No Plagiarism!t9FgyurSbR5P8KX5kdAAposted on PENANA 那張沙發現在還在我們家客廳。8964 copyright protection82PENANAexxLeTVgfG 維尼
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是米白色的,布套洗到有點泛黃,扶手邊角被磨得起了小球,坐墊陷下去一塊,那是阿祖的形狀。8964 copyright protection82PENANAHi1tC2hI3R 維尼
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我小時候不懂,總問阿母:「為什麼不換一張新的?」8964 copyright protection82PENANAqda5gMxyF1 維尼
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阿母總是拿著抹布擦沙發扶手,一邊回我:「新的怎麼坐都不會有味道啊。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAc4VYuE8sY3 維尼
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我那時候聽不懂什麼叫「味道」。沙發哪裡會有味道?它又不會煮飯。8964 copyright protection82PENANAON27TJd67C 維尼
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後來我慢慢懂了。8964 copyright protection82PENANAcorVRfritk 維尼
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阿祖是個老實人,從我有記憶開始,他幾乎都坐在那張沙發上。早上坐著喝茶,下午坐著看報,晚上坐著打瞌睡。有時候他會輕輕叫我:「來,阿祖給你剝顆糖吃。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAmtaT2G6LnQ 維尼
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我每次放學回家,書包還沒放下,就先往沙發跑,把整個人摔進他身邊的縫隙裡。那裡剛好卡住我的屁股和背,軟軟的,還有一股陽光混著茶葉和老人身上的藥味。8964 copyright protection82PENANAiEImIdGasW 維尼
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阿祖摸摸我的頭,會問我學校有沒有乖,有沒有認真念書。我點頭亂答,他也從來不追問,只是笑笑,把那顆糖塞進我手裡。8964 copyright protection82PENANA8aTxqLRRej 維尼
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我們家客廳不大,那張沙發卻很大,幾乎占了半面牆。有親戚來,就擠著坐在沙發邊喝茶聊天。只有阿祖的位置,沒人敢碰。8964 copyright protection82PENANAHxIY6shVdI 維尼
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那是他專屬的王座。8964 copyright protection82PENANAzMUisXkUAF 維尼
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每次大人們喝茶說笑,我就在他腳邊打盹。阿祖怕我著涼,就把他身上的薄毯子拉過來蓋住我。他的手有點粗糙,但摸我的時候總是輕輕的。8964 copyright protection82PENANAOpk0aGHna0 維尼
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後來我長高了,不再能躺在他身邊的縫隙裡。取而代之的是,他開始坐得比以前久,報紙常常拿著拿著就掉在地上,人也在沙發上睡著了。8964 copyright protection82PENANAMPLl6Gzkm7 維尼
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阿母說:「老人家啦,就這樣,坐著坐著就睡了,沒什麼。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAGnNPusjLji 維尼
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我也跟著笑,覺得沒什麼。8964 copyright protection82PENANASGDC9LGTRg 維尼
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有一天晚上,我補習完回家,先去冰箱倒了杯水,轉頭就看到他還坐在那張沙發上。8964 copyright protection82PENANA7Gk2ZVmwll 維尼
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茶杯還在手邊,電視開著沒關,畫面裡的人一直講話,但阿祖沒回應。我喊他:「阿祖,我回來了喔!」8964 copyright protection82PENANAI7cNQay7tf 維尼
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他沒有答我。8964 copyright protection82PENANABamLb7AOYx 維尼
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我以為他睡著了,就輕輕走過去,想把茶杯收進廚房。8964 copyright protection82PENANAVZVIyzyx9h 維尼
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結果我一碰到他的手,就覺得涼。8964 copyright protection82PENANADRY7mlmhwP 維尼
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涼到骨頭裡那種涼。8964 copyright protection82PENANAGKjhoYBdBc 維尼
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後來的事情,我記得不是很清楚。8964 copyright protection82PENANA6Iwqc7Uxvb 維尼
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阿母在打電話,聲音抖得不像她。我坐在地板上,手還放在阿祖的膝蓋上,怎麼搓都搓不暖。8964 copyright protection82PENANATbW66DGATd 維尼
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救護車來了,鄰居圍在門口。有人說是心臟病,有人說老人家一輩子勞碌,也該好好休息了。8964 copyright protection82PENANAdhIQqVQzMF 維尼
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我一句都聽不進去。8964 copyright protection82PENANA8Rf9ezItt9 維尼
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只記得那張沙發,還留著他的形狀。8964 copyright protection82PENANAAANQoh935x 維尼
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那一塊凹陷,就像他還坐在那裡,只是沒再睜開眼。8964 copyright protection82PENANAT6485YXwiE 維尼
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阿祖走後,家裡有吵過一次,要不要把沙發搬走。8964 copyright protection82PENANASVnPJ33HFu 維尼
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阿母說:「要不要換掉?新的比較好看,客廳看起來比較亮。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAiteKmy2rIp 維尼
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叔叔皺著眉:「留著也沒人坐啊,那塊都凹成這樣了。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAwXLDKj9goL 維尼
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大家七嘴八舌討論,只有我一句話都沒說。8964 copyright protection82PENANAZZhSpNZ5g9 維尼
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最後阿母看著那張沙發發了好一會兒呆,嘆了口氣:「算了,留著吧。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAZ298LOA6MT 維尼
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從那之後,沙發上那個位置一直空著。偶爾有親戚來訪,也不會坐去那裡,都自然而然避開。8964 copyright protection82PENANAUy8tQfAYQK 維尼
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我也習慣了。8964 copyright protection82PENANA1kjLhra8uJ 維尼
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我有時候會偷偷靠過去,躺在那塊凹陷裡,閉上眼,就好像回到很多年前,自己還是那個放學就撲進阿祖懷裡的小孩。8964 copyright protection82PENANAbOgfXVahbD 維尼
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去年冬天,我到台北工作,搬出去住。偶爾假日回家,打開門,還是會先看到那張沙發。8964 copyright protection82PENANAzdPOXM8E0A 維尼
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有幾次我在樓下聽到阿母跟鄰居聊到沙發,她說:「那張沙發啊……丟掉可惜,有味道。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAhpsLuuW9Up 維尼
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那個「味道」我現在知道是什麼了。8964 copyright protection82PENANA5hVxPcu7jM 維尼
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是茶香、藥味、報紙油墨味、糖紙的甜味、還有一點老人家身上的陽光味。8964 copyright protection82PENANAmIjlcHJobP 維尼
是家裡最老、最安穩、最安靜的那塊時光。8964 copyright protection82PENANAs9MM2c9k8r 維尼
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是我們沒有說出口的愛。8964 copyright protection82PENANA8vTmz9F704 維尼
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有一年除夕,我回家比較晚,家裡已經準備好年夜飯。我看到阿母一個人坐在沙發上,手裡握著遙控器,電視開著,聲音很小。8964 copyright protection82PENANA9OHZ06awip 維尼
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我問她怎麼不去餐桌那邊,她笑笑說:「沒事,我坐一下。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAdyRCg2JmYO 維尼
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我沒戳破。8964 copyright protection82PENANAtr4S07PSQI 維尼
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她坐的正是阿祖的那個位置。8964 copyright protection82PENANA0uXFbLVqdj 維尼
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也許那天晚上,她只是想偷偷跟他說聲新年快樂。8964 copyright protection82PENANA1i1U0UA3Ra 維尼
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現在偶爾親戚還是會說:「要不要丟掉?買新的啊。」8964 copyright protection82PENANAv7SxrjjaFM 維尼
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我和阿母都笑笑搖頭。8964 copyright protection82PENANAZIv3IVV6Zl 維尼
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那張沙發早就不只是一張沙發了。8964 copyright protection82PENANASJYXhFtZ0F 維尼
它是阿祖留給我們的一種陪伴,一種提醒,一種在時間裡緩慢存在的愛。8964 copyright protection82PENANAzM6wBmQ4ql 維尼
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我們都知道,他已經不在了。8964 copyright protection82PENANAcQMXXlTa1W 維尼
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可只要那張沙發還在,日子就像沒那麼空。8964 copyright protection82PENANAMbvLL4Tx9S 維尼
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就像他只是打了個盹,總有一天還會醒過來,笑著叫我:「來,阿祖給你剝顆糖吃。」8964 copyright protection82PENANA4EFH3aMRlW 維尼
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