
母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹,37Please respect copyright.PENANA1PVnhmb27C
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足;
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詢問:
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「我的母親,還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予,但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「37Please respect copyright.PENANAYEe0BsROXt
我所在處境由妳所把控,不論是優渥或貧困,37Please respect copyright.PENANAgwMpCfPO77
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。37Please respect copyright.PENANAkArq0iM8Yh
」
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自白 :
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「37Please respect copyright.PENANAfpzeyUEXMG
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處,37Please respect copyright.PENANA2ruzgy6Jnr
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。37Please respect copyright.PENANAJNAhq6ikvl
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年幼時媽媽說過:37Please respect copyright.PENANA33M2mK0que
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「37Please respect copyright.PENANA1quByqnRlT
如果很痛,37Please respect copyright.PENANAJTFtCauggF
我們家沒錢看醫生,
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那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。37Please respect copyright.PENANAiEcRbLsLXY
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那之後還身為孩子時的自己,37Please respect copyright.PENANA5phGZHUy9d
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日,37Please respect copyright.PENANA4Tu9ZlJFnw
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況,請問該怎麼做?
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來,我可以幫妳再割掉一些,37Please respect copyright.PENANAauF3pNwuSt
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固,37Please respect copyright.PENANAdS7LrzuI6M
我只能這樣做,妳要體諒我。
沒關係,現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛,說出來,我可以幫妳,不用害怕。37Please respect copyright.PENANA3d6buTnaBg
我們只是沒錢而已,還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後,37Please respect copyright.PENANAnAw7QLbLdU
會覺得很舒服,
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼?」37Please respect copyright.PENANA5hH9eytJgg
「因為我們是家人。」37Please respect copyright.PENANABUA5BFB9xg
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回想以往,以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:37Please respect copyright.PENANAo5VExldj7W
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是什麼樣的母親,37Please respect copyright.PENANAQgTCEqmiNk
於孩子的撒嬌下,37Please respect copyright.PENANA9MP2agn1Oa
於貧困、於匱乏,37Please respect copyright.PENANAwJSZFRddWN
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸,37Please respect copyright.PENANASY7csCr6rM
作為玩具獎勵給子女。37Please respect copyright.PENANACtg8RyDrZ4
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣,37Please respect copyright.PENANA2KtMwTqAOk
將左胸,那肥大柔軟的哺育器官,37Please respect copyright.PENANANF9v2cS8dK
輕易的如無痛覺般割下,賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後,37Please respect copyright.PENANAWmcjTFws4L
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、37Please respect copyright.PENANAYZkLQfF1N6
與觸感、與厚大沉重。