No Plagiarism!zVgq8mi7K5Pxpr0ZTjBqposted on PENANA 在這片沙灘上彼此並肩像是要走向某個未知般。我沉默著,姜小姊也意外的安靜。或許是在等我開口也不一定。8964 copyright protection6PENANAVqXc3VnSOG 維尼
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我細聽海浪的聲響,偶而回頭看看緊跟著我們的腳印。本來低頭思考著的我,抬頭看到遠方那塊我們當初相遇時的懸崖。原來已經走到這了。8964 copyright protection6PENANA9cAELZylTJ 維尼
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我停下腳步。比我多走一步的姜小姊並沒有回頭看向我,而是面對大海。8964 copyright protection6PENANAZ4j2APP8SA 維尼
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氣氛終究使我開口。8964 copyright protection6PENANAdkazjnYayM 維尼
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「……其、其實那天我、我……」8964 copyright protection6PENANAxoclr6pCIq 維尼
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我發現我語氣意外顫抖。8964 copyright protection6PENANAvl1pxJB1Td 維尼
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「想死,對吧。」8964 copyright protection6PENANAGbcOO7eTlK 維尼
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姜小姊面向我輕輕地說。8964 copyright protection6PENANASCq2BDQnGE 維尼
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表情沒有憤怒、沒有責備、沒有嘲笑、沒有傷心、沒有疑問。只有那一貫的微笑。8964 copyright protection6PENANAIIHOeDSXVE 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection6PENANAAkZpjHenan 維尼
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不回答即是默認。我想我的表情大概很驚訝吧,我不知道該說什麼。我軟弱的表現就這樣被她輕易的說出來。8964 copyright protection6PENANADwwwWGTb2J 維尼
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「為什麼?」8964 copyright protection6PENANAEb28EHu0X9 維尼
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姜小姊不帶多餘的動作和口氣簡單地向我問。8964 copyright protection6PENANA4qp64KxaaK 維尼
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我又沒能開口。因為面對那句疑問,答案只能是我的軟肋。8964 copyright protection6PENANALHYWjkZ8r3 維尼
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夕陽像是不忍看向什麼東西般地走了。8964 copyright protection6PENANAnBDiVGU8Dl 維尼
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姜小姊一句話也沒說,單純面對著大海。我覺得有點累,所以原地坐下。她看到我的動作後,便走到我身旁也跟著坐下。8964 copyright protection6PENANARpbgCs6chX 維尼
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那身體有點拉近的距離感使我安心,或許是心裡上認為她還有些陌生。這種向陌生人開口就不感到壓力的想法使我鼓起些勇氣。8964 copyright protection6PENANA0N3ocM9637 維尼
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帶著這身心的矛盾感,我對著空氣訴說那段我不曾開口過的事。8964 copyright protection6PENANA78iugMPlX4 維尼
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我——8964 copyright protection6PENANA9yIZnJEQcX 維尼
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從小我就對任何事皆不具備熱情。認為什麼都不要,只要避開麻煩也能過下去。8964 copyright protection6PENANATSRGBG2Gnr 維尼
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但我很愛小時候與家人常來的這片海岸。8964 copyright protection6PENANAMcuRU8w0pE 維尼
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隨著時間流逝,爸爸工作上的升遷、媽媽被業界所注目。到頭來只剩我跟妹妹。8964 copyright protection6PENANAvj0kxGrI8w 維尼
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但我不在意,我還是會一個人來到這片海岸。8964 copyright protection6PENANA8tP9M1YzBJ 維尼
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偶然在一次國中的校外參訪攝影展,我在會展現場被一張相片吸引。8964 copyright protection6PENANAdCn3Q3h09S 維尼
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當時這張相片不是擺在最令人注目的位置,但我就是注意到它。8964 copyright protection6PENANAyYcDL0DYEj 維尼
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那是我和家人以前常到的這片海,照片上承現的海景與我回憶裡的景色一樣美麗地令我屏息。8964 copyright protection6PENANAm6dExKUhLQ 維尼
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從那時開始,為了拍出跟我回憶裡一樣美麗的海。我開始會閱讀一些攝影書籍,並在高中打工買了人生第一台相機。8964 copyright protection6PENANAMDGqLphdzX 維尼
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相機只是中階機,鏡頭也是原廠送的一顆標準鏡頭和我另外買的一顆適合拍攝風景的鏡頭,以及小小的防潮箱和腳架。這些就花掉了我所有的金錢。8964 copyright protection6PENANAHMvaopFwxw 維尼
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但我很快樂。8964 copyright protection6PENANAt16XDKi49K 維尼
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那段日子時常帶著我的相機到這片海岸拍攝。8964 copyright protection6PENANA0G8hs2tlXW 維尼
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然後我作了一個決定。8964 copyright protection6PENANAWnntDacefB 維尼
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我決定把想當「攝影師」這決定告訴家人。8964 copyright protection6PENANA9ZYlLmoclE 維尼
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我趁著爸爸和媽媽一個禮拜為數不多同時在家的機會告訴他們。8964 copyright protection6PENANA1HxkibjnoT 維尼
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但當我說出口的那瞬間不是鼓勵。8964 copyright protection6PENANAQE9AHPDYsI 維尼
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是疑問和不諒解。8964 copyright protection6PENANA3nDOkddn82 維尼
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『為什麼想當攝影師?』8964 copyright protection6PENANAQIgwp6LwAS 維尼
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『夢想不能讓你吃飽。』8964 copyright protection6PENANA2hnd65vw7Y 維尼
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『社會會壓垮你。』8964 copyright protection6PENANAEAiNXZ17rO 維尼
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『你打算熬多久才能成為萬中選一的那一個?』8964 copyright protection6PENANAJNuD4LgFdf 維尼
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『我查過這市場已經飽和了,連最簡單的婚禮攝影都不好做了。』8964 copyright protection6PENANASkvZLb5C4r 維尼
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爸爸的話語,以及平常開朗的媽媽卻意外沉默打擊著我。8964 copyright protection6PENANA0WJaFQkbsh 維尼
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然後——爸爸選擇了最偏激的做法。8964 copyright protection6PENANAOFRwhFlSFT 維尼
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畢竟想解決問題最快的方法,就是解決讓問題發生的東西。8964 copyright protection6PENANANwaWwp0yMn 維尼
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當我放學回家時,我的防潮箱裡的設備全不見了。8964 copyright protection6PENANATZjiVy5uEu 維尼
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『我丟了。』8964 copyright protection6PENANAFUxaAedMcI 維尼
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面對我的質問。爸爸冷淡地回答。8964 copyright protection6PENANAYfijwVDHEc 維尼
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『你這陣子好好想清楚。我可以讓你當興趣,但職業實在是——』8964 copyright protection6PENANAC78kUvmyvP 維尼
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我拒絕聆聽周圍的聲音,然後我……8964 copyright protection6PENANAvpIZN8rcQh 維尼
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『吵死了。』8964 copyright protection6PENANAER0oZlCxVF 維尼
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『一個禮拜回家不到幾次的你倒好意思這時才教訓我?』8964 copyright protection6PENANA0EBRSOv6q2 維尼
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『少把你們認為的理想強加於我。』8964 copyright protection6PENANABXA8GoZllN 維尼
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『丟掉我的東西順便也把我丟了吧。』8964 copyright protection6PENANAcz8Npf2idu 維尼
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我早就忘記當時說出這些話時,爸爸的表情。8964 copyright protection6PENANAXq4XfnDJU0 維尼
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直到發現自己的影子被拉長我才發現已經在街上徘徊許久,然後遇到一位不過問原因就接納我的朋友。8964 copyright protection6PENANAvpPGg6Vh8B 維尼
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這陣子不在家,我思考也放棄思考。8964 copyright protection6PENANAiw4F9GNDW6 維尼
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爸爸並沒打算找我,我也不打算讓他找到。8964 copyright protection6PENANAmeiiUpUGX1 維尼
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媽媽想找我,我卻無視她的任何一通電話和訊息。8964 copyright protection6PENANArkZugOTw7D 維尼
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妹妹在我打工的地方找到我,只給我幾件褲子衣服和我不想碰觸的家裡鑰匙。8964 copyright protection6PENANA6gH7jo0Mij 維尼
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我逃避著所有東西和這片海岸。8964 copyright protection6PENANAdu5sALb1Vd 維尼
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我被質疑時,我沒能堅持。8964 copyright protection6PENANAxv4ObY8oNk 維尼
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我被痛擊時,我沒能站住。8964 copyright protection6PENANACedpOVPFYU 維尼
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我被打敗時,還可笑地逃跑。8964 copyright protection6PENANAzvXTJOVgRu 維尼
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原來我的夢想是這麼脆弱的東西,我背叛了它。8964 copyright protection6PENANAmwQz2wk4bI 維尼
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幼稚的空談。在我腦裡紮根。8964 copyright protection6PENANADB0whCTaKD 維尼
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然後,過了一個月。我再度到這裡時,覺得或許一切都不是那麼重要了。8964 copyright protection6PENANAIz3njF0qbr 維尼
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我回想著當時站在不遠處的崖上。8964 copyright protection6PENANAkizcMZA20c 維尼
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「我連想死的勇氣都沒有。」8964 copyright protection6PENANAYQ4Me9O6hD 維尼
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我自嘲地笑。喬恩說過我這表情很討厭,但我無法抑制這樣的自己。8964 copyright protection6PENANAKwa1ZGQndB 維尼
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說出來了,全部。我這一段日子……從發生到現在才兩個月多,我卻覺得好漫長。8964 copyright protection6PENANAj6mbjeXzVi 維尼
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輕鬆的感覺伴隨著的是害怕別人的目光。我不敢看姜小姊的表情,只能低著頭聽著海浪聲。8964 copyright protection6PENANACsk3txakmx 維尼
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過了片刻,我感覺到頭頂被輕輕覆蓋。是她的手在撫摸著我的頭髮。8964 copyright protection6PENANAN70Qqb75QF 維尼
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頭頂上傳來的溫暖,使我感到安心和接受這安心的害臊。8964 copyright protection6PENANAHQQawkHhfG 維尼
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我驚訝地看向她,她露出一如往常的微笑和眼神,我此刻卻倍感溫柔。8964 copyright protection6PENANABPdxO6qGcO 維尼
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「張澈同學很努力了呢。」8964 copyright protection6PENANASYbLbhhyJo 維尼
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她像是要阻止海浪苛責我般地說。8964 copyright protection6PENANAzi4SWUrWFl 維尼
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我不敢相信自己聽到什麼。有些怒火,但生氣的對象不是任何人。8964 copyright protection6PENANAXpsLM4Qy32 維尼
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我像是提醒自己多麼無力般的大喊:8964 copyright protection6PENANAhKR0iYFcY4 維尼
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「我逃避了啊!」8964 copyright protection6PENANAc0JrXi4wmr 維尼
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好痛。8964 copyright protection6PENANAXEswkN1g9c 維尼
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「這段日子辛苦了。」8964 copyright protection6PENANAHpzKpK38wH 維尼
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「我背叛了啊!!」8964 copyright protection6PENANAvfllELe58p 維尼
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好痛好痛。8964 copyright protection6PENANApeS03BTlLx 維尼
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「你真的很勇敢喔。」8964 copyright protection6PENANASmnLb49ZaB 維尼
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「我放棄了啊!!!」8964 copyright protection6PENANAgNwON548Yq 維尼
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真的好痛。8964 copyright protection6PENANABjVS8LgnGg 維尼
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「真的、真的很勇敢。」8964 copyright protection6PENANAWAsMSwHzIl 維尼
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「……我……我!」8964 copyright protection6PENANA4etVBdDhLw 維尼
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