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—嗯，我過得超～好
「我沒事。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD8EYjnhkO
「⋯⋯我超好的。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQDNLmgLHW
約莫三坪的黑暗中，兩根細長的手指伴隨一段低沉而無力的女聲，在僅有的光源上緩慢移動著。
—說出來你可能不信
幾筆墨黑躍然而出。
—我最近做什麼都超順的欸！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP41fdZcbN
—每天起床都很莫名很有精神58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXkVZMUng1
—買東西都剛好會遇到不太需要排隊的時段58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCtFIHewsf
—喔對也不會有沒貨的問題
咑咑咑
—所以不要跟我說什麼是因為賣完了才沒人58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIcHZEqz7N
—還有很多58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpoPKuvQQN
—像是要趕時間的時候大部分不會遇到紅燈58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYZs725Ynn
—通勤的時候不太塞車58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKZFY9wy4a
—打字的時候不太需要選字審字58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CSQeqvQX6
—還有很多其他58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPUKIdrs41
—反正就是
咑咑咑
—不只事情都確實按著計畫走58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRUeSu2nYH
—還有很多意外的小確幸58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwwQWNAshv
—房東太太也很好相處58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9eBE1wZ5x
—你知道58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnMGyKj7Zq
—這種便利的小幸運真的是58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizTfTnZl4D
—可遇不可求58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqHiqAdJfR
—所以我最近心情真的58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62civkMfzk
—超好！
咑
「哈哈⋯噗哈哈哈哈⋯⋯⋯咳咳咳⋯」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2I0NUOhYW
幾滴嫣紅的狂笑自嘴角流出，敲擊聲再次響起。
咑咑咑
—然後公司裡啊58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBbsVg2n4B
—大家人都58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ32xFU3aqD
—該怎麼說58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZX1f2ulJZf
—看起來有點難親近的同事實際上是那種外冷內熱的類型58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27ujZY5fFt
—開始變熟了之後58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl2adnprrc
—發現不只很好說話
咑咑咑
—樂於助人58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVmVFALjEP
—對大家都很貼心
「⋯很貼心，熱心助人⋯⋯」一坨沾染著幾許赭紅的衛生紙被丟出床外。
—而且主管人也很好58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Bn3dsu94q
—架子不高，很有責任感58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOX2mhLWo0
—不會一直讓人覺得很壓迫58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXrSIoOuiG
—也不會亂塞一堆無理的工作然後當甩手掌櫃58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4smzJs5gr
—而且⋯⋯
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⋯⋯陸陸續續又打了兩分鐘後，敲擊聲再次唐突地停了下來。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbHpPL9zMa
她看著螢幕，陷入沉默。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0LVb4B9WR
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「⋯⋯」
褪下包裹著的厚重棉被，揮開旁邊成堆的衛生紙，她托起身子，走近梳妝台。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZnn1vateR
稍顯陳舊的白花藤椅在她的拉扯下發出一聲尖銳叫喊，但她不予理會，徑直坐下。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlghAubtHh7
「哼哼哼～」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBPXQABLX4
一段不知名的旋律輕巧地推開發紫的薄唇，墜落在無光的空虛之中。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6DfpWrt7a
她拍上化妝水，開始上妝。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8SrCN9I8C
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「哼哼哼～咳咳⋯⋯」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb01M5fgiM
一邊扯開喉嚨，盡可能模仿著她那淒美的樂聲，我看著她一步一步完成商業用妝容，開始梳理自己深褐色的長髮。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr5xUcV168
琥珀色的扁梳不發一語，輕柔而無聲地帶走了一絲又一絲，渲上幾點鏽斑的棕髮。剩餘的髮絲被撥到右肩上，襯出頸部那圈靛色的瘀青。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKafQnhKic
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這不是我第一次看她上妝了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQC0LGP2Xg
但不管幾次，總覺得有哪裡不太滿意。
是配色不太好嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo82N5jNws
眼影太深了嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcSPDHuhY6
唇色太濃了嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWtU9lQ82d
底妝太飽和了嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo2uONiL86
還是真的只是感覺問題？不過我們最近都還是跟以前一樣心情都不錯欸？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AiXIy9r2r
⋯⋯總之，我不太清楚。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0tRRpykGr
或者說，我一直都沒搞清楚。
我們對視了許久，她看起來似乎也覺得哪裡不太滿意。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw6cWPHKYE
⋯⋯看來是「我們」都沒搞清楚。
「咳咳⋯換身衣服好了⋯⋯」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7ezm96hpS
幾聲嘶啞傳出，她轉過身去，扶著略微搖晃的白花藤椅，撐起身子緩步邁進。賣力地推開沿途的障礙物，小心避開路上的垃圾、藥丸、藥片，玻璃，塑膠碎片⋯⋯然後抵達衣櫃前，再使勁拉開櫃門。
咚58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oMXiIzaUc
砰58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibjcp1fAMh
哐58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mxOqreYqg
⋯⋯吱咿——
仔細淘選出幾件發皺的連身裙裝，她轉回來，比對著問我。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK0h2v1GZX
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「這件怎麼樣？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgS4cAtYYI
我搖搖頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIpcsrIotP
那是她前幾年穿去聯誼的藍白相間的高腰洋裝，現在已經不適合她了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNtvvCUrUa
我看見她也搖了搖頭，轉過去提起另一件。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhdvqYWBvp
「咳咳⋯這件⋯咳⋯呢？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIbbm3q3Fy
我搖搖頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpFW0QE3ZB
拜託，現在是夏天欸，沒什麼特殊需求的話穿著深色長裙難免不妥吧？妳不熱，我光看著也很熱。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjMmOi0dt5
嘛，不過我們不怎麼出門就是了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPUFgoyqMn
她似乎愣了一下，但隨即也搖了搖頭，又轉過去提起另一件來。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoqtS5xU97
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就這樣一來一往，我們最終相中了一件白底黑點，V領的綁帶洋裝。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIZdo8uQWE
雖說依舊是有點差強人意，但能從那堆東西裡翻出這麼一件來已經是不可多求的奇蹟了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgO2XmcdHL
正所謂「可遇不可求」嘛。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvdcxhKkEv
「噗呵⋯」我們相視而笑。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVaDEHgfd8
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換完衣服，她再次拉開藤椅，坐了下來，邊整理梳妝台，邊哼起那段不知名的旋律。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQL6n7JU5t
我也有樣學樣，幫著整理那些瓶瓶罐罐，同時慢慢唱了起來。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK6AN6Gwm1
經過剛剛的琢磨，這次已經沒那麼痛了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33CTgWVrAw
雖然偶爾還是會咳個幾下，但沒差，擦擦就好。
「哼哼哼～」
Alprazolam、Estazolam、Triazolam、Chlordiazepoxide、Lorazepam⋯⋯58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFWBmkyhIQ
在無數不認識的單字中，我看見她特別挑了幾瓶出來，打開後如品茶般輕嗅了幾下，又蓋了回去。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCt5KEkMT3
也不知道是為什麼，她從去年開始⋯也許是前年？便開始四處購買這樣的藥品。
我知道那些是什麼，而她也知道。
⋯⋯看著她一罐接著一罐，讓蓋回去的藥瓶自然落下。我突然一股怒氣湧上，憤然將梳妝台上所有瓶瓶罐罐一把推開，瞬息之間，整個空間迴響起清澈的共鳴。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinRR1nqSBv
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喔對，這是我近幾年聽過最悅耳的聲音。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmFzGES8nf
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哐啷！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiLyi8qiFa
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我在鐵紅色的梳妝台上揀選著，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU9bVjLfCa
不，不是你。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyBWx1d1ZN
不是你⋯58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVy1W55xYX
不是你⋯⋯58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYa54bsSDS
我說了不是你！！！！！！！！！！！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRZD5Vj4M4
⋯⋯
砰！！！
我奮力將藤椅往窗邊一甩。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13GsVBevN7
可惜不知是手勁太小還是方向不對，它只是撞上了衣櫃，落在垃圾堆間。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjw6TV66ep
我回過頭。
喔⋯對⋯⋯58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmZI5iu5Fq
你很不錯。
拿起地上的一把美工刀，我輕輕推出刀片，架在她的腕部。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqP7ioAHFt
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呼吸58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNj1osRqkD
越來越急促58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzmPTEUkIq
就是58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AIoZml7Im
現在！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2RGE2Lyck
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⋯⋯58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i0qZMMdsy
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「叮鈴—叮鈴—叮鈴—」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBsZ0fBqOv
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⋯鬧鐘響了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchzBFzAVs2
她走向床頭，按下了鬧鐘。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodXZpvroiL
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我們四目相交。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXM4O40zhb
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「該吃藥了。」我說。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuKIyfl7Ug
「該吃藥了。」她回答道。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfiwEaIPHb
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我撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一顆橢圓的藥丸。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoLEoWbZhl
她撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一片雪白的藥片。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUz51AUpAe
我們交互著彼此的工作，服下藥物。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpeA380twN
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按時用藥是很重要的，我想。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHw0SHlRET
她應該也這麼覺得。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdIwlmgbio
⋯⋯不，她必須這麼覺得。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSCl4fwxhV
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我走到窗邊搬回藤椅，在梳妝台前輕輕放下，坐在那裡，輕哼著不知名的旋律。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAWfeMGbt9
她兩手提起嘴角，看向我。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLve4Mst2D
再次，我們對視，然後輕笑了一聲。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ1tqLoJwP
「不用難過。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZjCKvOAPF
不用生氣。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lbJGrNsU1
不用委屈。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqM1teP9vn
不用憤慨。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksArVmIt7c
今天又是美好的一天。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaK8vLlGI4o
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⋯⋯對吧？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXONHz63dl
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