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June︰"OK"
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我打咗成堆messages,換黎既就只有平凡無奇既兩個英文字母「OK」。
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我︰"點解咁問既?"
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我︰"我哋都仲係朋友?"
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我︰"我真係當妳係朋友咋"
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我之後係咁send messages比佢,但係June都冇反應。直至到媽咪叫我出去食飯既前一刻,我先收到June既message︰"Yes,friend forever"
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老實講,我呢一刻已經唔介意比June friend zoned,只要佢肯好似之前咁同我傾計、睇小說,我已經好心滿意足…甚至…已經完全唔奢求可以同佢喺埋一齊…
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呢個咁小既願望,我又可唔可以實現到呢…?
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由於果一晚三家姐出咗街,我都冇同佢講過呢件事,之後到第二日放學見到佢既時候,我已經冇咗果股衝勁,唔想講出黎。反而係三家姐見到我垂頭喪氣咁,特登過黎關心下我呢個細佬,然後我先至將件事講返出黎。
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不過,講完件事之後,三家姐都冇任何對策,佢只係話其實我唔駛講咁多無謂嘢。
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感覺上三家姐其實仲想話多我幾句,只係見我而家頹頹地,所以先硬生生收聲唔講啩。因為佢從來就唔係果種落井下石既人。但係…咁樣係咪先代表連三家姐都束手無策?我寧願比佢笑哈哈咁恥笑幾句,然後再向我獻計…
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靠唔到三家姐,唯有試下靠自己,總唔夠乜嘢都唔做就放棄。
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於是我就趁Miki send WhatsApp同我閒聊之際,乘機打探下June身上係咪發生咗啲乜嘢事。
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我︰"係呢,呢幾日June好似好忙咁喎?"
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Miki︰"係咩?我又唔係好覺喎,同平時一樣"
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係鬼同平時一樣…但話說回來,話唔定佢只係對我係咁樣,而對其他朋友(其實應該都係得Miki)就同平時一樣。
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唔…如果係咁既話,咁我要問出一個結果黎,相信仲難…
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我︰"係咩?呢兩日好似見少咗佢,仲以為佢係咪有啲乜嘢事添"
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唯有咁樣問,希望唔好問得太明顯。
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Miki︰"我真係唔覺佢有嘢喎"
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唔…點算好呢?我係咪應該換個問法?
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就喺我打字、又delete返,一直「輸入中…」既時候,Miki突然冷不妨咁一問︰"做乜嘢咁關心June啊?"
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Miki︰"哦!你係咪對佢有意思!(奸笑emoji)"
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我第一個反應係嚇咗一跳,不過第二個反應係『咦,反正都比Miki估到,不如名正言順咁認咗佢,等Miki死咗條心都好(如果佢真係鍾意我)』。不過呢個念頭都只係稍縱即逝,因為回想起June早兩日既反應,如果我真係同其他人講話我鍾意佢,咁先可能真係冇晒彎轉…
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所以我唯有答︰"梗係唔係喇,妳唔好亂講添啊,激嬲佢啊!"
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Miki︰"嘻嘻,June June先至唔會咁小器啊"
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最後,我都係唔能夠從Miki口中得到任何消息…
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然後果一個星期入面,我好似覺得June慢慢開始疏遠我咁,先唔好講佢自從果次問完我係咪鍾意佢之後,Facebook就冇再online,而WhatsApp回覆既速度,亦都由每1分鐘覆我一次,慢慢變咗每一個鐘,再變咗每一日一次咁。
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就算喺學校都好,都硬係好似遇唔到佢咁,即使真係可以咁啱撞到佢,佢都只係對住我好有禮貌咁打招呼閒聊一、兩句就走…我試過扮晒搵Miki咁走入2C班,佢都只係坐喺自己個位上面,睇住小說咁向我微微一笑,都冇走過黎同我講嘢,反而係Miki好開心咁同我傾計,連果幾個生日會有黎既朋友都有少少喺度起鬨…
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唉,自從果次之後我都係唔好主動闖入虎穴好啲。June就坐咗喺自己個位睇小說,但難保佢唔會留意到我同Miki既互動…我就當三家姐既假設係真既,咁樣咪可能會令June既誤會越加越深?而家佢都仲肯覆我一、兩句WhatsApp,一陣搞鑊咗真係變咗完全一啲聯絡都冇,咁我就大鑊了,我驚自己受唔住啊。
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我到而家都仲好記得,嗰一次係第一次對住佢有失戀嘅感覺,隨住佢覆我既次數越黎越少、越黎越疏,就好似每一日都會陪住你嘅人,突然間再冇任何聯繫咁。
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即使我求教於三家姐,佢都策手無朿。
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我同June、Miki既故事,喺去到聖誕之前既兩個月都係咁,冇乜進展,所以暫時喺度打住先,我將我同Yoyo、城城既事交待一下,之後先再飛返去聖誕,繼續講述我同June、Miki之間既故事…
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