警告：以下內容涉及敏感議題及部分特殊場面，若感不適，請立即關閉本文。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV4MUYAv2J
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—嗯，我過得超～好
「我沒事。」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodZUKAIXYu
「⋯⋯我超好的。」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMujJrXWLM
約莫三坪的黑暗中，兩根細長的手指伴隨一段低沉而無力的女聲，在僅有的光源上緩慢移動著。
—說出來你可能不信
幾筆墨黑躍然而出。
—我最近做什麼都超順的欸！93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg8Lu2C0Vt
—每天起床都很莫名很有精神93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiC7fJ3AVq
—買東西都剛好會遇到不太需要排隊的時段93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6zGn2T4kH
—喔對也不會有沒貨的問題
咑咑咑
—所以不要跟我說什麼是因為賣完了才沒人93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSU5DYdwRd
—還有很多93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL1DwpmK72
—像是要趕時間的時候大部分不會遇到紅燈93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkiEBsjM2r
—通勤的時候不太塞車93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowxpzssSxr
—打字的時候不太需要選字審字93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oSukIPYez
—還有很多其他93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiSkdUxr8Y
—反正就是
咑咑咑
—不只事情都確實按著計畫走93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BExprcZZ5
—還有很多意外的小確幸93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dulm0RnLZ
—房東太太也很好相處93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSNOdcQNQy
—你知道93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvTo6hKT5X
—這種便利的小幸運真的是93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLjj67Enmw
—可遇不可求93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20wVtL6hcT
—所以我最近心情真的93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn19N6bEVu
—超好！
咑
「哈哈⋯噗哈哈哈哈⋯⋯⋯咳咳咳⋯」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOno6YwiNqL
幾滴嫣紅的狂笑自嘴角流出，敲擊聲再次響起。
咑咑咑
—然後公司裡啊93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5MFAbjXku
—大家人都93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1GB5G2QcL
—該怎麼說93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaTaaEL2ZJ
—看起來有點難親近的同事實際上是那種外冷內熱的類型93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zpobexQgQ
—開始變熟了之後93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfQliwyCT2
—發現不只很好說話
咑咑咑
—樂於助人93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraf08UgViL
—對大家都很貼心
「⋯很貼心，熱心助人⋯⋯」一坨沾染著幾許赭紅的衛生紙被丟出床外。
—而且主管人也很好93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF7TR0lIPj
—架子不高，很有責任感93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzpzaS3s8Y
—不會一直讓人覺得很壓迫93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcdfVhVsfh
—也不會亂塞一堆無理的工作然後當甩手掌櫃93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CcejBA76T
—而且⋯⋯
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⋯⋯陸陸續續又打了兩分鐘後，敲擊聲再次唐突地停了下來。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bFUvTpJbh
她看著螢幕，陷入沉默。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcMoLlnk59
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褪下包裹著的厚重棉被，揮開旁邊成堆的衛生紙，她托起身子，走近梳妝台。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkrMwWZIhV
稍顯陳舊的白花藤椅在她的拉扯下發出一聲尖銳叫喊，但她不予理會，徑直坐下。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewDeIhoFef
「哼哼哼～」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyNADbSFik
一段不知名的旋律輕巧地推開發紫的薄唇，墜落在無光的空虛之中。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnFnbhP52B
她拍上化妝水，開始上妝。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1ZjzvdTr0
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「哼哼哼～咳咳⋯⋯」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlX6I6AQqd
一邊扯開喉嚨，盡可能模仿著她那淒美的樂聲，我看著她一步一步完成商業用妝容，開始梳理自己深褐色的長髮。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22X1NyChls
琥珀色的扁梳不發一語，輕柔而無聲地帶走了一絲又一絲，渲上幾點鏽斑的棕髮。剩餘的髮絲被撥到右肩上，襯出頸部那圈靛色的瘀青。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RkHduuvi4
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這不是我第一次看她上妝了。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RFrLxYhLy
但不管幾次，總覺得有哪裡不太滿意。
是配色不太好嗎？93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr17u8vref
眼影太深了嗎？93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGILdjsvqq
唇色太濃了嗎？93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLsoAgVlEr
底妝太飽和了嗎？93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRg2ZJ6mm3
還是真的只是感覺問題？不過我們最近都還是跟以前一樣心情都不錯欸？93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Po81dYTk
⋯⋯總之，我不太清楚。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFpAgEPfk7
或者說，我一直都沒搞清楚。
我們對視了許久，她看起來似乎也覺得哪裡不太滿意。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZKK29jDyl
⋯⋯看來是「我們」都沒搞清楚。
「咳咳⋯換身衣服好了⋯⋯」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qy8K9MdeH
幾聲嘶啞傳出，她轉過身去，扶著略微搖晃的白花藤椅，撐起身子緩步邁進。賣力地推開沿途的障礙物，小心避開路上的垃圾、藥丸、藥片，玻璃，塑膠碎片⋯⋯然後抵達衣櫃前，再使勁拉開櫃門。
咚93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngzXCcuahj
砰93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuVQdvTehe
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⋯⋯吱咿——
仔細淘選出幾件發皺的連身裙裝，她轉回來，比對著問我。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZX2w3kk0L
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「這件怎麼樣？」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40XPzmbxsR
我搖搖頭。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQibVecpBi
那是她前幾年穿去聯誼的藍白相間的高腰洋裝，現在已經不適合她了。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qvan3GAru
我看見她也搖了搖頭，轉過去提起另一件。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO79ThXHMO7
「咳咳⋯這件⋯咳⋯呢？」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TwUvrdi7x
我搖搖頭。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHz3S89XGy
拜託，現在是夏天欸，沒什麼特殊需求的話穿著深色長裙難免不妥吧？妳不熱，我光看著也很熱。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pHhvJ5dhE
嘛，不過我們不怎麼出門就是了。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuyDhQ04pj
她似乎愣了一下，但隨即也搖了搖頭，又轉過去提起另一件來。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5zYr7Hj8W
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就這樣一來一往，我們最終相中了一件白底黑點，V領的綁帶洋裝。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3kreJgc5e
雖說依舊是有點差強人意，但能從那堆東西裡翻出這麼一件來已經是不可多求的奇蹟了。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBJSMhrluY
正所謂「可遇不可求」嘛。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7O51zCtfM
「噗呵⋯」我們相視而笑。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCyJm8IdZM
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換完衣服，她再次拉開藤椅，坐了下來，邊整理梳妝台，邊哼起那段不知名的旋律。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJBwy3yneI
我也有樣學樣，幫著整理那些瓶瓶罐罐，同時慢慢唱了起來。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U20g48kWU
經過剛剛的琢磨，這次已經沒那麼痛了。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglS9gGDUAp
雖然偶爾還是會咳個幾下，但沒差，擦擦就好。
「哼哼哼～」
Alprazolam、Estazolam、Triazolam、Chlordiazepoxide、Lorazepam⋯⋯93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe29OvVidE
在無數不認識的單字中，我看見她特別挑了幾瓶出來，打開後如品茶般輕嗅了幾下，又蓋了回去。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtSn9eujXF
也不知道是為什麼，她從去年開始⋯也許是前年？便開始四處購買這樣的藥品。
我知道那些是什麼，而她也知道。
⋯⋯看著她一罐接著一罐，讓蓋回去的藥瓶自然落下。我突然一股怒氣湧上，憤然將梳妝台上所有瓶瓶罐罐一把推開，瞬息之間，整個空間迴響起清澈的共鳴。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltVb66xhFZ
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喔對，這是我近幾年聽過最悅耳的聲音。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh0nC9ityX
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哐啷！93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooIdDCQBQa
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我在鐵紅色的梳妝台上揀選著，93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRbb5UzyhB
不，不是你。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzBq5iHonX
不是你⋯93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ4ACWnjTJ
不是你⋯⋯93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlPdCtiuEm
我說了不是你！！！！！！！！！！！93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCmpmybIoM
⋯⋯
砰！！！
我奮力將藤椅往窗邊一甩。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwi2rr2Jujg
可惜不知是手勁太小還是方向不對，它只是撞上了衣櫃，落在垃圾堆間。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZeVnl51dM
我回過頭。
喔⋯對⋯⋯93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ4UnopF4e
你很不錯。
拿起地上的一把美工刀，我輕輕推出刀片，架在她的腕部。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeeNlW6hAh
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呼吸93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbPlg9kybd
越來越急促93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCkfG7hK37
就是93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgFVh10krF
現在！93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm7CnswIQN
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⋯⋯93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60uKPZMbb5
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「叮鈴—叮鈴—叮鈴—」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfSW11yHEY
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⋯鬧鐘響了。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXO78NV11s
她走向床頭，按下了鬧鐘。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSda2Ttt3U
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我們四目相交。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks8HvXA65c
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「該吃藥了。」我說。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EGKf9gDeQ
「該吃藥了。」她回答道。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3tDzP7bXD
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我撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一顆橢圓的藥丸。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ846MOXp2qR
她撿起地上眾多藥瓶的其中之一，將瓶子倒過來，輕敲著瓶口，倒出一片雪白的藥片。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGu2tSpUIk
我們交互著彼此的工作，服下藥物。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFnea2m3vr
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按時用藥是很重要的，我想。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPTNazJldE
她應該也這麼覺得。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIzHnPkHNI
⋯⋯不，她必須這麼覺得。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWToGoJtk5
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我走到窗邊搬回藤椅，在梳妝台前輕輕放下，坐在那裡，輕哼著不知名的旋律。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s2S2ER6ww
她兩手提起嘴角，看向我。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL1hoile9h
再次，我們對視，然後輕笑了一聲。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDufe7FqhTR
「不用難過。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8IgezvoKj
不用生氣。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM26M9ldSvo
不用委屈。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoB5zmRw79
不用憤慨。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjaRfOOORL
今天又是美好的一天。」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOZz8wGE3T
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⋯⋯對吧？93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL4lFV8t2v
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