飛機落地的那一刻,天空飄著毛毛細雨。
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從松花江到淡水河的距離,不遠也不近,就像他與這個世界的距離,還殘留著一點體溫,卻已不屬於這裡。
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陳冬月沒有哭。
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她靜靜站在機場貨運接收區,看著那個被蓋上白布的棺木被小心翼翼地抬下飛機,像抬下一場青春裡最後的光亮。
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黃炫承和曹敏已經等在出口。三人誰都沒開口,只是一個眼神,就明白了彼此的心碎有多深。
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曹敏的手一直握著冬月的手,很緊。
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黃炫承把風衣的帽子壓得很低,眼睛早已紅了。
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那一瞬間,他們都彷彿還聽得見,那年夏天的流星夜裡,賴夏陽笑著說:「我許了一個跟她有關的願望。」
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——現在,他真的實現了。
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車隊緩緩駛出機場,前往殯儀館。
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雨水拍打車窗,像低聲哭泣。冬月側著臉望向窗外,眼裡沒有眼淚,只有沉默。
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她懷裡緊緊抱著那封信,還有一小盒東北的雪,她在夏陽離開後,從那棵老松樹下舀下的。
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雪已經開始融化了,像他走後,她心裡的那片風景,也漸漸失去了顏色。
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到了殯儀館時,賴夏陽的媽媽早已等在那裡。
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她沒有歇斯底里,只有手不停顫抖地撫摸棺木邊緣,像在對兒子說一句:「你怎麼可以……真的走了呢。」
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賴父來了,但站得遠遠的。他的女人沒來,女兒也沒來。他只是靜靜站在角落,看著棺木,什麼話都說不出。
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夏陽的媽媽看著前夫,眼裡只剩疲憊:「你現在才來看他,是不是太遲了。」
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那男人喉嚨像被什麼堵住了,半晌,只說了一句:
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「我以為……他還有時間。」
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沒有人再回答。
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因為所有人都知道——他沒有時間了。從那天在雪地裡閉上眼的那一刻開始,時間,對賴夏陽來說,已經停止。
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按照賴夏陽媽媽的意思——他生前就不喜歡熱鬧,總說人走了還搞那些儀式很麻煩。6Please respect copyright.PENANAIthk9GF5GN
但她還是找了一個溫暖而寧靜的小教堂,一排白椅子,陽光從彩色玻璃窗透進來,剛好落在那張遺照上。6Please respect copyright.PENANAyfyrUPh5Bi
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照片裡的賴夏陽,穿著校服,笑得像平常那樣——明亮、輕鬆、像什麼都不怕。6Please respect copyright.PENANAlMH7pGn9nW
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只不過他真的走了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAMJWywCFxk5
那種輕鬆,再也沒有人能模仿得出來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAqZ08RKcYBJ
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教堂裡坐滿了人。6Please respect copyright.PENANAyndlWk3BEH
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有他的班導師、學校的同學、補習班的老師,還有以前他送過便當的那家店老闆,甚至連樓下的保全伯伯都來了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAjBbphvSLvt
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賴夏陽的媽媽坐在第一排,抱著一張紙巾,眼眶紅紅的卻始終沒有掉淚。6Please respect copyright.PENANAsjFUTO8dNY
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陳冬月穿著一身黑,站上講台時,手裡拿著那封信——他死前留給她的最後一封信。6Please respect copyright.PENANALFe0fJFIK7
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她抬起頭,眼神有些空,聲音卻意外平穩:6Please respect copyright.PENANAqataw4PO8L
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「大家好,我是陳冬月,是……賴夏陽,從小到大的青梅竹馬。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAU6jYE8UqED
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她停頓了一下,深吸了一口氣。6Please respect copyright.PENANACVKulQ0lcN
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「他啊,是我見過最麻煩、最囂張、最嘴賤的人,但也是……最溫柔、最聰明、最勇敢的。」6Please respect copyright.PENANANtZ3BKgZYq
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「我們一起長大,他一直像陽光一樣走在我前面,照亮我,看顧我,陪我讀書、陪我吵架,也陪我慢慢長大。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAugGN4ugbya
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「他從來不讓我知道他有多累,有多疼,有多害怕……但他最後還是選擇離開,選擇一個人承受那一場漫長的痛。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAhTxoKUDhTH
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「我曾經恨他……但現在,我只希望他知道——」6Please respect copyright.PENANABztJtTnkqX
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她的聲音開始顫抖,眼淚終於掉了下來。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvaA8aorLPd
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「——我好愛他。就算他只陪我走了短短這幾年,也比一輩子還長。」6Please respect copyright.PENANA0wnubjFnsq
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「謝謝你,夏陽。謝謝你出現在我的人生裡。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAu4dKuacx8K
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她低下頭,緊緊抱著那封信,像抱住整個世界最後的餘溫。6Please respect copyright.PENANAZTIayvX8vM
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儀式結束後,黃炫承走過來,什麼也沒說,只輕輕拍了拍她的肩。6Please respect copyright.PENANAoL6lm195Sf
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曹敏已經哭成淚人,在一旁抽著紙巾:「你們真的……真的好過分……怎麼能那麼愛彼此,卻……」6Please respect copyright.PENANA7IV7g7z0hA
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冬月沒有回答,只走到棺木旁,輕輕把手放在木蓋上。6Please respect copyright.PENANAdbPPKX6XQk
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她低聲說:6Please respect copyright.PENANAhaKrU4rkVq
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「你要記得我們約定了,要一起去看下一場流星雨喔。」6Please respect copyright.PENANAYcwJqqJSbF
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那天的太陽西沉得很慢,天空是一片溫柔的金橘色。6Please respect copyright.PENANA0EUuKuMq79
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陽光像他留在世上的最後一道影子,一點一點、緩慢而堅定地,落入天邊。6Please respect copyright.PENANAwL8FjeDKj2
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他真的走了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAVupYUkQGLX
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可所有人都知道,他還在——6Please respect copyright.PENANADKHutG6NN0
在他留下的那封信裡,6Please respect copyright.PENANADD085aGjFo
在他牽過的手心裡,6Please respect copyright.PENANACBNRK6O10j
在冬天的月亮底下,安靜閃耀的那顆星星裡。