(Last update: 2025-6-18)
I do not check e-mail very often now.
Last year or two, should be 2019 in exact, I applied a course, should be two courses, they costed me a total of more than ten thousands dollars, from an organization named fexaworks, studying game design. The classes are horrible but bearable, and I had always been acting positive, for example answering questions while no one can do or willing to do. One day, the teacher took a picture of me before starting the class, all a sudden, unreasonable, need not to mention without my consent or approve. That was a very clear offense behavior, no mistake, no misunderstanding, everyone saw it, heard the shutter, but who care. I had so much passion in studying and I sit in the front. One time, the lesson got cancelled shortly and everyone go home because of internet problem, some computers are fine while some are not, and they can't fix it nor know the reason, the missing class/time is supposed to be compensated but it never happen as promised, the whole class lost one whole lesson out of their unsolved technical problem, I can bear that too but I cannot bear what they did to me.
After completed all classes, or around that time, my e-mail account starting to have junk mails, every day, a lot. I can hardly check all the mails in my inbox, since my inbox is being attacked. My facebook account is ever exposed or acknowledged to the staff, too, I feel unsafe, unpleasant. I feel scary. I also found out later that, I forever lost other social media (stating my account had malicious behavior, while I did not log in for months) associated with my e-mail which was my main address. I'm not sure are they connected though. How do I know anyway, hackers or bad guys will never come into the light.
The courses I applied are both government-refundable, meaning I am supposed to have 80% of the fee refunded after attended the classes and learned the content, which I did both, I also answered questions in the class instantly in extra. However, I end up not able to have my money back, because I, after all, found myself not able to complete/hand over the homeworks which can only be accepted and being explained how to do until at last, due to the psychological suffering after what I have experienced or being treated/attacked in the institute.
They begin to have attitude problems near the end of the first course. Their attitude changed dramastically, for example the same night after I made my final payment, I was being addressed mister which they never did that before, need not to mention that's never necessary, of course it's very necessary if you want to attack a trans, but I have never attacked anyone. My guess is that, one of the staff at the reception counter suddenly mistake me, and then she spread it, and they stand with her delusion, I was then framed. But really, she or they require no reason at all to discriminate me, and that's exactly what discrimination is discrimination, exactly why bully is bully, exactly why many people commit suicide because they are clever and know exactly that the society will not offer justice. I applied both courses after considering that, I was told, they were refundable. So my money was paid, and what did I earn back these years? $0 and living in horror. Sorry for the strong words, but I feel very sad and sorry to those died innocent.
At the beginning, on the day of registration, I asked previously seriously if I will be okay since I always dress like this(female), before making any payment, and the answer I received clearly is no problem at all. I also asked/requested repeatedly that they should better inform the teacher first regarding my gender, and she (receptionist) repeatedly saying that there's no such need. Everything looked good by then, at the time I was also told that I can use the toilet there no problem, despite I never used it, not even once, I don't know where the toilet(s) is and I have no interest anyway. I tried to behave more cautious, gentle and polite than necessary, hope to avoid any possible misunderstanding or embarrassing moment that may arise. I also tried to avoid using the same elevator crowed with people, I would rather waste my time to wait, in the first day I think I waited 30-45 minutes just to avoid people after the class, well there're likely many classes because people keep coming out, you may say I'm stupid because I admit I am, it's funny (or ridiculous) the stairway of the building cannot be used except for fire emergency. Well, I simply am not going to waste 30-45 minutes every time, so later I would try to leave as soon as possible, before everyone else, or most people else, I don't think it matters anyway. What matter is that, I have a feeling the receptionist (likely another one) mistake me for taking a picture of her? (Why would I do that anyway I don't like them, I mean I like girls I'm transles, but I don't like Hong Kong girls, at least most of them, I mean most of those I encountered) But I were just simply holding my both palms close, like a welcoming gesture, (popular in Thailand) praying before taking the charity mini rice bags there, they're expiring soon and no one like to eat them (as told by the staff), I don't mind the inferior quality (as told by the staff) and I were trying to help not wasting food. I mean, what an international city is this? With citizen (likely well educated or she shall not has her job) don't understand simple, common sense gesture, basic humanity. And what an interesting world is this with everyone believe in rumors, lies, words of devils, puppets, enjoy ruin innocent people. Things like that keep happening in my life. So this is what life is. I am innocent but likely no one would understand me anyway, in the society. I was also verbally bullied by a classmate who sit behind me. I can easily ignore her, but I cannot ignore the teacher, his assignments/homeworks, the staff there.
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Somehow this post becomes some kind of a biography, if facebook is all about sharing life, get to know each others better, here you go. These things are not what I am proud of, but it's my life. Inspired by someone, I think I should speak up too.
In 2016, I was a student at Youth College, part of the Vocational Training Council (VTC) which is run by the government or sponsored by. It was a 3 or 4-year Information Technology course. The 4-year computer course, I end up only seat for 3 to 4 months, because of the English teacher who is acting against me, and I can no longer suffer her. The other teachers are nice though, they have no problem with me, I have no problem with them. I remember I am the only one in the class to earn the excellent rating, something like that, the highest, in term result, which is not usual to see the teacher said, but who care after all. My English Language result in HKCEE is more than good enough, and I believe it is valid, however the head teacher said it doesn't count after the education system has changed to HKDSE, which I doubt that. But he added, either way I cannot skip the English class in the second year anyway. So there's no way to avoid discrimination from her, no matter what.
Around 2002, I seek medical help regarding my gender identity disorder, hoping to fix it like many people do, end up nothing like many people too. It's in fact more worst than nothing, after all I was offended, insulted, a lot, over the years, right in the hospitals. Luckily they did not try to lock me up, like what happened to Lili from The Danish Girl. In my own case, for example, I was accursed by the psychiatrist at Princess Margaret Hospital that he said I wanted to gain advantages from female gender, while I never thought about that; I was being addressed mister right at the Sex Clinic in Queen Mary Hospital, right at the doctor room, and I never knew that was only the beginning of trauma, I was dressed up female as usual. I remember I met a girl who has the similar/same experience as mine, turn down by the doctor, before she committed suicide. No matter how people tell that death is not a solution, it's in fact a relief, a way to get away the world ruled by evil. She's clever, and I'm so stupid being cheated again and again.
Around 1990, I was bullied in middle school, to a point I got kicked out, but I'm the one who is the victim, who cares. It was Po Leung Kuk 1983 Board of Directors' College. The fear only gets bigger over time, and life would only get more worse, than never imagined. To those who suffered from bullying, you are not alone.
This is all sad, I'm sorry about that. I hope for a better tomorrow, to every truely kind soul.
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Just when you think this is all boring, I'm afraid this is just a tip of icebergs. Since decades ago, I also got framed by many others. My classmate, a female and attractive one (like a flower stand out from the grass), frame me for... I don't even know what happened (and I only figured it out years or decades later), I just got kicked out after F.3 or junior school, it was 1990 if I remember correctly, before got bullied or harassed then by the whole class (many male classmates) and some teachers including the head teacher, there do have a few kind/normal classmates (female) despite what can we do anyway, even I myself did not know what's going on, feeling confused, it was like, everyone were being told something that I weren't. I also lost my friends (including those we befriend since primary school) since then blah blah blah. Their (the school) excuse was that because of my poor results, so I have to drop out, (even I believed it by then, I mean what else can it be, they are the authority) but I was not the worst one, how's that. It was Po Leung Kuk 1983 Board of Directors' College, later changed to Po Leung Kuk Lo Kit Sing (1983) College, they are the same school, I can confirm that because I walk by sometmes, and I think, so this is the crime scene, bullied inside that building or structure, such as I was once surrounded by many male classmates, in an empty corridor, I can't escape or walk or go away, I basically cannot move, I felt upset and they felt happy, it was a leisure day before long holiday, students go to school for various kinds of leisure activities. I mean, come sue me if I have any single word of lie. Yes I'm a little unhappy because the effect (the range and power of attack of evil) of that incident (flower assault) is far beyond anyone could imagine. Another tips of many icebergs include that, my elder brother frame me for debt; my younger brother turn against me; my neighbor(s) frame me for pervert, I live on Tsing Yi Island by the way. And then there are countless many many other people. Any single one of them could led to deadly result, maybe I'm dead already. Looking back now (I'm further editing this on 16 June 2025), my life is far more surprising or entertaining then any movies I ever watched. (Even though I'm dead, I can still look it back, right) What a wonderful world. Without bad guys, there will be no good movies, that is what I mean wonderful. But if at the end the bad guys win, then this is not a good movie, it is a meaningless movie, pointless, wasteful, no matter how much money and how many people profit from it. I want to state it clear that, I'm not against Po Leung Kuk, in fact I like it in some way (even though it's not my favorite school) because like I mentioned before, there do have a few truly kind classmates (the grass) I ever met despite I did not know how to precious them, I was just a kid, and if by any chance any of you are reading this, I want to say thanks. -2023/8/27 -2025/6/18
My name is Wong Chong Kay (王創基) born 1975, which will be written and pronounced as Wang Chuang Ji in mandarin, this is also what I used when first started facebook, and stayed this way all the time, except for about 6 months I changed my display name to something else after the fevaworks incident, but as you can see now I have changed it back. I like mandarin, I think it's cool. I like Taiwan, Taiwanese people, their culture, I often listen to Taiwanese songs during certain years, for long. I have no discrimination to any race or nationality. So far, most of the kind net-friends I met are from the mainland China. -2023/9/15
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