
他的聲音極其沙啞,帶著濃濃的鼻音,像是積壓了很久的灰塵:「對不起,晏初。讓妳一個人。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAP8BTy5LAYv
晏初拍了拍他的背,像安慰疲憊的孩子:「我不是一個人,我們是一起並肩走過這段時光的。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAtU7x3bNOUA
簡亦書鬆開她,用手背抹了抹眼睛,嘴角露出了這幾天來第一個真心的笑容。78Please respect copyright.PENANAU4qDUJK0OB
「現在幾點了?」78Please respect copyright.PENANANDhLUlUHME
「快四點。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAay22FZMuV3
簡亦書看了眼錶,眼神亮了起來:「那我們還有時間。」78Please respect copyright.PENANA8nurcg6Cdl
他牽起她的手,語氣裡帶著興奮:「走,我們去看日出。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAIWjCt5tvSj
他們走出陰冷的地下室,迎面而來的冬日晨風帶著冰冷的清爽。78Please respect copyright.PENANAis04UUki2r
在太陽升起前的最後一刻,簡亦書將外套披在晏初肩上,帶著她走向了學校後山,那個他們曾經許下承諾的地方。78Please respect copyright.PENANAB7udZJwaEw
冬日的晨曦穿透了冰冷的空氣,將金色的光芒灑在兩人身上。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3w28Tj6Fk2
這是他們分開後,第一次真正意義上的並肩而立。78Please respect copyright.PENANATvrNLxMNRw
晏初側頭看著簡亦書,他眼底的血絲依然明顯,但臉上已經褪去了那層堅硬的防備。78Please respect copyright.PENANAjseOwaJoZm
「想聽我說個故事嗎?」他望著遠處層層疊疊的山巒,聲音淡淡的,像虛無的塵埃。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQwtF1qZSjl
「我父母從我小的時候就長年不在家。」晏初愣了下,這是她第一次聽他說起家庭的事,也是他第一次打破兩人之間那道厚重的牆。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZClXCrCERp
「他們覺得我姐已經夠獨立了,留下生活費就好。其他事情……都交給我們自己。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAgPrCMQJCf3
他勾了下唇,目光仍然望著遠方:「那年的我六歲,而我姐才剛國中畢業。家裡所有的『家長』角色都壓在她身上。她比我更像那個被拋下的孩子,卻還得照顧我。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAHazgUipGow
他頓了頓,像是在回憶什麼細節:「偶爾住的離我們進的姨媽會來看看我們。只是爸媽覺得沒必要太麻煩她,反正我姐懂事,學校也近,就放手讓我們自己住。」78Please respect copyright.PENANANlk1hJXLg5
晏初輕聲問:「所以你選擇自己長大,認為只要扛下所有,就不會成為別人的負擔?」78Please respect copyright.PENANABSm0cSSvAY
他垂下眼,指尖輕輕摩挲著她的手背:「嗯。只要我能解決,就不需要別人擔心我。這樣,我就不會是姐姐的累贅。」78Please respect copyright.PENANA416BbLNZGz
晏初心頭一顫。78Please respect copyright.PENANAVaohxgz4EX
這就是他選擇「隱瞞式保護」的根源,這是他從童年時期就建立起的,最根深蒂固的自我保護機制。78Please respect copyright.PENANAlvY9iD0qdW
彷彿只要扛起一切,就能讓別人免於痛苦。78Please respect copyright.PENANAL5i7huMvWx
她慢慢靠近他,踮起腳尖,輕輕摸著他隨風飄揚的髮絲,隨後後退一步,注視著他的雙眼。78Please respect copyright.PENANASiF8tETPVO
「你從來不是任何人的累贅,我們是情侶,是戀人,是互相依靠對方的存在,而不是獨自承擔。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAOWqwAYiGmU
她語氣溫柔且堅定,「我喜歡你,不管是優點還是缺點。因為沒有人是完美的。就算是將軍,也會在戰爭中受傷。」78Please respect copyright.PENANADtnZLeI4Bt
「所以我希望你感到累的時候,或壓力太大時,可以偶爾依靠我。我可能幫不上什麼忙,但我能陪你一起面對。」
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Ch3.6你不是一個人
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