I. 368Please respect copyright.PENANAaI8hOoJlej
Desert heat, high clouds, and sky368Please respect copyright.PENANAXlKMI4EpUN
the color of lapis. On this journey,368Please respect copyright.PENANALvegNyBDX5
anything seems possible,368Please respect copyright.PENANAZEhyzdH7V4
so we stop by an ancient cottonwood368Please respect copyright.PENANADJ4nSXSaKl
to kiss. The beauty trembles,368Please respect copyright.PENANApx92D9SU1J
doesn't say a word, just watches368Please respect copyright.PENANAUF8vq5NLaM
me, so open. Small birds fly by, flock368Please respect copyright.PENANAPJJRtfLlyr
in the shady tree above us. What368Please respect copyright.PENANAStNmMsOw7A
settles in her heart? What congeals?368Please respect copyright.PENANA2vl0F7KYHp
Hope? Despair? Far off, the river churns368Please respect copyright.PENANA4iFxqrwe7x
in its sandy banks, swallows veer, turn368Please respect copyright.PENANAzQcQo8tvAF
in fiery air. Will these kisses seal368Please respect copyright.PENANAa1VFPYzWx3
her to me? I her lover, she my wife?368Please respect copyright.PENANAwHSVndE7QZ
Is all of this a dream, my whole life?
II. 368Please respect copyright.PENANAqnI6wziEvP
She is just this side of wonderful,368Please respect copyright.PENANAioNy6Mim6u
and suddenly the glamorous world368Please respect copyright.PENANAFadM4f8lPu
fills itself with shining and we laugh368Please respect copyright.PENANALYvH8uuLxy
at highway monuments that explain368Please respect copyright.PENANA2dTRehPVoS
how hard the trek had been for Franciscans368Please respect copyright.PENANASq6T6NgLCE
in the Indian wilderness, poor fellows—368Please respect copyright.PENANAmHogIc6UsF
conversion is the devil's own368Please respect copyright.PENANAqhyXa3ti5X
work! Then the stones of her dream368Please respect copyright.PENANAMfPIcGBWZh
turn up under her feet, the back368Please respect copyright.PENANAK9R8taGIXM
of a huge land turtle. I know368Please respect copyright.PENANAxXiERtX2Q1
we must be circling Paradise368Please respect copyright.PENANA6zlcC2FWGU
because the ants enter the fleshy petals368Please respect copyright.PENANAHkGUSuYzch
of the roadside flowers with evident368Please respect copyright.PENANALvZdQUXpLN
joy and purpose (oh, my dark, pretty one).
III. 368Please respect copyright.PENANAgi6t4iY8JG
Music, my adored. When is there never368Please respect copyright.PENANA9vCfyVAzei
music? My accordion puffs up368Please respect copyright.PENANAbZqpaRzZwB
with drinkable melodies. I spill368Please respect copyright.PENANA5FpzvlO7Be
her tunes into your listening ear,368Please respect copyright.PENANAzAHeWN3SlF
one after the other: the squeeze-box368Please respect copyright.PENANAHYtPqobTE4
enters the dance of the plaintive gypsy368Please respect copyright.PENANAdVGvOMAgiN
with its hard rhythms, lilts the back-368Please respect copyright.PENANAdeMKgqcHkB
breaking labor song the worker croons368Please respect copyright.PENANAWiZeeHosqo
to earth, warbles romantic notes of368Please respect copyright.PENANAKLt3xffsQi
dissolving borders. You melt368Please respect copyright.PENANA2x6I4Ji0ny
like a woman beneath her lover's touch.368Please respect copyright.PENANAjMrdUg8DrA
Music is happy and pitiless when368Please respect copyright.PENANALxQvKLBxQL
it sets fire to combustible souls. Even368Please respect copyright.PENANA4RJlrKhKwQ
the raspy bandoneon's voice is lyric.
IV. 368Please respect copyright.PENANAIIJiRm6ZUK
Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. Sacred. (Speak368Please respect copyright.PENANAxXH1RlIn8Z
in a whisper.) We slip into this368Please respect copyright.PENANAILh7FQISCZ
space half cognizant. The land is very368Please respect copyright.PENANA61ztp1RX6x
large indeed: bones of the earth368Please respect copyright.PENANAa63TkYL1om
worn down, though she is a living thing.368Please respect copyright.PENANAZVfmpDXUKU
See how she exposes her grace? Antelopes368Please respect copyright.PENANAkrWG9jYvIV
graze on the far plain—their high,368Please respect copyright.PENANAyiDw3dEAwC
white tails—the red soil throbs368Please respect copyright.PENANAa4oIlzn8YX
its slow heartbeat, and the blue sky368Please respect copyright.PENANAGf796Pn9V6
clears so smartly, perfectly, like368Please respect copyright.PENANAKxpSWOTXlx
radiance. Are the ancestors near?368Please respect copyright.PENANApTH8WxjutM
What can we know? We decide368Please respect copyright.PENANATLmJkaQNCE
to wander around this prairie, mistaken368Please respect copyright.PENANAAsvwAkpXk4
for Utes, buy commodities in little towns.
V.368Please respect copyright.PENANA8LTnbUgwks
Late afternoon we head west along the willow- banked368Please respect copyright.PENANA0P5pnwqdse
Malheur after the long curve of the Snake River plain. (Above the falls where the Shoshone went to pray368Please respect copyright.PENANAkkW9ttmwXZ
we soaked our feet in cold water, and I observed368Please respect copyright.PENANAe3f2OLLW7p
the arch of her brown foot.) Rabbitbrush and sage368Please respect copyright.PENANAzb18iKzUGD
along the highway, juniper on far hills and bluffs.368Please respect copyright.PENANAHPh59Sj4OG
Sundown, and dusk falls over the wide basin of land.368Please respect copyright.PENANAriz8KSwZDa
In Burns we eat eggs in a cafe, take a room368Please respect copyright.PENANAE75yZz0VXY
in the Motel 6. In the dark, I can see368Please respect copyright.PENANAidfe3ojoDe
her black hair, black against the pillows. Its clean368Please respect copyright.PENANA7HyMgNNL6i
scent makes me think of corn. At dawn, I hold her368Please respect copyright.PENANAuyEUskoVGp
and there are kisses. Then more kisses. Then more368Please respect copyright.PENANAmIk0aII8fJ
The day is cold; a north wind blew last night. But368Please respect copyright.PENANA8LT5mESnwQ
the land is open. Rain falls in showers of light.
VI. 368Please respect copyright.PENANAgFq6Pl0xV1
Her hand on my thigh, my shoulder,368Please respect copyright.PENANA1Yx9qPhu3z
in my hair. She leans over to kiss my cheek.368Please respect copyright.PENANAVvc1xCXTmH
We look at each other, smile. For miles368Please respect copyright.PENANAE2FCP3lhPO
we travel this way, nearly silent, point368Please respect copyright.PENANA1eZeKc9CPi
with eyes or chins at the circling hawk, the king-368Please respect copyright.PENANAwZIXcBPnT7
fisher on the snag above the swollen368Please respect copyright.PENANAQVxQb8Lzh0
creek. One night I weep in her arms368Please respect copyright.PENANApN6hiRhOwk
as she cries, "Oh, oh, oh!" because I have touched368Please respect copyright.PENANAwQj3sZyTfa
her scars lightly: throat, belly, breasts.368Please respect copyright.PENANAUHCcdF70nV
In that communion of lovers, thick sobs368Please respect copyright.PENANA8RtfNSLruw
break from me as I think of my love368Please respect copyright.PENANAeD1b8YvKix
back home, all that I have done368Please respect copyright.PENANAUseJkI99tV
and cannot say. This is the first time368Please respect copyright.PENANADRy45OF1rm
I have left her so completely, so alone.
- Janice Gould
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