這天晚上，鈴蘭本以為自己會做個甜甜的夢。畢竟她才剛剛，與暗戀多年的執事，君嶋航一接吻了。他主動吻上她，熾熱、深長，像一把火，在她心臟深處持續燃燒。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkRcCkbWkq
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她把自己緊緊捲進被窩裡，一遍又一遍地回味著他的氣息。心跳快得要跳出胸腔，每一次想起那軟軟的、濕潤的、深情的碰觸，都能讓她的身體再度發顫。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku0kzYKd6b
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臉上的笑意怎麼也藏不住，整個人都浸泡在幸福裡。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPNadKeGw3
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——可夢，並沒有如她所願。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7rxuRn2Rl
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睡夢中，滴滴答答的水聲滲進耳膜，將她喚醒。鈴蘭還來不及分辨那是不是現實，意識便被拉入一個既熟悉、又陌生的空間裡。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIDxDVrH3O
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下一刻發現自己穿著潔白而精緻的蕾絲睡裙，站在一個狹小的屋內。牆角斑駁，水痕沿著牆面一路滑落；窗外是嘈雜卻陌生的城市。她望向窗邊那盆小小的多肉，唇角不自覺地揚起一抹微笑。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDwoCJS1za
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身體比意識更快認出了這個空間。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGxCzPGPJn
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他們私奔了。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOdV9EMeAY
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沒有婚禮，沒有祝福，只有兩個人緊緊依偎，在世俗之外掙扎求生。那房間甚至遠遠比不上花園宅邸的一間倉房，但她卻感到莫名的滿足。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULGz6KLk1D
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每天早上，她戴上口罩，去家附近的花店打工。沒有熟人認得出她，但她美麗的紫眸，總會吸引一些過客的目光，為了她獨特的氣質，多買幾束花。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmGyAprHji
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而航一，為了生活，日復一日地燃燒自己。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS0W9TuMAB
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清晨去咖啡店打工，白天在公司擔任文書助理；深夜，他輪流在三間不同的高級飯店擔任調酒師。她沒有這樣要求他，但他卻執意要這麼做。她勸不了，也不明白。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruyocjqOmc
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她總是比他早回家，在那昏暗狹小的出租房裡等著他回來。也總是在那樣的等待中，越來越害怕手機突然響起。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEQwk52Uhv
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然後，那天終於來了。手機響起的瞬間，她的心跳就停了。當她趕到醫院時，迎接她的是那張覆蓋著白布的病床。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J78qJBTwI
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航一靜靜躺著，臉色蒼白，指節僵冷。他的手腕上，還戴著她送給他的手錶，錶面碎裂，指針停在凌晨三點四十二分。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQexlgNzkhk
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她跪倒在地，痛哭得被撕裂。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pP9gUgI5d
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「不要……不要啊……航一……！」她聲嘶力竭地拍打著那塊白布，眼淚洶湧而出，破碎的哭聲割裂空氣。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30XtElH82C
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那一天的葬禮，沒有送行的親人，只有她孤身一人，在絕望中將摯愛埋葬。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDiYVtaQqE
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然後她猛地驚醒。夜色仍深，房內一片寂靜。她渾身濕透，手腳冰冷，額上冷汗如雨而下，心臟瘋狂地撞擊著胸腔，660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5I1nSCEmp
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夢裡那撕心裂肺的痛，還沒來得及散去，就已經活生生地回到現實。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58FQLI7OsI
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她深深明白，這不是夢。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHohASmHbO
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是記憶。
那份失去愛人撕裂般的痛楚是多麼真實，那段精神崩潰的記憶，正在一點一滴地——復甦。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx3o2KPacR
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她抱著頭，蜷縮在床角，全身顫抖。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47WDnRtUjm
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「……不對……這不是現在的事……為什麼……」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5tl3zvrId
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畫面像電影播放一樣，越來越清晰。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEShd618XQ
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她在診所走廊上坐著發呆，醫師的聲音從耳邊飄過卻聽不見內容，母親的葬禮、航一的死亡、她投湖的那一瞬間，一幀接著一幀，全部湧回。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0YCUVIgi2
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「啊啊啊啊啊啊——！」她壓抑著尖叫，面色慘白，整個世界都開始碎裂。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubkiga3nHj
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下一瞬間，寒意毫無預兆地包覆住她。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwUlOdRwij
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冰冷。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgmYtVG92E
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一種沒有任何縫隙的冰冷襲擊她的四肢，貼著皮膚蔓延開來，讓她全身瞬間起了雞皮疙瘩。她的呼吸被猛然奪走，肺部像是被什麼緊緊束縛住，怎麼掙扎都吸不到空氣。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDliO5eOhIt
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耳邊傳來扭曲的風聲、樹葉的戰慄、還有衣裙飄起時與水摩擦的細聲。冰涼的液體湧入鼻腔、灌進喉嚨，混雜著濁重、潮濕的泥土味，毫不留情地一併灌了進來。她本能地掙扎，卻什麼也抓不住。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHeiIrGetn
她才發現原來自己身處於湖水之中。冰冷刺骨的湖水，如同厚重的玻璃，把她與世界隔絕開來。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41wWWBg7rd
胸腔劇烈收縮。像有一隻無形的手，死死捏住她的心臟，每一次跳動都伴隨撕裂的痛苦。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl28uxJZn14
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四肢逐漸無力，意識開始模糊。可她，沒有後悔。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1MAo03u19
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「對不起……航一……對不起……」她輕聲呢喃，視線在水中渙散。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpqInXKdeB
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就在那一刻，痛苦忽然停止了。湖水不再冰冷，反而像羊水般包裹她，柔軟、溫暖、寧靜。四周變得一片寂靜，彷彿世界停止運作，她懸浮在那平靜之中，不用再想，不用再愛，也不用再痛。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzPgdlqqyv
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她開始飄起，像一根羽毛。然後，一束光自湖底升起，緩緩照亮她的臉龐。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K4SFlPHVE
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她睜眼，看見了那道光，也聽見了，一個陌生卻溫柔的男聲，從耳邊低低響起：「如果這是一個通往死亡的結局……那就讓時間，重新開始一次吧。」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdKjgbtd14
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光芒乍現，她睜開眼，已不在湖底。而是，童年的午後，羅瑟半島的拍賣會現場。四周空氣潮濕，混著微微霉味與鹹味，穿堂風從斑駁牆縫中鑽入，帶著來自海邊的氣息。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuwjugeIFx
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她一抬頭，就看見了玻璃窗上的自己——年幼的模樣。稚嫩的雙手、細小的呼吸，還有那雙怯生生卻藏著倔強的眼睛。然後她看見他，那個被鐵鍊鎖在角落的少年。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRouBuT9wK4
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渾身髒污，卻固執地不肯低頭。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YiMmA1MKX
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君嶋航一。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgia4sS798
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那一瞬間，心跳猛然一頓。熟悉得幾乎刺痛的畫面，如潮水般湧上來。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ekJSu4iTu
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「爸爸……我要他。」她像上次一樣，拉著父親的衣袖，毫不猶豫地指著那個男孩。父親微微一怔，猶豫了。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjxYs3ZA8c
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她沒有放棄，也沒有退讓。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VH2mwofhG
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「爸爸，」她抬起頭，語氣依舊清楚而堅定。「我想要一個弟弟，我不要一直一個人。」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzggFd50w0
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父親嘆口氣，接著舉起手。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRcfXRcC8b
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一切，都一模一樣。連空氣中那陣低低的拍賣聲音節奏、身旁男人腳步踏出的頻率，都是她記憶中的回音。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVPxwdZNhF
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她記得那天的夕陽很重。記得那個被她「買下」的男孩，在車上低聲說的那句話：「……多謝小姐救我。」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7FS4pyyht
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她不過九歲，卻第一次意識到自己可以用身份，改變一個人的命運。這一切，她都經歷過。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuqd8qt5b7
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直到昨晚為止。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxRHUgKx38
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她還記得餐桌上的銀器發出細微聲響，記得父親在晚餐途中放下刀叉，語氣平靜地宣布與天城家的婚事。也記得航一站在她身側，眼神溫和卻毫無波瀾地說出那句：「希望是門好親事。」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq255Y2Il9
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她當場哭了。與昨晚一樣，她逃入了房中。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O7KawsugL
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然後，航一走進她的房間。語氣依舊沉穩地問她是否還好。她撒嬌，她任性，她說她希望，第一個擁抱她、親吻她的人，是他。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXhS5MK5rB
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然後，他真的吻了她。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JRiIE0aDG
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帶著灼熱、渴望、與多年壓抑的情感。一如現實，一如，她記憶中那個「初吻」。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoYkZOY5Dd
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她曾經，活過這個夜晚。也曾活過航一的死亡。活過那場悲傷得令人窒息的送別。活過自己最終走向湖水深處、在黑暗中徹底崩潰的那一刻。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0VKOsnaxS
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她的呼吸微顫，雙眼瞪大，終於拼湊回一段破碎的夢。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQXzkGSXK5
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「這是……」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGnSuZK3RO
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她喃喃低語，瞳孔劇烈震動，思緒如一根針般扎進命運的神經：
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「……所以……這一次，是二周目？」
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「不是……未來？」
「是……記憶？」
「是一周目的？」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J452xpDrz
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她喃喃地開口，聲音顫抖，連自己都不敢相信，那個逐漸成形的念頭。
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「這是……時間倒流了嗎……？」
「不……應該說，是時間被重置了……？」
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她怔怔地站在原地，指尖冰冷，此刻胸口被什麼利器猛力撞擊，每一下心跳都亂了拍子。
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「如果……真的是這樣……」660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkwnYKFsuQ
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她幾乎咬緊了牙關，逼自己從那場撕裂的舊夢中強行抽離。
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「那我絕對，不能再讓航一死一次……」
「不能再跟他私奔……」
「不能再任性地，只顧著抓住我自己的幸福……」
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她的手，緊緊掐住掌心。試圖用疼痛把混亂驅逐出去。
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她抬起頭，努力穩住呼吸，強迫自己清醒、冷靜下來。
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如果這真的是命運給的第二次機會，那麼，一定會有線索可以驗證。
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快想。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq4yYR7nmF
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快點想起來點什麼!660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA7KQFwCqk
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今天早上，會發生什麼？660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3rKJ2NyCG
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我要證明，這不是夢，是記憶！660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQRzkZ17r8
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她眼睛緊閉，強迫自己往記憶的深處跑去，在黑暗中撿拾一地破碎的玻璃，一片片，一點點，記憶的片段。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFaZoGZM6F
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——與航一初吻的那一夜之後。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2pwB601dl
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記憶像電影畫面一樣重啟。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABSmjksnAP
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隔天早晨餐廳裡，陽光斜斜地灑落，銀器閃著柔亮的光。她還沒咬下第一口吐司，父親便放下報紙，語氣平靜，卻句句震撼：「這個週末，天城悠人會先來家裡與妳見一面。先讓彼此熟悉看看，若覺得合適……兩週後，他的父親天城宏一郎，將會正式登門提親。」
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她的瞳孔劇烈收縮。
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——對。就是這句。
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就是這個場景。如果真的是記憶回來了……那麼，接下來發生的事，會證明一切。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q2R6WWUBe
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該面對的時刻，就要到了。660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIcHKK4N9W
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看到這裡的你，真的太有愛了！660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLEoUKoL90
喜歡的話記得幫我點個讚 、加書籤 ⭐、順手留個言 ～660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBWqNlHF8z
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