Amara pov:
I sat down at my study table, pulling out my books.
My fingers opened the notebook out of habit.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSutarwLcud
I stared at the questions.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtehHFWp5lr
Tried to answer one.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe04eDvXWOE
Then another.
Not because I was inspired.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohhTIynwi6
Not because I had a dream.
But because I had to.
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This is life, isn't it? Doing what needs to be done, not because you want to—but because you have no other door left to knock on.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn7nMYfG2f
Sometimes there's no choice. No grand moment of decision. No forks in the road.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVGOHT7ZtD
Sometimes, the choice is already gone—cut clean from your life before you even got to see it.
I kept writing. Slowly.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWAOdsLJPh
The pen dragged, the ink smudged a little, but I kept going.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHH77eCw4K
Because I must.
And that was enough—for tonight.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEhNMG3BHF
later I curled up in bed, pulling the blanket tighter around me, but it didn't help.
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Not even close.
I stared at the ceiling—blank eyes, blank mind.
Nothing moved. Nothing breathed loudly.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmaSbQtpGO
Just silence pressing into the room like fog.
And then...
A soft sound.
A strum. Faint.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpVkbPmhwJ
A slow, raw note from a guitar—floating through the cold night air like a secret.
I froze.
Oh God... he's here.
I threw the blanket off and rushed to my window, pushing it open with slightly trembling fingers.
There it was—his window.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDNcHpDQqC
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A small light glowing faintly from inside.
And books—books lined on the wall behind him like silent witnesses.
He wasn't fully visible, but I could hear him.
The boy next door.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCVTHW6ezH
My neighbor.
His fingers strummed again.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLizDhGDLG
This time, slower... and then his voice followed—rough, soft, broken in the most beautiful way.
[The Song – his song ..
I wrote all night, a story untold,94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG3lyLyHHT
Every name was there, but yours never bold...94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDKTiljP2K
I thought of you at every bend, loved you with breathless ache,94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX44qTUfzI
Till I learned... you were never real. Just a shape I let break.
His voice wasn't perfect.
But it was.
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And it hurt.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBAdgbwVny
his voice is echocing in my ears..94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLlO9k0Mml
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I wrote all night, couldn't sleep,94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk3TyhvI6y
Tried to bury what I couldn't keep.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OOYbcVEmb
In every line, in every name—94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPizI5mUlkr
I searched for you, but you never came
I sat down slowly by the window, on the cold floor, knees pulled up to my chest.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCVtIVQZU2
The guitar strings echoed softly in the night—like a quiet heartbreak shared between strangers.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8FwS9cN27
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I dreamed of you at every bend,94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwES7s3E6M
Held your shadow like a friend.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnwJzqGUga
And when the pages reached their end...94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgh2JBRaoD
You were never really mine.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm3O5F0qpc
Just a ghost I loved in time.....
And suddenly, I felt it.
A tear.
Then another.
And another.
My fingers covered my mouth, but it didn't stop the sob from escaping.
The music didn't stop either.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeeuWkXjMs
He kept playing.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LCuceH0Li
As if he knew someone out there needed it.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKD7fR949k
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I dreamed of you, and I still do,94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyQ1HwjL2q
But love like ours was never true.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDZpXUdbVL
It lived in silence, broke in light—94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0bV4aeSIr
You were never really mine.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjlBzXhxoq
Just a name I lost to night....
As if he knew I needed it.
I didn't know his name.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkFtjebz8f
He didn't know my story.
But that night—94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaSjzY5zGe
He gave voice to what I couldn't say.
And I cried.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7qfvOEIfK
For life.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUjGOxxIao
For the loneliness.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBlLNiJdWF
For all the nights I pretended it didn't hurt.
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I didn't feel alone in the dark.
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I gave you poems, I gave you songs,94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBILHoSWi8
Wrote you right, but lived you wrong.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOnibvcQZI
And now I know, with every cry—94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBVZix514t
You were just a goodbye in disguise...94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3vvzaOcDk
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i was listening my eyes are closed now and slowly slowly i feel myself frifting in sleep his voice is now vanishing in air..
I bled you out in quiet screams,94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqqKSrdyS6
You only lived inside my dreams...94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbEqAWhp6J
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and soon i slept right there near the window...
I woke up where I had fallen asleep—curled near the window, head against the cold wall, knees pulled to my chest.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqpgtMzSn9
The music was gone now.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FeBdmgOOM
Only silence remained, pressed into the floor like dust.
I slowly stood up, the stiffness in my neck a quiet punishment for feeling too much.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXDWq4OLc5
I looked out the window again.
His window was still open.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcFixf9qxC
But he wasn't there.
Just the faint morning air drifting in, touching everything like a memory that didn't belong to me.
I stared a little longer. Maybe hoping he'd appear again, guitar in hand, sadness in his voice.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcxiR4aKs3
But the room across was still—lightless, lifeless.
I sighed, stepped back, and went into the bathroom for a shower.
The water was cold.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZBVoAjAXX
Or maybe I just was.
After dressing in my college uniform—the soft blue shirt and that old skirt that swayed just past my knees—I tied my hair into a low ponytail and headed downstairs.
The house was still wrapped in sleep.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cMy9Ce6MZ
Too quiet for comfort.
I walked to Mona's room, pulled the blanket off her face gently, and whispered, "Mona... wake up."
She grumbled and tried to burrow deeper.
I smiled faintly. "Don't make me use the spray bottle this time."
Her eyes snapped open she looked at me . "You wouldn't."
"Oh, I would," I teased, brushing my fingers through her hair. "Up. Now."
She groaned but sat up, and I left for the kitchen.
I started preparing breakfast—simple toast and warm milk again. My hands moved automatically, but my head...
My head felt heavy, like it had stored too many unspoken things overnight and didn't know where to put them anymore.
Mona came in, half-dressed, yawning like she hadn't slept in days.
We ate in silence. Not an awkward one, but the kind that builds between two people who have more thoughts than words.
After clearing the plates, I walked slowly toward Mom's room.
I opened the door just enough.
She was still asleep. Back turned. Same blanket. Same stillness.
I watched for a moment, trying to remember the last time she stayed awake long enough to say goodbye to us in the morning.
I didn't say anything.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aOxU4WcKN
I just closed the door.
Mona and I stepped outside. The street was cool, the morning air a little softer than usual.
We walked side by side, hand in hand, our footsteps light and steady.
But in my chest, something was starting to ache again.
We still live in the same house. But we don't live the same life anymore.
This family—whatever it used to be—is drifting apart like pieces of paper in the wind. And none of us is chasing them.
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Too loud.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaVJwOlD27
Too everything.
The teacher was explaining something—physics, motion, energy—but all I could hear was the ticking of the wall clock above the whiteboard.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1R6TSZm4pa
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Tick.
I stared out the window.
The wind moved slowly through the trees. People walked outside, laughing, whispering, living lives I would never understand.
My eyes drifted toward the sky.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJvGajmjd2
It was empty.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EUp8L1Wot
Just like yesterday. Just like most things.
And then, just like that—94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotvbSeMugZ
I thought of him again.
The boy next door.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWj2mwGUgz
The guitar.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59b1Pem48z
The late-night music.
And for a second—just one foolish second—I wondered where he went.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FbpV1F3pd
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Why his window was open, but he was gone.
And then the anger kicked in.
Why do I even care?94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlrN6N0lzS
Why is it always a boy? Always a man? Always... them?
I blinked, looked down at my notebook. The page was empty.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARKKItm9kr
Just like me.
And suddenly, I couldn't hold it anymore.
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Why does the world pause when a boy looks out his window with a guitar, but not when a girl walks home after strugling for life and everything ?
Why do girls bleed, break, burn—and still find ways to be soft?
And men? They get to sing a sad song and call it depth.
Why do they get to leave?94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRflhd98wK
Why do we stay?94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUVDZdojNO
Why do we carry their damage like a second spine?
Why is every poem about men who left?
Why is every girl taught how to heal but not how to scream?
I closed my notebook slowly.94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhtsyOa5Ki
The air felt heavier than before.
I looked at the teacher, then at my classmates, and then back at the window.
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I didn't want a love story..
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