Mara’s POV
I almost didn’t go to the café that morning.
I’d had a nightmare the night before—one of the old ones. The kind that leaves you feeling like you’ve forgotten something important but can’t remember what. I woke up with a tightness in my chest and a strange, hollow kind of silence in the room.
But something pulled me there anyway.68Please respect copyright.PENANAv4Oazieuda
Maybe habit.68Please respect copyright.PENANAXjWm5vnOpM
Maybe hope.
Eli wasn’t at Table Nine.
For a split second, my heart dipped in a way that scared me. Not because I missed him—68Please respect copyright.PENANAEbdaeunM9i
but because I already missed him.
I ordered my usual and sat by the window. The same seat where we first shared a single earbud, where I first saw the way he watched the world like he was rewriting it in real time.
When I picked up my cup, I noticed something tucked beneath the sleeve.
A folded square of paper.
At first, I thought it was a receipt.68Please respect copyright.PENANAXmEdXNwLpc
But no.
It was a note.
His handwriting was small. Neat. Like it had been written slowly, deliberately. Like every word mattered more than it should.
If I could write down the things I’m too afraid to say, they’d start with you.68Please respect copyright.PENANA12C9691STy
Not the you I see from the window, but the you I’m starting to know—the one who hides behind her smile and drinks her coffee like it’s a shield.68Please respect copyright.PENANAAdsHRFnrOB
If you find this, it means I’m braver today than I was yesterday.–E
I read it twice. Three times.68Please respect copyright.PENANAjFIESAD6t8
And then I just sat there, holding the cup like it might burn through my skin.
He didn’t know if I’d find it.68Please respect copyright.PENANAuHlhkOqlUD
He didn’t even know if I’d come that day.
But he left it anyway.
Not a confession.68Please respect copyright.PENANAvLf7bWD5re
Not quite.68Please respect copyright.PENANAJUIIzfaQru
But close.
And for someone like me—who’s used to people leaving without warning—it felt like the most honest thing anyone had done in a long time.
When I looked up, he still wasn’t there.
But his words were.68Please respect copyright.PENANA9AEdSwnlcS
And for now, that was enough.