I. 335Please respect copyright.PENANA43ac8gk7iF
Desert heat, high clouds, and sky335Please respect copyright.PENANAGEWd9g1scb
the color of lapis. On this journey,335Please respect copyright.PENANAE2JUbwlPhu
anything seems possible,335Please respect copyright.PENANAskm2TnFLtA
so we stop by an ancient cottonwood335Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9hWofzRk4
to kiss. The beauty trembles,335Please respect copyright.PENANAJNhx90ByDf
doesn't say a word, just watches335Please respect copyright.PENANA25AyJl1WxP
me, so open. Small birds fly by, flock335Please respect copyright.PENANAmH6gK867rL
in the shady tree above us. What335Please respect copyright.PENANAi4IAHV0aaV
settles in her heart? What congeals?335Please respect copyright.PENANASOnclMMCuS
Hope? Despair? Far off, the river churns335Please respect copyright.PENANAR0lpVj2icC
in its sandy banks, swallows veer, turn335Please respect copyright.PENANAteADL33mVX
in fiery air. Will these kisses seal335Please respect copyright.PENANA5hZK64sHz4
her to me? I her lover, she my wife?335Please respect copyright.PENANAvg7T4defrD
Is all of this a dream, my whole life?
II. 335Please respect copyright.PENANAQZ2bgAPNnH
She is just this side of wonderful,335Please respect copyright.PENANAgs7bQIjoVA
and suddenly the glamorous world335Please respect copyright.PENANAhoabQLXEuB
fills itself with shining and we laugh335Please respect copyright.PENANAaOHR28RDOf
at highway monuments that explain335Please respect copyright.PENANAtejsmQdaBC
how hard the trek had been for Franciscans335Please respect copyright.PENANAnTIaVbPPJ9
in the Indian wilderness, poor fellows—335Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ydp6ejrKu
conversion is the devil's own335Please respect copyright.PENANAr3yWoYMnJq
work! Then the stones of her dream335Please respect copyright.PENANAIqmfGpNyxY
turn up under her feet, the back335Please respect copyright.PENANAW0zlvLYFyH
of a huge land turtle. I know335Please respect copyright.PENANANGgGU5KmpJ
we must be circling Paradise335Please respect copyright.PENANA47mGCBiNFV
because the ants enter the fleshy petals335Please respect copyright.PENANAEgg7umTgbU
of the roadside flowers with evident335Please respect copyright.PENANA88Ku8yuWZM
joy and purpose (oh, my dark, pretty one).
III. 335Please respect copyright.PENANAgwkPk5X92Y
Music, my adored. When is there never335Please respect copyright.PENANAAqTAQO7iIe
music? My accordion puffs up335Please respect copyright.PENANAad5rMPxcRv
with drinkable melodies. I spill335Please respect copyright.PENANAhFuBvxgDvb
her tunes into your listening ear,335Please respect copyright.PENANAC1oegumCmg
one after the other: the squeeze-box335Please respect copyright.PENANAmCZvUkWqeL
enters the dance of the plaintive gypsy335Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ6EuF9Ex7
with its hard rhythms, lilts the back-335Please respect copyright.PENANAy6qWN8QIIY
breaking labor song the worker croons335Please respect copyright.PENANAHElUyyot3K
to earth, warbles romantic notes of335Please respect copyright.PENANAAbpGqxJrc1
dissolving borders. You melt335Please respect copyright.PENANAPPNUOSLLZE
like a woman beneath her lover's touch.335Please respect copyright.PENANAf4dgiOzsyZ
Music is happy and pitiless when335Please respect copyright.PENANA1b3edKTEIu
it sets fire to combustible souls. Even335Please respect copyright.PENANAT1YQTi3LKw
the raspy bandoneon's voice is lyric.
IV. 335Please respect copyright.PENANAceeVWGfgbV
Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. (Speak335Please respect copyright.PENANAg9uuhUvbpC
in a whisper.) We slip into this335Please respect copyright.PENANAEUkB46w0PT
space half cognizant. The land is very335Please respect copyright.PENANAUVKDOcfDgx
large indeed: bones of the earth335Please respect copyright.PENANApuigEiKXGH
worn down, though she is a living thing.335Please respect copyright.PENANAvoEw17lM8t
See how she exposes her grace? Antelopes335Please respect copyright.PENANApDFPpdqhwA
graze on the far plain—their high,335Please respect copyright.PENANA4cQWAVK2sp
white tails—the red soil throbs335Please respect copyright.PENANAKL9ZvFhZWF
its slow heartbeat, and the blue sky335Please respect copyright.PENANAleyCy56SSE
clears so smartly, perfectly, like335Please respect copyright.PENANAQRqnPyLasn
radiance. Are the ancestors near?335Please respect copyright.PENANA91ejesHqap
What can we know? We decide335Please respect copyright.PENANA6PMT5FvlAj
to wander around this prairie, mistaken335Please respect copyright.PENANARMmnurzQUG
for Utes, buy commodities in little towns.
V.335Please respect copyright.PENANAiwdvpX6VE6
Late afternoon we head west along the willow- banked335Please respect copyright.PENANATHRdefXYc1
Malheur after the long curve of the Snake River plain. (Above the falls where the Shoshone went to pray335Please respect copyright.PENANAzfTyqf7oPQ
we soaked our feet in cold water, and I observed335Please respect copyright.PENANAiWwHAhAhMZ
the arch of her brown foot.) Rabbitbrush and sage335Please respect copyright.PENANA5K8gOZHfq8
along the highway, juniper on far hills and bluffs.335Please respect copyright.PENANAtfPRh4TWUK
Sundown, and dusk falls over the wide basin of land.335Please respect copyright.PENANAHyEtzqjovs
In Burns we eat eggs in a cafe, take a room335Please respect copyright.PENANAs3XWrqvolC
in the Motel 6. In the dark, I can see335Please respect copyright.PENANABhnw6tB7k0
her black hair, black against the pillows. Its clean335Please respect copyright.PENANAqmQ0RxhdiS
scent makes me think of corn. At dawn, I hold her335Please respect copyright.PENANA0CFT0nGin3
and there are kisses. Then more kisses. Then more335Please respect copyright.PENANAnpaZMvjsPr
The day is cold; a north wind blew last night. But335Please respect copyright.PENANA8L3Z1bXPuh
the land is open. Rain falls in showers of light.
VI. 335Please respect copyright.PENANAf93ttOusph
Her hand on my thigh, my shoulder,335Please respect copyright.PENANA3DhCU0sHjl
in my hair. She leans over to kiss my cheek.335Please respect copyright.PENANAhEMtjcDjFY
We look at each other, smile. For miles335Please respect copyright.PENANAgBCL4OOnw5
we travel this way, nearly silent, point335Please respect copyright.PENANAhOn0pMiAVE
with eyes or chins at the circling hawk, the king-335Please respect copyright.PENANA0GAVMD3ylS
fisher on the snag above the swollen335Please respect copyright.PENANAWCBHRPO4HN
creek. One night I weep in her arms335Please respect copyright.PENANA1PpPJHJu7i
as she cries, "Oh, oh, oh!" because I have touched335Please respect copyright.PENANADpRniFpJ5X
her scars lightly: throat, belly, breasts.335Please respect copyright.PENANAADd6hm3Gas
In that communion of lovers, thick sobs335Please respect copyright.PENANA8Iz4AiVLEo
break from me as I think of my love335Please respect copyright.PENANAVs2iTYRdnw
back home, all that I have done335Please respect copyright.PENANADDlhBRpGnW
and cannot say. This is the first time335Please respect copyright.PENANA7LVPLKS6CU
I have left her so completely, so alone.
- Janice Gould
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