晚上回家後，陳冬月一進門就把自己關進房間。
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她沒有打開電視，也沒有回訊息，只是打開台燈，繼續翻著那本已經快被翻爛的數學複習講義。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWbRjGZV8B
房門外傳來媽媽跟鄰居講電話的聲音，笑得很大聲。但她什麼都聽不進去，只覺得自己的腦子像泡在水裡，沉得喘不過氣。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhGdQy5WKo
每天都是一樣的節奏：
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5DHecDLvG
白天在學校背書、抄筆記、狂刷題目。
中午不吃飯也要去問老師問題，晚上回家繼續熬到凌晨才肯睡。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV6bGJoR1X
她像是一台上緊發條的機器，一刻也不敢鬆懈。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTZzArTFxO
只要一鬆懈，就會想哭。
只要一停下，就會聽到媽媽那句：「你到底在學什麼，考這麼爛？」
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時間就這樣一頁頁地翻過去，像她課本上那些密密麻麻的筆記。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSnf5TWekj
不知不覺，日曆上的日期已經逼近那個所有人都在倒數的日子——
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodVgnD4irK
段考，到了。
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校園裡的氣氛明顯改變，連平常愛講話的同學都開始靜下來。
走廊貼滿各科重點、圖表、考試須知，教室裡只剩下翻頁聲和嘆氣聲。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lARyS7Fgx
賴夏陽坐在她旁邊，偶爾還是會丟給她一顆糖、偷偷畫張搞笑的便條塞進她筆記本。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LV7UEINq0
但他說話的次數也越來越少了。
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因為他看得出來——
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPrYtQjkVP
她的臉色越來越蒼白，眼神越來越沒有焦距，手寫字的速度慢了，但壓痕卻越來越重。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqlGsVlJ6X
就像一根繃到極限的弦。
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隨時都會斷掉。
考場的冷氣開得太強，陳冬月握著筆的手指有些僵。數學考卷攤在桌上，一眼望去，滿滿的文字和公式讓她腦袋發脹。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7m0hs8GOm
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpxCYXjQId
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkf7RQd1J5
她深吸一口氣，開始寫。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAMDBJjcte
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5q3Lhj8gW
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0XZMiZwpt
前兩題還算順，第三題就開始卡住。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EnvHOri6C
她咬著筆，腦袋裡的公式像雜訊一樣混亂地打結。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oQRjlkHWm
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIR94shkCW
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0jXGr8yiF
她不是沒念過，她背了整整三天，可腦袋就是空白。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7ESn6MpJO
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbENRUIdmz1
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdwenJ4Pe2
時間一分一秒地過，試卷上的空格越來越多，她的心也越來越慌。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR6k2us05a
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6a6kN2Bmp
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIgStCHqvC
考完後，她沒有說話，也沒有問答案，默默收好東西，低著頭走出教室。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCyVKkSo9D
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53iUyRvJVy
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQmQhTzvlu
賴夏陽看著她的背影，眉頭緊鎖。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImp5fJSaqU
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDsy4U6fgl
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兩天後，成績出來了。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWTEhiUXQb
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkIAb9jKxq
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZxxidWPBE
陳冬月拿著那張有些皺的成績單，站在陽光下愣了好久。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFJc6NCLOt
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6bzme7K8O
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGDEsheobp
她真的有進步——192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cXdS7OLPg
從原本班排38，進到了第21名。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpFComAE8V
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDowy5bJjl
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5vyTozxi0
對她來說，是拼盡全力的證明。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmpmZO51zn
她幾乎沒睡覺、沒休息，把每一分每一秒都用來背書。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECeMIS1L3P
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EY2pGvMZD
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZn7OHzIwE
但她知道——對某些人來說，還是不夠。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsRBeUiRIb
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbV1Klngjd
放學後，曹敏第一個衝過來，笑著抱住她。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlP6D4fEY4
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO07PYozQAN
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79S7m6wCJ4
「你超棒的啊冬月！這樣的進步超誇張欸！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoyoxrSxgb
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC5rf1udLc
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黃炫承也點頭：「我哥之前補習班有學生進步沒妳多，還被誇爆了。」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsD0Rkohgu
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VH2MY8pmA
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYUfhrsENj
賴夏陽只是輕輕伸出手，摸了摸她的頭。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7l7RkMZty
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSPK1HOTrs
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLmyHOCvNY
「我就說妳可以的，對吧，小月亮？」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FDWPeepkb
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5D6ca8LbE
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZRtQq38zX
她低著頭笑了笑，眼眶卻有點熱。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVChDXTRpER
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPZ9tZ9dUO
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc2H70hb2A
她不敢多停留，怕情緒太滿會被看出來。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo857Vv8GOS
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemrhhGNN4u
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMEz9MlBVP
走回家路上，她一直看著成績單。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrniHzVLMIA
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPd6NOTn0i
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXHv0KYQg7
她想像媽媽看到會不會笑一下，會不會少說一句「你怎麼永遠都不夠」。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5mOXFiF4l
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVAkLyFD6u
一進門，媽媽正坐在餐桌前削水果。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXia9HP4Fx
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AlRE2fL8t
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1a7Z9vYXb
「回來啦，段考成績呢？」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8bmovbkEo
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC3TEt9lv9
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwcJNKRVJ0
她小心翼翼地遞上那張紙。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHSZHLMQNS
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF6pDNENCb
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZcW0F1nO3
媽媽只掃了一眼，眉頭便皺了起來。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOebTZIvZm
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wkLhgxxQk
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN9cd52cZC
「21名？你之前不是說自己有機會進前十？」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtTJo28u3A
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAg4UQI9zN
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllDe0xgSNE
她的聲音並不大，但每一個字都像針一樣扎進心裡。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoJVdcZgKJ
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0VOwwTlhm
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfINJZGLmcF
「我……我真的有進步很多……」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjnvu3GI5I
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0pjoubrpP
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ2fmrOhxQ
「有進步？這種成績叫很多？你看看別人家的誰誰誰，段考都第七、第八了。」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkp1Ht9I35
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNqhswR25L
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg7p03CBpP
「可是我已經很努力了……」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSygAsjsjTG
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdRTmo6Z7T
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJCgtTilFi
「努力有用的話，全世界都考第一名了！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndmvdu5Z5R
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD1SJaGrJ9
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhgZtXQsl5
那一刻，所有壓抑的情緒在胸口炸開。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0rs80f9J5
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOeuBxTE3R
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpiAQIFEJq
「我每天讀到凌晨，我都沒跟朋友出去，我連你叫我吃飯我都沒去吃！你到底有沒有看到我在幹嘛？！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn4EzXL5m4
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8W6FJrAOq
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAtOfIe63t
媽媽愣了一下，但馬上反駁。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0hIi2FBG3
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKY0d5FJ1m
「你對我大小聲什麼？我是為你好！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPbCuc1pSe
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPkTdGtQff
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQliPgfh95
「你從來沒有問過我好不好！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoedWTjTi8k
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那句話一出口，房間突然安靜下來。
媽媽轉過頭不再看她，冷冷地說了一句：192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg63b9EVk0u
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPyhas0RdU
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「我真的對你很失望。」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OJhlEnSIR
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1IemfdXeu
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRNeJkBr6o
陳冬月站在原地，手還捏著那張成績單，指節發白。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg3v7XcDco
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM9xKK5Ghp
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZbrKDF11V
她想哭，卻發現自己早就沒有力氣了。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA6GSqKWqi
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoEdAxVSGM
她轉身跑上樓，關上房門，一頭埋進枕頭裡。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuCqlgEVdA
整個人像崩掉的牆，終於撐不住地垮下來。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC9LOqoUd1
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDvtVxKKIc
她想打給曹敏，卻怕說不出話。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3NdpaWZn9
她想傳訊息給夏陽，卻又一個字都打不出來。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolrbHRDjBo
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她只是一直哭，一直哭。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFFungXkMz
心裡只剩下一句話在反覆吶喊——192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHszx8b4CQp
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNK11R0Od7
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「我真的，已經很努力了啊……」
然後按「加至主畫面」