No Plagiarism!NJjlWpzs4GR9j4vkKUEZposted on PENANA 「要不要我今天帶妳去那家新開的甜點店?妳上次不是說想吃提拉米蘇?」8964 copyright protection54PENANA2JqxmdXcpa 維尼
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吃完早餐後,思源一邊收拾碗盤,一邊不經意地問。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7dKJ2jBFRm 維尼
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甜點?我才不愛吃那種東西,以前吃到太甜的蛋糕還會皺眉。可是……他說的是「妳上次說的」。8964 copyright protection54PENANAFoHLMZNkfP 維尼
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是林婉說的,不是我。8964 copyright protection54PENANAsgejWDUZ77 維尼
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我不是她。我是林修。我曾經活得筆直灑脫、從不磨蹭,一口氣說完話、打遊戲爆粗口、洗澡五分鐘、從不泡澡、也從來不喝半糖奶茶。8964 copyright protection54PENANAb6OMC2tRaR 維尼
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但現在,站在廚房的倒影裡,我卻只能乖乖點頭,露出一個柔軟的笑:「嗯,好啊。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAotPhkNrx2P 維尼
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我說完自己都覺得牙癢。這不是我的語氣,但我沒得選。8964 copyright protection54PENANA5YxsYfX9Uc 維尼
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我必須扮演她。8964 copyright protection54PENANAtiS8ti76bV 維尼
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他眼角微微上揚,好像對我的回答感到滿意。他嘴角那點笑意,是我這輩子從沒見過的模樣。以前我們兄弟見面,不是互噴垃圾話、就是搶最後一塊炸雞。現在,他對我這副模樣……是那麼溫柔、那麼認真。8964 copyright protection54PENANAY7WoI63Fo2 維尼
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一開始的確很不習慣。8964 copyright protection54PENANAtZ6jBllezN 維尼
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早上要用洗面乳?還得分什麼卸妝水、精華液?連出門穿什麼衣服都要配包包、配飾?我以前最怕的就是逛街,現在卻得站在鏡子前換了三套才敢出門。8964 copyright protection54PENANAvBxfVxTbBN 維尼
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——而且穿內衣實在太痛苦了,肩帶勒得我一整天都想拔下來。8964 copyright protection54PENANAP8PoWt2XYG 維尼
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我原本以為這樣的生活我撐不過三天,結果現在,已經過了快一個禮拜。8964 copyright protection54PENANAsSuiNdWAfh 維尼
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最糟的是……我開始有點習慣了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAgDkVhaoSOo 維尼
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下午三點,我們坐在那家甜點店的靠窗位置。8964 copyright protection54PENANA97CRZeYQyp 維尼
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思源點了兩塊蛋糕,一杯抹茶拿鐵和一杯美式。他把拿鐵推到我面前時說:「妳以前說喝這個會有少女感,今天就讓妳徹底少女一次。」8964 copyright protection54PENANArYxsqly4I4 維尼
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我簡直想笑死,但我忍住了,只輕輕點頭,捧起那杯抹茶拿鐵,像個乖乖牌一樣。8964 copyright protection54PENANA3p3AoxRdPF 維尼
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「妳最近好像有點不太一樣,」他忽然開口,眼神掃過我,「是什麼事讓妳改變了嗎?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAuC72vLGInR 維尼
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我心臟一緊。8964 copyright protection54PENANAYmQ2liN4lz 維尼
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這傢伙察覺了?8964 copyright protection54PENANAAEQTwRcJgo 維尼
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我強忍著不讓視線飄開,低頭切了一口提拉米蘇,咬在嘴裡的瞬間有點太甜,讓我有種想皺眉的衝動。8964 copyright protection54PENANAHDqHdPH3ed 維尼
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「只是……最近睡不好,」我含糊地說。8964 copyright protection54PENANAZ7Ph9kUwUv 維尼
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「壓力太大嗎?我陪妳出去玩幾天,好不好?」8964 copyright protection54PENANACG1e71mspH 維尼
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他說這話的時候,神情帶著一種說不清的關心與耐心,那讓我有一瞬間幾乎忘了我該怎麼回應。8964 copyright protection54PENANAtJiO3MZkDt 維尼
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我從沒被他用這種語氣對待過。8964 copyright protection54PENANASVGmgkEqHw 維尼
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這不是兄弟之間會有的語氣。8964 copyright protection54PENANAhS2vC8NWCr 維尼
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「不用啦……我很快就會好,真的。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAqPoBw4BALW 維尼
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他望著我,目光靜靜的,像是要看穿我的心思。良久,他才伸手輕輕揉了揉我的頭髮。8964 copyright protection54PENANAEz3WLaAwdu 維尼
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我有點愣住。8964 copyright protection54PENANAr9P20pnXE7 維尼
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這舉動對我這個「假裝女朋友」的主體來說簡直危險至極。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJtil7gZKxn 維尼
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他的指尖從我耳邊滑過時,我的背脊緊繃,某種陌生的觸覺讓我不自覺微微顫了一下。8964 copyright protection54PENANAoMeSxkSjgy 維尼
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——不可以。8964 copyright protection54PENANA1VvrQykkC1 維尼
我是林修,我是男人,我不能被這種撫摸弄得心跳加速。8964 copyright protection54PENANA0iimwtjTzv 維尼
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可惜,身體不聽話。8964 copyright protection54PENANAo2FX6WVr8X 維尼
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我低頭喝了口咖啡,假裝鎮定。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7hsCKviSVs 維尼
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晚上回家後,我窩在沙發上滑手機,試圖搜尋一些「魂穿」「性別錯位」「靈魂交換」的關鍵字,看看有沒有人跟我有一樣的遭遇。8964 copyright protection54PENANASCRGigspwC 維尼
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結果網頁上全是一堆小說、漫畫、甚至色情小黃文。8964 copyright protection54PENANAnbmlf9RdS1 維尼
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我嘆了口氣。8964 copyright protection54PENANA1rsTNiUXhC 維尼
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「婉婉,妳在看什麼這麼入迷?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAq6UMaGBqGG 維尼
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思源湊過來,我嚇得一把把手機鎖起來。8964 copyright protection54PENANAmEqlsCXhiN 維尼
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「沒、沒什麼。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAk5dx40too7 維尼
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「好可疑喔,」他笑了笑,伸手去撓我的腰。我一時沒防備,居然笑出了聲。8964 copyright protection54PENANADdeTEdxxIB 維尼
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那不是我故意的。是這身體太敏感。8964 copyright protection54PENANAmWuYoG8OOQ 維尼
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我整個人像是被打了一巴掌似地跳起來:「別鬧了啦!」8964 copyright protection54PENANAzwhu1iLL4A 維尼
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他倒也沒再追問,只是坐在我旁邊,開了電視,看著無聊的綜藝節目。8964 copyright protection54PENANA1rCgaUPHxw 維尼
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我側過頭,看著他半邊臉龐,在螢幕光影下顯得輪廓分明。這個我最熟悉的兄弟,現在正以「男朋友」的姿態陪伴著我。8964 copyright protection54PENANAUgE6waOsjG 維尼
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我的心裡忽然有種很奇怪的感覺。8964 copyright protection54PENANAOglbXir441 維尼
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不是心動。8964 copyright protection54PENANALAwDMRo8MB 維尼
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也不是反感。8964 copyright protection54PENANAZSNoOojuHF 維尼
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而是一種被接住的安全感。8964 copyright protection54PENANAOmmqtD7FZK 維尼
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但這份安全感,不該是我這個冒牌女友該擁有的。8964 copyright protection54PENANAOrvvMUAp23 維尼
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——我不是她。我不應該習慣這一切。8964 copyright protection54PENANAtzNslPhNSm 維尼
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「思源,」我輕聲喚他。8964 copyright protection54PENANA837GYHltHf 維尼
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「嗯?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAxTb51ZZAgy 維尼
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「……如果有一天,我不是現在的我了,你會怎麼樣?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAzbxixxEEHJ 維尼
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他沒立刻回話,過了一會兒才轉過頭來,認真地看著我:「只要是妳,我都會認得。」8964 copyright protection54PENANARY0yM9HNi2 維尼
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我愣住了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAUBhbS1QxpK 維尼
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他這話,是什麼意思?8964 copyright protection54PENANAFOHcpNXARH 維尼
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但他只是笑了笑,揉了揉我的頭髮,沒再多說。8964 copyright protection54PENANAOJgMOzPKV7 維尼
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我看著他的眼睛,突然有一種不敢深究的預感。8964 copyright protection54PENANAobPhuAEDrz 維尼
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那晚,我第一次做了個夢。8964 copyright protection54PENANA5BuohRHbjx 維尼
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夢裡我站在思源面前,張嘴想告訴他真相。8964 copyright protection54PENANA46Ia93SqzT 維尼
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可他只是摟住我,輕聲說:「妳回來了,這樣就好。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAMmrTr0iTp2 維尼
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我醒來時,枕頭有點濕。8964 copyright protection54PENANAi3CnMakv7z 維尼
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不是汗,是……眼淚。8964 copyright protection54PENANArdJiMTFMLN 維尼
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我居然哭了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAckPh8PDn7a 維尼
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