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常規訓練結束後，糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了，人群零星，空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWhSfy7Tnl
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遠遠的，星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起，夕陽正好從她背後落下，影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQFfgiIuGE
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒，停下來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NQ2gvmh1g
她沒有動，也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJgcuye7OF
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那是她的新代言廣告。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGxDylje7D
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YtHsgZNil
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拍得太真了，真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNrm5xfK24
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyYI8r4KEa
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她站在光裡，眼神裡沒有劇情，卻藏著不說的話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI4dMU4mh1
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳，繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTHfvwtMxt
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb7SrK1QNM
她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGAz7aMmsm
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌，有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K5iDsGB1j
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yp6hdI5OX
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場，真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiThGgHsOn
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點，沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣，什麼都沒做。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYiNOOk3ER
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotIHEhZA7y
又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0syetAxoC
哪句話像是在示愛，哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發，哪條留言暗指某位球員。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGCkAe8wwK
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp2Ngp3q83
其中某條寫著：「她說喜歡有目標的人，不就是在講某個天才中場嗎？這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了！各位看！國小或許還『兩小無猜』，但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nhn1fDWaW
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼，覺得一切都可笑至極。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGOB0hqzm2
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他知道，那些東西不是她想製造出來的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zLwEfN25U
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoyL2sycUg
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她只是曾經，真的很喜歡他。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXJQULloYM
喜歡到，連網友都看得出來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfunvdPvY1
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可現在，喜歡也變成了罪證。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ1hltAxJZ
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一支後台影片被曝光。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH3WxfmAMv
畫面晃動，記者一邊追著她往後台走，一邊低聲問：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5k7AQOU3C
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6RT59y8Jk
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步，只側身讓開身旁的工作人員，語氣平穩地答：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wOpNwnzov
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「我出道不是靠他，現在也不需要靠他。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoUOqUHhIY
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經紀人快步上前，眉頭微皺，壓低聲音對她說：「那句會被截圖。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQLEMnQX9V
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她在化妝鏡前坐下，脫下高跟鞋，腳趾輕輕伸展了一下，語氣淡淡的：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jaun6Zms1
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「那就截啊。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNh3OZDhjzL
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜，卻像把什麼拋進水裡，沒什麼聲響，但利得準確。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgd1LZ7uZw
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時，她只略微抬眼。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2rcipdqhm
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沒有慌，也沒有躲——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMQg6d6OOe
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現，甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxq260Xw88
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那一瞬，星野莉奈坐在椅子上，腳踩地面，背脊筆直。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9qYl26ib4
神情冷靜，彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspFyWh6ZJd
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞：我不需要靠任何人。】34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JWVvypN7t
【是否發現Ｓ選手不回應？急著切割？】34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXAthf56Ic
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他回到飯店後，洗完澡，站在落地窗前，手機握在手裡。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQUX4vQsIT
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已經點開了對話框。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgAUZ86izs
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybumXZq3Om
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糸師冴看著那行字：「妳看起來很好」，還停在草稿框裡，已經好幾天。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6uc57CQrb
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手指放到輸入列上。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhyjAgwKK4
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼，比如——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4o5dBSIV5
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——妳那句「那就截啊」，有點像以前的妳。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PJdHtcNx6
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但最後，他什麼都沒打。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBNWcWdqsL
他盯著放了幾天的那行字，又慢慢把游標移到句尾，按下了「返回」。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0piFNm8Vvi
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訊息沒發出去，他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動，是來電通知。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavvZaYf3EI
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莉奈的名字，跳了出來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu5YvPViOs
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他沒預期她會打來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRqlPu6Oiy
怔住的手握著手機，停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前，糸師冴才按下接聽。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgtZW72vzH
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi81IIEwGo
對面靜了一秒，然後傳來她的聲音。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun6YD6OJkz
語氣有點累，應該是剛下通告。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXBUEwctt5
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡，臨時追加的。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRYXU33cTI
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他沒有說話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwPuoBrZMQ
她繼續說下去，好像早就編排好順序：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sLTkymEBu
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「我突然想到，上禮拜是你生日。對不起，我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的，後來忘了。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi0Asm0HG0
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語氣不重，也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVw6SoBSW1
但聽在他耳裡，卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcmDFXSKi0
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她停了一下，等他回應。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmX1qaagBv
他只「嗯」了一聲。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡde7w3yIXlO
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxixppRcW5R
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她輕輕吸了口氣，語氣像是真的相信了什麼：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYkT2elxGn
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMSKtRw7NO
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話音未落，她接著說：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzVeWGa3bL
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「早點睡。晚安。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANezeAiqtg
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——然後，她掛了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5BCcoWwZn
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不是通話自然結束，不是他掛的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEs57nM85h
是她先掛的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWjq2ALWIT
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那通話不到兩分鐘。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IwakQoHXL
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏，還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFWS3BDaL2
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手慢慢放下來，指尖有點麻。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGSPpRheeQ
耳邊安靜得過分。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetED7FaCFt
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掛掉電話的瞬間，耳邊只剩下安靜。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYLgep7fmx
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊，一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上，微微蜷著。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEKNWC7AYU
沒有顫抖，也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65oj3NtzCH
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只是——有點麻。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhZoPxMCtr
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彷彿在冬天久站太久，指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncxuvvx7dE
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她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘，23:08。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjytuU3iY2t
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHJz2owwrc
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她知道自己應該要睡了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgXckgO3Yo
她沒有重播那通通話，也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著，她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOjycw1uRh
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然後手指滑開備忘錄，輸入了一行提醒：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7zFRPnDjm
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的，都不用跟他說。】34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngNVS2CSqf
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輸入完，她按下儲存。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMs1pvJ7Ti
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然後慢慢站起來，走向浴室卸妝。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxfBTXm3rV
水聲灑落時，她看著鏡子裡的自己，有一瞬間覺得很陌生。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxAWYugn8d
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但也沒那麼痛了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5H3KHhqxD
她低聲說了一句話，對著鏡子，也對著那通通話的空白：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bN8LkfbEA
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「果然，真的沒那麼重要吧。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK1oob1Eef
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語氣平淡，沒有責怪，也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVRleJKoXB
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梳洗完後，她回到床上，關掉了燈。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPduI9PbJf
手機還在枕邊，螢幕全黑。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pGddgxyU3
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘，因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1scCTQ17u
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只是那一晚，她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfiWS1LRM4
耳邊有人說：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsn2Z0ztGv
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「登機口要關閉囉。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ57vKNUfK
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星野莉奈點了點頭，沒有回頭。
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