所以我放棄了音樂270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGOZBLKCR0
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明明是一首歌曲，但卻取了這樣一個名字，讓人不禁好奇的點進去看看到底是怎麼樣的故事。270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KeEhsOCVQ
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這首歌跟市面上常見的日文歌曲不一樣270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4keSWxS9N7
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一般是：前奏/主歌--->副歌--->間奏/主歌--->副歌--->結尾270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BfjKxwV83
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但這首歌的編排卻不是遵照常態的歌曲，雖然曲子很悅耳，但不一樣的編排會讓人感到奇怪、混亂270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaIULAqcA6
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再看看歌詞，就會明白這樣安排的原因270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzRgrsTWfe
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「想過了，但還是不明白」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITL83ytq5S
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每段主歌，也就是副歌前面的段落，都以這句話作為開頭270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaunIvQGtQ
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作詞人想讓聽眾感受到她的迷惘，她的疑惑270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0aE5DOwE9
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想要放棄音樂，卻不自覺地回憶起作音樂的快樂，於是怒吼著讓自己不要再回想了，怒吼著轉移自己的注意力270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVqN1yzL8C
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為什麼總是有人一直帶著笑容呢？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvTWiStpBl
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因為自己的不得志與迷惘，讓自己連看到帶著笑容的人們都會感到憤怒270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS56ILTLusN
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但又不想承認自己是個失敗者，自己正在迷惘270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOVKlCcqp0
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在這樣的矛盾中，只能說出「反正都是你們的錯！你們根本都不了解！你們只是一群偽善的傢伙！」這樣逃避現實的話語270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxW7ilVGBL
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看起來很可笑，不是嗎？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejkIa4KhST
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但誰沒有過夢想？而夢想可以實現的機率有多麼小啊270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzey0EoCYTa
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誰沒有看著那些人生勝利組憤怒過呢270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSFIDaiO4Q
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有句話說得好270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVevSPByRG
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「人是矛盾的生物」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnu9pMuAUB
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不管是什麼人，為自己的失敗、悲傷找理由時，一定會察覺到自己話語中的矛盾270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVYKFW2uOP
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就舉個最簡單的例子，我曾經認為歌曲一定要有內涵，沒有的都是垃圾270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW99r13vi7e
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但也難免還是會聽到旋律好聽的歌曲，卻沒有內涵270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgQRyaQDKv
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這時候矛盾就形成了，認為沒有內涵都是垃圾的我，卻喜歡上這首歌270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fBac6DzM8
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這時候就會催眠自己270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCnr2LUKs3
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「這不一樣」270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6vjoUFOui
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但哪裡不一樣也說不上來270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3jyv4QRiz
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這首歌在後面，把這種感受唱了出來270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fA81MDJXI
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我這樣憤世嫉俗，我這樣全部怪給他們，這真的是對的嗎？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBfpbTaD90
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這是對的嗎？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt5KEiLU4s
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回過頭來又說，我也曾經有過信念，這都是世界的錯，是世界改變了我270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqryByAmQv8
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這樣一首歌，把一般人心裡的矛盾憤恨都給唱了出來270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeaCF3VLlz
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這邊不得不提到歌手的聲音，主歌時溫柔但帶著迷惘的歌聲宛如天籟270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEECfugS7Sr
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和副歌的憤恨的語調形成了很好的反襯，讓人不習慣，但又感受到歌手想傳達出的心情變化270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBhq5YqWZc
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尾聲的哭腔，把對自己想法的質疑，和惱羞成怒反駁自己的“對手戲”描述的多麼的生動270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6sBNn5Viv
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這首歌如果少了這個歌手，我覺得就少了靈魂，因為想要唱的有故事，真的不是隨便抓個人來都能做到270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5NwSwcEQv
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雖然這首歌到結尾沒有反轉，沒有正向的思考，但也值得你反思一下自己有沒有違背本心？有沒有為了逃避而去怪罪世間的一切？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB7ntNoMD5
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可能有人覺得聽歌還反省，自虐狂嗎？270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7eVOrpBM0
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不過我只是覺得這首歌真的把迷惘之人的心聲給唱出來了，以純粹好聽不好聽的角度來看，也是屬於好聽的範疇，所以也可以用單純聽歌不看詞的角度去聽啦270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3GkuEIrPp
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這邊附上連結，我覺得有小提琴的聲音比較震撼270Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9IcG4JsD2
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