警告：以下內容涉及敏感議題及部分特殊場面，若感不適，請立即關閉本文。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lVMuG4QGN
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—嗯，我過得超～好
「我沒事。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqaNiOK8CF
「⋯⋯我超好的。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE4TgnXjSQ
約莫三坪的黑暗中，兩根細長的手指伴隨一段低沉而無力的女聲，在僅有的光源上緩慢移動著。
—說出來你可能不信
幾筆墨黑躍然而出。
—我最近做什麼都超順的欸！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTMs3AXHhz
—每天起床都很莫名很有精神71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nqza6G94b
—買東西都剛好會遇到不太需要排隊的時段71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGKWalW7hE
—喔對也不會有沒貨的問題
咑咑咑
—所以不要跟我說什麼是因為賣完了才沒人71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu91Vaekrs
—還有很多71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWzgVScL5r
—像是要趕時間的時候大部分不會遇到紅燈71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf46IUz1pq
—通勤的時候不太塞車71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEDFF3u4be
—打字的時候不太需要選字審字71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWhpVEVFdo
—還有很多其他71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsN8dOVTee
—反正就是
咑咑咑
—不只事情都確實按著計畫走71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD7QE2L4BM
—還有很多意外的小確幸71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLRv3KXBQA
—房東太太也很好相處71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf4yRIuifL
—你知道71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmtKJfddV4
—這種便利的小幸運真的是71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc42RMugBxh
—可遇不可求71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVXJpqIfVK
—所以我最近心情真的71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop7JTyXJMb
—超好！
咑
「哈哈⋯噗哈哈哈哈⋯⋯⋯咳咳咳⋯」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFWskKSznJ
幾滴嫣紅的狂笑自嘴角流出，敲擊聲再次響起。
咑咑咑
—然後公司裡啊71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfmTAtbk2f
—大家人都71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6wXSxwtBD
—該怎麼說71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5unLf3IXc
—看起來有點難親近的同事實際上是那種外冷內熱的類型71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEgyJX1A4E
—開始變熟了之後71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78ETBTGVes
—發現不只很好說話
咑咑咑
—樂於助人71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYdwuuNdQM
—對大家都很貼心
「⋯很貼心，熱心助人⋯⋯」一坨沾染著幾許赭紅的衛生紙被丟出床外。
—而且主管人也很好71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM6TcrhC38
—架子不高，很有責任感71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XSTeMscod
—不會一直讓人覺得很壓迫71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicop0oNWgD
—也不會亂塞一堆無理的工作然後當甩手掌櫃71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aL2YKUTNK
—而且⋯⋯
⋯⋯
⋯⋯陸陸續續又打了兩分鐘後，敲擊聲再次唐突地停了下來。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS0WLwkAXW
她看著螢幕，陷入沉默。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJdFZ5h3pp
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「⋯⋯」
褪下包裹著的厚重棉被，揮開旁邊成堆的衛生紙，她托起身子，走近梳妝台。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwketNkzJE
稍顯陳舊的白花藤椅在她的拉扯下發出一聲尖銳叫喊，但她不予理會，徑直坐下。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy7MVf5HCw
「哼哼哼～」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnq7IQsNKZ
一段不知名的旋律輕巧地推開發紫的薄唇，墜落在無光的空虛之中。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhgeGjRoTg
她拍上化妝水，開始上妝。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSBQMDsgpF
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「哼哼哼～咳咳⋯⋯」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqy0JiIgUF
一邊扯開喉嚨，盡可能模仿著她那淒美的樂聲，我看著她一步一步完成商業用妝容，開始梳理自己深褐色的長髮。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubtHUNOrtO
琥珀色的扁梳不發一語，輕柔而無聲地帶走了一絲又一絲，渲上幾點鏽斑的棕髮。剩餘的髮絲被撥到右肩上，襯出頸部那圈靛色的瘀青。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTncQF1fbZg
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這不是我第一次看她上妝了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E2VXXjByG
但不管幾次，總覺得有哪裡不太滿意。
是配色不太好嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdXsQ53fT7
眼影太深了嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlnCOj5xRj
唇色太濃了嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiZ8eXzBNu
底妝太飽和了嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx8Dv6pB8x
還是真的只是感覺問題？不過我們最近都還是跟以前一樣心情都不錯欸？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdWqKwKtrT
⋯⋯總之，我不太清楚。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSMWuFQ3vd
或者說，我一直都沒搞清楚。
我們對視了許久，她看起來似乎也覺得哪裡不太滿意。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknJm83oXpC
⋯⋯看來是「我們」都沒搞清楚。
「咳咳⋯換身衣服好了⋯⋯」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp72Z1Y4dKM
幾聲嘶啞傳出，她轉過身去，扶著略微搖晃的白花藤椅，撐起身子緩步邁進。賣力地推開沿途的障礙物，小心避開路上的垃圾、藥丸、藥片，玻璃，塑膠碎片⋯⋯然後抵達衣櫃前，再使勁拉開櫃門。
咚71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFkunIN03w
砰71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1zOUMN2ES
哐71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9sgJAfMQy
⋯⋯吱咿——
仔細淘選出幾件發皺的連身裙裝，她轉回來，比對著問我。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejTeVOsXu6
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「這件怎麼樣？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxSF56qrXU
我搖搖頭。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEse3smsGbS
那是她前幾年穿去聯誼的藍白相間的高腰洋裝，現在已經不適合她了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvDpF9v3SI
我看見她也搖了搖頭，轉過去提起另一件。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsDeT8rOry
「咳咳⋯這件⋯咳⋯呢？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok2xaXB0i1
我搖搖頭。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjKp9Ecv6O
拜託，現在是夏天欸，沒什麼特殊需求的話穿著深色長裙難免不妥吧？妳不熱，我光看著也很熱。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVrJajVOFD
嘛，不過我們不怎麼出門就是了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik5hLSoWkb
她似乎愣了一下，但隨即也搖了搖頭，又轉過去提起另一件來。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsvEkcjRUs
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就這樣一來一往，我們最終相中了一件白底黑點，V領的綁帶洋裝。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORnfDRsVm1
雖說依舊是有點差強人意，但能從那堆東西裡翻出這麼一件來已經是不可多求的奇蹟了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡND348Uje1D
正所謂「可遇不可求」嘛。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUYUvNEh2x
「噗呵⋯」我們相視而笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyXzwcuNK3
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換完衣服，她再次拉開藤椅，坐了下來，邊整理梳妝台，邊哼起那段不知名的旋律。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN75eBupLOA
我也有樣學樣，幫著整理那些瓶瓶罐罐，同時慢慢唱了起來。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLRmhKcLhg
經過剛剛的琢磨，這次已經沒那麼痛了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJZdPX5k9E
雖然偶爾還是會咳個幾下，但沒差，擦擦就好。
「哼哼哼～」
Alprazolam、Estazolam、Triazolam、Chlordiazepoxide、Lorazepam⋯⋯71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs4L20MQyX
在無數不認識的單字中，我看見她特別挑了幾瓶出來，打開後如品茶般輕嗅了幾下，又蓋了回去。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJDB3sHvYH
也不知道是為什麼，她從去年開始⋯也許是前年？便開始四處購買這樣的藥品。
我知道那些是什麼，而她也知道。
⋯⋯看著她一罐接著一罐，讓蓋回去的藥瓶自然落下。我突然一股怒氣湧上，憤然將梳妝台上所有瓶瓶罐罐一把推開，瞬息之間，整個空間迴響起清澈的共鳴。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfnKSxrzRm
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喔對，這是我近幾年聽過最悅耳的聲音。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqq08YW36l
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哐啷！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiQsEe9THE
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我在鐵紅色的梳妝台上揀選著，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIEArclriA
不，不是你。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImWW5Tr5oV
不是你⋯71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXt85mtJLH
不是你⋯⋯71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFVsROpuU1
我說了不是你！！！！！！！！！！！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS1tlspGJR
⋯⋯
砰！！！
我奮力將藤椅往窗邊一甩。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbnvFgwmMD
可惜不知是手勁太小還是方向不對，它只是撞上了衣櫃，落在垃圾堆間。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCQFFyfWi3
我回過頭。
喔⋯對⋯⋯71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftgDguxEUw
你很不錯。
拿起地上的一把美工刀，我輕輕推出刀片，架在她的腕部。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jwRzU9RhG
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呼吸71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YaueDarBX
越來越急促71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm5JOrlj2d
就是71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzpiJaduhq
現在！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UvD359mQ4
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⋯⋯71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3EIjRe2E7
⋯⋯⋯71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zzb10cUvP
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「叮鈴—叮鈴—叮鈴—」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yLYARI72S
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⋯鬧鐘響了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJzo6YPpKB
她走向床頭，按下了鬧鐘。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7D2Rbibwa
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我們四目相交。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZP5sk0pXV
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「該吃藥了。」我說。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6a2jg8Vgh
「該吃藥了。」她回答道。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnFmJwfMm1
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我撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一顆橢圓的藥丸。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0M19QkOD5
她撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一片雪白的藥片。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzy82yppMJ
我們交互著彼此的工作，服下藥物。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuqLtYOlVW
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按時用藥是很重要的，我想。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTS8tC5rNr
她應該也這麼覺得。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeRJJKDug0
⋯⋯不，她必須這麼覺得。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw3GUlPKOU
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我走到窗邊搬回藤椅，在梳妝台前輕輕放下，坐在那裡，輕哼著不知名的旋律。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BDc2cOTtt
她兩手提起嘴角，看向我。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ktppzK4c0
再次，我們對視，然後輕笑了一聲。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKlPQhtcJl
「不用難過。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2soPjCQCB
不用生氣。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9O2xuueeT
不用委屈。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NSSPEZACH
不用憤慨。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwUTUTjJbm
今天又是美好的一天。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX23vNfl9F
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⋯⋯對吧？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJi5lkKcaC
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