君嶋踏進浴室，幾乎是用力扯開襯衫的鈕扣，衣服甩到一旁，拉開水龍頭。冰冷的水瞬間傾瀉而下，狠狠砸在他頭上。他一聲不吭，額頭抵著冰冷的牆面，任由水從髮梢滑過頸後、沿著背脊一路淋下。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMIw3Q7jhm
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指尖死死扣住磁磚邊緣，關節因用力而顫動，抓住理智最後的邊界。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH37nBio3dO
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「……冷靜點。」他低聲咬牙。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPrw0GhIo6
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但那畫面根本揮之不去。白色洋裝緊貼著她濕潤的身體，細肩帶從肩頭滑落的弧度，胸口若隱若現的曲線——那瞬間她驚慌地喚他名字：「航一……」聲音顫抖、羞赧、帶著一絲依賴。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSdiEaZJiP
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他狠狠閉上眼，任冷水順著臉頰沖刷，卻沖不走體內升起的灼熱。呼吸漸漸急促，心跳失控地敲響。他咬緊牙關，喉頭發出一聲低吼。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTpYB1hrbu
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她什麼都沒做，卻把他逼到崩潰邊緣。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXpsxOXuOu
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「我是她的執事……」他喃喃自語，聲音啞得快要斷裂。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69vEhPY6gh
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可那套貼身的運動服，那條短得過火的褲子，那小段腹肌線條，還有雨水打濕後緊貼身體的布料……每一幀都是慢動作在折磨他。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf4xzpYPXD
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他抬起手，用毛巾狠狠蓋住臉，肩膀微微顫抖。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PoVNOiutt
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「該死……我不可以……那是大小姐……」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAZyGI7vmF
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今天在健身房她幾乎碰到他背肌與腋下時，他反射性地往後閃。不是討厭，而是他知道，若在那個時刻，讓她碰到那最敏感的位置……973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBCSiPwybt
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他一定會有反應。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOm4voZH60
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這具身體，早就無法再偽裝冷靜了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9USrfBNSV
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他撐住洗手台，胸膛劇烈起伏，喉嚨發緊。他抬起頭，看向鏡中的自己，濕髮貼在額前，雙眼泛紅，臉色蒼白。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHpUJa8iX1
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他緩緩走向鏡櫃深處，掀開一只低調的灰色盒子。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVDX4vHxuN
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盒蓋打開，一枚薄如紙的刀片靜靜躺著，鋒利的刃口映出他濕漉的臉。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWWIZLCupL
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他坐回冰冷的地磚上，將右手腕翻轉。那片蒼白無聲的肌膚，佈滿了細小整齊的痕跡。全都已經結痂癒合，那是某種他獨有的語言，細語著過往每一次的壓抑與崩潰。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEDR5YkVQT
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襯衫袖口總是扣到最上，從不鬆懈；執事手套從未在場合中摘下；運動時則是繃帶護腕，簡單一句「舊傷」就能騙過所有人。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61KeNn8Z9p
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只有他知道，那是讓自己撐下去的方式。他不能吼，不能表現脆弱，不能有情緒，所以他學會用一點痛，來記得自己還有底線。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWRZfphPzb
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他將刀片放在手腕邊緣，慢慢落下。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6Sc3sVzMB
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冰涼的鋒口劃過那熟悉的皮膚，血沒有立刻湧出，只是一條紅線靜靜浮現，如壓抑已久的情感被割開的證據。接著，是一點痛感——乾淨、簡單，給心跳按下一個暫停鍵。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj31kMARGi
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血滴落在洗臉台的瓷面上，純白的底色瞬間被染成玫瑰紅的水漬，一圈圈開在深夜的花，無聲，卻刺眼。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYIJn49BuS
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他終於能呼吸了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclzRJfEJe1
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但只有那麼短短的一瞬。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVL959gcRk
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下一秒，那些畫面又回來了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOYVUT4QDa
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她濕透的睫毛，她顫抖的手，她說「只是想讓你注意到我」時，還有那副倔強得快哭出來的神情。
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFmhHBaeUT
妳以為那只是唇語，我就聽不見？
錯了。
妳不知道，我一直在注視妳。一直、一直。
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他再度低聲喘氣，指尖緊握那片沾血的刀鋒。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNagZHAOMn
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「……這樣還不夠嗎……？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk8BU8kFqC
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他低喃，聲音沙啞，這一次，痛感似乎不夠了。不夠抵抗那滿腦的幻想，不夠讓他從欲望的深淵裡抽身。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8albwIixEH
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他抓著水龍頭的邊緣，指節蒼白到近乎透明。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRaZQINHBu
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腦海裡——還是她。永遠是她。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSJ0xcm3Bt
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他勾了勾嘴角，笑意淒涼。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jRY4eZP1k
「妳覺得我無動於衷？不……我只是個很會忍的人罷了。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJeNnjAQe5
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「如果妳知道……我忍著妳的方式，是用眼神舔過妳的皮膚，偷偷記住妳的每一寸味道和聲音……如果妳知道我腦海裡，是用什麼方式一遍又一遍想著妳的……」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxCFuvn6va
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「妳一定會覺得我很噁心。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHredTsF9y
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他低下頭，苦笑。
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他指尖仍握著那片刀鋒。她的影子像火一樣燒在腦中，灼得他無處可逃。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI425XfhAlb
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「可惡……」他低聲咬牙，胸口劇烈起伏。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvcFAmWmsW
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雖然說是第二次經歷，可為什麼……身體的反應，竟然比第一次還要強烈？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLO0VGbCzq
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是因為擁有了一周目的記憶嗎？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVP0g0xVXjI
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那些原本就過於濃烈的情感，被加疊、壓縮，燒得更深、更烈，連身體都出現了加倍的反應。還是……只是因為，他的心智年齡，從未真正走出二十七歲那一年。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlzhH8fkbR
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那一年，他失去了她。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxooseO1m2
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那一年，他啟動了系統。
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從那之後，他的時間就像被人按下了暫停鍵，表面上日復一日，可真正的他，始終困在那個無能為力的冬夜。那一夜的雪、她的淚、自己無聲的懊悔，從未遠離過。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncrFxPD8we
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「冷靜……」他強迫自己在心中喊出這兩個字。不能隨便離開既定的故事線，哪怕只是一步錯，未來就可能徹底崩壞。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUcARXXAIJ
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這一次，絕對不能失控。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxxo76p2kY
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這一次，他必須守護她，不讓她再走向那條死亡的結局。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydhm7pEquw
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那個近乎敬虔的使命感，如燙印般烙進心底，把他從深淵邊緣拉了回來。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiziFvXOLGv
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「……我絕不會讓妳死。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQh5SdY0dn
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那句話落下，他整個人卻洩了氣。他垂下手臂，視線落回那一道仍在滲血的紅痕——冰冷、安靜，卻是某種無聲的誓言。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL9Ql8SF2t
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看到這裡的你，真的太有愛了！🥺💗973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTANstUiLQJ
喜歡的話記得幫我點個讚 👍、加書籤 ⭐、順手留個言 📝～973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRRxH4mu6l
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