夜已深,整條街區陷入幾近死寂的靜。53Please respect copyright.PENANA6ffUh2LTVX
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星野莉奈拿著包,轉頭對司機道了聲謝,下了車。53Please respect copyright.PENANAScgEh4o80P
一身車燈的暖色光線,落在她身後,彷彿在為她驅逐黑暗。 她拿出鑰匙打開大門,腳步一側、轉身走進家門。身後的保母車慢慢掉頭,駛離靜謐的住宅街。53Please respect copyright.PENANARv866qxDvu
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⋯⋯喀。53Please respect copyright.PENANAaPj3V7a3vB
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那聲音輕得像幻聽,卻又真實得讓她停下動作——太溫柔了,跟落在地板上的雪花一樣。不仔細注意,根本不會發現。53Please respect copyright.PENANAuYYT4hxs18
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正要轉身關門的時候,眼前的光忽然被一片黑影遮住。她本能抬頭、卻還沒反應過來——那個人就站在門口。53Please respect copyright.PENANAkfKfCgX9C8
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「啊⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.PENANA5QBvq4yDyQ
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星野莉奈嚇了一大跳、馬上捂住嘴巴以免叫出聲——不用半秒她就認出對方身份。她急忙東張西望,接著用最快的速度,把他拉到身後、拉進大門內的小庭園中。53Please respect copyright.PENANAwfKHhQ27ha
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星野莉奈又朝門外看了一眼,才輕輕帶上門。53Please respect copyright.PENANAWAtC3qlnAb
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「——你怎麼⋯⋯在這裡?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA6wtrAnaP4y
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與其說驚喜,她根本是驚嚇——她沒想過、也不敢再想,會在這樣一個夜晚、這樣安靜的家門口,又見到他站在光線邊緣。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxw2G6wyEZX
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「我沒走。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAHJIZqk5wuV
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糸師冴說,看似沒想過要遲疑什麼,也沒有想過現在多晚了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAWGH4D82vm3
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有點不真實。53Please respect copyright.PENANA7W2mhcIeXz
這麼晚了,連附近的商店都關了燈,只有他還像某種錯置的錯覺一樣,站在那裡不動。53Please respect copyright.PENANAnAAhocGXZF
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星野莉奈整個人都停下來了。除了一直握著手機的手,現在抖得有點明顯。53Please respect copyright.PENANA03ZFtbATxP
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她真的——真的好想見他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAugRrmew4vr
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那種想念不是為了擁抱或安慰,只是想確認,他真的還在她觸碰得到的地方。哪怕只是遠遠站著,哪怕什麼都不說,她都會覺得——撐得下去。53Please respect copyright.PENANAkxipwE0QWi
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可在昨晚收到他簡單的行程告知後,她早就說服自己:這次見不到了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAix924fORLl
——他應該早就走了,回到屬於他的節奏,他自己的軌道裡。53Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q5somIPmP
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她早準備好,把『好想他』這句話藏在心裡——可他現在,竟然真的站在這裡。53Please respect copyright.PENANA8ViWtJ2bzd
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他真的站在這裡。真的沒走——53Please respect copyright.PENANADdfrhgMwDo
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心底有股緩緩竄升上來的喜悅,連心跳都因此變得更真實——可她從未預期過這個片段,連下一步該做什麼都沒有頭緒。最後還是只能再回頭問他:53Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ34bqJtOs
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「⋯⋯不是要回西班牙嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAMx47kw1bDg
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「本來要回去。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAmUqPWDPtQ5
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糸師冴做了個短暫的答覆。53Please respect copyright.PENANAr0o1YvvCBH
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「今天在酒店看到一場說明會,一個叫『藍色監獄』的計畫。滿有興趣。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAlq9uiHzqbw
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沒說太多細節,也沒說什麼媒體、記者會、緋聞、風波。他說完後,靜了一下。53Please respect copyright.PENANATtvwcL69Yd
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她沒什麼表情,只是輕輕笑了一下,很簡單。53Please respect copyright.PENANAyiWtKQBWt1
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「你決定留下來?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA75OOMukViM
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「嗯。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA5FbJCdsiuj
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糸師冴頓了一下,才補了一句:53Please respect copyright.PENANAo1jvEPZo7L
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「如果妳有什麼行程,不用改。也不用等我回去。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAWtnrxx1gOr
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星野莉奈還是微笑著。想嘆氣,但沒真正吐出來。有些無奈,有些好笑,又有一點⋯⋯說不出的委屈。53Please respect copyright.PENANAKEVNtOhtrs
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「冴⋯⋯這個時間點,你可以傳訊⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.PENANAzzsdtGtUbs
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「我不想讓妳從新聞上知道這件事。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAeic74yJgUt
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她停了一下,看著他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAa8e3okdcP7
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「剛好回家吃飯。就順路過來。」53Please respect copyright.PENANARlapHMl8SE
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糸師冴把臉偏向一邊。53Please respect copyright.PENANAvwHrzCmi4d
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「我不確定妳會不會想聽⋯⋯所以沒先聯絡。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA5u8qIsRS16
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原來他也會想,自己說的話她會不會想聽啊⋯⋯星野莉奈苦笑了一下。53Please respect copyright.PENANAQGWw0Tx2Qv
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他說要留下來,她是真的開心的。能見到他一面,已經夠幸福了。何況他還特地來說明這件事——難得先來找她,難得到讓她差點想笑。53Please respect copyright.PENANAK36FUNuEwr
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她原本那麼想見他,卻只能一個人想念。結果在放棄之後,他竟然就這樣活生生站在她面前。53Please respect copyright.PENANAydjKsMyhuz
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星野莉奈低頭看了看自己仍在顫抖的手,忍不住笑了笑。明明只是順路說一句話而已⋯⋯她卻差點感動到不知所措。53Please respect copyright.PENANAI3m3pM5tO6
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可,那股躲不掉的疼痛感,還是很真實。53Please respect copyright.PENANAoBnE2aH42t
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——他一向是這樣的。說走就走,說留下就留下,理由永遠不是她。53Please respect copyright.PENANAdEJCisaDIW
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她不是不痛,但他也不是第一次這樣了。53Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZnwFnwv6x
她告訴自己,沒那麼意外——因為十三歲那年,她哭得那麼大聲,都沒能讓他停下腳步。53Please respect copyright.PENANAXWfnngBvcI
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那時候她就知道了,她留不住他。53Please respect copyright.PENANATcyeGxq0rh
而現在,只是又一次被確認而已。53Please respect copyright.PENANAtTG6oh0FsX
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終於嘆了一口氣。53Please respect copyright.PENANApz4l5lkjo1
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「⋯⋯謝謝。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAQWDT7Unzqd
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星野莉奈輕聲說。不是不懂,因為她也做過類似的選擇——當初為了巴黎C牌的試鏡,留下他一個人在日本,獨自面對YIPS。53Please respect copyright.PENANAvVTMCg6Xgj
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這樣的選擇⋯⋯或許,並不是因為真的不在意吧。53Please respect copyright.PENANACMUWhU6H9n
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糸師冴沒回應,只是看著她,像在確認什麼,又像沒想那麼多,只是單純站在這裡。53Please respect copyright.PENANA8lRxdvbB4U
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「你今天有看新聞嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAWXGh2mDUum
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語氣像是隨口問的,但星野莉奈的眼神卻沒有移開他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAqoFppVgpnK
糸師冴還是看著她,沒有立刻回。53Please respect copyright.PENANAHk2DFhDp6E
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「我是說⋯⋯有記者說你回來,是為了誰誰誰——什麼C牌的代言人啦,什麼模特啦。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAlsa0LO5f5W
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她笑了一下,語氣輕得像沒掛心。53Please respect copyright.PENANAHz6O74GAyb
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糸師冴的表情沒變,只是像掃過背景雜訊那樣,簡單丟出一句:53Please respect copyright.PENANAWNdxjw1gRo
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「那些會降低智商的東西不用看。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAL2xUCIq2Xu
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她愣了一下,早該猜到這個答案——卻還是被什麼刺了一下。53Please respect copyright.PENANAoGfJKCbyvV
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「我就知道你不會在乎。」星野莉奈勉強笑著,沒說可是「那些」東西裡有她,「⋯⋯你一向都不理這些人。」53Please respect copyright.PENANATPacQrc5QV
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糸師冴點了點頭,連一句都懶得多說。53Please respect copyright.PENANAhMS8R4HkTV
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她早就知道了。可驗證的那一瞬間,還是⋯⋯會痛。53Please respect copyright.PENANASDwqWMLkmc
——他不是不知道。是從頭到尾,真的,都沒打算為這些事,說一句話。53Please respect copyright.PENANA4YEl4bBu08
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所以⋯⋯她才必須親口問他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAeGGp1d3Ces
否則,她永遠不知道,自己到底是被回應過,還是只是被忽略。53Please respect copyright.PENANAWEEA91LBda
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她眼神收回,像鼓起什麼:「可以問你一個問題嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAGvQnwgV8vz
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糸師冴望著她,她沒等那聲「可以」,就輕輕開口:53Please respect copyright.PENANAbHKLBsZJa3
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「那時候⋯⋯我問你,能不能當我男朋友的時候。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA0hDqrcIpWA
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她語調平穩,卻藏不住一點點太久沒說出口的濕氣。53Please respect copyright.PENANAoeeZUvsH0N
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「你為什麼,什麼都不說?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA2ovBOIovgK
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她要的,不是澄清,不是安慰,也不是公關措辭——53Please respect copyright.PENANA3SdpctNBMd
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只是想知道,他當時,為什麼不說話。53Please respect copyright.PENANATxxD8abF7E
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她眼神乾淨,語氣也很平靜,看起來做了很多次心理預演。53Please respect copyright.PENANAU7fBY0b7Af
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糸師冴的眼睫微動,卻沒說話。53Please respect copyright.PENANAhy08CRprA0
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「你那時候什麼都沒說。」星野莉奈語氣不重,但每一個字都像在敲門,「所以我一直以為,你是在拒絕我。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAZaOnxlheXS
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她沒打算哭,可眼睛就是酸了。不是情緒失控的那種,只是覺得——終於到了該問的時候。53Please respect copyright.PENANAJY5TjATfpw
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「現在可以告訴我了嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAQMf1bdxklO
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她問得很輕、很平靜,跟在問一個已經無關痛癢的往事一樣。但她眼神裡的那一點閃動,出賣了她。53Please respect copyright.PENANAnk1MlQU5e0
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她可以接受他完全不想搭理記者,也可以接受他對輿論嗤之以鼻。53Please respect copyright.PENANAyvoT6hN5da
但她需要知道——真正的答案。53Please respect copyright.PENANAWNvZQpEKmZ
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她只是想有足夠的底氣,在所有喧嘩之中,繼續站穩自己。就像客廳那張媽媽的模特照一樣,最後走進聚光燈下,用優雅沉靜的笑容穿透一切喧囂,眼神仍然明亮。53Please respect copyright.PENANAuANzhMQola
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她不是做不到——53Please respect copyright.PENANAOfcyMJYLnv
是⋯⋯她太累了,不想再自己猜。53Please respect copyright.PENANAHPWYrKEbTU
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她想知道,不是只有她自己一個人;就算他不願意公開也沒關係。至少⋯⋯她得知道,她不是一個人。53Please respect copyright.PENANAixgExsGYdQ
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糸師冴沒有立刻回答。53Please respect copyright.PENANAat9ocX0S0b
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他只是站著,靜靜看著她,視線像是停在一個太久沒觸碰的名字上。喉結動了一下,似乎有什麼卡住了,然後才說:53Please respect copyright.PENANAkdWgcGCahK
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「⋯⋯因為妳太喜歡我了。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAkOpAlp3icv
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她沒說話,只看著他,眼神在等一個更具體的解釋。53Please respect copyright.PENANAISVw2KI83j
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「妳太用盡全力了。」他的語氣一貫冷靜,沒有任何責備,卻也沒有溫度。53Please respect copyright.PENANAnqdCXq4jHz
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她盯著他,手指緊了緊。53Please respect copyright.PENANAZNvQTnYMqK
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糸師冴繼續說下去,語速不快,說出那個早就壓在心底的結論:53Please respect copyright.PENANAxM7dKYVJQ8
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「妳總在等我開口,連我沉默的時候,妳也會自己幫我把話説完⋯⋯妳知道我喜歡什麼口味的飲料、哪雙球鞋壓腳、哪天睡不好,什麼紅茶我不會喝第二次。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAIHsdTEjlcn
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他眼神沒動。她指尖掐緊了一下,但沒有插話。53Please respect copyright.PENANA3OVpXhi3Zn
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「妳連我哪天打噴嚏、早上挑哪條毛巾、哪一場比賽後不想講話——妳都記得,比我還清楚。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAUVGbVMk1mg
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他停了一下,終於碰到心裡最難說出口的那句:53Please respect copyright.PENANABlEq0Vv7QW
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「——『這些,真的是妳該做的嗎?』」53Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4DGCZA806
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糸師冴冷靜到近乎空白。53Please respect copyright.PENANAMLRYQDCtD1
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「每次妳把所有細節記得清清楚楚時,我只想問這句話。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAhrA6scpRnt
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她抿唇,眼神裡的光開始慢慢往下沉。53Please respect copyright.PENANAISeQiy8KEH
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「所以你就選擇,不回應?」她問,聲音輕得像風。53Please respect copyright.PENANAyqAL1rGXLa
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他眼中有什麼微微動了一下,好像想說什麼,卻又收了回去。53Please respect copyright.PENANAtNHoPrwbbC
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糸師冴靜了太久,久到她以為,那份沉默也是一種回答。她點了點頭,像理解了什麼,又像終於累了。53Please respect copyright.PENANARcVhhlWYWf
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「原來我這麼努力地喜歡你,在你眼裡——只是努力過頭了?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAPxltn4wERC
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「不是。」糸師冴皺眉,「我只是覺得——妳不該這樣。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA3aqS4JbCSM
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「所以是我錯了?」她輕聲問,語氣仍然平穩,卻穩得連自己也不太確定。53Please respect copyright.PENANAXAZ8HmpRJF
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「妳把所有事情都預先設想的太多了。」他停了一下,像在調整什麼似的:「多到讓我懷疑,妳是不是連受傷,都提前準備好了。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAHCDOAXrxcY
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他一直知道她的付出,他不是看不到;他一直都知道她很好,只是希望她知道,她真的不需要為了他這麼拚命。53Please respect copyright.PENANAzSdMtjyZxR
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——不需要因為他,失去自己原本的樣子。53Please respect copyright.PENANAeZajxMOQBB
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星野莉奈沒再開口,只低頭看著地上的影子。站太久了,腳也有點麻了,但她還沒有轉身。53Please respect copyright.PENANAiXFrLZIz82
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「⋯⋯不管我在不在日本,妳都會是這樣吧。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA3SpTpI6t3y
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他說,聲音很低。語氣不像問,更像是說服。53Please respect copyright.PENANA6Opi0Ic3zm
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他知道她會一直努力,無論他在不在場。53Please respect copyright.PENANA2IolRuCOVE
她本來就會閃閃發光,本來就能站在那裡,讓所有人看見她。從來不需要靠誰。53Please respect copyright.PENANAG3bsaD7lUx
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機場的迎賓大廳裡,還掛著她和神谷美咲的海報——那個位置,本來就應該屬於她。53Please respect copyright.PENANAmvW6n4zStX
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和他,一點關係都沒有。53Please respect copyright.PENANAuwemnVLpxw
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她聽著,忽然笑了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAVyUyEr59Jt
很輕微的一個動作,像終於解開了什麼。53Please respect copyright.PENANAh4ylqp5qss
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原來,自己所做的一切,以為那些「不可取代」的位置,對對方來說,都只是——一種過分殷勤的工作。53Please respect copyright.PENANAE3kKXusrJr
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那些最美好、最溫暖也最真實的時刻,其實都是她一個人瞎忙猛竄,還低下頭,把它們收藏到內心最深的地方,珍惜保存。53Please respect copyright.PENANA5QaN3Urj34
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突然想起小川鈴很久以前和她說過——她的一切都必須跟鏡頭前一樣「剛剛好」。53Please respect copyright.PENANAsEsRpe3HPE
動作剛好、語言剛好、行為舉止剛好⋯⋯53Please respect copyright.PENANACYC8Mta59H
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連情感都要,剛剛好。53Please respect copyright.PENANAj3D3EFF3bg
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她的身體可以在零點三秒內調整角度,但她的情感沒辦法「剛剛好地愛」;「鏡頭精準」是職業訓練,專業可以掌握,但感情——不是工作。53Please respect copyright.PENANAViu1AxfCf2
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不是。一直都不是。53Please respect copyright.PENANARzBBpW3IOb
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「⋯⋯你放心吧。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAJWshC9b0Nh
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星野莉奈輕聲說,像在宣布一場溫柔的退場。53Please respect copyright.PENANAAiUui96Z7x
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「你穿哪雙鞋、喝哪個牌子的運動飲料、喜歡哪種戰術、哪場比賽得幾分⋯⋯那些四年前的事,我現在都忘得差不多了。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAER3dQbHfhT
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她說得不快,每一個字都刻意放慢,用來割自己一刀。53Please respect copyright.PENANAPod3lNJGxs
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「這樣⋯⋯就不會太不像戀愛了。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAgERGAUyaay
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她輕笑一下,對那個拼命記住所有細節的自己,說了一句告別。53Please respect copyright.PENANACsnPxrEfoq
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「太像,求職準備了⋯⋯」53Please respect copyright.PENANA7ygguEaWD4
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她真的太用力了。用力到,忘記自己其實也需要被回應。53Please respect copyright.PENANApSuRfie82D
她以為自己的愛是無條件、是輕盈、是足以支撐這段關係的——而現在,終於證明了,自己只是個過度消耗的機器。53Please respect copyright.PENANAVT8O4Z9Jrg
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說完,她轉身面向家門,手搭上門把,語氣輕到像是在結束一場不會錄取的面試:53Please respect copyright.PENANAgfs12Qohut
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「我會學著,怎麼『不那麼喜歡你』——我學得很快。放心吧。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAMYvMZkLIze
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腳步沒停,她往屋子裡走去。53Please respect copyright.PENANAZXsYRnmeoF
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「莉奈——」53Please respect copyright.PENANAmrbepcwBeF
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糸師冴下意識叫住她,腳步剛動了一下,手也抬了一寸,卻還是差了半步。他原本伸出的手,就停在門把的高度,離她不到五公分。53Please respect copyright.PENANACCegzzuxJu
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門「喀」地關上。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxEAI1VZ8rR
那聲音落下的瞬間,像什麼被剪斷了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAfMbikSfzKD
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「我會調整成你認為『適合』的樣子。那個剛剛好的樣子。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAQJr1KkKrmR
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她最後的聲音在空氣裡散開,帶著幾乎聽不見的顫抖。53Please respect copyright.PENANAIdGpkOlFI6
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——她那麼努力地喜歡他。不是一天,不是一句話,而是幾年來,心甘情願學著怎麼靠近他、照顧他、讀懂他——53Please respect copyright.PENANASEoNPvt5EU
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她用盡全力在風暴中站穩,繼續溫暖自己的初心,就是為了不辜負所有的真心、她感受到真切的每一刻——她以為,她不是一個人。53Please respect copyright.PENANAO08vzOh9cD
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而他,只用一場冷靜的風,把她所有的熱度吹散了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAR8cDfeHc68
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門關上的瞬間,他站著沒有動。53Please respect copyright.PENANA0psrMKzAxD
他知道她誤會了,卻一句解釋也說不出口。53Please respect copyright.PENANA9gMU2mpNEn
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他不是不在意她。53Please respect copyright.PENANAhs1qmDXON3
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而是,他已經用盡全力,回應她的每一句話了。
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