飛機落地時是當地傍晚五點半。太陽還沒完全下山，風卻已有夜晚的濕意。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFvcpc9kAa
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糸師冴一落地，照流程搭上接機車隊，車還沒開動，領隊就把一份文件遞到他手上。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzlxdGXs2d
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日方臨時發來的緊急備忘錄——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrhNhOuaQm
三頁內容，一頁簡報、三張截圖、一行摘要。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3IHmhC9qf
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「建議統一口徑回應：不評論私事。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS7LwH9tXS
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他低頭看了一眼，沒說什麼。把文件翻到最後一頁，簽了字。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCV9LDhZVp
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隔天清晨五點半，糸師冴準時出門。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooTpi6DQGI
地面帶著沒睡醒的溫度，連空氣都還沒張開眼睛。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26b5W1kzxr
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訓練排得很緊，他幾乎沒有空出時間給任何人說話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA15Usb93vR
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早上是三圈短衝測驗、兩輪定位傳球；34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFne82sn2gM
午餐後做靜態柔軟與腳踝加壓處理。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9YsR359an
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下午，他照常留下，把自己送進「非必要但自選」的自主訓練時段——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkkIgEW3VT
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自選課程內容：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xISAsbo3r
防守模擬視野轉換、三球連傳精度修正、靜態球快速分配。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFa1XtruuJ
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整整兩小時，沒人打斷他。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k25oL9Q1N
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除了偶爾一兩個隊友從旁邊經過，語氣像開玩笑，又像在試探：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IGaNqE0gx
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「¿Tan pronto?」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocP1GZZQTN
（回來這麼快？）34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbSf20wDnZ
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他點點頭，腳沒停。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjMwWBWYHk
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「¿Estás bien?」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1295A76e2
（你還好吧？）34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeFbjoJQyY
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「Sí.」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ohZmC3HUU
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他只說這一個字。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza5XPR2ScI
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＊＊＊34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LyQA1WYZh
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第三天，一樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW5iiY0eZj
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第四天，差不多。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WgHV2G3zF
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只有第五天早上，助理在門口問他要不要調整餐表、考慮增重計畫，他只是「嗯」了一聲，沒多說什麼。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9vczJ5llQ
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經紀人提過兩次「Rina」，助理也提過一次——34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGVWsk0Uic
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但這裡不是日本。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYa9Wa4aZA
沒有星野莉奈的雜誌，沒有她的廣告影片，根本沒人知道她是誰。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIUS6xNHc7
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就算有人看過那些截圖，也不會過問。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgqnO29XBD
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這裡的文化，「私事不管」，是真的不管。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTWiXmCkr0
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直到第六天晚上，糸師冴剛收完操，坐在簡報室的長桌邊，滑著健身APP調整心率時，手機震了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VsDblST9V
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他看見那行訊息的時候，手指頓了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOdlohtVwT
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「你那個前鋒傳球還是不看人耶，改天幫我揍他一下好嗎。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcevsUBFy1J
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語氣很輕，像開玩笑。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYTz7RiJ6V
沒有問他現在在哪裡、也沒有多說什麼——就像平常聊天一樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGnufHm0i4
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糸師冴盯著那行字看了幾秒，嘴角幾乎看不出來地動了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi6IrEBPWv
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沒笑，也沒回。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4BRjtsXvj
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但他把那封訊息打開了兩次。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yA2VrD6Gn
就像這幾天一樣，生活繼續，訓練照走。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U21EXF1Tn
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一切沒有變。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50o096hLXC
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那條訊息，還留在他手機裡。沒刪，也沒覆蓋。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzvstCEmcn
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就靜靜地，放在那裡。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI0H7fnGg0
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糸師冴回去西班牙後，這是她的第三支廣告。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNPYikcD5I
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星野莉奈準時抵達片場，化好妝，換上第一套衣服，站上燈光定位點。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuH6IbOLc5
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「很好，Rina這邊眼神往上提一點——對，笑得很自然！」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SdEKpQxGz
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攝影師的指令輕快，她也配合得俐落乾脆。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDmaRFp98Y
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每一次擺姿勢、移動步伐、調整微笑的角度，都流暢得像經過上百次排練。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEaw6X0oI0
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棚內的燈打得過亮，攝影機轉過來的時候，她一秒入位，三秒完成第一組表情變化。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLbDaB3btZ
攝影師在螢幕後點了點頭：「非常好，Rina今天特別快，眼神很穩。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauNh21g56G
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一切看起來，都和以前沒什麼不同。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyBBbGQKxf
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換妝休息時，星野莉奈坐在化妝間的角落，造型師忙著整理下一套服裝。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCNYiHtirI
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化妝間另一邊，有人壓低聲音說話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XobPeAGME
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講得不大聲，也沒有叫她名字。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUWokCEShg
但她還是聽見了——「冴」這個字，像水珠敲在耳膜上。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVHNvhunyj
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很輕，也可能是她聽錯。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSE1GEzNc7
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她沒有抬頭，也沒有轉頭。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlAMtPbynv
視線停在鏡子裡的自己兩秒，一如往常地，把微笑拉回來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMjegnnvQt
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星野莉奈乖乖讓化妝師補妝，只是眼皮輕輕顫了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU4N3qjDYW
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沒有人明講，沒有人直視她，但空氣裡像浮著一層無形的問號。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq22qIyZEEF
她拉回自己的呼吸，把笑容重新調整好。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NwNC80rIT
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就像往常那樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H7byLRSZq
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她還能笑，也還能快。胃有點緊，像早上喝下的咖啡沒完全化開。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr6D91RFrJ
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但不嚴重——還撐得住。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhCO2WBfZ4
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拍攝比預定時間提早了二十分鐘結束。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUARUzUwc3
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「今天超順利的，謝謝Rina！」製作人對她比了個大拇指。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85Qj7JSjmh
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星野莉奈回了個燦爛又收斂的笑容，鞠了一躬，開始收拾東西。助理在旁邊提著包包，眼神偷偷瞄了她好幾次，像是想問什麼，又不敢開口。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPDTt4ECpq
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星野莉奈裝作沒發現，走到保母車邊，等司機開門。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzRJfQBGBr
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一上車，空氣明顯變了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIwXi1gWW6
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小川鈴坐在後排，平板電腦放在膝上，螢幕還亮著，是幾個剛出的新聞標題。她抬眼看星野莉奈，一句寒暄也沒有，直接開門見山：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEWi4X2S8S
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「他們在等著我們露餡。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaBCaUnusU
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語速低，不快，但每個字都壓得很緊。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwKhInp9sU
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「那邊一個字也沒回。沒有否認，也沒有承認，什麼都沒有。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsruhP4c1IF
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說出這句時，小川鈴的語氣已經壓著一整天的疲憊和火氣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjfp95gkow
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「妳現在繼續出現，繼續拍廣告，繼續工作，這些本來都是正常的——但只要他不出來說話，外界就會把所有『不正常』貼在妳身上。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU6mwr4CmV
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星野莉奈低著頭，把包包放在腿上，手指輕輕揉著肩帶。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NkC8hrEW7
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即使是在攝影棚那樣喧鬧的環境裡，她心裡總會浮起那個背影——他不說話時的模樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTsucS2t2H
那不是沉默，是慣性。她太熟悉了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYHulXM7tG
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——所以她現在也沒說話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS07Y2RWIo
像在忍耐，也像是接受。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtO9Is39Cn
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想起雪月，冴剛落地回到日本跟小凜吵架的夜晚；想起重回便利商店的那天；想起她剛從巴黎回來，他在沙發另一端，安靜沉穩地坐在那裡⋯⋯一次又一次，他一向不喜歡為自己解釋什麼。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3APVCBUnjw
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那些誤解、那些質疑，他不回應，不是因為害怕，也不是逃避——只是從來不覺得有什麼好說的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mnUZPwwBo
對他來說，解釋像是一種辯解，是自降身段的事。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6viuGBtFof
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——他不會回的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pr9SUkjdV
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心裡某個地方很平靜地這麼說。她不特別覺得受傷，只覺得好赤裸。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsI6sQMIN1
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小川鈴關上平板，語氣乾脆：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IYhDBo3gm
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「Rina，誠實告訴我——你們現在是什麼階段？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0FjFsL0UE
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「啊？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ8RUlJtEC
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「你們，到底是什麼身份、什麼關係？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Li1rAaUD
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「我們⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUGIbIN6mU
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星野莉奈才張口，就停住了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OAcvCQtzo
她想說是「男女朋友」，可糸師冴從沒點頭過；是「青梅竹馬」，糸師冴也未曾回應過。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhKTSaeJQ2
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「我們⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzPAjztUp3
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小川鈴看著她，眼神一閃，語氣輕了一點，卻直白得刺耳：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEzVx6Hxwj
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「只有妳認定，是嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKVsTSpvun
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「我⋯⋯小川姐、不是⋯⋯我只是⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYL6e0ockq
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「要想那麼久嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjqPmwEqhN
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小川鈴低頭，再抬起眼，語氣柔了半拍，可仍不退讓。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIpj094LO1
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「不、不是⋯⋯我、他⋯⋯」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16HCxIGiwk
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「Rina，如果這種事都要想——那答案不是已經很明顯了嗎？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwvHV1P1ty
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小川鈴說得很輕，像是在提醒，也像是在逼自己，把該說的話說完：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb3y1di91v
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「我們必須提前準備。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAusM0FvANY
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那句話落下來的一瞬間，她覺得胸口像被什麼冰冷的東西輕輕碰了一下。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOLQRPXPsY
沒有痛，但讓她清醒。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r9qCHa6JD
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她知道，小川鈴一直在保護她；她知道，小川姐是故意在冴回西班牙那天，替她塞滿行程，不給輿論空間；也知道，為了讓她現在「只是聽見化妝間的耳語」，對方在幕後做了多少努力。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj8htUhLoE
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——她知道，小川鈴沒有想傷害她。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu0JxdtpQS
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只是，現實，比心疼更早一步逼近了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL8MVPuMcT
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小川鈴轉向助理，簡短交代：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqe269VhpT
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「通知經紀公司的人，開始擬定聲明稿，備案兩版；一版是他方開口後的回應稿，一版是單方面澄清稿。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTOizM9BQQ
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助理怔了怔，猶豫著問：「要不要再等幾天？」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb21GABYmu8
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMVQExflM6
小川鈴語速不變，把什麼壓進心底：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UKDye2gZr
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZhptNhJRR
「等不到的。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFyD0EKPVa
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星野莉奈雙唇還微微張著，像是還想解釋剛才的話——卻只是靜靜聽，沒有再插話。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92vrZIUhtS
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她早就知道，他不會說。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe8xPWJcqZ
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對象又是媒體——他從來最討厭的那一類。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKUalFe4mz
鏡頭、追問、立場，那些話，他不屑應付。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95iqWpHQkA
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更別說這次，是關於他自己。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr0Pm85vqf
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8jtN7AuvG
只是，小川鈴的語氣、助理緊張的神情，還有那台膝上亮著新聞標題的平板——每一樣都在提醒她。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TmMqSZYeT
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提醒她，她和他之間，從來沒有什麼是可以拿出來給世界證明的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5GoAJ7Yew
無論多努力工作、無論笑容多自然，在外界眼裡，她就是一個人孤零零地唱著獨角戲。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIXQ9TrYFD
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKw16J9Q6q
星野莉奈把包包緊緊抱在懷裡，肩膀有點僵硬。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YvMtpig85
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不是不理解。也不是不甘心。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohtPU3tmlp
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只是那種早已存在的孤單，被一層層揭開來。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjw4OzZSVu
像冬天裡被風細細刮過的皮膚，微微發疼。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHDXk32eW8
主要是運動員之間的默契文化34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnjTULgacV
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNco5TLOlNS
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iQJhU98qU
1.保持距離的尊重34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxOVdbrO5R
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrNGtQm1H5
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjq9W8dqFM
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這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsVp2DEtot
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西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdPXPc3Hca
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXYFQAoPOy
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但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkan6dqOd3A
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所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvZY7x0dym
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt0PHqP3Ci
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtKgWLVhr3
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
【關於文中的「私事不管」】34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb2zpm4P5r
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JEbudq3Wy
主要是運動員之間的默契文化34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz7djVSpCb
指的是在職業足球隊伍裡，尤其是男選手之間，除非當事人主動講，否則大家不會去問關於私事的事。這是一種：34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyaCgPiHYu
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymKvZb7SEt
1.保持距離的尊重34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvjuQuz1bT
2.不製造壓力、不擅自評論隊友情緒34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZowPZEeR12
3.「你來練球，就代表你能練，我不問多的」的氛圍34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09CClyfp7M
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jjZjRUOqo
這種文化，在歐洲高層級運動環境中是常見的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdxtyeIyMk
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XrMEtSwUu
西班牙雖然媒體文化八卦強烈。但在訓練基地、隊伍內部日常的環境裡，他們反而比日本人還要界線分明、直接但不多嘴。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNOjETjHtC
也就是說：西班牙記者會問你很直白的問題（例如：你和這位模特兒什麼關係？）34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmATTYyv8eF
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgimzNSN6g
但你的隊友或教練如果知道你遇到這種事，多半會選擇不問，甚至裝不知道——因為那不在他們該碰的範圍內。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHezH6pIeU
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5dZgF107h
所以這句話也可以自然含有一點「地理文化＋隊內默契」的混合意味。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoryzsM1CnA
34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4YCTYXWKN
文中「他們」主要指的是球員之間的訓練文化，也略帶一點西班牙式的距離感社交邏輯：「這裡的球員不問私事——不是因為不在意，而是因為他們知道，問了也不會有答案。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfZmHTeW0f
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這裡的文化是，私事你不提，我也不問。不是冷漠，是默契。
然後按「加至主畫面」