「你不舒服?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAgH5r6xkyRo
為了表達不滿,我說話時沒有看著巫向凜,儘管如此,還是能從他微微顫動的肩膀猜出他在笑我。67Please respect copyright.PENANACqEldYPrkc
「沒有,只是有點著涼,昨天睡了一天就有好一點了,今天只是還有點累。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAiWg2p2MP7T
「喔。」我抓著棉被上的標籤把玩幾下,又問,「怎麼會著涼?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAHO0R4h3tuI
「妳要我說實話?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAalEESCmOP4
沒捕捉到他說話時的表情,僅憑著這簡短幾個字聽上去的感覺,以及這幾天發生的事情起到不少加成效果,不祥的預感便開始啃食我的心臟。67Please respect copyright.PENANAeIUz21Y5xR
「不要,反正你沒事就好了。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAZadIxUopc3
眼前這人偏把我的回答當耳邊風,自顧自地誠實起來:「我前天跟孫璃茉出去,吹了一整天的冷風。」67Please respect copyright.PENANA5EmlJPwF6J
當事人的自述遠比旁人的轉述更具殺傷力,我悶不吭聲,選擇當作沒聽到,自顧自地要從地上站起。67Please respect copyright.PENANAcxr3dr6IJL
巫向凜眼底漫過笑意,隨著我起身的動作抬頭問:「我校慶那天的話還沒說完,妳要去哪?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAKv3R86E1mk
「我覺得你需要再睡一下,我肚子也餓了,先走–」67Please respect copyright.PENANACgMeqeYJ6X
沒料到短時間的跪姿會讓我軟腳,膝蓋才剛離開地板,我便重心不穩往前撲向床頭,從門縫溜進的冷風順入鼻腔,我還緊接著打了個噴嚏。67Please respect copyright.PENANA7IvO1VWU8q
巫向凜被我逗得更樂,將被子拉高披在我身上,「妳先蓋一會兒吧,聽我把話說完。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAZYEsCOL5Gs
殘留在布料上的餘溫彷彿對我下了蠱,固執的雙腳頓時老實了不少。67Please respect copyright.PENANA54lVLEd6KA
「說起來我還得謝謝妳,」他喉結滑了幾下,又像上次那樣鄭重其事地說,「謝謝妳讓我們重逢,讓我–」67Please respect copyright.PENANACVlcQ0f35j
「不客氣!」忽然覺得自己需要一些緩衝時間才能把話聽完,我摀著耳朵大聲插嘴道。67Please respect copyright.PENANAZnuG4Rz1hf
巫向凜輕聲一笑,劣根性似是被我的反應助長了不少,他換了個話題繼續刺激我,「孫璃茉好像對我還有留戀,所以才約了我出去。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAgnbbb7wxBu
耳朵刺痛了一下,我垂下頭,用瀏海遮住半張臉。67Please respect copyright.PENANADZ4WuiMQWe
看著我的表情,他似是覺得玩夠本了,便移開目光,接著解釋,「她說她要回澳洲了,想最後再見我一面,給過去的自己一個交代。」67Please respect copyright.PENANA4mys1OMVLx
「甚麼?」我腦袋沒緩過來,只能反射性重複他的話,「她要回澳洲了?」67Please respect copyright.PENANArkcj430CTz
「嗯,不過那天出去時,我和她說清楚了,說我早就放下了,希望她也能往前看。」巫向凜收回了停在遠方的視線,側過臉看我,「這是最後一次見面了,希望某人能諒解。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAvWVtyMvgn8
意會到所謂的「某人」是指誰,我沒好氣地冷哼,「能諒解,我當然能諒解。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAWiVlRDouz5
巫向凜斂起了嘴角,眸中卻盈滿了笑意,「康妍冰,謝謝妳。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAhKf4RLXEtO
「謝我甚麼?讓你們重逢,給你們解開心結的機會?」我順著他剛才那句被我打岔的話,自行腦補。67Please respect copyright.PENANAe0tV4bS6W8
「不只這樣。」他輕抿雙唇,又說:「剛升上高中時,我其實一直覺得自己並沒有真正放下她,畢竟我曾為了她改變這麼多,心底還是多多少少存有執念。」67Please respect copyright.PENANATBQuc8Ru2S
「那關我甚麼事。」我撇著嘴小聲嘟噥。67Please respect copyright.PENANAo9aJettssC
見我有些不耐,他將裹在我身上的棉被拉緊,強迫我直視他,67Please respect copyright.PENANA2OLJ5GzTVM
「直到我遇見一個女孩,她問了句『哪一面才是真實的你』,她是第一個這樣問我的人。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAlEHBObM5rD
我木然,僵硬的肩膀慢慢屈服於他的束縛。67Please respect copyright.PENANAlGiB9W6b9g
「因為那句話,我才發現我早就找不回真正的自己了,而也是那一刻,我才真正明白,我放不下的從來就不是那個人,而是拼盡全力卻換來一身狼狽的自己。」67Please respect copyright.PENANARvDjd2Fbxz
回憶起他每次和我訴說過去、每次提起孫璃茉時,臉上總會浮現的憂悒顏色,我並不覺得那樣堅強的他該和這種負面的詞扯上關係。67Please respect copyright.PENANAKLYxrlUicj
強壓著想摸他頭的衝動,我輕聲說:「不,你一點也不狼狽。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAzJwAMqSIe0
巫向凜笑得溫柔,他彎下了身,將滑落的被子拉回到我肩上,注視著我的那對清澈眸子左右搖曳著,「可那女孩卻不假思索地接納了這樣的我,接納我的每一面。」67Please respect copyright.PENANA7HkwsD9vRI
我看著他,喉頭湧上了陣陣酸澀。67Please respect copyright.PENANAopfauvR42V
「我覺得自己很幸運,因為遇見了妳,我才終於放下了。」他濃密的長睫緩慢撲動著,「也因為有妳,我才有辦法和那個曾經對我來說很重要的人說:『那不是留戀,只是對過去的遺憾抱有執著,所以妳該放下了。』」67Please respect copyright.PENANAnTGDiudkOt
男孩的無聲嘆息中,帶了幾分如釋重負的感覺,好像唯有雙方都放下了,才算真正的釋懷。67Please respect copyright.PENANAHH9p8wkAdR
曾經,我只能幼稚地羨慕那個能讓巫向凜銘記在心的女孩,而如今,我讓他成功放下了她。67Please respect copyright.PENANA9SpsvliVdH
他說他很幸運,可他卻不知道,我也覺得自己很幸運,因為我終於成為了能掃去他眼底陰霾的人。67Please respect copyright.PENANAwjm9nXkV5U
怕他又取笑我浮誇的共情能力,我只能裝作若無其事地低下眉眼,沉默良久,卻在資料庫裡遍尋不著此刻該有的表情。67Please respect copyright.PENANAyNN63o2FHo
半晌都等不到回應,巫向凜放開了我,兩手又收回被窩,打趣般補上一句,「怎麼不說話?難道某人聽完以後又開始生悶氣了?」67Please respect copyright.PENANA91PrVTypie
「甚麼?」67Please respect copyright.PENANATAhe9bXTHJ
「畢竟她好像不怎麼喜歡孫璃茉。」67Please respect copyright.PENANAjC6Bh55S70
我猛地抬頭,一撞上那抹促狹的笑容,淚意瞬時消失殆盡,沒忍住就往他的胸口搥,「我才沒那麼小心眼!」67Please respect copyright.PENANA30chBrX25o
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我的100分男孩
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