姜曉凝視天花板,思緒如迷霧,連她自己也無法捉摸。在深海獨游太久,她的靈魂早已碎裂。她不清楚阿奇的過去,只知他與她同病相憐。對她而言,性愛是工具,類似酒精的麻醉,卻更直接。她對酒精過敏,無法借酒澆愁;對煙草,她避之不及。那嗆鼻的氣味令她窒息。久而久之,她沉溺於性愛。初見阿奇時,他黯淡的雙眸洩露了一種熟悉的空洞,遠超她預想。他們的交合激烈卻無情,毫無激情,只是機械地擺動,為目的而存在。然而,她卻從心底喜歡上了這個男人。15Please respect copyright.PENANAD0lbuV5wFf
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喜歡,對姜曉而言,從不易事。這些年,無數示好皆被她冷淡拒絕。她的缺陷無人理解,也無人願意探究——那是言語無法訴說的空洞。喜歡是什麼?她無從知曉。她的父親不能,失蹤的母親更不能。她試圖模仿他人的表情與舉止,卻越逼真,內心的空洞越擴大。她如一頭啞巴的鯨魚,徒然模仿鳴唱,卻從未真正發聲。共鳴?不過是空有其表。這份抽離感如影隨形,將她困於不安。最終,她糊里糊塗地開始了第一段關係,或許是出於渴望被保護的微小心願。這段關係意外帶來收穫——交合的瞬間,她感到前所未有的自在,無需假裝,她是活著的,哪怕這生命如煙火般短暫。15Please respect copyright.PENANAbulQCNwLLI
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對阿奇,她第一次感受到被理解,第一次聽到回應她鯨歌的聲音。即便兩人的心都有無法修補的裂縫,她也願意一試。因為這是她人生中第一次被理解,第一次感受到喜歡。15Please respect copyright.PENANA43u0aZZLFu
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「要看電視嗎?」阿奇從浴室出來,躺在她身旁問。姜曉坐直身子,點頭。這是一部單純的爆米花電影,沒有深度,只有視覺衝擊,但這正是它的魅力,只要遇上對頻率的觀眾,便成了一套佳作。姜曉緩緩將頭靠在阿奇肩上,想最後確認內心的波瀾。她知道,阿奇也喜歡她。但她察覺到他頻率中的異物——她不清楚那是什麼,只能用身體去感受。那異物彷彿改變了阿奇,他變得有溫度,開始有節奏地遷就她。15Please respect copyright.PENANAVlPZpT6e3o
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她的唇貼上他時,她終於明白,那異物是她自己。原本高分貝的鯨歌,變調了。依偎的時光變得煎熬,身旁的男人或許再也無法明瞭她。15Please respect copyright.PENANALarmxgnmSW
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「我餓了。」姜曉第一次主動開口,聲音輕得像一陣風。阿奇沒多想,換上衣服,到附近找吃的。他回來時,房間已空無一人。姜曉走了,沒留隻字片語。或許,她心底的裂縫從未癒合,兩條發出52赫茲的鯨魚,終究無法相遇。15Please respect copyright.PENANA8LXTaVqX2Y
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阿奇提著熱騰騰的便當,站在空蕩的房間,望著皺亂的床單,一切彷彿回到原點。他不想深究,亦無力深究。再次相遇時,他們的鯨歌能否共鳴?無人知曉。15Please respect copyright.PENANADaQ5cTrIGm
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