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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgZ7S0YLZn
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCu6No2agE
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBL6prF1tW
糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyUi8uzzWY
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVvlpYbSFy
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXxlinjgI4
那是她的新代言廣告。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjyIBCu3d2
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL96VvmVIiO
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ3gEaHllL
拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ7dADXhGS
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGIp0OnwDJ
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsaTJXUQoM
她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNNYnjXX5T
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUvyEEGYja
糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbpMOIOJDQ
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX3MjKqnCL
她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi1n0azqPZ
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQoLBqqeHV
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23il4SIEUz
「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVxP0qdNuX
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0QSG6JWEV
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8AI07M8RT
糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYlAh9gUbS
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM47t933VCR
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgocVuopUT
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXjHP9vf6J
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqoOvSm6Ot
有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjLR9wLcZu
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblJQ2urSvA
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNr0dDfxoX
糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Dtwh9PjVO
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJKG2mMGIO
他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tkTc4nusJ
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQDKZOSwou
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56eNMvFljM
她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKpKgf12j3
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuJv0nxjfO
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5JrWZ67IA
可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ213WL99SBL
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaON9SWs7ac
一支後台影片被曝光。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqha9eOjCer
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpogL5bydhM
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkqXmxwp8N
「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6bnpKlZHp
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EgcMoeeus
星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHNGYvEUQJ
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiypuU5kPhJ
「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aefQI9zuI
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ011SYjgXBe
經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bs7aIeWfQ
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5zThKmwo7
她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAo4n96ZTt
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e7pwL5ULU
「那就截啊。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj9OGOyv4m
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhYrc1KCcX
她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30HlFgMb1Y
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNqPz28mgU
注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDt098nDD1
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp6Vho06sc
沒有慌，也沒有躲——9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2qbXsAjKn
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHupV6Mrrg
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVALWQ7Kgl
那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98FTfyJluq
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSILmUwQxM4
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT9B19hcFy
【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFfRw3b86k
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwjn2PfLBR
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqRpE3fekp
他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD4G82L1d1
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwBjY7kDp2
已經點開了對話框。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIffNF5HXMJ
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrDUD7MnYs
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81nMDVyUbY
糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxj6UnQbNe
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCHrVb0TmO
手指放到輸入列上。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7RMVR6iC8
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9W9l6Xl1P
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzQ0D1tuSf
——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI9mZ6urKM
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5zwn9rrpW
但最後，他什麼都沒打。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBiAUZtiOK
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45Py4uanEA
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNJS16lHu9
訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILy0cosV8W
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQFzazZBMI
莉奈的名字，跳了出來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbsNh8aAEo
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7OJQgEeiP
他沒預期她會打來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1U71B0H0U
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHCK7U2ZTq
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZeiY14F2I
對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz5mSoLtRp
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTKg6X86bd
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAalsTYf6a
「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLTOkoipen
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTiII3wbRn
他沒有說話。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbUFSGr1Ps
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCxmSQVMt7
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusIRvUQINV
「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv00Lusu7Kf
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXT7257aqT
語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3FZmv9S7w
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpMgjx99Yd
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3JcxPN7hg
她停了一下，等他回應。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlE7AaHlIs
他只「嗯」了一聲。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ7pu8oGC8
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpB9CkwdyhA
「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrumwosEtf
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0r7NRBsQr
她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY28Bt3SjgO
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHSvKkPMpx
「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt3ryXRFnC
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcdyYf1FJG
話音未落，她接著說：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XrqBfWjoi
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpExydN6Y1
「早點睡。晚安。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIi0Sw0w2V
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WQuME2tQr
——然後，她掛了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kOEPR3kfc
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWNHsGNqF1
不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHOcCXdEvg
是她先掛的。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhPXc38xGa
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxx1fAoiqB
那通話不到兩分鐘。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7hsGb6O2i
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbvQo0HT10
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdejTcc3YZq
手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFNeanyJEC
耳邊安靜得過分。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonyRAu5JfT
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPCze2oXKl
＊＊＊9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6eUqaIK4E
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyBDyXzG7h
掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr25b99W4C7
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf03Mh7ml4
星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6UzloLAnt
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLfktFO4h8
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S5jQpFoM8
只是——有點麻。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9Ohme3wzF
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCLtpSocDA
彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWxjfRYsBk
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9tYk8R4u7
她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpZtvJ8AyV
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadxfmoXg61
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUtbTkePHl
她知道自己應該要睡了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSSNNVGgVM
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGrP6qyn1Z
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eDyBFRbRc
然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zrit4DRDL
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZA77fogDM
【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUcTyJncKE
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9vHq21Abd
輸入完，她按下儲存。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP89dQ6lBNI
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLd9q7iy93
然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOampr6mNgz
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasE1S05ZrG
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PqzOiUApN
但也沒那麼痛了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1gVzSChvn
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0L6CnzJ5C
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp69vRMrw0
「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAfGvFjeSF
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvUdvXTdqR
語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nCRKExbKQ
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsOT77xW6L
梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2Qy7fAFCX
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrqWGEEqiD
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu9fxm7PLc
設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSK21hfb6f
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i7p6FR0oE
只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDwD5NKluf
耳邊有人說：9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe50xUv8CJ
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2qshUzV4w
「登機口要關閉囉。」9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ2JijbMJO
9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQujF8PS6t
星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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