星野莉奈知道糸師冴現在住在哪裡,但她沒有要去那裡找他。8Please respect copyright.PENANARQFLDvDlLd
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依照他平常的習慣,不管有沒有去俱樂部踢球,肯定都在訓練。雖然完全不知道他現在在哪裡訓練,RE·AL又安排了什麼給他?8Please respect copyright.PENANAgRKVuxzjk6
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聽說他這次回日本,是為了轉型與短期休整。8Please respect copyright.PENANA11xN41BBLi
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RE·AL在郊區設置了一處日方合作的訓練據點,位置低調,前身是一間廢校改建的封閉式設施。雖然規模不大,但設備精密,除了技術場地,還配有守門員教練、運動治療師與心理追蹤人員——據說這是RE·AL首次嘗試以「靜地訓練」為核心理念,結合當地俱樂部與大學資源,作為遠東地區的試點基地。8Please respect copyright.PENANAFytQav6AUq
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RE·AL給了他兩個選項——一是入住配合的長期旅館,二是直接搬回老家住。8Please respect copyright.PENANAPPH4DKVNKf
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糸師冴當然會選擇,前者。8Please respect copyright.PENANATi7hzRPQ3t
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不是因為那間旅館有多高級,而是因為他不想回去。8Please respect copyright.PENANAKvShtgKXSr
不是現在。8Please respect copyright.PENANAaqrcAZgbGr
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他什麼都沒說,但她大概能理解。8Please respect copyright.PENANA7QQr68vTgz
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她不知道他的心情變了多少,但她知道,有些距離是他自己劃下的。不是為了別人,是為了撐住自己。8Please respect copyright.PENANAujVezTe3sG
8Please respect copyright.PENANAc0JKKuTwQz
她打開地圖,點開那座少有人記得的舊球場。8Please respect copyright.PENANA4XaZ4kpARm
那不是他們最常練球的地方,場地不大,也沒有燈,但他們國小時特別喜歡偷偷跑去那裡——因為沒什麼人知道,就沒人來搶,沒人來管。8Please respect copyright.PENANAg852Bea6cG
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雖然練習場早拆了,改成開放式公園,但她記得——那塊靠近樹叢的空地,應該還在。8Please respect copyright.PENANA8xJ7SFPidE
那是他們以前沒處去時的「備用基地」,特別適合那種,不想回家、又非得踢球不可的傍晚。8Please respect copyright.PENANADt98HXDOdP
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她沒有先傳訊息問他要不要去,也沒有確認他人在哪裡。8Please respect copyright.PENANAbCGaobkc08
8Please respect copyright.PENANAqBTV99KJ75
她只是想——如果有一點點可能,他會在那裡,那她想去看看。8Please respect copyright.PENANAE6y3GY9qap
不是真的覺得他會在那裡,只是她需要試一次,才不會覺得自己什麼都沒做。8Please respect copyright.PENANA0cMaYILrbp
8Please respect copyright.PENANA3IoZiCveZo
星野莉奈繞過車站的天橋,買了一瓶熱奶茶。路過便利商店時停了一下,想起什麼似的,轉身進去買了兩包暖暖包,一包塞進口袋,一包握在手裡。8Please respect copyright.PENANAgxCUWOG1jN
8Please respect copyright.PENANA9QCtTIysLZ
等她走進那片空地的時候,果然空無一人。8Please respect copyright.PENANAN1gRSR192k
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也沒太失望,反而覺得——8Please respect copyright.PENANANK3QltQcQ8
這樣也好,至少自己是真的走過來了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAwZGNmmdEtV
8Please respect copyright.PENANAdYXJEMOJ3f
星野莉奈站在原地,讓風吹亂頭髮,讓雪落在睫毛上。8Please respect copyright.PENANAs3F1jjzRGA
8Please respect copyright.PENANAuXA7a9Jpem
她知道,他們早就不是那種會約在秘密基地碰頭的小孩了。這裡,也早就不是躲起來就沒事的地方了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAtyoeoTDPjb
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時間被冰封,但也有什麼正在一點一滴地融化。8Please respect copyright.PENANAc9pEkJwI2R
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手機震動——有訊息傳來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAshi8HPlUYk
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『我聽說小冴回來了,要不要找一天請糸師一家來家裡吃個飯?』是媽媽。8Please respect copyright.PENANAqHjLHR3jO0
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『媽,我覺得現階段不太好⋯⋯他們兄弟昨天還吵架,很兇的那種。』這句話後,手指頓了一下。8Please respect copyright.PENANA5spBzflCXQ
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星野莉奈低頭看著手機的對話框,安靜了一會兒。8Please respect copyright.PENANATRB3RwOQzT
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⋯⋯小凜現在還好嗎?昨晚他回家後,有沒有跟誰說話?有沒有冷到感冒?8Please respect copyright.PENANAFyTiOXj7hc
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『小冴跟小凜吵架?好難相信他們會吵架?我是有聽他們媽媽說,小冴現在沒有住家裡⋯⋯』8Please respect copyright.PENANAO9K1NVKXQD
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『對呀,所以,之後再說吧。晚上我不回家吃喔。』8Please respect copyright.PENANAR8KpXD73ny
8Please respect copyright.PENANAfKRSXKIX1T
她收起手機,屏幕的光影閃了一下,落入傍晚的雪色裡,然後慢慢沉寂。8Please respect copyright.PENANAHoj55zEeC2
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星野莉奈沒有馬上把手機放回口袋,而是靜靜地握著,眼神落在眼前這片空地。8Please respect copyright.PENANAy6BKuKV0ox
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她想起有一次冬天下課後,冴穿著球衣不肯回家,她氣得去便利商店買罐裝的味噌湯,一邊碎念一邊遞過去,說:「你不喝就不准再凍到發抖。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6OhPCUiIN
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當時他沒說話,默默接過去喝完,然後擦著嘴角說:「很鹹。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAs2vVa8cbOI
8Please respect copyright.PENANAxGDrfdD6Ib
她氣得追著他跑了三圈,最後笑到摔進雪堆裡。8Please respect copyright.PENANAW1iBG4bWqI
那時候小凜也在,手上握著她塞過去的熱牛奶。8Please respect copyright.PENANAQWTmd3tMvd
8Please respect copyright.PENANAQdp4ZbAOBF
他年紀還小,個子小小一隻,穿著比他大兩號的羽絨外套,拉鍊都快拉到嘴巴,睜著大大的眼睛看著他們在雪地裡打鬧,像一顆睜眼的飯糰。8Please respect copyright.PENANAxw3wsFAARO
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她笑著叫他一起來,小凜卻只是搖搖頭,悄悄把手裡的糖果往她口袋塞,然後用幾乎聽不見的聲音說:8Please respect copyright.PENANA4jlucLFTst
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「⋯⋯妳不要感冒。」8Please respect copyright.PENANA3gFaL84gCi
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當時的小凜還不太會說話,講話有點漏風。卻總是默默在一旁,蹲著、看著,安安靜靜地,像隻小動物似的跟著他們——可愛得讓人心軟。8Please respect copyright.PENANAYuSqWOlh3P
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她記得他那天也被他哥哥連累,雪黏了滿褲子,回家還不肯換衣服,說要跟哥哥一樣。8Please respect copyright.PENANAZeo2m5Cr5S
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那年冬天好冷,卻因為有他們兩個在身邊,變得很好笑,很溫暖。8Please respect copyright.PENANAnK0w38942L
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她一想起,就覺得心裡某個位置也跟著被那罐味噌湯燙了一下。8Please respect copyright.PENANA4vxIVIdAwK
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後來冴去西班牙、她忙著模特工作,這塊空地也慢慢地被荒草蓋過,再沒人來練球。最後變成了民眾閒暇泡茶下棋的公園——她甚至懷疑他早就忘了這個地方。8Please respect copyright.PENANAdsYWIrAoHt
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可她還記得——冴以前每次不想回家,又不知道去哪裡時,總會出現在這裡。8Please respect copyright.PENANAnwXIzqDkxt
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所以今天,她才會走來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAagemgZv9qw
星野莉奈的視線再次落在這片空曠的地,把暖暖包握得更緊了一點。8Please respect copyright.PENANAFef0IGpmGA
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冬天的傍晚比想像中還快變暗。8Please respect copyright.PENANAAFhPUZjldI
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然後,她聽見了腳步聲。8Please respect copyright.PENANAwxj9yT4Zq5
8Please respect copyright.PENANAb2pyFpWLoi
不是急促的奔跑,而是極輕微的,那種走在積雪上、小心翼翼不想驚動什麼的腳步聲。8Please respect copyright.PENANANo0TMAXVOw
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她回過頭。8Please respect copyright.PENANAvbnCPW4fDj
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糸師冴穿著白色羽絨外套,背著球袋。像不經意路過,又像早就知道她會在。沒有說話,也沒有驚訝。8Please respect copyright.PENANAzAz7KWmk5P
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他只是站住,在呼吸之間,默認了某種重逢。8Please respect copyright.PENANADrW5QkoQQC
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她笑了一下,把手裡那包暖暖包舉起來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAIZWqMrBYCW
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「要嗎?」她問。8Please respect copyright.PENANAjVshQJiiwQ
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他看著她,好一會兒。8Please respect copyright.PENANAzxNqoPph4h
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還是什麼都沒說。她也沒催。8Please respect copyright.PENANAckNrg95VOK
因為她知道,有些話,是不需要急著說出口的。8Please respect copyright.PENANAsUMT1ApY8r
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就像糸師冴從未親口說過「我會找妳」。8Please respect copyright.PENANADkrStPSiu9
但星野莉奈記得,他每次回頭、停留、重新出現的時刻——就已經是了。8Please respect copyright.PENANA37U0E24IjH
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像那次她被大雨困在舞蹈教室,他沒打電話,卻一個人撐傘站在門口,說了一句:「路上有積水。」8Please respect copyright.PENANAcs603MBWEk
像他拿到RE・AL的邀請函,小凜和她都在慶祝。只有他等到所有人散了,才走過來站在她身邊。說:他要先為凜去探路。8Please respect copyright.PENANABRU4seleNZ
像她把拍好的照片拿給班導看,卻被說「拍來玩玩的吧」。她沒有去球場,躲到後門外那片小公園的滑梯底下。他找到她時沒說什麼,只坐下來,低頭問她:「今天拍了幾張?」8Please respect copyright.PENANA6NZzEepnLS
8Please respect copyright.PENANA3mQqOlmB81
——他總會走來,以他的方式,再次出現。總會的。8Please respect copyright.PENANA8K6yaPU0Df
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她一度把這當成默契。一種不言而喻的相逢規則,也是一種不需要承諾的習慣。8Please respect copyright.PENANAodJMA6STeb
8Please respect copyright.PENANA3ntZsNzMKT
可她現在明白了——她已經不是那個,只要他回來就會安心的自己了。8Please respect copyright.PENANAkVVrcHiQeL
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因為再次出現,不一定是選擇靠近;默默站著,也不等於是留下。8Please respect copyright.PENANAdyw7rydUFN
昨晚,冴跟小凜,就是這樣——一個再次出現、一個默默站著,卻把彼此推得更開。8Please respect copyright.PENANAeV7XIMWkEG
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她想起那個畫面,心口還是隱隱有點悶。8Please respect copyright.PENANAujtCcSlWLn
她不知道,那得要多少的折磨,才會讓曾密不可分的他們,劃出那麼深的一道線。8Please respect copyright.PENANAjsX0AhnzDg
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同樣地,昨晚她的靠近,已經夠小心了。可好像只要再多走一步,就會被他親手推進無底深淵。也正因為如此,星野莉奈更確定——她必須站在這裡。8Please respect copyright.PENANAqBwgbS460U
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但她不能再主動更靠近。8Please respect copyright.PENANAczxKnBr3jS
因為冴身上,已經背著太多他自己的重擔;再多一點,就會變成負擔。8Please respect copyright.PENANAsAnujXIpzS
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所以這一次,她把手伸出去,不是為了拉住他,而是想看見——他會不會真的,自己走過來。8Please respect copyright.PENANAB6EETZDaPx
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她沒動,站在原地,等著看他,會不會向她走來。8Please respect copyright.PENANA85xEi8llrk
8Please respect copyright.PENANA3sSRz4XEyp
一聲輕響,腳步落在雪地上。8Please respect copyright.PENANAYvbAeNXuuI
接著,是第二步。8Please respect copyright.PENANAGSju1Yo2LG
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糸師冴,終於走近,把暖暖包接了過去。8Please respect copyright.PENANAQlhABYHZAD
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沒有碰到手,但她覺得手心一陣暖。8Please respect copyright.PENANABySGanC34t
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好像有什麼,把冷空氣融化了一點點。
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