君嶋踏進浴室,幾乎是用力扯開襯衫的鈕扣,衣服甩到一旁,拉開水龍頭。冰冷的水瞬間傾瀉而下,狠狠砸在他頭上。他一聲不吭,額頭抵著冰冷的牆面,任由水從髮梢滑過頸後、沿著背脊一路淋下。961Please respect copyright.PENANAnWL3hN1JMM
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指尖死死扣住磁磚邊緣,關節因用力而顫動,抓住理智最後的邊界。961Please respect copyright.PENANAIEVlOPDwqx
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「……冷靜點。」他低聲咬牙。961Please respect copyright.PENANATo9xQHZj1y
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但那畫面根本揮之不去。白色洋裝緊貼著她濕潤的身體,細肩帶從肩頭滑落的弧度,胸口若隱若現的曲線——那瞬間她驚慌地喚他名字:「航一……」聲音顫抖、羞赧、帶著一絲依賴。961Please respect copyright.PENANAwSw27yT3yf
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他狠狠閉上眼,任冷水順著臉頰沖刷,卻沖不走體內升起的灼熱。呼吸漸漸急促,心跳失控地敲響。他咬緊牙關,喉頭發出一聲低吼。961Please respect copyright.PENANAqLBaqGOWD3
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她什麼都沒做,卻把他逼到崩潰邊緣。961Please respect copyright.PENANABIm1tdXqwZ
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「我是她的執事……」他喃喃自語,聲音啞得快要斷裂。961Please respect copyright.PENANAHD5FsAg1dl
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可那套貼身的運動服,那條短得過火的褲子,那小段腹肌線條,還有雨水打濕後緊貼身體的布料……每一幀都是慢動作在折磨他。961Please respect copyright.PENANAoWLv0eXuBK
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他抬起手,用毛巾狠狠蓋住臉,肩膀微微顫抖。961Please respect copyright.PENANAFpRXsBOiCj
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「該死……我不可以……那是大小姐……」961Please respect copyright.PENANAmKl4tSaEUR
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今天在健身房她幾乎碰到他背肌與腋下時,他反射性地往後閃。不是討厭,而是他知道,若在那個時刻,讓她碰到那最敏感的位置……961Please respect copyright.PENANA3mciE1v8SP
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他一定會有反應。961Please respect copyright.PENANAqvjTeObEGm
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這具身體,早就無法再偽裝冷靜了。961Please respect copyright.PENANASv2TuWg9go
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他撐住洗手台,胸膛劇烈起伏,喉嚨發緊。他抬起頭,看向鏡中的自己,濕髮貼在額前,雙眼泛紅,臉色蒼白。961Please respect copyright.PENANANbGgG0jtQ9
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他緩緩走向鏡櫃深處,掀開一只低調的灰色盒子。961Please respect copyright.PENANAi1Z19hYEsX
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盒蓋打開,一枚薄如紙的刀片靜靜躺著,鋒利的刃口映出他濕漉的臉。961Please respect copyright.PENANA57nsjbEm4n
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他坐回冰冷的地磚上,將右手腕翻轉。那片蒼白無聲的肌膚,佈滿了細小整齊的痕跡。全都已經結痂癒合,那是某種他獨有的語言,細語著過往每一次的壓抑與崩潰。961Please respect copyright.PENANAzQy0xAmZUw
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襯衫袖口總是扣到最上,從不鬆懈;執事手套從未在場合中摘下;運動時則是繃帶護腕,簡單一句「舊傷」就能騙過所有人。961Please respect copyright.PENANAOs5jiZr0JQ
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只有他知道,那是讓自己撐下去的方式。他不能吼,不能表現脆弱,不能有情緒,所以他學會用一點痛,來記得自己還有底線。961Please respect copyright.PENANA267Ws6kATr
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他將刀片放在手腕邊緣,慢慢落下。961Please respect copyright.PENANA7dn2JhAqSp
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冰涼的鋒口劃過那熟悉的皮膚,血沒有立刻湧出,只是一條紅線靜靜浮現,如壓抑已久的情感被割開的證據。接著,是一點痛感——乾淨、簡單,給心跳按下一個暫停鍵。961Please respect copyright.PENANA7D3ofQXK8x
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血滴落在洗臉台的瓷面上,純白的底色瞬間被染成玫瑰紅的水漬,一圈圈開在深夜的花,無聲,卻刺眼。961Please respect copyright.PENANAnfV95wyk6O
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他終於能呼吸了。961Please respect copyright.PENANArebW910jEc
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但只有那麼短短的一瞬。961Please respect copyright.PENANAPF6vsqArS9
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下一秒,那些畫面又回來了。961Please respect copyright.PENANAXym9SRanLa
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她濕透的睫毛,她顫抖的手,她說「只是想讓你注意到我」時,還有那副倔強得快哭出來的神情。
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妳以為那只是唇語,我就聽不見?
錯了。
妳不知道,我一直在注視妳。一直、一直。
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他再度低聲喘氣,指尖緊握那片沾血的刀鋒。961Please respect copyright.PENANA5ja7zZeeoC
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「……這樣還不夠嗎……?」961Please respect copyright.PENANAHotvFYbGiG
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他低喃,聲音沙啞,這一次,痛感似乎不夠了。不夠抵抗那滿腦的幻想,不夠讓他從欲望的深淵裡抽身。961Please respect copyright.PENANAr8TlhlRqDJ
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他抓著水龍頭的邊緣,指節蒼白到近乎透明。961Please respect copyright.PENANAE0z2FJhvTF
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腦海裡——還是她。永遠是她。961Please respect copyright.PENANAg1AwSw6tQG
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他勾了勾嘴角,笑意淒涼。961Please respect copyright.PENANAAVv4zNKbaF
「妳覺得我無動於衷?不……我只是個很會忍的人罷了。」961Please respect copyright.PENANAjfYRhOpNel
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「如果妳知道……我忍著妳的方式,是用眼神舔過妳的皮膚,偷偷記住妳的每一寸味道和聲音……如果妳知道我腦海裡,是用什麼方式一遍又一遍想著妳的……」961Please respect copyright.PENANAySWeIr6Kc3
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「妳一定會覺得我很噁心。」961Please respect copyright.PENANAzOk7Ktr9A8
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他低下頭,苦笑。
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他指尖仍握著那片刀鋒。她的影子像火一樣燒在腦中,灼得他無處可逃。961Please respect copyright.PENANAz8uVPx6YJa
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「可惡……」他低聲咬牙,胸口劇烈起伏。961Please respect copyright.PENANABfnyeknjXw
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雖然說是第二次經歷,可為什麼……身體的反應,竟然比第一次還要強烈?961Please respect copyright.PENANAhrWOKRtMgM
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是因為擁有了一周目的記憶嗎?961Please respect copyright.PENANAcdKiVFx4EN
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那些原本就過於濃烈的情感,被加疊、壓縮,燒得更深、更烈,連身體都出現了加倍的反應。還是……只是因為,他的心智年齡,從未真正走出二十七歲那一年。961Please respect copyright.PENANAlOCTTSlPqr
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那一年,他失去了她。961Please respect copyright.PENANAKLVYd3mglY
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那一年,他啟動了系統。
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從那之後,他的時間就像被人按下了暫停鍵,表面上日復一日,可真正的他,始終困在那個無能為力的冬夜。那一夜的雪、她的淚、自己無聲的懊悔,從未遠離過。961Please respect copyright.PENANA5tRpLadnB7
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「冷靜……」他強迫自己在心中喊出這兩個字。不能隨便離開既定的故事線,哪怕只是一步錯,未來就可能徹底崩壞。961Please respect copyright.PENANAUJAmcBFlgX
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這一次,絕對不能失控。961Please respect copyright.PENANAJE8FTLcdIQ
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這一次,他必須守護她,不讓她再走向那條死亡的結局。961Please respect copyright.PENANACAV5brhxCJ
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那個近乎敬虔的使命感,如燙印般烙進心底,把他從深淵邊緣拉了回來。961Please respect copyright.PENANAcs7TXiNgJz
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「……我絕不會讓妳死。」961Please respect copyright.PENANAj6Cvn6gCT6
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那句話落下,他整個人卻洩了氣。他垂下手臂,視線落回那一道仍在滲血的紅痕——冰冷、安靜,卻是某種無聲的誓言。961Please respect copyright.PENANA08YFaCMYuG
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看到這裡的你,真的太有愛了!🥺💗961Please respect copyright.PENANAUk4e2gqllQ
喜歡的話記得幫我點個讚 👍、加書籤 ⭐、順手留個言 📝~961Please respect copyright.PENANAIXnS5irDLZ
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