晚上回家後，陳冬月一進門就把自己關進房間。
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她沒有打開電視，也沒有回訊息，只是打開台燈，繼續翻著那本已經快被翻爛的數學複習講義。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2noL3VDMjs
房門外傳來媽媽跟鄰居講電話的聲音，笑得很大聲。但她什麼都聽不進去，只覺得自己的腦子像泡在水裡，沉得喘不過氣。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j0PXk4VTI
每天都是一樣的節奏：
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFPnxxNSeO
白天在學校背書、抄筆記、狂刷題目。
中午不吃飯也要去問老師問題，晚上回家繼續熬到凌晨才肯睡。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbssURcPpA
她像是一台上緊發條的機器，一刻也不敢鬆懈。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66hFUxoGga
只要一鬆懈，就會想哭。
只要一停下，就會聽到媽媽那句：「你到底在學什麼，考這麼爛？」
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時間就這樣一頁頁地翻過去，像她課本上那些密密麻麻的筆記。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzYMMkvsbS
不知不覺，日曆上的日期已經逼近那個所有人都在倒數的日子——
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TqaP2QD2L
段考，到了。
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdwdD67AQG
校園裡的氣氛明顯改變，連平常愛講話的同學都開始靜下來。
走廊貼滿各科重點、圖表、考試須知，教室裡只剩下翻頁聲和嘆氣聲。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpVej6Djpw
賴夏陽坐在她旁邊，偶爾還是會丟給她一顆糖、偷偷畫張搞笑的便條塞進她筆記本。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6mipLk6VY
但他說話的次數也越來越少了。
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因為他看得出來——
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQceAel5iY
她的臉色越來越蒼白，眼神越來越沒有焦距，手寫字的速度慢了，但壓痕卻越來越重。
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8j7fN77YM
就像一根繃到極限的弦。
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隨時都會斷掉。
考場的冷氣開得太強，陳冬月握著筆的手指有些僵。數學考卷攤在桌上，一眼望去，滿滿的文字和公式讓她腦袋發脹。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7efQSGPnN8
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s3DrM4nAx
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyrWd4Yh5d
她深吸一口氣，開始寫。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzM3t5QQY7
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nURPso4J8
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE0EON5ONA
前兩題還算順，第三題就開始卡住。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45pxmObmdT
她咬著筆，腦袋裡的公式像雜訊一樣混亂地打結。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnsbkSRT6e
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklu89UKI3y
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauR21RxqCB
她不是沒念過，她背了整整三天，可腦袋就是空白。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq7imciot0
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KJPMkym1f
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLEWSjp6ts
時間一分一秒地過，試卷上的空格越來越多，她的心也越來越慌。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i4sD4vE1j
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8vTEPNutX
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq4vvv6ITb
考完後，她沒有說話，也沒有問答案，默默收好東西，低著頭走出教室。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3kREG3Uqm
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRpjYN9Vf1
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrCWzIWBTu
賴夏陽看著她的背影，眉頭緊鎖。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lNNOKk1sR
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyqgVjrJBT
兩天後，成績出來了。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZhxUyXP2C
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVtBIQz5jV
陳冬月拿著那張有些皺的成績單，站在陽光下愣了好久。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORg2bXy8Gi
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVqoVc5IMM
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCIsq7VEOK
她真的有進步——192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoMDIM0c8i
從原本班排38，進到了第21名。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGfDHiILun
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBZb9RSWtc
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcQJy2VVHD
對她來說，是拼盡全力的證明。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBGfy1J5M3
她幾乎沒睡覺、沒休息，把每一分每一秒都用來背書。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0Y1PfBuxy
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0WjF9XmRS
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLzS5RM2sn
但她知道——對某些人來說，還是不夠。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcmM5bttfT
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6lsZrciat
放學後，曹敏第一個衝過來，笑著抱住她。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW0ts5CLfG
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4KUBhu43b
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ917MWidxut
「你超棒的啊冬月！這樣的進步超誇張欸！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfjtmpxfas
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ44vjCmmY6
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黃炫承也點頭：「我哥之前補習班有學生進步沒妳多，還被誇爆了。」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYT0eC8kR5
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuOnTzUuoh
賴夏陽只是輕輕伸出手，摸了摸她的頭。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA494zNTsqe
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NPXUKo32V
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmwqdPK5ia
「我就說妳可以的，對吧，小月亮？」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT74raXjma
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fvGtTxQB9
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6KuoqVWJQ
她低著頭笑了笑，眼眶卻有點熱。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG22905Fv76
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbFpd1J6Gi
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5Q17BrSb6
她不敢多停留，怕情緒太滿會被看出來。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWO46JpFzN
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXX5Z3AVbL
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XKiJf4L06
走回家路上，她一直看著成績單。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbapm2MSZJ5
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrGQ6GULjq
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I4wWp0Jzh
她想像媽媽看到會不會笑一下，會不會少說一句「你怎麼永遠都不夠」。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJvXrdGHMB
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqbvAQTYa4
一進門，媽媽正坐在餐桌前削水果。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAZrU2XCn3
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7nhPzL5Fl
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8GeNONVgz
「回來啦，段考成績呢？」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDAO2nz3wt
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192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2bzD0Fl1e
她小心翼翼地遞上那張紙。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJCpb28SNw
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VoC9nRtyZ
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPwgW2FE84
媽媽只掃了一眼，眉頭便皺了起來。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uePo4GToU
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhYDjv8jnK
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnOSqR0HIt
「21名？你之前不是說自己有機會進前十？」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6M6zoRhFTa
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowX62yYEp3
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQME2CYfk1
她的聲音並不大，但每一個字都像針一樣扎進心裡。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BPunyej2u
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVWzu1jGsR
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmSJKay2V0
「我……我真的有進步很多……」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk0k1EeDmb
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRKZGMA3zB
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0difZXl8B
「有進步？這種成績叫很多？你看看別人家的誰誰誰，段考都第七、第八了。」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD7xo2miSz
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEfe2EHL4v
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTAC3WCsAm
「可是我已經很努力了……」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQjdwkRm4Z
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KXxNtQIbB
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgevjivDI0
「努力有用的話，全世界都考第一名了！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREMKQIAklD
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIiBOOnCPu
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4outPX8r2s
那一刻，所有壓抑的情緒在胸口炸開。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiFTfX1ulY
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2xNcM0SSN
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb9hC1iqSP
「我每天讀到凌晨，我都沒跟朋友出去，我連你叫我吃飯我都沒去吃！你到底有沒有看到我在幹嘛？！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLqOAIPEHu
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA61eGeMwL
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViUAlskR6E
媽媽愣了一下，但馬上反駁。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktSJ5YF852
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzpZpIQwUs
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gz8cBNWb9
「你對我大小聲什麼？我是為你好！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX8ePcjOSR
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoTnhaX78Q
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx5YT3UYAj
「你從來沒有問過我好不好！」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApijGMb7lT
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那句話一出口，房間突然安靜下來。
媽媽轉過頭不再看她，冷冷地說了一句：192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsZHUrdxaT
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc4rQaoVea
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「我真的對你很失望。」192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqla9W1Pvs
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6ID1TFY2j
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8ui07tnpq
陳冬月站在原地，手還捏著那張成績單，指節發白。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx64bDDDVN
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceJwNUAzXa
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEnrMTg0iM
她想哭，卻發現自己早就沒有力氣了。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa88WXks64E
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她轉身跑上樓，關上房門，一頭埋進枕頭裡。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONIDiqzrvj
整個人像崩掉的牆，終於撐不住地垮下來。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCK5t5HuOz
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnrSuUeSER
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她想打給曹敏，卻怕說不出話。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHUyny5Aqr
她想傳訊息給夏陽，卻又一個字都打不出來。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j6WLZxrL9
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJg2PV68Ts
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她只是一直哭，一直哭。192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshXcSTkDtH
心裡只剩下一句話在反覆吶喊——192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGZry3gboy
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq3cDrUlmT
192Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6DuOqfzBU
「我真的，已經很努力了啊……」
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