飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFLZzrG31r
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糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHkL6U5wjM
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日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg47C4Hes9
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPHvTt4837
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEugmMOlgb
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他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm1OMUHtZx
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隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVylKODOJBx
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUHS5YOzc8
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訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLUUg0SlcE
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早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ243SPIoy
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKzafpXZsA
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下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7myNcWhtQL
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自選課程內容：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CNyJ53ZCr
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipnsl8rUo0
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整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw23nhcmcuS
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除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNZV8sgXf0
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「¿Tan pronto?」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22HkFZlhKH
（回來這麼快？）39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddPwvFJr79
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他點點頭，腳沒停。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAEgpDivac
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「¿Estás bien?」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYTscJy9mn
（你還好吧？）39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVdBtgaSGs
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「Sí.」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOYAIN5fSJ
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他只說這一個字。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oTsxCJJYo
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第三天，一樣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJgBsswkE2
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第四天，差不多。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPR9Rhdu0z
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只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA8OTlZHpw
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經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fle0qEjdt
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但這裡不是日本。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNPkP3GHTk
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU8bUQONEe
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就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7RTiiQNCM
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這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bSarSYZGn
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直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L6r1muLD6
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他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vyj5oDWxX
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「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpccKTT1FER
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語氣很輕，像開玩笑。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6D1h7bMgY
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUSa3qCF8U
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糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a7vwcOuMK
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沒笑，也沒回。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbxfaSHJ4I
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但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrymxDS3bnY
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbHyCgAcFM
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一切沒有變。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnd7jiTwmj
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那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA78DAYDnee
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就靜靜地，放在那裡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBIYOSXk4q
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糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6u6PTjSAU
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星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0HHDNY6jp
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「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbbGGbBt6Y
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zMmpY8yVp
攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98Bip5oLbA
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每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqI2DP2wIM
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棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoG10ZMUDG
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqctqOR7XOx
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntSpKoLXk8
一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4UUGLUr3W
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換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC80N6Wj7o
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化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNYwrQPHOi
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講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU5dqNf8Yj
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWfLHgyE5A
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很輕，也可能是她聽錯。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ2tht0frb
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她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNwA4z1P0M
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xZKUqjO38
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星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z0I8ZryO7
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沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr8695Fx5s
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNlWAAwpaY
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就像往常那樣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU37lpucFOB
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她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJeeKEaKqf
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但不嚴重——還撐得住。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm7zu0rCyz
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拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ3WSKaJRz
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「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlViLXlu9L
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星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGRX6chOro
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星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJDX3Ns5el
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一上車，空氣明顯變了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgzsQLkGdu
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小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDMTEAPuWj
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「他們在等著我們露餡。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNhIuaMYrz
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語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5RbUBtuw5
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「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu1G2PgMKI
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說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TRUkx3kNn
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「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbdY6lm26c
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星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tM8bs87tX
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即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfhT91gRUZ
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeHrZtHLZo
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——所以她現在也沒說話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVrKUYrhlq
像在忍耐，也像是接受。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdaQhx6TBz
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想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4wTa96Xjt
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那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe0JXg2Fne
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzSNQ31EIt
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——他不會回的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMEnxkex5V
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心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByFYQ7zvNS
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小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUaOt9dRa3
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「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1jZOKDOfj
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「啊？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu69wi7MKUA
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「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42hQVGa06p
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCRRiA4tXK
「我們⋯⋯」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHdLbA8exS
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星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCH42FFmBj
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7rNTSN2YU
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「我們⋯⋯」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViLkMwbZaY
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小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBqRfc4M0s
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「只有妳認定，是嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MWomqjsAi
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「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkOYJ0YEPF
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「要想那麼久嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaxwS5VJcp
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小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG5pzfwp8I
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「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6ePg42dCe
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybkRMoK73N
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小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsJtQWbcS5
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「我們必須提前準備。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDZlVZVo6b
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那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamq7GfePKL
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTiw1vKxDF
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她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jumfLZmR4
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——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYevuay2AQa
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只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHgs13zVpW
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小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHD3pIchHN
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVzacDBQpW
「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgfh2uMW2c
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助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEN1kczhIk
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tj0y9iY6t
小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LjZIBP94V
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「等不到的。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOQioPlXRD
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星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQMJs6w5yP
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVcyFtGMZE
她早就知道，他不會說。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WbtP2HjrY
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV33U2vjCw
對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfIbyPCyBS
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EhGxY19j3
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更別說這次，是關於他自己。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMpq7SFwIT
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqQRlvD5HC
只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiIuskZw5k
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDmcFA2YPA
提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzO3EniQgh
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmwG0Cr1bW
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHUCBtXPJF
星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eYnRwAUY3
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不是不理解。也不是不甘心。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86sJyG8ixR
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只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvX8Wozs1i
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPTJmzxPNH
主要是運動員之間的默契文化39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS61TwTzDy0
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo0hfd3wng
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYi0T9DaBe
1.保持距離的尊重39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE77tX0hqk
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsofYqSJZK
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQbF61qofM
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFX8yAdSRN
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NDElNKPFH
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzTux6RBxV
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1cVeQocuW
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLojvrcoy0
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但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMgZc8MZxJ
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpvCq4dxuw
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPtbx0cQVh
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTymc7TDtxE
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnsl061Rob
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK1ylK0nMi
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyyXLZqxHv
主要是運動員之間的默契文化39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7Cj7NDhTs
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwryWN1oyS
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDEXWLJIiA
1.保持距離的尊重39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zStSwC9RQ
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtGNB33hcb
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySqDBwugZk
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1SSIWbNAe
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsH8QuonpB
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6ojVyBLd4
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW57IduuLu
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhZ3RY85hM
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbw7Diffh4
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAayDnNKEO0
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOy6RJcSWC
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumdst5qxHL
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc4Mdfl33J
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrQrsLKer1
39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcDq2GZ0Qc
這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
然後按「加至主畫面」