夜已深,整條街區陷入幾近死寂的靜。42Please respect copyright.PENANARgWcq8AzC2
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星野莉奈拿著包,轉頭對司機道了聲謝,下了車。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2bFTaTLDa0
一身車燈的暖色光線,落在她身後,彷彿在為她驅逐黑暗。 她拿出鑰匙打開大門,腳步一側、轉身走進家門。身後的保母車慢慢掉頭,駛離靜謐的住宅街。42Please respect copyright.PENANAsl1Xonqsl7
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⋯⋯喀。42Please respect copyright.PENANAu6HViyACU8
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那聲音輕得像幻聽,卻又真實得讓她停下動作——太溫柔了,跟落在地板上的雪花一樣。不仔細注意,根本不會發現。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPKnMitRINb
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正要轉身關門的時候,眼前的光忽然被一片黑影遮住。她本能抬頭、卻還沒反應過來——那個人就站在門口。42Please respect copyright.PENANARzxYWjR1FX
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「啊⋯⋯」42Please respect copyright.PENANAdZGwTvbfu3
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星野莉奈嚇了一大跳、馬上捂住嘴巴以免叫出聲——不用半秒她就認出對方身份。她急忙東張西望,接著用最快的速度,把他拉到身後、拉進大門內的小庭園中。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXYymeu33xj
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星野莉奈又朝門外看了一眼,才輕輕帶上門。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIuPfPT3iYs
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「——你怎麼⋯⋯在這裡?」42Please respect copyright.PENANA40m3xuXUVg
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與其說驚喜,她根本是驚嚇——她沒想過、也不敢再想,會在這樣一個夜晚、這樣安靜的家門口,又見到他站在光線邊緣。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhz29xUwhCM
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「我沒走。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAXn1GptDPGX
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糸師冴說,看似沒想過要遲疑什麼,也沒有想過現在多晚了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAT05hgg5qWo
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有點不真實。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaTCMDknAHB
這麼晚了,連附近的商店都關了燈,只有他還像某種錯置的錯覺一樣,站在那裡不動。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6VqmmC3fau
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星野莉奈整個人都停下來了。除了一直握著手機的手,現在抖得有點明顯。42Please respect copyright.PENANA0JFU1msym1
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她真的——真的好想見他。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3CRJYG8RxA
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那種想念不是為了擁抱或安慰,只是想確認,他真的還在她觸碰得到的地方。哪怕只是遠遠站著,哪怕什麼都不說,她都會覺得——撐得下去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEn7fweN1qe
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可在昨晚收到他簡單的行程告知後,她早就說服自己:這次見不到了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAaTIcj5NObm
——他應該早就走了,回到屬於他的節奏,他自己的軌道裡。42Please respect copyright.PENANAG4ctqBAr5S
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她早準備好,把『好想他』這句話藏在心裡——可他現在,竟然真的站在這裡。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAGT45kr2sT
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他真的站在這裡。真的沒走——42Please respect copyright.PENANAaFE5dRdsqg
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心底有股緩緩竄升上來的喜悅,連心跳都因此變得更真實——可她從未預期過這個片段,連下一步該做什麼都沒有頭緒。最後還是只能再回頭問他:42Please respect copyright.PENANAGMwwh9gdMv
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「⋯⋯不是要回西班牙嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAyOGxIq4q4B
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「本來要回去。」42Please respect copyright.PENANACcCzPcEdIT
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糸師冴做了個短暫的答覆。42Please respect copyright.PENANAO2lJU5XeJq
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「今天在酒店看到一場說明會,一個叫『藍色監獄』的計畫。滿有興趣。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAG2Xvb2OWxx
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沒說太多細節,也沒說什麼媒體、記者會、緋聞、風波。他說完後,靜了一下。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUVZgnCpd0u
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她沒什麼表情,只是輕輕笑了一下,很簡單。42Please respect copyright.PENANACb0T04WwL0
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「你決定留下來?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAfUvkNAcR9y
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「嗯。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAhSWNSUtvzg
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糸師冴頓了一下,才補了一句:42Please respect copyright.PENANA2GoxSrSOis
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「如果妳有什麼行程,不用改。也不用等我回去。」42Please respect copyright.PENANANyokXTWDhD
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星野莉奈還是微笑著。想嘆氣,但沒真正吐出來。有些無奈,有些好笑,又有一點⋯⋯說不出的委屈。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMA0R8Ivi4W
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「冴⋯⋯這個時間點,你可以傳訊⋯⋯」42Please respect copyright.PENANAJmZCuwTXpm
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「我不想讓妳從新聞上知道這件事。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA0hKyniUUe0
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她停了一下,看著他。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3fwwuaNLYS
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「剛好回家吃飯。就順路過來。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAs6tMUZbusJ
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糸師冴把臉偏向一邊。42Please respect copyright.PENANAV8OsqqdtW6
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「我不確定妳會不會想聽⋯⋯所以沒先聯絡。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA0qXaYaOtjm
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原來他也會想,自己說的話她會不會想聽啊⋯⋯星野莉奈苦笑了一下。42Please respect copyright.PENANATEHYZoCq4L
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他說要留下來,她是真的開心的。能見到他一面,已經夠幸福了。何況他還特地來說明這件事——難得先來找她,難得到讓她差點想笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYKVbRLny9x
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她原本那麼想見他,卻只能一個人想念。結果在放棄之後,他竟然就這樣活生生站在她面前。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxVjbD5z351
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星野莉奈低頭看了看自己仍在顫抖的手,忍不住笑了笑。明明只是順路說一句話而已⋯⋯她卻差點感動到不知所措。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhbllrDD0RB
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可,那股躲不掉的疼痛感,還是很真實。42Please respect copyright.PENANAv9RLieLEtn
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——他一向是這樣的。說走就走,說留下就留下,理由永遠不是她。42Please respect copyright.PENANAlTIuxYpRIH
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她不是不痛,但他也不是第一次這樣了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeSkRe8qBTb
她告訴自己,沒那麼意外——因為十三歲那年,她哭得那麼大聲,都沒能讓他停下腳步。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOm5eF5wIFq
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那時候她就知道了,她留不住他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhpyagBDPer
而現在,只是又一次被確認而已。42Please respect copyright.PENANAGIzfpcZQ0c
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終於嘆了一口氣。42Please respect copyright.PENANALvEJr7GIIZ
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「⋯⋯謝謝。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAxl9zTEuPaA
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星野莉奈輕聲說。不是不懂,因為她也做過類似的選擇——當初為了巴黎C牌的試鏡,留下他一個人在日本,獨自面對YIPS。42Please respect copyright.PENANAlfJqsw5HfH
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這樣的選擇⋯⋯或許,並不是因為真的不在意吧。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxaHB2idSUz
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糸師冴沒回應,只是看著她,像在確認什麼,又像沒想那麼多,只是單純站在這裡。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4M3erkpUaS
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「你今天有看新聞嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAag2xIJHD00
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語氣像是隨口問的,但星野莉奈的眼神卻沒有移開他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAlThScDJilT
糸師冴還是看著她,沒有立刻回。42Please respect copyright.PENANAovbNzddt6Z
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「我是說⋯⋯有記者說你回來,是為了誰誰誰——什麼C牌的代言人啦,什麼模特啦。」42Please respect copyright.PENANARrM4WFxevv
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她笑了一下,語氣輕得像沒掛心。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6rIND8tDkz
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糸師冴的表情沒變,只是像掃過背景雜訊那樣,簡單丟出一句:42Please respect copyright.PENANAVgte6TtTfM
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「那些會降低智商的東西不用看。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAIgXIrGnSJB
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她愣了一下,早該猜到這個答案——卻還是被什麼刺了一下。42Please respect copyright.PENANA6mrbhEOGKb
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「我就知道你不會在乎。」星野莉奈勉強笑著,沒說可是「那些」東西裡有她,「⋯⋯你一向都不理這些人。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA6XyeDFC6wb
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糸師冴點了點頭,連一句都懶得多說。42Please respect copyright.PENANAS1lndtMyYq
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她早就知道了。可驗證的那一瞬間,還是⋯⋯會痛。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQosBGoReq2
——他不是不知道。是從頭到尾,真的,都沒打算為這些事,說一句話。42Please respect copyright.PENANA47BfPh1czz
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所以⋯⋯她才必須親口問他。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzhpgqe1Rvv
否則,她永遠不知道,自己到底是被回應過,還是只是被忽略。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcuwVpynaCR
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她眼神收回,像鼓起什麼:「可以問你一個問題嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANADDqBHM5wNH
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糸師冴望著她,她沒等那聲「可以」,就輕輕開口:42Please respect copyright.PENANApIt7YY3INJ
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「那時候⋯⋯我問你,能不能當我男朋友的時候。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAneNP9o3Xjx
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她語調平穩,卻藏不住一點點太久沒說出口的濕氣。42Please respect copyright.PENANAKZoCRDaUu1
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「你為什麼,什麼都不說?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAsT0SrcxEvZ
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她要的,不是澄清,不是安慰,也不是公關措辭——42Please respect copyright.PENANAgA10MdWFhZ
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只是想知道,他當時,為什麼不說話。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2m9GCoLksC
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***42Please respect copyright.PENANAK5NxJBX1Az
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她眼神乾淨,語氣也很平靜,看起來做了很多次心理預演。42Please respect copyright.PENANAGIMky6IqLr
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糸師冴的眼睫微動,卻沒說話。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOBCZmzU84g
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「你那時候什麼都沒說。」星野莉奈語氣不重,但每一個字都像在敲門,「所以我一直以為,你是在拒絕我。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA67lL8b5i3V
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她沒打算哭,可眼睛就是酸了。不是情緒失控的那種,只是覺得——終於到了該問的時候。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4zgRXE6tGp
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「現在可以告訴我了嗎?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAnPx4GvYWzu
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她問得很輕、很平靜,跟在問一個已經無關痛癢的往事一樣。但她眼神裡的那一點閃動,出賣了她。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7zpv9uhLzS
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她可以接受他完全不想搭理記者,也可以接受他對輿論嗤之以鼻。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdRkaH9u15N
但她需要知道——真正的答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANArX69ufisOO
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她只是想有足夠的底氣,在所有喧嘩之中,繼續站穩自己。就像客廳那張媽媽的模特照一樣,最後走進聚光燈下,用優雅沉靜的笑容穿透一切喧囂,眼神仍然明亮。42Please respect copyright.PENANALdsaKUoMbI
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她不是做不到——42Please respect copyright.PENANAMZgqnduodi
是⋯⋯她太累了,不想再自己猜。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUaZ8656qSK
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她想知道,不是只有她自己一個人;就算他不願意公開也沒關係。至少⋯⋯她得知道,她不是一個人。42Please respect copyright.PENANApGl5RbrLOl
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糸師冴沒有立刻回答。42Please respect copyright.PENANAc1FrpW7nEc
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他只是站著,靜靜看著她,視線像是停在一個太久沒觸碰的名字上。喉結動了一下,似乎有什麼卡住了,然後才說:42Please respect copyright.PENANAodJGdfCexU
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「⋯⋯因為妳太喜歡我了。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAm6uvOWloUK
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她沒說話,只看著他,眼神在等一個更具體的解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3RW4a1Osvl
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「妳太用盡全力了。」他的語氣一貫冷靜,沒有任何責備,卻也沒有溫度。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgKoHZ272Eb
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她盯著他,手指緊了緊。42Please respect copyright.PENANANp9MIqC525
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糸師冴繼續說下去,語速不快,說出那個早就壓在心底的結論:42Please respect copyright.PENANAOD3kbxqCyi
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「妳總在等我開口,連我沉默的時候,妳也會自己幫我把話説完⋯⋯妳知道我喜歡什麼口味的飲料、哪雙球鞋壓腳、哪天睡不好,什麼紅茶我不會喝第二次。」42Please respect copyright.PENANANLhYCAGaKy
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他眼神沒動。她指尖掐緊了一下,但沒有插話。42Please respect copyright.PENANADfSrjZZDtk
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「妳連我哪天打噴嚏、早上挑哪條毛巾、哪一場比賽後不想講話——妳都記得,比我還清楚。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAFRBEcV2D9X
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他停了一下,終於碰到心裡最難說出口的那句:42Please respect copyright.PENANA2miWibEZFh
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「——『這些,真的是妳該做的嗎?』」42Please respect copyright.PENANA32udJchtcb
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糸師冴冷靜到近乎空白。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUZVxFNfD9p
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「每次妳把所有細節記得清清楚楚時,我只想問這句話。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAnu5FG4Kfyb
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她抿唇,眼神裡的光開始慢慢往下沉。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWXPnNGsqZD
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「所以你就選擇,不回應?」她問,聲音輕得像風。42Please respect copyright.PENANAySSzYt5pvY
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他眼中有什麼微微動了一下,好像想說什麼,卻又收了回去。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5nfBC7GmnJ
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糸師冴靜了太久,久到她以為,那份沉默也是一種回答。她點了點頭,像理解了什麼,又像終於累了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAscxyZQfoii
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「原來我這麼努力地喜歡你,在你眼裡——只是努力過頭了?」42Please respect copyright.PENANAoDiLhtynQZ
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「不是。」糸師冴皺眉,「我只是覺得——妳不該這樣。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAkd2qB1v91S
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「所以是我錯了?」她輕聲問,語氣仍然平穩,卻穩得連自己也不太確定。42Please respect copyright.PENANACkEPtmjS6j
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「妳把所有事情都預先設想的太多了。」他停了一下,像在調整什麼似的:「多到讓我懷疑,妳是不是連受傷,都提前準備好了。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAtOrjZybG0B
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他一直知道她的付出,他不是看不到;他一直都知道她很好,只是希望她知道,她真的不需要為了他這麼拚命。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOo9Mo9wdhI
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——不需要因為他,失去自己原本的樣子。42Please respect copyright.PENANAq4IgG84xhk
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星野莉奈沒再開口,只低頭看著地上的影子。站太久了,腳也有點麻了,但她還沒有轉身。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqGp3q6aWi2
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「⋯⋯不管我在不在日本,妳都會是這樣吧。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAXdo6UYydZM
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他說,聲音很低。語氣不像問,更像是說服。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOzhgmpUjpr
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他知道她會一直努力,無論他在不在場。42Please respect copyright.PENANABSmqlx2Z3h
她本來就會閃閃發光,本來就能站在那裡,讓所有人看見她。從來不需要靠誰。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8GytzeMsvb
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機場的迎賓大廳裡,還掛著她和神谷美咲的海報——那個位置,本來就應該屬於她。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWUJa354liR
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和他,一點關係都沒有。42Please respect copyright.PENANAShTdqp0omi
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她聽著,忽然笑了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAoaJb542nun
很輕微的一個動作,像終於解開了什麼。42Please respect copyright.PENANAucUAEG5WS8
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原來,自己所做的一切,以為那些「不可取代」的位置,對對方來說,都只是——一種過分殷勤的工作。42Please respect copyright.PENANAtAxBBTxC94
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那些最美好、最溫暖也最真實的時刻,其實都是她一個人瞎忙猛竄,還低下頭,把它們收藏到內心最深的地方,珍惜保存。42Please respect copyright.PENANAO8fRS8ZljK
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突然想起小川鈴很久以前和她說過——她的一切都必須跟鏡頭前一樣「剛剛好」。42Please respect copyright.PENANAp9a7lyHIuH
動作剛好、語言剛好、行為舉止剛好⋯⋯42Please respect copyright.PENANAxHJyGhe7va
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連情感都要,剛剛好。42Please respect copyright.PENANAhsulFBMCrn
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她的身體可以在零點三秒內調整角度,但她的情感沒辦法「剛剛好地愛」;「鏡頭精準」是職業訓練,專業可以掌握,但感情——不是工作。42Please respect copyright.PENANAJOCOaksger
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不是。一直都不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYEKDKUlNrw
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「⋯⋯你放心吧。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAoeXyfRNUwf
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星野莉奈輕聲說,像在宣布一場溫柔的退場。42Please respect copyright.PENANAW2EQK5M3kZ
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「你穿哪雙鞋、喝哪個牌子的運動飲料、喜歡哪種戰術、哪場比賽得幾分⋯⋯那些四年前的事,我現在都忘得差不多了。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAXygbkrJk3P
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她說得不快,每一個字都刻意放慢,用來割自己一刀。42Please respect copyright.PENANANUhArF6yNe
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「這樣⋯⋯就不會太不像戀愛了。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAhaabX6eGyb
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她輕笑一下,對那個拼命記住所有細節的自己,說了一句告別。42Please respect copyright.PENANAq4HXZh0kyR
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「太像,求職準備了⋯⋯」42Please respect copyright.PENANA9B1GqBMOIi
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她真的太用力了。用力到,忘記自己其實也需要被回應。42Please respect copyright.PENANAH6eKWsg9sS
她以為自己的愛是無條件、是輕盈、是足以支撐這段關係的——而現在,終於證明了,自己只是個過度消耗的機器。42Please respect copyright.PENANAfW0oKGYS9A
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說完,她轉身面向家門,手搭上門把,語氣輕到像是在結束一場不會錄取的面試:42Please respect copyright.PENANA593vseb19o
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「我會學著,怎麼『不那麼喜歡你』——我學得很快。放心吧。」42Please respect copyright.PENANABMDD4tVVlk
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腳步沒停,她往屋子裡走去。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5LRhx2o3zZ
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「莉奈——」42Please respect copyright.PENANA6nVJWKutHo
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糸師冴下意識叫住她,腳步剛動了一下,手也抬了一寸,卻還是差了半步。他原本伸出的手,就停在門把的高度,離她不到五公分。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzDQiNyHmOy
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門「喀」地關上。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUT25iWuq4U
那聲音落下的瞬間,像什麼被剪斷了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFYWQxOcsTS
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「我會調整成你認為『適合』的樣子。那個剛剛好的樣子。」42Please respect copyright.PENANA1PBdipJQa3
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她最後的聲音在空氣裡散開,帶著幾乎聽不見的顫抖。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeNGgkStIae
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——她那麼努力地喜歡他。不是一天,不是一句話,而是幾年來,心甘情願學著怎麼靠近他、照顧他、讀懂他——42Please respect copyright.PENANAVmPHpzjOSy
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她用盡全力在風暴中站穩,繼續溫暖自己的初心,就是為了不辜負所有的真心、她感受到真切的每一刻——她以為,她不是一個人。42Please respect copyright.PENANAl5e5XwQnga
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而他,只用一場冷靜的風,把她所有的熱度吹散了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPkxA5MxMko
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門關上的瞬間,他站著沒有動。42Please respect copyright.PENANAi7QRvwem1N
他知道她誤會了,卻一句解釋也說不出口。42Please respect copyright.PENANAqJurOScs6L
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他不是不在意她。42Please respect copyright.PENANAvks8IZaShe
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而是,他已經用盡全力,回應她的每一句話了。
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