夜已深,整條街區陷入幾近死寂的靜。30Please respect copyright.PENANAmIGbUZEFVU
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星野莉奈拿著包,轉頭對司機道了聲謝,下了車。30Please respect copyright.PENANAcc4UoHefBm
一身車燈的暖色光線,落在她身後,彷彿在為她驅逐黑暗。 她拿出鑰匙打開大門,腳步一側、轉身走進家門。身後的保母車慢慢掉頭,駛離靜謐的住宅街。30Please respect copyright.PENANAKplD9S8NUP
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⋯⋯喀。30Please respect copyright.PENANArY347oCCmA
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那聲音輕得像幻聽,卻又真實得讓她停下動作——太溫柔了,跟落在地板上的雪花一樣。不仔細注意,根本不會發現。30Please respect copyright.PENANAiSIboDxPcR
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正要轉身關門的時候,眼前的光忽然被一片黑影遮住。她本能抬頭、卻還沒反應過來——那個人就站在門口。30Please respect copyright.PENANAPhNL0deTNj
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「啊⋯⋯」30Please respect copyright.PENANAyrgPXUL3yU
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星野莉奈嚇了一大跳、馬上捂住嘴巴以免叫出聲——不用半秒她就認出對方身份。她急忙東張西望,接著用最快的速度,把他拉到身後、拉進大門內的小庭園中。30Please respect copyright.PENANAEcjRLXeat1
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星野莉奈又朝門外看了一眼,才輕輕帶上門。30Please respect copyright.PENANA1pBoXZM8EF
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「——你怎麼⋯⋯在這裡?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAnoBwT5fR73
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與其說驚喜,她根本是驚嚇——她沒想過、也不敢再想,會在這樣一個夜晚、這樣安靜的家門口,又見到他站在光線邊緣。30Please respect copyright.PENANAeQO3BpYVXt
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「我沒走。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAkNB9QHfMzR
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糸師冴說,看似沒想過要遲疑什麼,也沒有想過現在多晚了。30Please respect copyright.PENANAHzoeqjhMDl
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有點不真實。30Please respect copyright.PENANAOWqrIT4Agm
這麼晚了,連附近的商店都關了燈,只有他還像某種錯置的錯覺一樣,站在那裡不動。30Please respect copyright.PENANAt4djS46VqS
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星野莉奈整個人都停下來了。除了一直握著手機的手,現在抖得有點明顯。30Please respect copyright.PENANAquTwSSTmH1
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她真的——真的好想見他。30Please respect copyright.PENANATkUTiZoIbV
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那種想念不是為了擁抱或安慰,只是想確認,他真的還在她觸碰得到的地方。哪怕只是遠遠站著,哪怕什麼都不說,她都會覺得——撐得下去。30Please respect copyright.PENANA9AbWAdzYTa
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可在昨晚收到他簡單的行程告知後,她早就說服自己:這次見不到了。30Please respect copyright.PENANA5sjLquLjwT
——他應該早就走了,回到屬於他的節奏,他自己的軌道裡。30Please respect copyright.PENANA3jgLjALClL
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她早準備好,把『好想他』這句話藏在心裡——可他現在,竟然真的站在這裡。30Please respect copyright.PENANAoWzhlFwY2h
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他真的站在這裡。真的沒走——30Please respect copyright.PENANAR9bIirPuS9
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心底有股緩緩竄升上來的喜悅,連心跳都因此變得更真實——可她從未預期過這個片段,連下一步該做什麼都沒有頭緒。最後還是只能再回頭問他:30Please respect copyright.PENANAXpwjYAJmal
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「⋯⋯不是要回西班牙嗎?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAWsq46FOWji
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「本來要回去。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA8kW2Iggs3s
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糸師冴做了個短暫的答覆。30Please respect copyright.PENANAbfZ83RPzB5
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「今天在酒店看到一場說明會,一個叫『藍色監獄』的計畫。滿有興趣。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA8E9ulwZFtZ
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沒說太多細節,也沒說什麼媒體、記者會、緋聞、風波。他說完後,靜了一下。30Please respect copyright.PENANA4VAVHQzCx0
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她沒什麼表情,只是輕輕笑了一下,很簡單。30Please respect copyright.PENANALEPPbEcvlb
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「你決定留下來?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAHkZQs9fjFv
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「嗯。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAMJdvCUsodv
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糸師冴頓了一下,才補了一句:30Please respect copyright.PENANAcCM0DAdZwi
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「如果妳有什麼行程,不用改。也不用等我回去。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAclY91fKkTO
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星野莉奈還是微笑著。想嘆氣,但沒真正吐出來。有些無奈,有些好笑,又有一點⋯⋯說不出的委屈。30Please respect copyright.PENANAWE8YVRu6X8
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「冴⋯⋯這個時間點,你可以傳訊⋯⋯」30Please respect copyright.PENANAj1upLssL5D
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「我不想讓妳從新聞上知道這件事。」30Please respect copyright.PENANABnnQM1dDkm
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她停了一下,看著他。30Please respect copyright.PENANA3OYhyxxmrQ
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「剛好回家吃飯。就順路過來。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAgR5X76Ds4i
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糸師冴把臉偏向一邊。30Please respect copyright.PENANAQgpovNgYST
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「我不確定妳會不會想聽⋯⋯所以沒先聯絡。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAS3P6902vtB
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原來他也會想,自己說的話她會不會想聽啊⋯⋯星野莉奈苦笑了一下。30Please respect copyright.PENANAtsmG5VrMrQ
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他說要留下來,她是真的開心的。能見到他一面,已經夠幸福了。何況他還特地來說明這件事——難得先來找她,難得到讓她差點想笑。30Please respect copyright.PENANAPJYbqOwVAN
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她原本那麼想見他,卻只能一個人想念。結果在放棄之後,他竟然就這樣活生生站在她面前。30Please respect copyright.PENANAazNnjgWbK2
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星野莉奈低頭看了看自己仍在顫抖的手,忍不住笑了笑。明明只是順路說一句話而已⋯⋯她卻差點感動到不知所措。30Please respect copyright.PENANAvEXV7eDTnL
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可,那股躲不掉的疼痛感,還是很真實。30Please respect copyright.PENANARu1PlFy7Gb
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——他一向是這樣的。說走就走,說留下就留下,理由永遠不是她。30Please respect copyright.PENANA2xyAa6j1ow
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她不是不痛,但他也不是第一次這樣了。30Please respect copyright.PENANALAIeGMfwiI
她告訴自己,沒那麼意外——因為十三歲那年,她哭得那麼大聲,都沒能讓他停下腳步。30Please respect copyright.PENANAenh5DgGygN
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那時候她就知道了,她留不住他。30Please respect copyright.PENANAAlgRUUC52H
而現在,只是又一次被確認而已。30Please respect copyright.PENANAKs1zPeyjJ3
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終於嘆了一口氣。30Please respect copyright.PENANA2tdx2aJJ3t
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「⋯⋯謝謝。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA6eX9fbO22d
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星野莉奈輕聲說。不是不懂,因為她也做過類似的選擇——當初為了巴黎C牌的試鏡,留下他一個人在日本,獨自面對YIPS。30Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZGoVW7y4I
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這樣的選擇⋯⋯或許,並不是因為真的不在意吧。30Please respect copyright.PENANAca0pRPH6LK
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糸師冴沒回應,只是看著她,像在確認什麼,又像沒想那麼多,只是單純站在這裡。30Please respect copyright.PENANAb6K3dTRTnF
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「你今天有看新聞嗎?」30Please respect copyright.PENANA3coxV3IrZO
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語氣像是隨口問的,但星野莉奈的眼神卻沒有移開他。30Please respect copyright.PENANABBwIdxRRRQ
糸師冴還是看著她,沒有立刻回。30Please respect copyright.PENANA3ErEgoGLx3
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「我是說⋯⋯有記者說你回來,是為了誰誰誰——什麼C牌的代言人啦,什麼模特啦。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAKyHLGQA90y
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她笑了一下,語氣輕得像沒掛心。30Please respect copyright.PENANAvpogPyDaRB
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糸師冴的表情沒變,只是像掃過背景雜訊那樣,簡單丟出一句:30Please respect copyright.PENANAxI21vC2hDK
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「那些會降低智商的東西不用看。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAFY6r1A8uty
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她愣了一下,早該猜到這個答案——卻還是被什麼刺了一下。30Please respect copyright.PENANApK3chuYsrI
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「我就知道你不會在乎。」星野莉奈勉強笑著,沒說可是「那些」東西裡有她,「⋯⋯你一向都不理這些人。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAE5QxCMcSny
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糸師冴點了點頭,連一句都懶得多說。30Please respect copyright.PENANAf1YumCAAwF
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她早就知道了。可驗證的那一瞬間,還是⋯⋯會痛。30Please respect copyright.PENANAdupEBD4k4E
——他不是不知道。是從頭到尾,真的,都沒打算為這些事,說一句話。30Please respect copyright.PENANAJiwPxABe9Z
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所以⋯⋯她才必須親口問他。30Please respect copyright.PENANAunTmoqbV9Y
否則,她永遠不知道,自己到底是被回應過,還是只是被忽略。30Please respect copyright.PENANArEs2rXAulg
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她眼神收回,像鼓起什麼:「可以問你一個問題嗎?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAb8iAUExxG6
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糸師冴望著她,她沒等那聲「可以」,就輕輕開口:30Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZLDsMH2wh
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「那時候⋯⋯我問你,能不能當我男朋友的時候。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAghXVDixXdE
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她語調平穩,卻藏不住一點點太久沒說出口的濕氣。30Please respect copyright.PENANA6MkQgwI8vf
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「你為什麼,什麼都不說?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAoqXkjLQ7jy
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她要的,不是澄清,不是安慰,也不是公關措辭——30Please respect copyright.PENANACaGHudItK5
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只是想知道,他當時,為什麼不說話。30Please respect copyright.PENANAxubcdeW8bf
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她眼神乾淨,語氣也很平靜,看起來做了很多次心理預演。30Please respect copyright.PENANAQcQbOp1iRJ
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糸師冴的眼睫微動,卻沒說話。30Please respect copyright.PENANAh4QYC3wNUk
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「你那時候什麼都沒說。」星野莉奈語氣不重,但每一個字都像在敲門,「所以我一直以為,你是在拒絕我。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAIulqFRVJx7
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她沒打算哭,可眼睛就是酸了。不是情緒失控的那種,只是覺得——終於到了該問的時候。30Please respect copyright.PENANAfrgvYA5up0
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「現在可以告訴我了嗎?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAcnVGg1dSYf
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她問得很輕、很平靜,跟在問一個已經無關痛癢的往事一樣。但她眼神裡的那一點閃動,出賣了她。30Please respect copyright.PENANAEcOtJaOG95
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她可以接受他完全不想搭理記者,也可以接受他對輿論嗤之以鼻。30Please respect copyright.PENANAD4yhb9miCC
但她需要知道——真正的答案。30Please respect copyright.PENANA5vG1T3yPOo
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她只是想有足夠的底氣,在所有喧嘩之中,繼續站穩自己。就像客廳那張媽媽的模特照一樣,最後走進聚光燈下,用優雅沉靜的笑容穿透一切喧囂,眼神仍然明亮。30Please respect copyright.PENANAsLG5OsVsbS
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她不是做不到——30Please respect copyright.PENANASJKGstVsCY
是⋯⋯她太累了,不想再自己猜。30Please respect copyright.PENANAGUFf7ZgKL6
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她想知道,不是只有她自己一個人;就算他不願意公開也沒關係。至少⋯⋯她得知道,她不是一個人。30Please respect copyright.PENANAgj32iGAJBC
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糸師冴沒有立刻回答。30Please respect copyright.PENANAumFJSgZyd2
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他只是站著,靜靜看著她,視線像是停在一個太久沒觸碰的名字上。喉結動了一下,似乎有什麼卡住了,然後才說:30Please respect copyright.PENANAQSW1JGfmH1
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「⋯⋯因為妳太喜歡我了。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAGZHWWCelE8
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她沒說話,只看著他,眼神在等一個更具體的解釋。30Please respect copyright.PENANAL0dv0fSXJE
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「妳太用盡全力了。」他的語氣一貫冷靜,沒有任何責備,卻也沒有溫度。30Please respect copyright.PENANA30C1KefxNM
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她盯著他,手指緊了緊。30Please respect copyright.PENANAPBb8IBswos
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糸師冴繼續說下去,語速不快,說出那個早就壓在心底的結論:30Please respect copyright.PENANAoaZnehObPF
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「妳總在等我開口,連我沉默的時候,妳也會自己幫我把話説完⋯⋯妳知道我喜歡什麼口味的飲料、哪雙球鞋壓腳、哪天睡不好,什麼紅茶我不會喝第二次。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAtyUwjJrhxK
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他眼神沒動。她指尖掐緊了一下,但沒有插話。30Please respect copyright.PENANArRfoCGlzDR
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「妳連我哪天打噴嚏、早上挑哪條毛巾、哪一場比賽後不想講話——妳都記得,比我還清楚。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAx97BCc8Oim
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他停了一下,終於碰到心裡最難說出口的那句:30Please respect copyright.PENANA59SURzq0vU
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「——『這些,真的是妳該做的嗎?』」30Please respect copyright.PENANApDG00Ultar
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糸師冴冷靜到近乎空白。30Please respect copyright.PENANA8021m1ZX3i
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「每次妳把所有細節記得清清楚楚時,我只想問這句話。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAJpuQMxnbyz
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她抿唇,眼神裡的光開始慢慢往下沉。30Please respect copyright.PENANAsPHYexKXCv
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「所以你就選擇,不回應?」她問,聲音輕得像風。30Please respect copyright.PENANAAvU3Ryb2U6
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他眼中有什麼微微動了一下,好像想說什麼,卻又收了回去。30Please respect copyright.PENANA54sP1J9rag
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糸師冴靜了太久,久到她以為,那份沉默也是一種回答。她點了點頭,像理解了什麼,又像終於累了。30Please respect copyright.PENANAiCqtkDe3iI
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「原來我這麼努力地喜歡你,在你眼裡——只是努力過頭了?」30Please respect copyright.PENANAWZKt81S6WP
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「不是。」糸師冴皺眉,「我只是覺得——妳不該這樣。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAfXgivC6uCe
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「所以是我錯了?」她輕聲問,語氣仍然平穩,卻穩得連自己也不太確定。30Please respect copyright.PENANAnDPpK3Iyki
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「妳把所有事情都預先設想的太多了。」他停了一下,像在調整什麼似的:「多到讓我懷疑,妳是不是連受傷,都提前準備好了。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAbIegLFcftS
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他一直知道她的付出,他不是看不到;他一直都知道她很好,只是希望她知道,她真的不需要為了他這麼拚命。30Please respect copyright.PENANAcKMRikrsY6
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——不需要因為他,失去自己原本的樣子。30Please respect copyright.PENANAeQZDGaygq4
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星野莉奈沒再開口,只低頭看著地上的影子。站太久了,腳也有點麻了,但她還沒有轉身。30Please respect copyright.PENANA7etRWac22L
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「⋯⋯不管我在不在日本,妳都會是這樣吧。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAH0xF5crQNT
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他說,聲音很低。像在問她,也像在說服自己。30Please respect copyright.PENANAAcEpJ5JEWY
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他知道她會一直努力,無論他在不在場。30Please respect copyright.PENANAIaVeWIUKR2
她本來就會閃閃發光,本來就能站在那裡,讓所有人看見她。從來不需要靠誰。30Please respect copyright.PENANAvXxcD4v71B
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機場的迎賓大廳裡,還掛著她和神谷美咲的海報——那個位置,本來就應該屬於她。30Please respect copyright.PENANAVnsz3AbaAg
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和他,一點關係都沒有。30Please respect copyright.PENANAS3e9KJlzZR
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她聽著,忽然笑了。30Please respect copyright.PENANAy2UVZanydJ
很輕微的一個動作,像終於解開了什麼。30Please respect copyright.PENANAgmZJoeNSyj
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原來,自己所做的一切,以為那些「不可取代」的位置,對對方來說,都只是——一種過分殷勤的工作。30Please respect copyright.PENANA4X1WVDdlNm
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那些最美好、最溫暖也最真實的時刻,其實都是她一個人瞎忙猛竄,還低下頭,把它們收藏到內心最深的地方,珍惜保存。30Please respect copyright.PENANAopbPyDrLwz
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突然想起小川鈴很久以前和她說過——她的一切都必須跟鏡頭前一樣「剛剛好」。30Please respect copyright.PENANA8b4UiGI7ti
動作剛好、語言剛好、行為舉止剛好⋯⋯30Please respect copyright.PENANAn4dHmim0XY
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連情感都要,剛剛好。30Please respect copyright.PENANAbtVuqmskxD
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她的身體可以在零點三秒內調整角度,但她的情感沒辦法「剛剛好地愛」;「鏡頭精準」是職業訓練,專業可以掌握,但感情——不是工作。30Please respect copyright.PENANAXhSPxBRBYx
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不是。一直都不是。30Please respect copyright.PENANA5fDC1gCgUr
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「⋯⋯你放心吧。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA8GONqEjk44
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星野莉奈輕聲說,像在宣布一場溫柔的退場。30Please respect copyright.PENANAJMlobSIYn0
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「你穿哪雙鞋、喝哪個牌子的運動飲料、喜歡哪種戰術、哪場比賽得幾分⋯⋯那些四年前的事,我現在都忘得差不多了。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAQfKIEw3wrk
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她說得不快,每一個字都刻意放慢,用來割自己一刀。30Please respect copyright.PENANAtO2NtOZPu2
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「這樣⋯⋯就不會太不像戀愛了。」30Please respect copyright.PENANATaPPCDSL5p
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她輕笑一下,對那個拼命記住所有細節的自己,說了一句告別。30Please respect copyright.PENANAa8cW9byhbC
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「太像,求職準備了⋯⋯」30Please respect copyright.PENANAt3wrzefBod
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她真的太用力了。用力到,忘記自己其實也需要被回應。30Please respect copyright.PENANAB73z1cIJbN
她以為自己的愛是無條件、是輕盈、是足以支撐這段關係的——而現在,終於證明了,自己只是個過度消耗的機器。30Please respect copyright.PENANAmUktraSdL9
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說完,她轉身面向家門,手搭上門把,語氣輕到像是在結束一場不會錄取的面試:30Please respect copyright.PENANA43N0FkULas
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「我會學著,怎麼『不那麼喜歡你』——我學得很快。放心吧。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAo3Wht6WckK
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腳步沒停,她往屋子裡走去。30Please respect copyright.PENANAIn8Mj0czzb
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「莉奈——」30Please respect copyright.PENANAfHMTC759WD
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糸師冴下意識叫住她,腳步剛動了一下,手也抬了一寸,卻還是差了半步。他原本伸出的手,就停在門把的高度,離她不到五公分。30Please respect copyright.PENANAHgk5x0pb7q
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門「喀」地關上。30Please respect copyright.PENANA3GoBez0TA1
那聲音落下的瞬間,像什麼被剪斷了。30Please respect copyright.PENANAkAesvzAByX
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「我會調整成你認為『適合』的樣子。那個剛剛好的樣子。」30Please respect copyright.PENANAihgLbqoXXo
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她最後的聲音在空氣裡散開,帶著幾乎聽不見的顫抖。30Please respect copyright.PENANA4OCahgKhSd
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——她那麼努力地喜歡他。不是一天,不是一句話,而是幾年來,心甘情願學著怎麼靠近他、照顧他、讀懂他——30Please respect copyright.PENANAL90SSwFBkL
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她用盡全力在風暴中站穩,繼續溫暖自己的初心,就是為了不辜負所有的真心、她感受到真切的每一刻——她以為,她不是一個人。30Please respect copyright.PENANAkqqq5m75se
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而他,只用一場冷靜的風,把她所有的熱度吹散了。30Please respect copyright.PENANAvYiSj8ruPn
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門關上的瞬間,他站著沒有動。30Please respect copyright.PENANAfzhxhctaI3
他知道她誤會了,卻一句解釋也說不出口。30Please respect copyright.PENANA4ExW2Td3Vh
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他不是不在意她。30Please respect copyright.PENANARdoXJnL74A
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而是,他已經用盡全力,回應她的每一句話了。
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