I. 74Please respect copyright.PENANAeJHptA6p2d
Desert heat, high clouds, and sky74Please respect copyright.PENANAEs6F6IAxFM
the color of lapis. On this journey,74Please respect copyright.PENANAKlg1bUAMcJ
anything seems possible,74Please respect copyright.PENANAb9Cglfrf19
so we stop by an ancient cottonwood74Please respect copyright.PENANAkVBbMjYGRc
to kiss. The beauty trembles,74Please respect copyright.PENANAmLOLPgD3Q4
doesn't say a word, just watches74Please respect copyright.PENANAYbYaEuFQT0
me, so open. Small birds fly by, flock74Please respect copyright.PENANAjRB5flR7cv
in the shady tree above us. What74Please respect copyright.PENANAPvLAys0L9h
settles in her heart? What congeals?74Please respect copyright.PENANAZJFxlgAkTo
Hope? Despair? Far off, the river churns74Please respect copyright.PENANA2GN017AviP
in its sandy banks, swallows veer, turn74Please respect copyright.PENANAjDGDFQoeJx
in fiery air. Will these kisses seal74Please respect copyright.PENANArdL8jwkqf1
her to me? I her lover, she my wife?74Please respect copyright.PENANAfXBNMvvbHb
Is all of this a dream, my whole life?
II. 74Please respect copyright.PENANAQoyroER2se
She is just this side of wonderful,74Please respect copyright.PENANA1GTM8eajaf
and suddenly the glamorous world74Please respect copyright.PENANADIRI9mos9D
fills itself with shining and we laugh74Please respect copyright.PENANAOZcxYlvMpc
at highway monuments that explain74Please respect copyright.PENANA4BBcq4aGpV
how hard the trek had been for Franciscans74Please respect copyright.PENANASXtXC4VtQ8
in the Indian wilderness, poor fellows—74Please respect copyright.PENANAo7vwdaKmYH
conversion is the devil's own74Please respect copyright.PENANA2xEWGsbED2
work! Then the stones of her dream74Please respect copyright.PENANAo88ugCxP3j
turn up under her feet, the back74Please respect copyright.PENANAjJ2Gku8V33
of a huge land turtle. I know74Please respect copyright.PENANA0mOoYDJVLO
we must be circling Paradise74Please respect copyright.PENANAhtUGef1ziB
because the ants enter the fleshy petals74Please respect copyright.PENANA65hAYuwGXk
of the roadside flowers with evident74Please respect copyright.PENANAloUlMVxZZA
joy and purpose (oh, my dark, pretty one).
III. 74Please respect copyright.PENANAinchrENP7K
Music, my adored. When is there never74Please respect copyright.PENANAA8aVEbSujt
music? My accordion puffs up74Please respect copyright.PENANA9aEDPdpnMi
with drinkable melodies. I spill74Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7XWldIoWl
her tunes into your listening ear,74Please respect copyright.PENANAKY8Z1cu4uj
one after the other: the squeeze-box74Please respect copyright.PENANAdf3zv2G8TO
enters the dance of the plaintive gypsy74Please respect copyright.PENANA7mqFDep0C0
with its hard rhythms, lilts the back-74Please respect copyright.PENANAzo2qiy3jsl
breaking labor song the worker croons74Please respect copyright.PENANAr2AINOwapj
to earth, warbles romantic notes of74Please respect copyright.PENANAjER2qE8EXy
dissolving borders. You melt74Please respect copyright.PENANApocVNf76kJ
like a woman beneath her lover's touch.74Please respect copyright.PENANAvr2KBMHFqT
Music is happy and pitiless when74Please respect copyright.PENANAr0Q9aCz6ZQ
it sets fire to combustible souls. Even74Please respect copyright.PENANA0y2gNHnWuV
the raspy bandoneon's voice is lyric.
IV. 74Please respect copyright.PENANAw05anzRRGu
Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. (Speak74Please respect copyright.PENANA1k7zVp1M8E
in a whisper.) We slip into this74Please respect copyright.PENANADO1GXIMDij
space half cognizant. The land is very74Please respect copyright.PENANAIUpnKlwZnB
large indeed: bones of the earth74Please respect copyright.PENANA1UdhSKNsxH
worn down, though she is a living thing.74Please respect copyright.PENANAV57YGElm9T
See how she exposes her grace? Antelopes74Please respect copyright.PENANA9X2tpm57eo
graze on the far plain—their high,74Please respect copyright.PENANAGJRGdwPJHR
white tails—the red soil throbs74Please respect copyright.PENANA4l1mmzmlgN
its slow heartbeat, and the blue sky74Please respect copyright.PENANA9lwQbkHrT7
clears so smartly, perfectly, like74Please respect copyright.PENANA6uB4CjrgIS
radiance. Are the ancestors near?74Please respect copyright.PENANAXwugBDmrBV
What can we know? We decide74Please respect copyright.PENANAOKdO6AabjP
to wander around this prairie, mistaken74Please respect copyright.PENANACrfR08OEdR
for Utes, buy commodities in little towns.
V.74Please respect copyright.PENANAmbQVrbOfUe
Late afternoon we head west along the willow- banked74Please respect copyright.PENANAWriCEcHvEr
Malheur after the long curve of the Snake River plain. (Above the falls where the Shoshone went to pray74Please respect copyright.PENANA1CQMmgHJaX
we soaked our feet in cold water, and I observed74Please respect copyright.PENANA1w8MtBIqte
the arch of her brown foot.) Rabbitbrush and sage74Please respect copyright.PENANAGYUbuHGEkz
along the highway, juniper on far hills and bluffs.74Please respect copyright.PENANAgCfI6TnovM
Sundown, and dusk falls over the wide basin of land.74Please respect copyright.PENANAips1RbxKg1
In Burns we eat eggs in a cafe, take a room74Please respect copyright.PENANAMpKtj6bAXf
in the Motel 6. In the dark, I can see74Please respect copyright.PENANAkq074bqTk6
her black hair, black against the pillows. Its clean74Please respect copyright.PENANAtaBzYH2bb5
scent makes me think of corn. At dawn, I hold her74Please respect copyright.PENANAiFGcjYSs6X
and there are kisses. Then more kisses. Then more74Please respect copyright.PENANA6RMLTR3veH
The day is cold; a north wind blew last night. But74Please respect copyright.PENANA3OXGpvFIsx
the land is open. Rain falls in showers of light.
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Her hand on my thigh, my shoulder,74Please respect copyright.PENANAH4E68Zu6GI
in my hair. She leans over to kiss my cheek.74Please respect copyright.PENANAm49gI1sjgB
We look at each other, smile. For miles74Please respect copyright.PENANAZIshH2r9iL
we travel this way, nearly silent, point74Please respect copyright.PENANAmpN2j0HbRr
with eyes or chins at the circling hawk, the king-74Please respect copyright.PENANA9vm91YprR9
fisher on the snag above the swollen74Please respect copyright.PENANAslUrL2kidG
creek. One night I weep in her arms74Please respect copyright.PENANAMpH2pBj57x
as she cries, "Oh, oh, oh!" because I have touched74Please respect copyright.PENANAoUlQ487Z5A
her scars lightly: throat, belly, breasts.74Please respect copyright.PENANAAfGtLpm0sJ
In that communion of lovers, thick sobs74Please respect copyright.PENANA1ygqK9ma0r
break from me as I think of my love74Please respect copyright.PENANAzFFZIvzcEZ
back home, all that I have done74Please respect copyright.PENANAzvMxocwW37
and cannot say. This is the first time74Please respect copyright.PENANAYRXy2crqnk
I have left her so completely, so alone.
- Janice Gould
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